Monday, December 31, 2007

Han spammed me*

Well i thought it was kinda funny lar. Anyway just read for yourselves.

ive never met someone who could leave me speechless so often. another person who can do this is jerome. take, for example, the conversation i had with him and xing wei after lunch but an hour ago...

han: hey you guys heard bhutto died?

xing wei: yeah man...

jerome: whos that?

han: ...

xing wei: ...

han: wait, you dont know who bhutto is?

jerome: yeah who is that?

xing wei: jerome you only know your wrestlers lah. you know great khali you dunno whos bhutto

jerome: i know great khali but i really dont know who is bhuttohan

(it was about this time that i decided to mock jerome a bit...): bhutto was the great khali's manager man.

xing wei: yeah...

jerome: wha serious ah...

han: yeah man. died yesterday

jerome: wha cheeecken i didnt know...*pause while jerome checks his hair in his reflection, me and xing wei sniggering already*

jerome: ay why you two smiling

xing wei: oh its the sun...

han: yeah the sun...

jerome: wait, ok, bhutto isnt the great khali's manager. thats bullshit.

han: hahaha

xing wei: hahahahan: okok hes not lah. you mean you really dont know who bhutto is???

jerome: yeah, just tell me lah.

han: bhutto was the ex PM of pakistan man

jerome: ohhh was he important?

han: ...

xing wei: ...

han: bhuttos a she...

jerome: oh...

xing wei: how can you not know, its all over the papers and news

jerome: aiyah dunno lah

han: look, its right here*shows jerome copy of newpaper*

jerome: whoa...*pause while jerome reads the cover of the paper*

jerome: singapore havoc teen starts drinking at 11...

han: ...

xing wei: ...wtf.

hahahaha you two ah, are a constant friggin strain on my sanity. if its not having to keep quiet while kiat admires himself, its trying not to be TOO mean while making fun of jerome. but i love you both, no question about it. : )

I was just messing with the both of your lar, frankly speaking i was damn shagged so yeah. I cant think straight when im damn tired. AH HA, valid excuse ok =)

New Year*

Oh my sunnn so much has happened since i last blogged.

I guess i ve both experienced the gd and the bad. Too lazy to type guess i ll just type them out in point form, the good and the bad.

In no order of significance.

1) Gym DUHHHHH
2) Swim, u guys see my nice sexy tan? haha jk jk
3) Pool like mad, seriously played 20 bucks worth of it, damn crazy.
4) Had lousy sessions of clubbing, NO THANKS TO YOU BONG!! Its ok lar i know you would do the same for me if ever the time came.
5) Sang my heart out for carrolling =) That wassss sooooo gdddd the les a mis too.
6) Drink/drank more and more, in controlled amts of course, i guess i ll drink even more if some stuff dont work out well. But it will lar, i have confidence, both options anyway.
7) Being with my brothers, i lubvcxxxe u guys man, for sharing your food with me, for laughing and hearing my shit, for always being there, FOR MOCKING ME U BASTARDS. But yeah i know in all seriousness, i know u guys would be there for me if any shit happens. God willing it wont lar.
8) Relationship with parents dying, sigh long story and still pisses me off
9) Got backstabbed by Jinghan when he posted lousy pics of me in facebook, traitor!!
10) Got spammed really badly on alumni bbq, basket.
11) Shi shaed, quite yucky though.
12) Spend/spent/spending time with those who really matter to me.

I guess what Bong said to me in his cheap skate card rather sums it up. *Aiya words cannot express how i feel lar its just like that* Simple yet worth a thousand meanings. Nice i like that. U dog. LOL LOL.




First time i heard this song i thought the guy was singing Monsterball monsterball....lol i cant believe i sang it at orchard road lar, omg damn Genius lol. Ok ok so its most of all. Anyway this song i really damn nice. But what han said to me today was right, i dont have any rational reasons to feel this way. So just enjoy life, but i know whatever happens i ll be alright. Everything will be alright, i promise.

Enjoy this song guys......MONSTERBALL MONSTERBALL...hahaha. Pronounce ur england properly lar, chicken.


Heres a toast to 200 eh 2008 i think =)

Friday, December 14, 2007

The end of a week*

Well lookie here its the end of another week....

Pretty much filled with going out and drinking and gymming nearly everyday. Gosh my liver really does need a break, actually only the day before yesterday. I dunno, guess i ve been sleeping so late and waking up so early that the i cant even remember what day it is today. Apparently, my choir schedule isnt as updated as i thought it would be....baskett..Arghhhh. Feels shitty now a days when i do what i want based on feelings and not planning.

So me Han Ian Yanni and Penguin went to Dempsey 11 for a drink which Weiting treated us =) THANKS =). Hahah i must say that, that night was so uber..We went to Borders first to look at some books, where i found my autobiography!!!! I mean Dave Batista's autobiography haha, for all em nooblets who dont know who he is, hes the current reigning WWE world heavy weight champion, every inch of this guy is sheer muscle i tell u, 290 pounds, freaking 100+ kgs. But after reading his book, yeah life is really sheer hell for some of those people living in America, having to starve like he did and crawl his way up to the top just to have a living. We, he has celebrity status now so yeah kudos to him. Anyway in Borders, i was being a total prick to Ian which was damn funny haha, oi Ian!! I got ur book right here man dont worry abt it =)!! LOL, which he would just shake his head and walk away..

Anyway i was on a lucky streak that night, some kind soul gave me his 30% discount card and i think* i found 24 dollars on he loo near the counter. Seriously, i was looking left right centre seeing if anyone was running back or missing cash....until 5 mins pass...so after much comtemplation...i took it. Shit i felt guilty as hell, but decided to use the money to treat my thirsty friends, taxi rides to Dempsey was on me =) Money well spent =). Of course they were teasing me to treat them as well lar, em Dogs!!! So we went there, and the wine was so so so so good seriously, for a 48 dollar house wine bottle it was just so good. Yeah we had a fun time there alright, where Han bought this humongous Cigar and looked every bit a manager in his intern G2000 CLOTHES!! SWEE Ahhh!! But he burnt his shirt in the end lar hahaha.

After that went to rayston's house where they were basically kinda high to say bb an GG HAVE FUN NO RE, cuz hes booking in on sat. Whatever gay shit that happened, literally, im just glad that i kept my word and showed up, if not seriously one more bottle of wine at Dempseys. Gd luck boy, hope u have a change of heart/taste there. I think 2 years of time is more than what my homophobic self would want to do, and that is to run away as though i have a fire up my ass.

Freaking hell, parents ah seriously, damn niao at me going out at night, i have no clue whatsoever as well. Ok come on, i dont smoke, dont do drugs, dont steal, murder, etc etc, and i sure as hell can take care of myself at night. Plus its not like i travel alone right, i travel with friends. So yeah, unreasonable....Ok i admit i shouldnt be bitching abt them but seriously...kns man. Sigh ok over!!

Apparently i bellowed at a woman who stole our cab that night and felt extremely satisfied when i beat some guy flat at yahoo pool. Guess no matter what, the kid in me refuses to die, genes?? Yeah yeah take for example till this day, my dad still wants to engage me in wrestling stunts, and when i fell on my butt at newton mrt, he came runinng t me saying, OH SON DID U HURT THE POOR FLOOR? Gee thanks ah in public....Oh how about the time he shot me in the ass in paintball which was a foul, blatant foul i must add. So yeah i am still a kid, and no matter what people may disapprove, or say, sry but thats the way im gonna be. I guess a year back i would say if u dont like me for the way i am then piss off!! Yeah that was in the past alright but this year, think i ll just smile and walk away....

Aite its gonna be ten soon and we ve got a performance today!! Ciao i ll be singing!!

Monday, December 10, 2007

A penny for your thoughts?

Woohoo!!! Last night i saw Andy Lau at Lido, not bad not bad, he was shorter than i imagined and yeah his nose is quite big lol. No offense man. However if it was Jessica Alba, i think i would have fainted haha. Come on, Asian film industry just cant compare to those in America, Andy Lau vs Brad Pitt, Jackie Chan vs Tom cruise. Cfm the angmos would win lar.

Anyway its 115, better hurry up blog this b4 i go to sleep, if not i dont think i ll ever remember. I guess rule number one that i learned in my holidays is that, always try to see the better side of people. No ones perfect, cause simply put it we re Human, damn right, we sin duh. I ve been hurt b4 not in a physical sense, but eh yeah. Someone i liked made me sound like a parasite, the adjective clinging* was used. I was seriously so freaking pissed off that night, vulgarities came spewing out like free, u know when u really hate a person, all their imperfections are suddenly so mother freaking clear. Its so easy to say shes a total bitch or whatever, but then when i got home it suddenly dawned onto me. You know what, that was really immature of me. She is a nice person and she simply deserves better, so i really should not have bitched abt her like a raving dog.

I guess thats the norm isnt it? When things just dont come to a happy ending or go ur way even small things like, "his hair wahh, really freaking ugly lar", or "the way she talks damn turn off lar". We see all these small insignificant details that really make us have a superficial judgement abt them. All because of us not having our way. Isnt that selfish, or just that horrid moment where we feel nuthin but hatred and disgust? God didnt make us perfect, he gave us the good along with the bad, so see the good in people pls. Dont live in that moment of anger and hatred, its just wrong, i know i did, and yeah i do regret it. Definetely bitching is a thing which no one can avoid, but remembering the good in people, it makes it a whole lot easier to control ones tongue.

So instead of going like 'that cb person makes my life so miserable just by talking to me'

Why not go like " hey actually he/she is quite nice, that time she/he helped me with this thing, i dont really have a strong and valid reason for hating he/she, so why not i just go talk it out?"

And in whatever situation, always remember to be mature and nvr compromise ur dignity for anything. Thats lesson two that i ve learned. Even though shit happens, i liked u u didnt really like me things got awkard i cant bear to look u in the face when i talk to you. U know just suck it up and got talk it out ith the person. "Hey u know that yeah i did like u once, and eh things happened and our friendship got compromised, i mean shit we cant even look each other in the eye anymore and talk, so why not we just put everything aside and start anew as friends?" Dont leave things hanging in the past as well, forgetting may be a solution but trust me it would come back to haunt you one day Cfm. Its easy to say I dont wanna talk to you anymore and F out of my life, but it takes real guts to patch up that friendship, and continue to be friends. Its really a lot of courage needed, but its not impossible.

So yeah i hope i made some sense tonight with my two points. Its just some stuff that i picked up in the holidays, to always see the good in people and be damn mature in all situations. Not saying its easy though, it takes courage lar honestly. But the results would be fantastic. Im taking this chance in Christmas to fight my demons, hanging threads of problems that were left in the past. Im not gonna let them stay there for the rest of my life.

Lets do this.

Friday, December 07, 2007

Christmas

After gettin suan-ed by the guy whose body looks like crap even though he gyms more than me, and the diva man who doesnt blog anymore (OHHHHHHHHH LOWW BLOWWW!!), its time to pen down more of my thoughts.

I guess sometimes, people say clubbing may not be a gd thing, but it sure as hell is a way u can look at a person's true nature, how well they can control themselves, even under the influence of whatever, whatever and more whatever. Especially for guys, i mean face it, 80% of rapes in the world are committed by us, so we are naturally horny-er. So to all guys out there, pls be a gentleman and always let ur morals, values and brains to control u, not ur dicks pls. Perhaps, whatever happens in the club should stay in the club? I know my friends would tell me to f off, what is the true essence of clubbing? A night of doing something u would regret in the morning?? Worse still if u are 100% a horny dog. I dunno, at least im glad that i do watch after my gone* friends and those being backstabbed* by guys with horns protruding out from them and absolutely reeking of musk. Tell them to F off ok! Sick bastards.

Hmmm so far not bad lar, i ve really been controlling the amt of demerit goods that i consume, freak but should have a fuller dinner b4 gg out with Han and the gang drinking last night. Arena again this sat!! Its really cardo man, dancing non stop, hopefully i could get mistaken as one of the bouncers like in Zouk and then we could use the stage haha!!

Oh well everything in moderation lar ok?? I guess like i told Mdm, this is just a face in my life, i should as hell wont be clubbing when im like 60? Or eh 30? Whatever man, i just hold onto what i believe.



Oh oh oh David, me and brendan wanna go for mdc auditions, eh could u link us up or something?? Pls thanks man.


Anyway this Xmas season, yeah, im pulling out all the stops i guess, i ll be true sincere and all above, mature. Everythings all more or less planned out already so i guess i ll just leave it to God's hand. Mercy man mercy. Even if things explode in my face, i guess im already mature enough to do damage control so yeah, What doesnt Kill You makes u Stronger!!! Speaking of which i wrestled with my dad yesterday when Bong n my mom were looking at childhood pics haha, AND I WON HIM NAHAHHA!!! Simply, true manhunt!!

Shit man other than that, there are certain levels as we all know. Friends and beyond friends, the stupid line that defines them individually is so so so freaking hard.

Like Han said, so do you like her? Or have feelings from her?

........................................................................................................................................................................
Im seriously sitting in front of my com now stumped............................................................................

Ill let God and time decide that shall we =)

Wednesday, December 05, 2007

In whatever be mature and honest*

SOOOOOOOO PROOOOOMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM....

Other than the fact that I was (we were all) looking like(s) hot hunk(s) , excluding the girls of course haha. Went to the room to stone for a bit, played cards (ewww) and talked cock haha. Walked all the freaking way from shangrila to taka, mother, to get the goods, alcohol and etc. But it was all worth it haha. The changing was damn rush, cause of the GIRLSSS!!! LoL we were given permission to strip and piss in the same toliet, wtff man hahaha. After wearing my uber suit and looking every bit of a manhunt winner, we were off to the prom!!!

It went fairly well haha, though imust say i felt really bad for the performers, EVERYONE WAS CAM WHORING NON STOP SERIOUSLY. Especially urs truely urs manhunt winner, some song lyrics suddenly came to my head, *im too sexy for myself, im too sexy for myself*.

Ahhhhh feels so good to get in touch with my ego side again Nahahahhahah!!!

Anyway everyone heard brenden singing when he hit his high notes lol, he owns lar that skinny bugger haha. Skinny yet so gd when it comes to high notes....what the freak am i talking?? Hes a tenor no shit jerome. Sorry sorry, thats what u get when u only slept like 5 hrs in two days, knn!

So after prom, was the partea!!! MUSIC!!!! Dancing was great and me and my two cockster friends had our 15mins? nah one minute of fame* We went on the stage cause we were so high from all the alcohol in the room and danced our hearts out, lol it was so thrilling, till one minute lata, the bouncers pushed us off stage......chicken. LoL. Hahah and after prom in Shang, the coucill presidents and choir presidents were called to sing the school athem Again hahah.

It was like "Can we invite the cho..." When i heard that, i straight away stood up and walked to wards the toliets hahah when some guy grabbed me from behind and ok ok lets go sing.

Well, to God and Acjc that song was for you. Although the stupid fact was that i started the song 3 tones higher (according to marcus) so all the men died. Except for brenden lol he said "for once its comfortable for me, no need to use chest voice" lol.....

And soooo that was prom, after arena, we went back to the room where i emo-ed for a while (damn rare pls), and eh we headed back after a short freezing session of sleep haha.

Woke up after freaking little time of sleep and went home with han. There i bathed and changed for choir. LoL my body really felt like shit from all the dancing and the booze...Perharps i ll take a break from all this clubbing nonsense.

Anyway had a bbq later on that day, and slept at 4, cause some mofos wanted to watch heroes......ahhhhh..my eye bagssss..bd girl got tipsy, shit...more funny events happened..nearly c8-ed a fireball by pouring spirit on the pit...etc...im damn tired now....

Gd night all, my bed seems like my best buddy now..

Other than all that, seems it really is the season. Pls pls pls pls pls pls pls pls, dont let me screw this up. Actually, after spending so much time with han, i feel so much more prepared for this. Oh well, have a taste of my new found holiday skills.


Manhunt champion has to sleep, TOOOOOO THE WINDOW TOOO THE WALLLLLL!!!

Friday, November 30, 2007

My regrets*

So it was after the glorious As. It began.

The long nights of booze getting high and wasted, the clubbing, etc.

I guess i lost myself in the sins of the flesh.

Sigh, it turns out that even as we celebrate and party and have fun.

The people who do need us, are neglected.

I guess this is really more than a CCA after all.

I really do feel ashamed of myself. People said, but its over what. No its not.

Perhaps i should really do some soul searching to ask myself on what Bong told me today.

Enjoyment vs Responsibility?

Why do we go back?

Not because I was told to, but i want to help out.

GET SOBER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, November 26, 2007

Enjoy*

Alrighttt somehow i managed to convert Kiat's file successfully...So without any furthur ado..

Presenting to you the pro DDR man!!! Mr. Kiat!!!

Oh yeah gd luck to all who are taking lit later, me included lol.


As the prozzz Ian says "Ready"

Let the fun begin =)


Saturday, November 24, 2007

Angsty*

Rawrrr...

Choir workshop today was good.

But for some strange reason, i felt damn angsty when i came home. Probably because of my parents. They are so freaking restictive because of my bro in army already. Seriously. I mean like its not that i take drugs, or smoke or etc right. Also, its highly unlikely that i would get robbed or cant take care of myself, pls.

Sighh really damn sian now. Just i need to do a Kiat to help myself. Oh yeah hed freaking ownage at dance revolution, while i on the other hand, am para para pro. Watch and have a gd laugh at his uberness =). Sometimes i just need a gd laugh to feel better after taking shit.

Freak somehow i cant upload the damn video.

Ok fine fine. Use my para para video...


Yeah that brought back some fun memories alright..Hope the week gets better.

2 more days to freedom =)

Tuesday, November 20, 2007

Someday*

So its been fantastic day of gymming, swmming and have fun with friends =)

Visited Han's blog just now and really, i guess, sometimes we just dont get what we really want the most.

Ok taking it from me, i dont have any personal experience in this matter. But after having talked to him and sharing our worries with each other. However gay it may seem i do feel proud for him being such a gracious man and sad yet for not being able to succeed..i dunno, hope still lingers in the future..

I can look up to him for the amount of dedication he poured into his relationship and for being the few who really showed me that true love exists even though people say we re so freaking, young. People seem emo and all that shit b4, no shit i ve seen and been a sucker myself, but this is really true love.

Yeah i do really feel sad for him, perharps i ll experience this shit too in the future. Who knows. A true man a true man i ll give it to him. I really dont want to judge, i mean i side him cause hes my friend, so that gives me a bias opinion. But really, i ve nvr seen such devotion b4. Give it up for him.

This just proves the saying "Life is unfair" or Nelly Furtado's "All gd things must come to an end"

Sad lar just sad.

They say the Xmas season is where healing happens, pray it happens to him.

Me? Guess my favourite saying these days is im too old for this shit..I just cant stand the feeling of seeing my friends gettin hurt in the process.

Running away? I guess i have valid reasons to, after a long Fuc*ed up history. Xmas Xmas come faster and let me sing........

Thank you for the music.
The songs I m singing.
Thanks for all the joy we re bringing.
Who can live without it?

So i say thank you for the music for giving it to me.

Thursday, November 15, 2007

YOWZA!!!

ITS OVERRRRR!!!!!!!!!! WOOHOO SWEE AH!!!!

then again still have lit on 26th haiz.

Oh man the feeling of ending As is just so great. Soon its gonna be loads of fun, partying and gymming, etc,etc.

Today was kinda weird, the econs case studies were just damn like ok. Dunno whether i can ace or not. Oh well whats done is done yeah!!

Anyway went with Yanni Tiny and Chris to look at potential prom clothes. Seriously, it was like miles of non stop walking lol. I find that girls have a wider range of fashion and mixing and matching for them is complicated. But who says guys where any easier?? I guess it wouldn't be lar casue the suits and the button shirts in them are so hard to mix, worse my jacket is some weird blue black green thing. OH MY SUN!!! Basketttttt!! Hahah we had a great time laughing at each other, ok lar basket me mostly, but still!!! Quality time with friends yeah!!

Benn reading Bong's muscleman magazine that he gave to me last Xmas, lawl, i guess body building may kinda appeal to me lar. But then again im like 171 cm thats quite freaking short?? MAYBE?????????????????????????????????????? i really really guess for Asians thats acceptable lar. But my weight is like woahhhh....Muscle mass muscle mass i hope to believe haha. Hmmm i ve also been considering working as a bouncer..maybe? Who knows man although i have height problems, but i ve been mistaken for one b4. Perharps, perharps. Arghh so many things to do after As!! Work out, maybe cause i really am a himbo, like i said man maybe..Play intensive amt of pool, have fun chill out, not to mention party!!!

So anyway todays the 16th? 17 more days to prom...

For everyday its gonna be training for me, some personal goals i hope to achieve.

1) Everyday gym around 11 lets see need a nice five circuit training.
Should be cycling machine warm up, chest, back, abs, abs wings. Yeah that should be enuff to kill me. Followed by a one hour swim in the afternoon hot sun. Swee..

2) Improve in pool skills. Get me own cue, etc.

3) Spend time in choir

4) This so should be first, strengthen my faith

5) Party hard-in celebration of friendships =)

6) Die die attend carrolling

7) Clean up my past mistakes and strengthen some friendships too.

Heres a toast to the upcoming end of A levels and to a great time before 25 Jan =)

Care for a dance?

Saturday, November 10, 2007

I see yourrr truee coloursssss*

Dejavu thats what happened to me today.

Had breakfast with my pal Han and had a long talk about after As and other relevant stuff.

After that went for the wake. It was really sad, though i did not know Mdm very well. I am so grateful for what the parents* of the choir family have done for the generations that learned under their legacy. I guess a part of me was being evil, trying to devise horrid reasons why people did not turn up and why people were actually there. That part of me deserves to die honestly. People have their own reasons regardless, and we must not be naive, but trusting and loving. (Read about Han's trust in www.lauhan-loong-blogspot.com) For me personally, i love this family* and so i will contribute in the least possible way i can, even if it means burning precious time. Ok im really not blaming anyone here, just that one thing someone said to me got to me. "why isnt everyone here?"

I guess thats life isnt it? People would always choose their owns paths eventually, God bless them whatever paths they have chosen, but when the call is made, how many would return? Once again, individual decision has no fault, its just reality check, how many people would die for their country as an example? How many? I can tell u this for sure, not everyone. So dont be naive, its reality, painful and angry as i feel, it is Not Right for Me to feel this way. Simply because, i am the master of no one but myself. Why is it we have crime and political backstabbings in business and even in the area of school teaching? Why is it such bad stuff exist? Satan? Must be...But i dunno...Just hold steadfast to what u believe and be true to yourself, whatever decisions we make, is our own choice, our own consequences to enjoy* in the future.

Dont mind me, im just merely commenting on the possible/potential existence of splinters in other people's eye when i have a gigantic tree trunk in my own.

Sigh life's just not perfect isnt it? No ones perfect, but i really do try to see the gd side of people and not the bad, however in some cases seriously KNN. Its just so freaking blatant, dont mind me, just that one of my best friends got played. So why would anyone choose to play somebody?
Is it the evil that lurks inside them? The thrill of it or what? Or is it mistaken identity of love that i so cannot see? Perharps, i ve nvr tasted the sweet necter of it before. So freaking pissed off now....Do whats right do whats right do whats right...so easy to talk so hard to do...why would anyone try to play someone?

Im not afraid, all players out there who hate me? Just bring it. Or if it discomforts you reading this, u ve come to the wrong blog, and can just bugger off.

I think after today, really. I see ur/people's true colours, thats apt. Reality is not pretty, its tough and hard, but all in all, believe in urself and ur own core values. Be mature about all situations and fight the good fight in life.

Maybe we should all do what the powerpuff girls sing*

"Love love love love love love love love love makes the world go round"

But in conclusion "You reap what you sow"

Saturday, October 27, 2007

Your grace is enough for me*

Time flies past really too quickly, poof* 5 more days to A levels.

Lets all go kick ass man!! The past few weeks have really been quite taxing, with all the hardcore mugging and the feeling of being tired everyday. Sometimes even with gym the days still seem so long and tiring.

BUT LOOK FORWARD GUYS!! For The Win!!! Lets go own this A levels!!!!!

Its really great to hear from our seniors again, the encouragements, haha the singing again on monday (J TWOS!!! BLEACHES 3 PM!! COME IF U HAVE TIME!!!). One funny fact though, i just realized like im related to the richest man in Singapore this week, hahah, inheritance baby!! Lets see one billion dollars divide by 100, thats like eh ten million?? Woo hoo!! Basket but honestly, i dont think i ll get any, doesnt matter anyway, money doesn't make my clock tick. Hahaha like Bong said, lets not let Sidney, Rayston and Jinghan get all the glory this time. Show you my mugging prowess!! Huh!!

Anyway this post is mainly for our juniors...

When things seem tough, and you really feel down because of whatever reasons, look to each other for comfort and help. Every small thing counts you know? Those of you who got As help those who need help in certain academics that ur good in and always look forward to the future. Our lives arent governed by results (though they are imprt), they are governed by the set of values that we have learned in our lives. Apply what u learn in choir to everything else that you do. Congrats to those who did well and for those who didnt so well for whatever reasons, whats done is done. Just move forward and aspire to do even better for the future. Setbacks will only benefit you if you learn from it and stop living in the past. I really hope that you guys all would enjoy ur Christmas carrolling season together as a batch and really foster friendships that would last you a lifetime!! Oh and not only me lar, the rest of your seniors wish this for you all too =). Dont EVER give up, take your downfalls in your stride and improve from then on, teach, share and bond with ur own juniors next year. Somethings might take time to learn and fully understand, but be patient and dont ever stop encouraging each other to do whats right.

Sing your hearts out man!! No matter what, your seniors are all so proud of you !!!

And lastly to you* Reality check, i know its painful, and i know the feeling really sucks. But dont stop giving you hear me? I am so proud and thankful to you for what u have done so far, you have never ever failed me, i am so so proud of you, honestly.

Thank you. =)

And for the other family* members who can never be forgotten. =)

Thank you friends =)
Thanks to Our beloved shaven heads J3s and Ladies enjoying free Uni life =)
Thanks to the Mdms and the solo Sir =)

And all glory to our Almighty Father.

Freak man this CCA really rocks WOOHOO!!!

Saturday, September 29, 2007

Be grateful*

Ahhh just came back form doing cardo in the gym. Feels freaking good after one day of essays. Crazy man.

Reading the times and the newspapers today it really got me thinking.

We are so lucky really.

Look at Myanmar now man, freaking hell its damn bad there. I dont know but for some reason i really pity and emphasize with them a lot. Peaceful monks going to protest peacefully, after the Generals have captured all political opposition parties and leaders to become prisoners. I mean its like their non trained in self defense kung fu shit like those in China. They are peaceful understand??? So why is it a peaceful negotiation cannot occur? Ok maybe im really really lacking in knowledge but still, is tear gas, rubber bullets freaking justifiable??

Freak u u dumb ass generals. Seriously, u are rich ur country is freaking, let me quote, "Though Myanmar is rich in natural resources, 90 percent of its 54 million people live on less than $1 a day."

""I don't think that we have any more hope to win," said a young woman who took part in a massive demonstration Thursday in Yangon that was broken up when troops opened fire on the crowd. She was separated from her boyfriend and has not seen him since.

"The monks are the ones who give us courage," she said, referring to the clergymen who have been the backbone of rallies — both those of this week and in past years. Most are now besieged in their monasteries, penned in by locked gates and barbed wire surrounding the compounds.
Images of bloodied protesters and fleeing crowds have riveted world attention, raising fears of a repeat of a 1988 democracy uprising that saw an estimated 3,000 protesters slain."


Wtf man seriously, can give chance not?? These are monks leh for goodness sake. How can u do this to them? I ll freaking fly over there and spine buster the whole lot of generals ah. Its crazy man, even rubber bullets, though non lethal, the blue black caused is damn wicked, check out the newspaper picture.

Diplomacy can only go so far, just remember that. If i was some celestial being, i ll really delight in putting lightning bolts up the place where the sun dont shine.

Sigh, we are so lucky really.

So sue me, come on. You and I know whose right and whose wrong.

Tonight's maths equation

Generals of Myanmar X number there = Dumbass^infinite.

Tuesday, September 18, 2007

All grown up*

I have eye bags!!! Noooooooooooooooooooooooooooo...

Its been a long week, sigh, prelim results, the scoldings from parents. The lack of sleep, some how i dont know why but 6 hrs is just not eough for me. It just feels so little, and face it girls can wear stuff like concealer*, whatever that is, but guys??? Which guy wears make up i ask u? Damn irritating....on the other hand, nearly all Jc students have eye bags. LoL so im not the only one bwahaha.

Ok my sentences do not freaking flow at all......shucks no wonder my writing subjects were all so bad. Basket!!!!

Its been a tough week. Like for example today, if i had stayed in school and mugged, i would have gotten like 9 hrs of study time? But nooooo i had to go gym with my friend and played a rafce to 7 pool...ARGHHHH SOOOO STUPIDD!!! Now tonight i can only cover like 6 hrs of studying. FREAK!!! I mean regardless of the fact that i won him, again i might add =), and that in ther gym i made AN AWESOME DISCOVERY!!! Not my stomach fats btw, I CAN DO ONE HANDED PUSH UPS!! As the hokkien slang goes, SWEE AH!!!

But still, there aint no subject in A levels called *Gym*, if not i would be aceing it man, honestly.

Oh yeah then something this week really shocked me, on msn my little cousin, shes like primary 6 or something, her nick was "Dont leave me or i ll be emo......name of her supposedly bf* (i assume).." along those lines. What on earth is going on?? She is so young and yet already shes being emo?? Dammit, what is society becoming?? Emo Era generation??

I was kinda freaked out by it honestly. I guess its wrong in a way that shes experiencing it at such a age, heck at primary six i was eh...i was doing some cool stuff i guess, cant really recall. But then again its a phase in life u have have the bgr stage, then followed by peer pressure stage, then followed by vulgarity stage (for guys), rebellion stage, smoking-alcohol-clubbing stage, then the R-21 stage. I guess everyone has to go through all of these in the future, or if u have already done it.

Believe what u want to believe in life, dont let these things affect you.

Back to what i was saying earlier...I can do one handed push ups!!! Nice =)!!

6 weeks more...to As!!

Hopefully next year i ll be blogging I got straight A s for my A levels!!! SWEE AH!!!

Oh and u know what?

YOU SHOULD BE FREAKING STUDYING AT THIS VERY INSTANT!!!!!

Thursday, September 13, 2007

The truth, what we should all know*

According to the bible, love is not about sexuality, nor is it a primarily a feeling.
Love is a commitment, a consistent and determined decision to think of others first, to put their needs above your own, and to serve them.
God loves us in that way, and he gives us the ability to love others.

Monday, September 10, 2007

Monday Blues*

Seems that i thought the first day of school would be fantastic.

I was so freaking wrong.

Chapel was fine no problem, then the spammage came for the whole day.

Seems its really true, u do pay for ur actions*

And all it took was one f-ing stupid mouth to open and all hell broke loose.

Guess its true after "the only way u can keep a secret is by killing that person who knows or u told about it"

Too many secrets for mine liking, this is really reminding me of american movie high school girls who bitch n gossip non stop all the time. The bimbotic kinds, people who i strongly feel deserved to be sent to Africa to do hard labour. U dumb shits.

Sighh so much shit in one day, i deserved i guess. Take responsibility for my own actions. But the spammage was really a bit too much. But everyone just STFU!!!!!!! Seriously what a horrible day, i guess its all my fault lar. No blame should go to the other party.

These temporary setbacks are so annoying, maybe its time i give my gymming and WWE wrestling knowledge into some practical, a Spinebuster here, a Lowblow there, a Chokeslam plus an Ankle lock. Yeah it ll make u scream in pain definetly.

But i dont have to do anything do i? Just be a gd boy and girl and STFU! =)

Perharps it ll be unwise to blog when ur feeling pissed off, i admit i ve held back by the title of leader*, the representation i carried, but u know what im just as human as any of u guys out there. If i say im so angry i feel like going for a drink, would that hurt anyone? All my Jc career i ve been really really holding back sometimes, thinking of each word before typing it down, not wanting to hurt anybody, not wanting to tarnish anyone's name or anything 's name. Sounds like an excuse by saying im human? I ve realized now, dont be stupid, yet dont be so insecure of yourself, say what ever u wanna say, but please be responsible for ur actions, ur words. Ur image to others do count, lets say forgive me u present urself a as a flirt on blogspot, is that what u really want? If it is ur true heart's desire than what the heck im with u!! But is that what u really want to represent urself as a flirt??? Think about it...

And today when honours night briefing came, i felt damn guilty for what i ve been doing for the past week, sir said "Honour's night members are top notch quality and true examples of exemplary conduct" Something along those lines---HOHOHOHOHOHO, im so not that, i really wanted to back out. Dont get me wrong, Honours night is a highly respected event, all the people involved in it have my Utmost Admiration n Respect, even those who applied for it and didnt get in. But personally, i don't think i fit those words.....really. This feeling is really ironical, and stupid, i told Sam n Bong what i really felt, even if i didnt get anything, the acjc choir experience was WORTH EVERY SINGLE SECOND!!! Honours dont count for me, the journey was just so wonderful, im sure many alumni members out there can testify for u.

Anyway yeah today was horrible, hope tmr would be better.

I ve shaved my head already and after today, how much more shit can i get?

Moving on to the entertaining part of my blog as always =)

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Men will be men, me Sam n Hussein in CCAAB camp =)

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Let our powers combine, from the left, Rugby Captain, Choir President, Econs society President and lastly the fat guy? Life guard President. Let all who are drowning avoid CPR by him =)

Moving on to the emo section im sorry i ll try to cut this shit out from now on..

There's a lot of things I understand
And there's a lot of things that
I don't want to know
But you're the only face I recognize
It's so damn sweet of you
to look me in the eyes
Chorus:
It's alright, I'm O.K.
I think God can explain
I believe I'm the same
I get caried away
It's alright, I'm O.K.
I think God can explain
I'm relieved I'm relaxed
I'll get over it yet
Isnt it amazing how much power girls have over us my fellow men? Well not anymore =)

Sunday, September 02, 2007

One funky night*

People say Justin Timberlake's damn hot and can sing damn well etc.

So whats distinct difference with him and other wannabe-s?

What makes him so uber and almighty??? What make his fans screamn their lungs out when the see him in the public?

what what what what what what what??

To put it simply, if he was Austin Power's what is his mojo*?

Thankfully i know the answer =)

HIS HAIRSTYLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YEAH!!!!!!!!!!

Freak how come my aircon suddenly so powerful? Head feels cold...Wait a minute i have same hair style as him!!!

Gasp!!! Im bringing Sexyback too yeah!!! =)

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One funky night indeed*

Went out Ian and his mates and had a blast. Yeah met up with classmates and other ac people =)

It was a great night!! People i nvr expected to see went that night too haha, interesting indeed =)

Justin Timberlake in action indeed*

Oh yeah hahaha it was extremely funny when me and my friend were dancing next to the bass amplifier, it is so POWERFUL, ur stomach fats would literally jiggle whenever a note is played. So imagine a rap song........jiggle jiggle jiggle. It was rather unglam!! We were like what the freak are we doing here??? I couldn't even type with my handphone vibrating....oh mannnzzz..If only i was that powerful as a singer ahahah!! Literally rock the audience!!

Extremely thrilling, and risky

Dance ur heart out---i think that she knows---shes freaky---but i like it--
J.T's lovestoned is nice =)

"Past is past, whatever happened has already happened"

Monday, August 27, 2007

Justin Timberlake turns Singaporean???

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CAN U SMELL WHAT THE ROCK IS COOKING?
YEEBAI! After prelims its over!!! Yes holidays are here to stay =). After the chem paper i just felt so relieved that everything was over.
Following which was gym, swimming, rugby polo, pool and more gym =)
freak damn painful to type now....the truth will set u free..but its damn painful.
My futile attempt to create an entertaining blog post has turned into the virus that plagues youth this days. E-M-O. Sickening but true, garghh..dont u wish u ll be immune to this? I assure u 80% of youths experience this. The other 20% are just lucky yeah very, lucky.
Go dl/ask from me, Louis Armstrong "Somewhere over the rainbow" its a beautiful song yup.
U know what, im too old for this nonsense.
Not too worry folks! Hope still reigns in mankind =)
Thank God for friends*

Tuesday, August 21, 2007

Prelims*

Well, prelims are currently undergoing.
Its been a horrid experience so far, just trying to get through the papers, and not think about what i could have done better or review my answers. I mean so far its been pretty ok i guess. I wouldn't dare to say easy* cause i have this jakk experience of saying easy, and when the results come back. Good Game sir with all my friends going " Hey i thought u said it was easy? haha" Basket man.

After 3 hr lit paper...2 hr lanning zzzz...2 hr econs tuition....2 and a half hour chem tuition, all in one glorious day. I feel really really pissed off. Damn it, im seriously dying to either gym, hang out but most all sing in choir.

Guess my passion is what the sterotypical people may deem as Gay*. Why does choir singing equal to gayism anyway? Is it the way the singers present themselves? Or the high notes that we have reach sometimes? Haha, come to think off it, last year i though it was kinda gay too, but well its not, i can bet my life on it. What is passion exactly? I really feel so much for choir singing, damn, its weird yet a satisfying feeling. I give my all into something, and that really brings about a nice feeling.

Guess after watching Mr Tay leave Singapore i just realized that time is really extremely short, sooner or later folks, independence is gonna be urs truely, and when that time comes, are u ready to step up and fend for yourself in a foreign land? Well only time can tell right?

Friends are like.....real treasures. Think after watching him leave, maybe i just felt a sense o sadness. Well its true he has contributed a lot. Dunno....Great seniors lar Great seniors.

Great ex-CCA

Great friends

Great seniors

Great teachers

Great juniors

Has all been really impactful in my life, that i truely thank God.

Suffering for choir withdrawal symptoms really really, i thought it was nonsense but... Lo and Behold i took my scores and sang with itunes today while waiting for one tutor after the first.

Freaky??????

Ur opinion.

So what is your passion in life? What in life do u give really one hundred percent to? U yearn for it all the time. Life is too short to be indecisive and uncertain about what u believe in.

If u love something, step up and prove it.....

of course easier said than done.

Wednesday, August 01, 2007

Lazy*

Jerome is too lazy to resize pics.

Random post to push the pictures down so everyone can get a clear view of it =)

Hmmmmm need more words.

Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same
If I saw you in heaven?
I must be strong
And carry on,
'Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven.
Would you hold my hand
If I saw you in heaven?
Would you help me stand
If I saw you in heaven?
I'll find my way
Through night and day,
'Cause I know I just can't stay
Here in heaven.
Time can bring you down,
Time can bend your knees.
Time can break your heart,
Have you begging please, begging please.
Beyond the door,
There's peace I'm sure,
And I know there'll be no more
Tears in heaven.
Would you know my name
If I saw you in heaven?
Would it be the same
If I saw you in heaven?
I must be strong
And carry on,
'Cause I know I don't belong
Here in heaven.
It's late in the evening; she's wondering what clothes to wear.
She puts on her make-up and brushes her long blonde hair.
And then she asks me, "Do I look all right?"
And I say, "Yes, you look wonderful tonight."
We go to a party and everyone turns to see
This beautiful lady that's walking around with me.And then she asks me, "Do you feel all right?"
And I say, "Yes, I feel wonderful tonight."
I feel wonderful because I see
The love light in your eyes.
And the wonder of it all
Is that you just don't realize how much I love you.
It's time to go home now and I've got an aching head,
So I give her the car keys and she helps me to bed.
And then I tell her, as I turn out the light,
I say, "My darling, you were wonderful tonight.
Oh my darling, you were wonderful tonight."

Monday, July 30, 2007

Farewell*

It was a sad day.
Yup we cried.
To remember one year and approximately 5 months of singing together.
One part of our journey has ended another shall continue.
Who knows how soon will we all go our own separate ways?
Look foward to the opportunities that the Lord will make for us =)



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Best i ever had =)
Now i understand fully why
To God be the Glory the best is yet to be

Monday, July 09, 2007

Time to say goodbye..............35 days to.......

What to say, its been a long and hectic period of time.

Found out that my ankle needs some sugery. Freak man, im gonna be on crutches for like 6 weeks effectively and thats just the minimum. Sigh, guess its gd bye to basket ball for a couple of months. FREAKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGGHHHH!!! This piece of news here really makes my blood boil. Sigh, cant do anything ankle related now..freakk freak freakkk. Im mean, yeah i get to slack in army and all that free pay, but is that really neccesarily good? I dunno honestly.

Sighh....this weeks just been getting worse and worse. What the freak im gonna go to the mirror later and say "Suck it up u noob!!" I mean i guess i still live a much more blessed life style than some other people in the world. I mean look at the places that CIPs take u to go. Horrid living conditions, lack of food, etc, etc.

I remembered someone said to me "Success only happens when u have the courage to move from one failure to another" Waitt a minute i think it was some teacher, dang my short term memory!!!

Its just the little things in life that get to me honestly, bad performances, bad manners, lack of initiative. The small things that I as a leader still slip up sometimes. Its so frustrating, i mean it doesnt help that im hard on myself when it comes to such responsibilities, the inconsistency is really making me feel like a has been. SIGHHH!!! Courage courage!! GRRRRRRR!!!

Spartans*

On another note its 35 day to prelims!!! WHAT THE FREAK AM I DOING ON BLOGGER??? OH MANZ GG XX!!

On another note kudos to Karno for giving me a lift home on many occasions =) Hahaha Karno ur ma Dawgg!!!

Hahaha, i remembered when like the choir was at makan sutra last night, Karno bought this plate of chicken wings and me, him, Rayston, ChenZhong, Kerr (HAPPY BD ONCE AGAIN!!!) and leheng were sharing it with oyster omelette. Its was quite a fruitful experience cause Zhong and rayston left early. Which basically left me lele and kerr to finish the 60% full plates with Karno. =) HEHEH!!! Needless to say, my luck improved when it started drizzling and leheng and Kerr didnt feel hungry.

Karno went "Hey someone help me finish the food leh!!?"

I replied (Cue to slow mo dramatic hero entrance music*) "Dont worry man i m with u!!" Attacking the food in a frenzy of violent gestures with the fork. Free food man it was soooooooo goooooodddddd!!!!!!!!! =) Dunno why Leheng was laughing her head off...nubcake*

On a serious note (seriously)

Is it so amazing how some people can just be so vulnerable and inspiring in front of their students? I mean seriously speaking how many of us would dare to show our trueselves to people who we do not relly know in depth? It takes courage to a certain extent, a very large one actually. Why is it people give and share a part of thir lives with us, to share their passion to educate us to become better human beings?? A forced legacy? Are they robots? I say no, they give cause they want to and that is indeed admirable, and also at the same time, inspiring. They are the ones who push us onwards when we are lazt and like to remain in the comforts of our lives. The people they push us to eventually become are examples we only dreamt of ever becoming. The scarifices we thought we made, are insignificant compared to the ones they secretly make.

Who are they exactly? Angels spawned from the NIE? Demi Gods disguised as mere mortals?
Superheroes????????????????????????


The answer is simple, they are Christians*




Friday, June 29, 2007

Fun facts of the day*

Marcus Li "Ivan yeah hes the skinny one in choir. Wow he fits Ch***e very well ah? Both of them skinny =)"

Me "Holy cow! Im gonna blog this!!"

GG FOLKS =)

Scandalous =)


Talking to Leheng on the phone. (This week all the J2s took HEIGHT AND WEIGHT!!!)

Me " Hey leheng i called u to ask u for ur height and weight apparently Sir wants to collect this information for all choir members."

Leheng "Huh?? Really meh?? Why so weird one?? He call u to do it ah?"

Me "Eh yeah =)"

Leheng "Har?? u calling everyone is it??"

Me "Yup" Heh heh*

Leheng " Or ok (slightly hesitant) Eh height 163 cm weight ** Kg "

TO GET THE EXCLUSIVE NUMBERS PLS CALL JEROME AT 91297335 FIND- OUT- THE MAGIC- NUMBERS =). 10 dollars for each request =) Only cold hard cash pls.

With friends like these who needs comedians? =)



NOTE : ALL FACTS HERE ARE PURELY MEANT FOR LAUGHTER
(except for the last one) JK!!!