Friday, November 30, 2007

My regrets*

So it was after the glorious As. It began.

The long nights of booze getting high and wasted, the clubbing, etc.

I guess i lost myself in the sins of the flesh.

Sigh, it turns out that even as we celebrate and party and have fun.

The people who do need us, are neglected.

I guess this is really more than a CCA after all.

I really do feel ashamed of myself. People said, but its over what. No its not.

Perhaps i should really do some soul searching to ask myself on what Bong told me today.

Enjoyment vs Responsibility?

Why do we go back?

Not because I was told to, but i want to help out.

GET SOBER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!