Care for a dance?*

This is highly entertaining, im gonna practice secretly at home LOL.

I need a partner, any takers??!

This one's for you, Miss Foo*

Its kinda funny how things turned out in the end, well, i don't know for sure what the future beholds for us, our friendship, etc.

Throughout all the problems, the arguments, the sensitive issuses, I blame most of it all on my lack of experience with dealing in situations such as these; the fact remains that what we felt for each other was real.

Im not sure how things are gonna be like from now on already.

I ve learnt a great deal of lessons the hard way from this. The tears i shed secretly, how ironic now that im typing this aint it?

Well, first things first, thanks to God Father in Heaven who helped me perserve through all of the pains and emotional relapses that i endured. Once again for exposing all my weaknesses at one go as well too.

You, for always being so understanding and forgiving.

My friends for supporting me in being happy, although i never followed any of your advices.

It was complicated/screwed up/fucked up at times.

But one thing's for sure.

You were the best thing that happened to me this year.

So without further ado.

Time for some R n B*

Thank you my friend, heres a toast to us in the future =)

Miss Foo*

If u still love him, please go back to him.

Im not worthy enough for anything more than close friends, if its still gonna be possible after this. Heh.

Just keep your promise of doing your best for ur academics, please.

And dont worry about hurting me or breaking my heart, i wont die.

Music, endorphines and friends to distract me from the frequent bouts of emotions.

I have let my heart win too many times already, time to use more brains and logic.

Prayer helps too =)

I am not going to revert to some childish young immature boy*

You*

I never ever imagined it would hurt this bad.

I know whats right, but my feelings scream in conflict.

I admit that i ve said some wrong things and perhaps things which have complicated matters.

Through all the problems, the laughs, this short period of time.

The fact remains that,

I like you so very much.

I so hope that everything will turn out right and for the better.

Cause i feel so much for you.

I feel extremely vulnerable now, presented to you on a silver platter.

Isnt it ironic of how true it is that, what goes around comes around?

Sigh.

I don't know and Nothing*

I ll let the pictures do the talking*

I have noticed that recently, i ve been posting a lot about myself.





Well, isnt't that the whole purpose of a blog, one might ask?





Well, some events happened, and lifes not always abt me, its about my dear friends too.

Happy belated bd my brother =)

Im an endorphine junkie*

Ho hum, my parents and bro left singapore for USA Washington. For a period of estimated 14 days. Need to say, a house party has already happened at my place, with loads of left over booze too.

Wtching them left at the departure gate, i really cant believe all soon life has passes. 19 years and my bro will be studying in a foreign country. Shocking myself, i felt tears of sadness welling up in my eyes, crying over my brother...hmmm.

Ok, i guess this is what people always talk about, not missing somone badly till they leave you. Ok OK so hes coming abck for Xmas, but then i dunno how to explain this sensation, i was an emo wreck on friday seriously, and surprisingly it wasnt over the fairer sex. Lol.

Ah well, fri was really a double edged sword, freedom and sadness combined. How ironic.

Nonthe less the house party was good, too bad people had to leave early.

Went for a wedding the next morning, haha. The groom waited for his bride, for apparently 10 years.......TEN WHOLE YEARS....OH MY SUNNNNNNNN LOL. That my friends, is DEDICATION!!!! LOL..

Emoing my sat too, thank God for my niggar bro XinGay, tkaing me for runs and gymming sessions, plus talking cock too. The endorphines produced in ur brain really helps u a lot, just realized that. Felt so much better, its like being at home just makes me feel emo and all that shit.
Looking back, like i said lar, true i have fucked up certain occasions, but thats cause i was young and foolish, insert in a it of logic and maturity, added with help from God, everythings gonna be alrighttttt...no one..no one...No oneee, lol Alicia Keys. Sorry that was random..

It still take two hands to clap.

Oh oh had French lesson on friday hahaha it was SO GOOODDD, Ian and myself totally enjoyed our very first lesson, with a french teacher who flirts like crazy haha.

Key word i learned that day, JE T^AIME!! In english it means I love You. awwwww haha, now u know why french guys do make women fall heads over heels lol.

The language is so beautiful, and the culture compliments it further. Ok ok so Shu wei says when it gets the numbers, it ll be a pain in the ass, but so far so good =)

I wanna use this temporary freedom to meet up with old friends and catch up with God, ok bad excuse i should have done it at a regular pace, all the time more like it.

Enchante!! Nice to meet you!

I hope all goes well today with what i have in mind. To add another chapter to my record of being a zero fighter. If i keep this up, my grandma's gonna so kill me, haha.

But seriously. Thanks to the Lord God, for giving me such wonderful parents and sibling too.

Family family, for those who know me, its kinda awkward for me to say this, but im gonna do it anyway. To my family,

JE T'AIME