Hey yall, its been long since i updated, since other blogs have updated haha, somehow i feel slightly inclined to post one up too.
So many things have happened so far, mainly my bro's back from seattle, hell yeah lol. Had an awesome party at arena, freakin cannon and loads of pictures to remember it from.
Rest well Ian, haha last one for the year at 31th of DECEMBER WOOHOO!!!!!!
Heh, had a nice warm choir xmas party too, lol though i wouldnt say intentions there were pretty clean and for the best. I strangely felt pretty happy, and seriously my heart was beating during dinner, just seeing everyone together again and eating, talking cock, making fun of me =(, chilling etc. It wasnt pretty bad indeed, i would say so.
But the drinking part was totally messed up lol, entertaining yet stupidddd..
Ah well cant have the best of everything in life can we??
I guess cause i ve been partying quite a fair bit, maybe some explanation will help, especially to those who dont understand fully.
Aite the true essence of clubbing, is to really let loose, flirting and all that. Alright sure its unhealthy and can get dirty at times. However as following everything in life, the question is, what are ur intentions for that night?
Sure starting out it was hell yeah abt girls and who can get more, hp numbers etc etc. But as we continue to grow up into adults, for me, it is now abt friends and having fun with them. In truth, its the memories that we create together that are extremely pleasant to look back on, hilarious too, as u can see from facebook pictures.
No shit definetly every clubber would have what grinded* or what shit before, thats part and parcel of life itself. U have to experience it all life has to offer u right? Plus it even enhances friendships and show true character, believe it or not.
Take for example taking care of ur dead drunk friend, believe me it is hell as not easy as it looks. So i believe its alright to let loose once in a while, for the right reasons, and what is at this very moment in life, at my age group, better than partying? Watching movies? Playing arcade? Maybe hanging out with ur other half, i ll give u that as well. But seriously what other form of entertainment?
So go out and have some fun pls, u only live once, and we re already turing 20. As many people would agree with me, dont be an inexperienced noob.
Heh im actually coming with the intention to f some people with this post. But, nah, not worth my time and effort. Permission to sod off? Oh pls do carry on.
Cant believe im forced to do this on a beautiful sunday. Its turing angsty indeed, ah well.
To the rest of everyone else, have a merry xmas!!
Sunday, December 21, 2008
Monday, December 08, 2008
Ahem, the calm before the battle*
Well well well, what to say.
Its been pretty damn long since i updated..
Past events have been pretty meaningful and fun at the same time.
From Hans' house party to rushing to school everyday to performing at SAM to bbq till now.
Time just flies past so fast doesnt it?
Well one thing i ve been angstying abt recently is about effort. Communication wise. I mean come on, after J C we all havent really been spending much time with each other? The only means of communications are perhaps facebook, msn, hotmail and handphones?
So ask urself, have u personally taken the effort to catch up with ur old friends? To sms them and ask them how they are? To reply a certain invitation here and there? Ok, i know im kinda fault here too, thus we should generate Greater awareness of this problem!
GO FOR UR CATCH UP MEALS AND WHAT NOT, CALL AND TALK, MEET AND CATCH UP AGAIN! RAWR!
On another note lol. Performing at Singapore arts' museum was really, an unexpected surprise for me. After being out of shape for so long, and losing my voice to yells at nightspots, it really really felt good singing with friends again. More importantly, singing for the Lord once again. So maybe its tough going back to school everyday and going home at late hours at night.
But really after the performance, man, the feeling was so satisfying, its hard to explain lar, gotta put urself in my shoes to experience it.
Oh well, life's been a wee bit sluggish at the moment..
Just waiting for my niggar bro to come back to sg, and more people to end their exams, and then. Where my party people at? lol.
Lol so far with the way things have been going, i ve been planning non stop for quite a fair bit of events, simply i might consider doing events in the future. Location, manpower, logistics, etc. Its really a pain in the ass.
Its strange too, so far i ve met some people who i feel out of place at times, both the superior and inferior feeling, ever get that? Weird, its not like we re actually superior or inferior, no elistism pls, more of a diferent culture lar.
Maturity level too at times yup.
Anyway its late, gotta try to mug french, sign up for driving, take SATS again.
Sigh!
Its been pretty damn long since i updated..
Past events have been pretty meaningful and fun at the same time.
From Hans' house party to rushing to school everyday to performing at SAM to bbq till now.
Time just flies past so fast doesnt it?
Well one thing i ve been angstying abt recently is about effort. Communication wise. I mean come on, after J C we all havent really been spending much time with each other? The only means of communications are perhaps facebook, msn, hotmail and handphones?
So ask urself, have u personally taken the effort to catch up with ur old friends? To sms them and ask them how they are? To reply a certain invitation here and there? Ok, i know im kinda fault here too, thus we should generate Greater awareness of this problem!
GO FOR UR CATCH UP MEALS AND WHAT NOT, CALL AND TALK, MEET AND CATCH UP AGAIN! RAWR!
On another note lol. Performing at Singapore arts' museum was really, an unexpected surprise for me. After being out of shape for so long, and losing my voice to yells at nightspots, it really really felt good singing with friends again. More importantly, singing for the Lord once again. So maybe its tough going back to school everyday and going home at late hours at night.
But really after the performance, man, the feeling was so satisfying, its hard to explain lar, gotta put urself in my shoes to experience it.
Oh well, life's been a wee bit sluggish at the moment..
Just waiting for my niggar bro to come back to sg, and more people to end their exams, and then. Where my party people at? lol.
Lol so far with the way things have been going, i ve been planning non stop for quite a fair bit of events, simply i might consider doing events in the future. Location, manpower, logistics, etc. Its really a pain in the ass.
Its strange too, so far i ve met some people who i feel out of place at times, both the superior and inferior feeling, ever get that? Weird, its not like we re actually superior or inferior, no elistism pls, more of a diferent culture lar.
Maturity level too at times yup.
Anyway its late, gotta try to mug french, sign up for driving, take SATS again.
Sigh!
Sunday, November 23, 2008
A night with friends*
Army guys and gals.
Before we get old, u know how we roll, Zouk.
Kuok Ming, Ian, Behemoth and Bo ji.
Behemoth's camera was on test mode. The river is actually indeed a nice place, feels so peaceful.
Behemoth, Hans (RJC bastard, lol that was so instinctive =) ), Amy, Cheverone, Mindy and Moi.
Party party party.
Before we get old, u know how we roll, Zouk.
"Where my party people at?" Quote Fergie.
Kuok Ming, Ian, Behemoth and Bo ji.
Behemoth's camera was on test mode. The river is actually indeed a nice place, feels so peaceful.
They ran into Whisky, Tequila shots, long island teas, APPLE SHOOTERS, Graveyards and AK-47s. Very good.
Behemoth, Hans (RJC bastard, lol that was so instinctive =) ), Amy, Cheverone, Mindy and Moi.
We ran into each other, lol, jk jk the same names above too.
Party party party.
Moi and my bro/dog Xinwei a.k.a Xingay, this was purely a Bros' pic but she had to come in.
Jeremy and Hans, my OETI dudes. In case ur wondering, this is a purely RJC pic, bastards! LOL, jk, theyzz werez partyingz as wellsz!
Yes Xingay, Behemoth was gone. Bloody china man cant hold his alcohol, phizzle. Oh he puked 12 times outside later, Very Not gd.
Party party party. Heres to our youth!!!
Behemoth, Bo ji and the gals. There's my party people! (at)
Thursday, November 20, 2008
Friends for the win*
Tin Y's Bd cum mini party at my crib
Jap food
Chocolate Cake
Contreau
Baileys
Ipod with docket connector
Cam wores*
White socks and shuffling lol
Champange =) Thanks Pops!
Gd friends, wish xingay could have come lar honestly..
So tell me, whats better in life than seeing ur friends' having friggin big smiles on their faces?
Pics coming up soon!
If i shine u shine too..
Homofest at z o u k this fri!!
HAPPY BD TIN Y!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Jap food
Chocolate Cake
Contreau
Baileys
Ipod with docket connector
Cam wores*
White socks and shuffling lol
Champange =) Thanks Pops!
Gd friends, wish xingay could have come lar honestly..
So tell me, whats better in life than seeing ur friends' having friggin big smiles on their faces?
Pics coming up soon!
If i shine u shine too..
Homofest at z o u k this fri!!
HAPPY BD TIN Y!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Friday, November 14, 2008
No need for a disguise, i always wish u the best*
Keep her safe from harm.
Dont shortcut her process.
Always shower ur blessings to her pls.
Help her to lead and examplify through love and care.
I need and want nothing.
Contented by seeing her growth through u.
Keep them both safe and happy, through ur guidance.
Wednesday, November 12, 2008
When everyone else is having exams*
Lol im too darn darn lazy to initate anything..
Lifes been pretty boring just the usual routine of gymming, swimming, running etc.
Oh yeah, Kelvin and I a.k.a Behemoth, took an extra lap around the camp today, closing our distance to around 5 km? Estimated around there.
Some Ite dude saw me and told me later in camp "Wah, when i saw u i panic man, i tot u were were officer" =)
Grins*
Hahaha, yes my friend ur not the first to have said that i am indeed officer or commando material haha. Oh well, never judge a book by its cover c9l2! =) But that jog took my ankle out for the day, it was aching like mad. Freaking pissing me off.
So what have i been up to? Honestly? Chickling.....haha the army slang for meeting new friends*
Honestly speaking, i think that as we grow up, we no longer go just for looks? I mean individual standard is still individual standard after all. Ur own preference and liking. However, i find that at the end of the day, its all about connections and how well u can relate to the other half. Thats the most important i feel, some sense of stability, rather than superficial judgement.
Keep in mind still friends, individual standards.
I mean i do have friends telling me in camp about some hot chick*( its a slang) that they saw on the bus and etc etc, "dude shes so hott". Maybe its army, maybe its the excessive amount of homo nights that we spend together, maybe we re just guys.
Lol, i do find it a bit bo liao* Honestly, not that im dishing them! Haha i mean hans and I talk a whole lot of cock about those NS Ord liao punks with long hair stealing our JC chicks and how we re gonna crash Prom night parties and all. How we know this girl from a friend, how shes attached and the usual sentence "Wah lao Bf only can break up one what.." LoL
Really really really a whole Lot Of Cock And Bull man. Its crazy lol.
But i know at the end of the day, connections and stability is all that matters, to me at least, u guys have ur own opinions lol. Im glad that im pretty much over the superficial looks phase, honestly, im too darn lazy to hold long msn convos, unless im really into u lol.
So enough with the rants!
Just wanted to say all the best to Uni kids with ur exams and Jc kids too with ur A levels! All the best!!!
Ok ok the video im about to show is heavy death metal. Its not satanic according to my friend, mr kelvin cheena behemoth lol.
IF U CANT STOMACH HEAVY MUSIC AND DO NOT HAVE AN OPEN MIND DO NOT I REPEAT DO NOT WATCH THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BEHEMOTH SLAVE SHALL SERVE. GENRE OF MUSIC, HEAVY DEATH METAL. It scared me first time lol.
Lifes been pretty boring just the usual routine of gymming, swimming, running etc.
Oh yeah, Kelvin and I a.k.a Behemoth, took an extra lap around the camp today, closing our distance to around 5 km? Estimated around there.
Some Ite dude saw me and told me later in camp "Wah, when i saw u i panic man, i tot u were were officer" =)
Grins*
Hahaha, yes my friend ur not the first to have said that i am indeed officer or commando material haha. Oh well, never judge a book by its cover c9l2! =) But that jog took my ankle out for the day, it was aching like mad. Freaking pissing me off.
So what have i been up to? Honestly? Chickling.....haha the army slang for meeting new friends*
Honestly speaking, i think that as we grow up, we no longer go just for looks? I mean individual standard is still individual standard after all. Ur own preference and liking. However, i find that at the end of the day, its all about connections and how well u can relate to the other half. Thats the most important i feel, some sense of stability, rather than superficial judgement.
Keep in mind still friends, individual standards.
I mean i do have friends telling me in camp about some hot chick*( its a slang) that they saw on the bus and etc etc, "dude shes so hott". Maybe its army, maybe its the excessive amount of homo nights that we spend together, maybe we re just guys.
Lol, i do find it a bit bo liao* Honestly, not that im dishing them! Haha i mean hans and I talk a whole lot of cock about those NS Ord liao punks with long hair stealing our JC chicks and how we re gonna crash Prom night parties and all. How we know this girl from a friend, how shes attached and the usual sentence "Wah lao Bf only can break up one what.." LoL
Really really really a whole Lot Of Cock And Bull man. Its crazy lol.
But i know at the end of the day, connections and stability is all that matters, to me at least, u guys have ur own opinions lol. Im glad that im pretty much over the superficial looks phase, honestly, im too darn lazy to hold long msn convos, unless im really into u lol.
So enough with the rants!
Just wanted to say all the best to Uni kids with ur exams and Jc kids too with ur A levels! All the best!!!
Ok ok the video im about to show is heavy death metal. Its not satanic according to my friend, mr kelvin cheena behemoth lol.
IF U CANT STOMACH HEAVY MUSIC AND DO NOT HAVE AN OPEN MIND DO NOT I REPEAT DO NOT WATCH THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BEHEMOTH SLAVE SHALL SERVE. GENRE OF MUSIC, HEAVY DEATH METAL. It scared me first time lol.
Thursday, November 06, 2008
So far in point form*
Well well well, lifes been pretty interesting so far haha.
What to say, God's been throwing stuff at me one after the other, i got a hunch a trial's coming up real soon.
1) I made 2 very cool friends in camp, Kelvin is a cheena dude, he really looks cheena and stuff, but he really makes me laugh everyday till im tearing. He introduced me to heavy metal satanic music nonsense, which i found pretty amusing and entertaining. Needless to say, although disturbed by it, it is bloody hilarious to MOSH together hardcore style in camp
The other champion is Jonathan who i call by 4 nicknames in camp, no kidding. Bo ji (meaning no balls), fucking idiot, fucking moron and simple Jon as per tropic thunder. We have this gym master and gym disciple relationship going on, and now and then, because of the fact that this 84 kg always talks cock or jakks himself, hans and I will beat him up together. WWE style. Oh yes hes a metal head too, his electric guitar skills are off the charts and he moshes too.
Hahaha its really really hilarious. Gotta be in my position to see the crude humour in this.
Strange how im getting along with different people i never ever met b4, its like we can clique really well and do stupid stuff togther, be it moshing while area cleaning or being gay, or even practicing javelin using wooden rakes.
The vulgarities in camp, the gayness of constantly slapping each others asses, the punching and abusing of each other (in a joking manner of course, no fights), talking abt guy issues, girls, certain websites heh heh, dream girls and etc; its just part of a Singaporean male's rite of passage in his life.
EXPERIENCE A BIT OF EVERYTHING IN LIFE AS I ALWAYS LIKE TO SAY!!!!
It almost, almost makes me wonder if we live properly in a all male society. HELL NO!!! Not because im homophobic, but yeah whose going to reel us in when our testostorone levels hit beyond a certain level??
We need the other gender??????............................................................LoL i sound so much like a MCP.
Anyway, im looking forward to zouking with Bo Ji/Simple Jon and my old friend this fri, celebrating some dude's bd. As well as technoing and shuffling with Han this Sat night at New and Improved IRUNOURS! lol
Good luck to Uni kids with ur exams as well!!!
Oh yeah i hired a gym insructor too, and im really hoping he ll push me to the extent that i ll feel like puking my guts out after every session. Looking forward to it! LoL. Feeding my ego, i suspect im the fastest runner among the 70 plus people in my camp that go for live runs every mon wed and fri. HEH HEH! Take that from an overweight C9L2 dude! Yowza!
What to say, God's been throwing stuff at me one after the other, i got a hunch a trial's coming up real soon.
1) I made 2 very cool friends in camp, Kelvin is a cheena dude, he really looks cheena and stuff, but he really makes me laugh everyday till im tearing. He introduced me to heavy metal satanic music nonsense, which i found pretty amusing and entertaining. Needless to say, although disturbed by it, it is bloody hilarious to MOSH together hardcore style in camp
The other champion is Jonathan who i call by 4 nicknames in camp, no kidding. Bo ji (meaning no balls), fucking idiot, fucking moron and simple Jon as per tropic thunder. We have this gym master and gym disciple relationship going on, and now and then, because of the fact that this 84 kg always talks cock or jakks himself, hans and I will beat him up together. WWE style. Oh yes hes a metal head too, his electric guitar skills are off the charts and he moshes too.
Hahaha its really really hilarious. Gotta be in my position to see the crude humour in this.
Strange how im getting along with different people i never ever met b4, its like we can clique really well and do stupid stuff togther, be it moshing while area cleaning or being gay, or even practicing javelin using wooden rakes.
The vulgarities in camp, the gayness of constantly slapping each others asses, the punching and abusing of each other (in a joking manner of course, no fights), talking abt guy issues, girls, certain websites heh heh, dream girls and etc; its just part of a Singaporean male's rite of passage in his life.
EXPERIENCE A BIT OF EVERYTHING IN LIFE AS I ALWAYS LIKE TO SAY!!!!
It almost, almost makes me wonder if we live properly in a all male society. HELL NO!!! Not because im homophobic, but yeah whose going to reel us in when our testostorone levels hit beyond a certain level??
We need the other gender??????............................................................LoL i sound so much like a MCP.
Anyway, im looking forward to zouking with Bo Ji/Simple Jon and my old friend this fri, celebrating some dude's bd. As well as technoing and shuffling with Han this Sat night at New and Improved IRUNOURS! lol
Good luck to Uni kids with ur exams as well!!!
Oh yeah i hired a gym insructor too, and im really hoping he ll push me to the extent that i ll feel like puking my guts out after every session. Looking forward to it! LoL. Feeding my ego, i suspect im the fastest runner among the 70 plus people in my camp that go for live runs every mon wed and fri. HEH HEH! Take that from an overweight C9L2 dude! Yowza!
So im still young and living out the rest of my teenage years
It aint long before we start wanting to settle down
I longed for maturity time and time again
Tasted what love felt like
Opened my eyes to more things that i never thought i would
So maybe i ll do something crazy time and time again
So maybe i ll worry of what people will think of me in time to come
But theres no need to feel insecure
Its part and parcel of growing up
Hey genetically speaking, i love my dad for still being childish at 50
Hes cool
Most of all, as long as nothing distracts me from God
Own time own target
CARRY ON!!!!! =)
Sunday, October 26, 2008
The Good, the bad and the naughty*
Well in no order, my weekend was rather mild, chillax is term for it lol.
1) Watched tropic thunder. (Hilarious i tell u)
2) Played an awesome session of squash, till my tank top was soaked with sweat.
2) Went drinking in at orchard towers, some pub/club there
3) Shuffled while wearing kidish clothing in front of the popular residents of orchard towers. That was an experience. They tried to copy me btw lol.
4) Went for my first ever photo shoot with a model at some deserted place. That too was an experience. Pics looked pretty decent, will upload them asap lol.
5) Went to my aunties' Pub with my relatives and nieces, KTV and drank beer with them too lol, oh my mom went too. Man, i just realised the major benefits of being a tenor. Singing songs even such as Elton John was quite a problem for me. So who sings B2 other than classical genre??? dammit...It was fun seeing my mom going back decades back again to enjoy some gd old singing, my gwadddd.
The zouk idea just seems more feasible now in my head, yes, yes..
I think that in life, theres always a grey area, u cant be the extreme of two sides to a coin. I know its pretty simply to say right or wrong, but i guess in reality its different.
its late
Gd night ya ll
1) Watched tropic thunder. (Hilarious i tell u)
2) Played an awesome session of squash, till my tank top was soaked with sweat.
2) Went drinking in at orchard towers, some pub/club there
3) Shuffled while wearing kidish clothing in front of the popular residents of orchard towers. That was an experience. They tried to copy me btw lol.
4) Went for my first ever photo shoot with a model at some deserted place. That too was an experience. Pics looked pretty decent, will upload them asap lol.
5) Went to my aunties' Pub with my relatives and nieces, KTV and drank beer with them too lol, oh my mom went too. Man, i just realised the major benefits of being a tenor. Singing songs even such as Elton John was quite a problem for me. So who sings B2 other than classical genre??? dammit...It was fun seeing my mom going back decades back again to enjoy some gd old singing, my gwadddd.
The zouk idea just seems more feasible now in my head, yes, yes..
I think that in life, theres always a grey area, u cant be the extreme of two sides to a coin. I know its pretty simply to say right or wrong, but i guess in reality its different.
its late
Gd night ya ll
Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Why R n B is still the prefered genre*
This is why Akon is so famous, because the hooks he sings are one of the best. =)
Catchy isn't it? I can so imagine us dancing to this beat all night long.
Lol, different strokes for differents folks, yes, but dont waste ur youth away!!
Where my party people at?
Good friends*
Its all so true, sadistically and sadly.
But the fact is that, without any restrains or hardships in life, we will never ever grow up, nor learn to treasure the smallest things around us. Imagine having a holiday for an entire year, not having to study, that would indeed make life so meaningless.
We need trials and tribulations to force ourselves to see the bigger picture and push beyond our comfort zones, and what we ever thought we could do.
I havent seen Tin y, Tze Shun and Yanni in a while.
Meeting up with them along with Han and Ian was so very refreshing. It made me realise how much i missed them. Talking cock and laughing about trival matters again. One example would be clubbing, (lol), its not the fun we had inside there, be it good or bad, it was more of the memories that we all created with each other.
Memories that would last us a lifetime. Thanks to Han for organising this awesome dinner indeed lol.
Perhaps if i saw them everyday i would start taking them for granted? Possibly, though i dont think i would ever do that, its human i guess. But anyway the fact is i had an awesome kick ass dinner tonight.
The hardship that we are going through now, whatever it may be, will only serve to enhance the happiness and satisfaction that we will enjoy later, in life.
As I continue to grow through life and the teachings of the people in my life, my elders, seniors and even juniors. I learn to treasure time spent with people, friends, and yes, i learn to love them too, even more so. No matter how much i receive in return, because it doesnt matter.
Irumours On Sat, see my techno dancing how Zaizzz, lol.
What can i say? Army boys =) Ah bengs For The Win.
Crazy Baby the spirit of the motion dont let me feel devotion..haha, hilarious i tell you.
Drink like a king dance like a pro!!
Yes yes everything in moderation.
But the fact is that, without any restrains or hardships in life, we will never ever grow up, nor learn to treasure the smallest things around us. Imagine having a holiday for an entire year, not having to study, that would indeed make life so meaningless.
We need trials and tribulations to force ourselves to see the bigger picture and push beyond our comfort zones, and what we ever thought we could do.
I havent seen Tin y, Tze Shun and Yanni in a while.
Meeting up with them along with Han and Ian was so very refreshing. It made me realise how much i missed them. Talking cock and laughing about trival matters again. One example would be clubbing, (lol), its not the fun we had inside there, be it good or bad, it was more of the memories that we all created with each other.
Memories that would last us a lifetime. Thanks to Han for organising this awesome dinner indeed lol.
Perhaps if i saw them everyday i would start taking them for granted? Possibly, though i dont think i would ever do that, its human i guess. But anyway the fact is i had an awesome kick ass dinner tonight.
The hardship that we are going through now, whatever it may be, will only serve to enhance the happiness and satisfaction that we will enjoy later, in life.
As I continue to grow through life and the teachings of the people in my life, my elders, seniors and even juniors. I learn to treasure time spent with people, friends, and yes, i learn to love them too, even more so. No matter how much i receive in return, because it doesnt matter.
Irumours On Sat, see my techno dancing how Zaizzz, lol.
What can i say? Army boys =) Ah bengs For The Win.
Crazy Baby the spirit of the motion dont let me feel devotion..haha, hilarious i tell you.
Drink like a king dance like a pro!!
Yes yes everything in moderation.
Sunday, October 19, 2008
This is not going well*
Well, its a raining and sleepy sunday, i just woke up from my hour long nap.
It kinda felt as though i slept for 6 hours and woke up for green black and brown the next day.
Once again i had that dream, same as the night before.
Its the kind of dreams, when u think about an issue intensively enough, you ll actually dream abt it, and lets just say it wasnt too pleasant for me.
Its like, everytime, opportunity comes, i feel as though im an actor, pretending to be ignorant and more concerned about other things. But even the slightest whism, bring my attention to you. Ultimately, no matter how much i talk about it or express how i feel inside, secretly, it takes two to tango.
Sigh, i am still Raw.
On the other hand, i met some choir grand junior in town last night when she was with her bf? Childish punk lookin guy, it was nine something near ten outside the toys s rus there. LOL why the freak am i so concerned my choir grand juniors' bf!! (No offence to ur bf, my lst impression of him is just bad thats all). Anyway, i pangseh samuel and xingay for a while and went to chat with her. Looking very sad indeed, she was worried about failing her Promos and getting retained. I said some stuff to her, but think i ll get mah chen zhong the dog to give her some advice, think that ll make her feel tons better =) But of course, i ll pray she doesnt get retained. Thinking about it, although not ideal, retaining is not the end of the world, its just another chance for you, so grab it and make urself feel happy in the process!
Met Leheng few hours back on the bus, she was going to her bfs place, a.k.a Mr rich guy lol. To study apparently, and perhaps some romance?? HAHAH JK LEHENG!! LOL
Ah, Cupid does indeed have a thing or two for choir folks i just realized. Congrats to Chen Zhong too, u know what i mean dog =).
Well, i hope they ll all be extremely happy with each other and yeah, how am i suppose to say it? I don't know how to use love as a vocab, because to me, its so vague. Just love each other as long as u possibly can. There, much better.
With God's blessing too. =)
Rawr, i broke my hiatus on sat by drinking a cup of beer with samuel at chips! Shucks, back to the drawing board!
Im singing Come Go With Me now, its so apt haha. COVER UR EARS! SAVE THE WOMEN AND CHILDREN FIRST!!
Come come come come, come into my heart....
Yes i need you, yes i really need you.....
U never give me a chance..
Ciao!
Can u smell it, its gonna be Xmas soon =)
It kinda felt as though i slept for 6 hours and woke up for green black and brown the next day.
Once again i had that dream, same as the night before.
Its the kind of dreams, when u think about an issue intensively enough, you ll actually dream abt it, and lets just say it wasnt too pleasant for me.
Its like, everytime, opportunity comes, i feel as though im an actor, pretending to be ignorant and more concerned about other things. But even the slightest whism, bring my attention to you. Ultimately, no matter how much i talk about it or express how i feel inside, secretly, it takes two to tango.
Sigh, i am still Raw.
On the other hand, i met some choir grand junior in town last night when she was with her bf? Childish punk lookin guy, it was nine something near ten outside the toys s rus there. LOL why the freak am i so concerned my choir grand juniors' bf!! (No offence to ur bf, my lst impression of him is just bad thats all). Anyway, i pangseh samuel and xingay for a while and went to chat with her. Looking very sad indeed, she was worried about failing her Promos and getting retained. I said some stuff to her, but think i ll get mah chen zhong the dog to give her some advice, think that ll make her feel tons better =) But of course, i ll pray she doesnt get retained. Thinking about it, although not ideal, retaining is not the end of the world, its just another chance for you, so grab it and make urself feel happy in the process!
Met Leheng few hours back on the bus, she was going to her bfs place, a.k.a Mr rich guy lol. To study apparently, and perhaps some romance?? HAHAH JK LEHENG!! LOL
Ah, Cupid does indeed have a thing or two for choir folks i just realized. Congrats to Chen Zhong too, u know what i mean dog =).
Well, i hope they ll all be extremely happy with each other and yeah, how am i suppose to say it? I don't know how to use love as a vocab, because to me, its so vague. Just love each other as long as u possibly can. There, much better.
With God's blessing too. =)
Rawr, i broke my hiatus on sat by drinking a cup of beer with samuel at chips! Shucks, back to the drawing board!
Im singing Come Go With Me now, its so apt haha. COVER UR EARS! SAVE THE WOMEN AND CHILDREN FIRST!!
Come come come come, come into my heart....
Yes i need you, yes i really need you.....
U never give me a chance..
Ciao!
Can u smell it, its gonna be Xmas soon =)
Thursday, October 16, 2008
Cause i put my faith in believing, that everything will be alright thanks to God*
You reap what u sow indeed.
Last night was pretty bad, long island tea is indeed undrinkable.
A painful lesson in camp today.
So the hiatus will seriously begin.
XINGAYS COMING BACK ON FRI!! YOWZA! Lol time to pwn some skinny ass in pool, gym, swimming and lan. Im looking forward to them homo nights!!
BROS OVER .........!!! As much as i want to yell it, we cant do without each other =) SERIOUSLY!
Im terribly worried for something and i cant do anything in my power abt it.
But i prayed.
I KNOW its going to turn out well. Please Lord.
Last night was pretty bad, long island tea is indeed undrinkable.
A painful lesson in camp today.
So the hiatus will seriously begin.
XINGAYS COMING BACK ON FRI!! YOWZA! Lol time to pwn some skinny ass in pool, gym, swimming and lan. Im looking forward to them homo nights!!
BROS OVER .........!!! As much as i want to yell it, we cant do without each other =) SERIOUSLY!
Im terribly worried for something and i cant do anything in my power abt it.
But i prayed.
I KNOW its going to turn out well. Please Lord.
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
To always see the bigger picture* I am getting old btw
So i went for a hair cut late at night, to cineleisure's supercut, managed to trick Andy, the guy who always cuts my hair, into thinking i was still schooling, again. Haha! Take that recession!!
Anyway, i was talking with dad about business and stuff when he gave me a lift there.
Seriously, after talking with him, i felt kind of ashamed for slighty neglecting them for the past few weeks going through all that bundle of emotion. For not looking at the bigger picture and always thinking abt my own welfare, yeah im sorry. It didnt help that he didnt sound too hopeful about the company and stuff. Sigh.
Walking home from cineleisure took quite a while, but it was worth it, enjoying the night scenery while listening to ur favourite music was indeed, a very chillax session. LoL, forgive my usage of novice vocabulary.
Yeah, our parents who are working are definetely being affected by the whole US issue. Sigh guess we can just pray more and hopefully spend less.
COME ON PAP! BRING ON THOSE EXPANSIONARY FISCAL POLICIES!! SPEND ON US U FOOLS! WE NEED IT!!! COME ON!
K fine, we trust u, but pls dont take ur own sweet time.
Anyway, i was talking with dad about business and stuff when he gave me a lift there.
Seriously, after talking with him, i felt kind of ashamed for slighty neglecting them for the past few weeks going through all that bundle of emotion. For not looking at the bigger picture and always thinking abt my own welfare, yeah im sorry. It didnt help that he didnt sound too hopeful about the company and stuff. Sigh.
Walking home from cineleisure took quite a while, but it was worth it, enjoying the night scenery while listening to ur favourite music was indeed, a very chillax session. LoL, forgive my usage of novice vocabulary.
Yeah, our parents who are working are definetely being affected by the whole US issue. Sigh guess we can just pray more and hopefully spend less.
COME ON PAP! BRING ON THOSE EXPANSIONARY FISCAL POLICIES!! SPEND ON US U FOOLS! WE NEED IT!!! COME ON!
K fine, we trust u, but pls dont take ur own sweet time.
Sunday, October 12, 2008
Going on another hiatus*
Ok fine health reasons.
I really do think the weekly alcohol thing is geting to me.
Time to take a break, enough with the army mentality to source for alcohol and dance for destressing outlets. Time to start living a healthy lifestyle.
Kk today was gd, swam and cycled at one go. Hey i got a nice tan ok, lol, a touch o vanity there excuse moi.
Went back to have dinner with parents, Han's family, and Roy my bro's bro.
Adele, han's sis, "Jerome i think ur muscles are disintegrating''
Me, ''holy crap........''
.....
...
I VE HAD IT WITH THESE M*****F******* COMMENTS ABT MY M****F***** BODY!
Ok fine, maybe quoting Samuel L. Jackson isn't really appropriate here, but still, its just feels apt at the right moment lol.
Anyway yes, she does have a point, hence the __weeks hiatus shall begin.
Roy ''Jerome do u want a glass of wine?''
Me "No thanks, (deciding to be cheeky), i dont drink"
Han, my mom, Roy bursts out laughing, SARCASTICALLY I MAY ADD!
My dad, aunty and i think Adele, merely smiles.
Roy "U should have seen him at Jon's 21th party!''
Han (wants to say all the experiences we had, but decides to hold it in)
Didnt expect the response to be a big hoo ha.
OK NOT GD!!!! THE WARNING SIGNS ARE ALL GOING OFF.
Time to change.
On a serious note. I am the kind of person who would go all out for something, just pondering a random scenario. If my friend were to commit suicide, i ll seriously chop my fingers one by one to scare him/her to avoid jumping.
Yes yes gory and extreme. I dont know why, but i just cant adopt the Ur-Tai-Ji mentality. Its just not me, not the way i ve been brought up. Why am i posting this, one might ask?
Question is should i change?
On another note.
Im only say, 85% there yet, still not fully recovered.
"BAH!" bellows the ah beng, in me.
Lord im doing, all i can, (strum strum), to be a better man*
I really do think the weekly alcohol thing is geting to me.
Time to take a break, enough with the army mentality to source for alcohol and dance for destressing outlets. Time to start living a healthy lifestyle.
Kk today was gd, swam and cycled at one go. Hey i got a nice tan ok, lol, a touch o vanity there excuse moi.
Went back to have dinner with parents, Han's family, and Roy my bro's bro.
Adele, han's sis, "Jerome i think ur muscles are disintegrating''
Me, ''holy crap........''
.....
...
I VE HAD IT WITH THESE M*****F******* COMMENTS ABT MY M****F***** BODY!
Ok fine, maybe quoting Samuel L. Jackson isn't really appropriate here, but still, its just feels apt at the right moment lol.
Anyway yes, she does have a point, hence the __weeks hiatus shall begin.
Roy ''Jerome do u want a glass of wine?''
Me "No thanks, (deciding to be cheeky), i dont drink"
Han, my mom, Roy bursts out laughing, SARCASTICALLY I MAY ADD!
My dad, aunty and i think Adele, merely smiles.
Roy "U should have seen him at Jon's 21th party!''
Han (wants to say all the experiences we had, but decides to hold it in)
Didnt expect the response to be a big hoo ha.
OK NOT GD!!!! THE WARNING SIGNS ARE ALL GOING OFF.
Time to change.
On a serious note. I am the kind of person who would go all out for something, just pondering a random scenario. If my friend were to commit suicide, i ll seriously chop my fingers one by one to scare him/her to avoid jumping.
Yes yes gory and extreme. I dont know why, but i just cant adopt the Ur-Tai-Ji mentality. Its just not me, not the way i ve been brought up. Why am i posting this, one might ask?
Question is should i change?
On another note.
Im only say, 85% there yet, still not fully recovered.
"BAH!" bellows the ah beng, in me.
Lord im doing, all i can, (strum strum), to be a better man*
Saturday, October 11, 2008
God will provide*
Even during those times, it was kinda hard.
But thankfully, God is Good. Army exams, even with the absence of my good buddies, new people came along. Catch up sessions, etc.
And yes, i agree to a certain blog post, heh, that, just because people do not give a damn about you, doesnt mean u should do the same to them.
Thats just foolish, but non the less, we are human after all, and naturally, we will tire out and not care anymore.
But with God's grace, we can much stronger than what we actually are.
Rites of passage for both guys and girls like i said, people have gone through this and recovered fully, so why cant we?
Shit i feel so old now a days, no more R n B and all that nonsense.
Its a natural progression i guess.
RAWR I REFUSE TO FEEL SO OLD!!!!!
kk i shall endeavour to pretend to be 16 from now on.
Heh!
Upcoming events folks!
Family outing at thumpers with dad mom, dad's credit card heh heh, *ka-ching*, and friends
Oktober Fest with gym folks!!
And more catching up too!
Ok, anyone wanna urm watch a movie or play Lan? Up for some late night basketball? Oh wait, 16 years old have curfew , or maybe rebel a bit and go for some underage party....gasp..
Clubbing, so Exciting!! Hope i dont get bounced!!!! Omg, so many drinks, all so expensive, i just want my normal vodka mixed with anything!
Lol who am i trying to kid, sorry folks i just felt bored.
Night yall =)
But thankfully, God is Good. Army exams, even with the absence of my good buddies, new people came along. Catch up sessions, etc.
And yes, i agree to a certain blog post, heh, that, just because people do not give a damn about you, doesnt mean u should do the same to them.
Thats just foolish, but non the less, we are human after all, and naturally, we will tire out and not care anymore.
But with God's grace, we can much stronger than what we actually are.
Rites of passage for both guys and girls like i said, people have gone through this and recovered fully, so why cant we?
Shit i feel so old now a days, no more R n B and all that nonsense.
Its a natural progression i guess.
RAWR I REFUSE TO FEEL SO OLD!!!!!
kk i shall endeavour to pretend to be 16 from now on.
Heh!
Upcoming events folks!
Family outing at thumpers with dad mom, dad's credit card heh heh, *ka-ching*, and friends
Oktober Fest with gym folks!!
And more catching up too!
Ok, anyone wanna urm watch a movie or play Lan? Up for some late night basketball? Oh wait, 16 years old have curfew , or maybe rebel a bit and go for some underage party....gasp..
Clubbing, so Exciting!! Hope i dont get bounced!!!! Omg, so many drinks, all so expensive, i just want my normal vodka mixed with anything!
Lol who am i trying to kid, sorry folks i just felt bored.
Night yall =)
Thursday, October 02, 2008
More than meets the eye, everyone has a God given beauty in them, no matter what*
Andrew Johnston, what a voice. Hes been bullied since age of 6. We all have our own individual problems, past and present. I guess what matters is that there will always be people around for us. And no matter what people say, there will always be a beautiful side in you, somewhere.
Let 2009 be that change*
Saturday, September 27, 2008
Care for a dance?*
This is highly entertaining, im gonna practice secretly at home LOL.
I need a partner, any takers??!
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
This one's for you, Miss Foo*
Its kinda funny how things turned out in the end, well, i don't know for sure what the future beholds for us, our friendship, etc.
Throughout all the problems, the arguments, the sensitive issuses, I blame most of it all on my lack of experience with dealing in situations such as these; the fact remains that what we felt for each other was real.
Im not sure how things are gonna be like from now on already.
I ve learnt a great deal of lessons the hard way from this. The tears i shed secretly, how ironic now that im typing this aint it?
Well, first things first, thanks to God Father in Heaven who helped me perserve through all of the pains and emotional relapses that i endured. Once again for exposing all my weaknesses at one go as well too.
You, for always being so understanding and forgiving.
My friends for supporting me in being happy, although i never followed any of your advices.
It was complicated/screwed up/fucked up at times.
Throughout all the problems, the arguments, the sensitive issuses, I blame most of it all on my lack of experience with dealing in situations such as these; the fact remains that what we felt for each other was real.
Im not sure how things are gonna be like from now on already.
I ve learnt a great deal of lessons the hard way from this. The tears i shed secretly, how ironic now that im typing this aint it?
Well, first things first, thanks to God Father in Heaven who helped me perserve through all of the pains and emotional relapses that i endured. Once again for exposing all my weaknesses at one go as well too.
You, for always being so understanding and forgiving.
My friends for supporting me in being happy, although i never followed any of your advices.
It was complicated/screwed up/fucked up at times.
But one thing's for sure.
You were the best thing that happened to me this year.
So without further ado.
Time for some R n B*
Thank you my friend, heres a toast to us in the future =)
Monday, September 22, 2008
Miss Foo*
If u still love him, please go back to him.
Im not worthy enough for anything more than close friends, if its still gonna be possible after this. Heh.
Just keep your promise of doing your best for ur academics, please.
And dont worry about hurting me or breaking my heart, i wont die.
Music, endorphines and friends to distract me from the frequent bouts of emotions.
I have let my heart win too many times already, time to use more brains and logic.
Prayer helps too =)
I am not going to revert to some childish young immature boy*
Sunday, September 21, 2008
You*
I never ever imagined it would hurt this bad.
I know whats right, but my feelings scream in conflict.
I admit that i ve said some wrong things and perhaps things which have complicated matters.
Through all the problems, the laughs, this short period of time.
The fact remains that,
I like you so very much.
I so hope that everything will turn out right and for the better.
Cause i feel so much for you.
I feel extremely vulnerable now, presented to you on a silver platter.
Isnt it ironic of how true it is that, what goes around comes around?
Sigh.
Monday, September 15, 2008
I ll let the pictures do the talking*
I have noticed that recently, i ve been posting a lot about myself.
Well, isnt't that the whole purpose of a blog, one might ask?
Well, some events happened, and lifes not always abt me, its about my dear friends too.
Happy belated bd my brother =)
Well, isnt't that the whole purpose of a blog, one might ask?
Well, some events happened, and lifes not always abt me, its about my dear friends too.
Happy belated bd my brother =)
Sunday, September 07, 2008
Im an endorphine junkie*
Ho hum, my parents and bro left singapore for USA Washington. For a period of estimated 14 days. Need to say, a house party has already happened at my place, with loads of left over booze too.
Wtching them left at the departure gate, i really cant believe all soon life has passes. 19 years and my bro will be studying in a foreign country. Shocking myself, i felt tears of sadness welling up in my eyes, crying over my brother...hmmm.
Ok, i guess this is what people always talk about, not missing somone badly till they leave you. Ok OK so hes coming abck for Xmas, but then i dunno how to explain this sensation, i was an emo wreck on friday seriously, and surprisingly it wasnt over the fairer sex. Lol.
Ah well, fri was really a double edged sword, freedom and sadness combined. How ironic.
Nonthe less the house party was good, too bad people had to leave early.
Went for a wedding the next morning, haha. The groom waited for his bride, for apparently 10 years.......TEN WHOLE YEARS....OH MY SUNNNNNNNN LOL. That my friends, is DEDICATION!!!! LOL..
Emoing my sat too, thank God for my niggar bro XinGay, tkaing me for runs and gymming sessions, plus talking cock too. The endorphines produced in ur brain really helps u a lot, just realized that. Felt so much better, its like being at home just makes me feel emo and all that shit.
Looking back, like i said lar, true i have fucked up certain occasions, but thats cause i was young and foolish, insert in a it of logic and maturity, added with help from God, everythings gonna be alrighttttt...no one..no one...No oneee, lol Alicia Keys. Sorry that was random..
It still take two hands to clap.
Oh oh had French lesson on friday hahaha it was SO GOOODDD, Ian and myself totally enjoyed our very first lesson, with a french teacher who flirts like crazy haha.
Key word i learned that day, JE T^AIME!! In english it means I love You. awwwww haha, now u know why french guys do make women fall heads over heels lol.
The language is so beautiful, and the culture compliments it further. Ok ok so Shu wei says when it gets the numbers, it ll be a pain in the ass, but so far so good =)
I wanna use this temporary freedom to meet up with old friends and catch up with God, ok bad excuse i should have done it at a regular pace, all the time more like it.
Enchante!! Nice to meet you!
I hope all goes well today with what i have in mind. To add another chapter to my record of being a zero fighter. If i keep this up, my grandma's gonna so kill me, haha.
But seriously. Thanks to the Lord God, for giving me such wonderful parents and sibling too.
Family family, for those who know me, its kinda awkward for me to say this, but im gonna do it anyway. To my family,
Wtching them left at the departure gate, i really cant believe all soon life has passes. 19 years and my bro will be studying in a foreign country. Shocking myself, i felt tears of sadness welling up in my eyes, crying over my brother...hmmm.
Ok, i guess this is what people always talk about, not missing somone badly till they leave you. Ok OK so hes coming abck for Xmas, but then i dunno how to explain this sensation, i was an emo wreck on friday seriously, and surprisingly it wasnt over the fairer sex. Lol.
Ah well, fri was really a double edged sword, freedom and sadness combined. How ironic.
Nonthe less the house party was good, too bad people had to leave early.
Went for a wedding the next morning, haha. The groom waited for his bride, for apparently 10 years.......TEN WHOLE YEARS....OH MY SUNNNNNNNN LOL. That my friends, is DEDICATION!!!! LOL..
Emoing my sat too, thank God for my niggar bro XinGay, tkaing me for runs and gymming sessions, plus talking cock too. The endorphines produced in ur brain really helps u a lot, just realized that. Felt so much better, its like being at home just makes me feel emo and all that shit.
Looking back, like i said lar, true i have fucked up certain occasions, but thats cause i was young and foolish, insert in a it of logic and maturity, added with help from God, everythings gonna be alrighttttt...no one..no one...No oneee, lol Alicia Keys. Sorry that was random..
It still take two hands to clap.
Oh oh had French lesson on friday hahaha it was SO GOOODDD, Ian and myself totally enjoyed our very first lesson, with a french teacher who flirts like crazy haha.
Key word i learned that day, JE T^AIME!! In english it means I love You. awwwww haha, now u know why french guys do make women fall heads over heels lol.
The language is so beautiful, and the culture compliments it further. Ok ok so Shu wei says when it gets the numbers, it ll be a pain in the ass, but so far so good =)
I wanna use this temporary freedom to meet up with old friends and catch up with God, ok bad excuse i should have done it at a regular pace, all the time more like it.
Enchante!! Nice to meet you!
I hope all goes well today with what i have in mind. To add another chapter to my record of being a zero fighter. If i keep this up, my grandma's gonna so kill me, haha.
But seriously. Thanks to the Lord God, for giving me such wonderful parents and sibling too.
Family family, for those who know me, its kinda awkward for me to say this, but im gonna do it anyway. To my family,
JE T'AIME
Saturday, August 23, 2008
Cause i aint no superman, im just a guy trying to help*
Guess i saw a different side of singapore..
The protected Junior College higher education, aways from all relationships and links from Poly people and ITE.
Major differences in lifestyle? The level of openess, the courage and ability to rotate among the four bases with ease.
The lack of discipline, the so called fun in that, the thrill the excitement, the created sensation of love. Lust is not denied, self control is being tested and morales are strained..
People blame it on age, or use it as an excuse to satisfy themselves..
Who we are, what we are. So apparent, especially for first time impressions.
The courage to deny the system of monkey see monkey do, thats real courage, to say no. To stand firm and do whats right. To sacrifice fun? For safety and welfare of others...
Whose to blame? Dont be naive underneath that veil of traditional Chinese thinking. Theres always two sides to a coin, perhaps not 50 50. But there definetly is another side.
I wont say im innocent of all these sins either, because it takes two hands to clap. Maybe its a phase in which all human beings have to go through, the high the experience, the lessons learned. All by the hard way. We could always say who gives a f and walk away. But deep down, u will feel something.
Laugh and joke about it, theres always a time and place to have fun, but do bear in mind limits and consequences. For at the end of the day, morning, night, we are all responsible...
I dont wanna judge, i know whats right. I just wanna help. Neither am i looking down on others, i dont have a right to, cause we re all made equally in his eyes.
I want to help, because i believe there is so much untapped potential in us all...
Now here comes the tough part of not being a hypocrite. Heh.
But i believe through God, all things are possible =) Lets DO THIS!!
Wah chicken, tmr got some bball match, hope my team does well! =) Though we never once trained at all, haha hopefully we ll meet some noobs and own them.
Older guys and younger girls, i so get it now.
The protected Junior College higher education, aways from all relationships and links from Poly people and ITE.
Major differences in lifestyle? The level of openess, the courage and ability to rotate among the four bases with ease.
The lack of discipline, the so called fun in that, the thrill the excitement, the created sensation of love. Lust is not denied, self control is being tested and morales are strained..
People blame it on age, or use it as an excuse to satisfy themselves..
Who we are, what we are. So apparent, especially for first time impressions.
The courage to deny the system of monkey see monkey do, thats real courage, to say no. To stand firm and do whats right. To sacrifice fun? For safety and welfare of others...
Whose to blame? Dont be naive underneath that veil of traditional Chinese thinking. Theres always two sides to a coin, perhaps not 50 50. But there definetly is another side.
I wont say im innocent of all these sins either, because it takes two hands to clap. Maybe its a phase in which all human beings have to go through, the high the experience, the lessons learned. All by the hard way. We could always say who gives a f and walk away. But deep down, u will feel something.
Laugh and joke about it, theres always a time and place to have fun, but do bear in mind limits and consequences. For at the end of the day, morning, night, we are all responsible...
I dont wanna judge, i know whats right. I just wanna help. Neither am i looking down on others, i dont have a right to, cause we re all made equally in his eyes.
I want to help, because i believe there is so much untapped potential in us all...
Now here comes the tough part of not being a hypocrite. Heh.
But i believe through God, all things are possible =) Lets DO THIS!!
Wah chicken, tmr got some bball match, hope my team does well! =) Though we never once trained at all, haha hopefully we ll meet some noobs and own them.
Older guys and younger girls, i so get it now.
Tuesday, August 19, 2008
Whats most imprt to me now*
God is so Good
Only through him can i help others and do anything.
Though i live it on a high.
I know his Grace is always there for us.
Amen.
Monday, July 28, 2008
Why so serioussss??
My bro's awesome 21th bd
Knock urself out pls
Drinks anyone?
Roy Gan James Bond Junior with his uber shot, its so strong, u gotta be iron liver material to drink it.
Left to right, Geek, Joker, Hardo Gaydo, Pimpmaster, James Bond, Van Helsing, Charlie Chaplin,
Jamacian dude, Cowboy, Tennis Pro
Winner of Best Costume ....Nice!!!!!...
I always knew Bong was secretly Emo.
Hunks for sale.
Wardrobe MALFUNCTION!!
The three bunnies with Fat Bastard and my Pimp bro. He always get the girls.
Bong couldnt smile without looking like a retard =) +) -)
Missing one Fat Bastard for Hunks Pic 2.
My uber family =)
For more photos, pls refer to facebook.
Happy birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We should seriously MOS in our costumes.
seriously....
Knock urself out pls
Drinks anyone?
Roy Gan James Bond Junior with his uber shot, its so strong, u gotta be iron liver material to drink it.
Left to right, Geek, Joker, Hardo Gaydo, Pimpmaster, James Bond, Van Helsing, Charlie Chaplin,
Jamacian dude, Cowboy, Tennis Pro
Winner of Best Costume ....Nice!!!!!...
I always knew Bong was secretly Emo.
Hunks for sale.
Wardrobe MALFUNCTION!!
The three bunnies with Fat Bastard and my Pimp bro. He always get the girls.
Bong couldnt smile without looking like a retard =) +) -)
Missing one Fat Bastard for Hunks Pic 2.
My uber family =)
For more photos, pls refer to facebook.
Happy birthday!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We should seriously MOS in our costumes.
seriously....
Thursday, July 24, 2008
Today was a gd day*
I so died in army...i just simply rotted my way through the day and did a bit of sai kang, but i managed to finish an 7/8 of a book in just a couple of hours, i guess i do read pretty fast lol.
AFTER ARMY, the 4 hours was just so exciting and refreshing from the mundane day of green black and brown.
I went to Far East with my bro and his two friends, Roy and Ferris, and we went to buy our costumes from the costume shop.
My bro- PIMP, pimp stick and all
Ferris- Willy Wonka, all purple
Roy- Charlie Chaplin or Dracula, cant remember
Me- Hardo Gaydo
Ok ok i can literally FEEL the amount of facebook Nonsense that is gonna come out from Sat's bd bash. Ok yeah Happy 21st bd bro* real older bro!!!! Simply i am going all out to entertain u and ur friends, dammit. This is seriously so embarrassing. My chances of getting a gf now is gonna drop like the US stock market man, haha jk, these things arent imprt in my life now.
21st bd, similar to Karno's its at Grand Copthorne GASP ZOUK?? Nah, Mos with free entry thanks to his uber contacts and yeah, i ll be lookin forward to party in my costume with my friends and his friends and yeah random people..Develop ur social skills through ur party animal side, thats something i read off a magazine and yeah it is kinda true, for working life and etc.
Went to the gym, where i did heavy weights to prepare for sat hardo gay act, and i think i inched up the testostorone level in the gym with other guys, cause this guy started doing heavy weights. Shoulder presses standing up with free weights.....
After a while, his right hand loses control and whacks his kneecap, crack*, hes on the floor and next thing i know, we call for an ambulance.......My word, ambulance leh, the omg 995...
Me, "Dude ur a medic right?''
Him '' Yeah''
Me "When do you ORD?''
Him "oh six months from now''
Take note he was on the floor clutching his right knee all along, we were waiting for the ambulace to arrive.
Me "Oh sweet man, u can have like 3 months M.C lar then can burn half of that time"
Im such a chao keng bastard aint I ahahahah..Anyways i wish this dude, Eric all the best, wtf am i blogging this down for...?..Ok ok be nice, all the best for a speedy recovery, long term M.C and more civilian time =)
I can literally sense Sat something is gonna happen haha...Im so damn nervous cause of the fact that my costume is really really too outrageous..
Anyway, i can feel that im maturing and growing as a christian, hopefully lar, with a once and for all small group. Ok not that small..I really really hope this would help me as i continue to experience both the good and bad in life now =). But on that night i dreamt abt stuff, not very pleasant lar i would say, cause i hate being emotional, irrational and insecure, and i do need my sleep ok!!
Leave it to God's hands, i have totally no qualms at all =)
AFTER ARMY, the 4 hours was just so exciting and refreshing from the mundane day of green black and brown.
I went to Far East with my bro and his two friends, Roy and Ferris, and we went to buy our costumes from the costume shop.
My bro- PIMP, pimp stick and all
Ferris- Willy Wonka, all purple
Roy- Charlie Chaplin or Dracula, cant remember
Me- Hardo Gaydo
Ok ok i can literally FEEL the amount of facebook Nonsense that is gonna come out from Sat's bd bash. Ok yeah Happy 21st bd bro* real older bro!!!! Simply i am going all out to entertain u and ur friends, dammit. This is seriously so embarrassing. My chances of getting a gf now is gonna drop like the US stock market man, haha jk, these things arent imprt in my life now.
21st bd, similar to Karno's its at Grand Copthorne GASP ZOUK?? Nah, Mos with free entry thanks to his uber contacts and yeah, i ll be lookin forward to party in my costume with my friends and his friends and yeah random people..Develop ur social skills through ur party animal side, thats something i read off a magazine and yeah it is kinda true, for working life and etc.
Went to the gym, where i did heavy weights to prepare for sat hardo gay act, and i think i inched up the testostorone level in the gym with other guys, cause this guy started doing heavy weights. Shoulder presses standing up with free weights.....
After a while, his right hand loses control and whacks his kneecap, crack*, hes on the floor and next thing i know, we call for an ambulance.......My word, ambulance leh, the omg 995...
Me, "Dude ur a medic right?''
Him '' Yeah''
Me "When do you ORD?''
Him "oh six months from now''
Take note he was on the floor clutching his right knee all along, we were waiting for the ambulace to arrive.
Me "Oh sweet man, u can have like 3 months M.C lar then can burn half of that time"
Im such a chao keng bastard aint I ahahahah..Anyways i wish this dude, Eric all the best, wtf am i blogging this down for...?..Ok ok be nice, all the best for a speedy recovery, long term M.C and more civilian time =)
I can literally sense Sat something is gonna happen haha...Im so damn nervous cause of the fact that my costume is really really too outrageous..
Anyway, i can feel that im maturing and growing as a christian, hopefully lar, with a once and for all small group. Ok not that small..I really really hope this would help me as i continue to experience both the good and bad in life now =). But on that night i dreamt abt stuff, not very pleasant lar i would say, cause i hate being emotional, irrational and insecure, and i do need my sleep ok!!
Leave it to God's hands, i have totally no qualms at all =)
O God beyond all praising,we worship You today
And sing the love amazing that songs cannot repay;
For we can only wonder at every gift You send,
At blessings without number and mercies without end:
We lift our hearts before You and wait upon Your Word,
We honor and adore You, our great and mighty Lord.
Then hear, O gracious Savior, accept the love we bring,
That we who know your favor may serve you as our King;
And whether our tomorrows be filled with good or ill,
We’ll triumph through our sorrows and rise to bless You still:
To marvel at Your beauty and glory in Your ways,
And make a joyful duty our sacrifice of praise
Sunday, July 20, 2008
One awesome weekened*
I think in total for 2 days i slept like, 12 hrs only abt there, same as a normal weekday. Dang it i should have really slept more man. Lol, last night was really really awesome haha, though i felt i could have entertained u guys more.
Well, i was kind pissed off at chris and yanni for pangsehing, especially when i was opening a bottle and got them free entry, with help from my older bro. Thanks dude. Ok honeslty right when they told me that they couldnt come, i was so freakin pissed off, all the different sort of vulgarities came spewing outta my mouth, in all languages. But i mean, thinking abt it, im sure they had valid reasons lar, trust on our friendship so yeah, tis my bad and not theirs.
Ok anyway on Sat, Karno's dinner was totally uber, at St Regis where there was free flow of booze and other stuff. It was nice of Bong and I to open the first bottle of Whisky to toast and drink together, causeee u will always be myy friendd haha. Simply for ur bd i ll gift wrap a certain someone for u michael yue Bong hahahahahahahahaha. TO ETERNAL LIFEEEE!!! LOL
Needless to say we visited house of condom to get Karno a naughty gift, since EVERYONE was gonna give him something that was dunno ordinary? HAHAHAHHAHAH =) Pimped out in my bd theme of red and black, we walked into the ballroom looking like super stars.............ok ok jk i was the superstar lar not him lol. Some of the choir girls also suddenly became eye candy for karno's occasion, ya know what i mean =) a.k.a lookin gd!!!!
Ok ok that sounded so perverted like, what the hell....
With an uber spread of buffet, i was glad to chomp down the carbos as fast as i could cause i feeling a wee bit high, and hey im not gonna perform for karno feeling high. Like i told the bartender, the portion of wine for the ladies is just too much, also my fault lar to volunteer to drink most of it. Karno is really a sweet guy and his slide show speeches, and personal testimonies from people who impacted his life, all went to show that yeah, although he can be blur at times, what the heck, he really is a great Christian and role model for us, me*.
Leaving to MOS.
Strutting down the road to see my friends in my pimped out gear, WOAHHHHH
Free entryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!! YOWZA
Midori
Chivas
Barcadi 151 holy crap
Ah well the night went well with ups and downs. Samuel Punched me while dancing, u freakin noob shit, and i was like bleeding on the dance floor wth..The music was gd lar r n b, and we were all dancing like siao. LoL my bro and his friends came too, but they went to the retro room, which was basically mambo ish. One of them dressed as van helsing while the other wore and afro and was wearing a retro outfit hahaha, damn funny.
Xiang an lost his clubbing virginity to me, and surprisingly he HAD A GD TIME, though immoral.... hahahaahahahhahaahahaahah NICE. Well ur actions my friend not mine. Samuel was Gone and was just like stoning on the dance floor, but congrats dude, U Had a gd time too whether u realised it or not.
Ah it was fun lar, met the choir alumni people there too, but didnt really dance with them much, haha i would love to see some of them get really high. Oh yeah next time i wanna challenge enoch to a dance off too yeah! Im still so amazed at Samuel lol, now u know.
But seriously, i think i ll stop clubbing for awhile, cause its getting pretty boring now, plus my nets account is damn drained.
It was a fun 19th bd yupz.
Thank you my friends. =)
Dont forget Sat dinner =)
I need to get a hardo gay costume dang it..
Well, i was kind pissed off at chris and yanni for pangsehing, especially when i was opening a bottle and got them free entry, with help from my older bro. Thanks dude. Ok honeslty right when they told me that they couldnt come, i was so freakin pissed off, all the different sort of vulgarities came spewing outta my mouth, in all languages. But i mean, thinking abt it, im sure they had valid reasons lar, trust on our friendship so yeah, tis my bad and not theirs.
Ok anyway on Sat, Karno's dinner was totally uber, at St Regis where there was free flow of booze and other stuff. It was nice of Bong and I to open the first bottle of Whisky to toast and drink together, causeee u will always be myy friendd haha. Simply for ur bd i ll gift wrap a certain someone for u michael yue Bong hahahahahahahahaha. TO ETERNAL LIFEEEE!!! LOL
Needless to say we visited house of condom to get Karno a naughty gift, since EVERYONE was gonna give him something that was dunno ordinary? HAHAHAHHAHAH =) Pimped out in my bd theme of red and black, we walked into the ballroom looking like super stars.............ok ok jk i was the superstar lar not him lol. Some of the choir girls also suddenly became eye candy for karno's occasion, ya know what i mean =) a.k.a lookin gd!!!!
Ok ok that sounded so perverted like, what the hell....
With an uber spread of buffet, i was glad to chomp down the carbos as fast as i could cause i feeling a wee bit high, and hey im not gonna perform for karno feeling high. Like i told the bartender, the portion of wine for the ladies is just too much, also my fault lar to volunteer to drink most of it. Karno is really a sweet guy and his slide show speeches, and personal testimonies from people who impacted his life, all went to show that yeah, although he can be blur at times, what the heck, he really is a great Christian and role model for us, me*.
Leaving to MOS.
Strutting down the road to see my friends in my pimped out gear, WOAHHHHH
Free entryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy!! YOWZA
Midori
Chivas
Barcadi 151 holy crap
Ah well the night went well with ups and downs. Samuel Punched me while dancing, u freakin noob shit, and i was like bleeding on the dance floor wth..The music was gd lar r n b, and we were all dancing like siao. LoL my bro and his friends came too, but they went to the retro room, which was basically mambo ish. One of them dressed as van helsing while the other wore and afro and was wearing a retro outfit hahaha, damn funny.
Xiang an lost his clubbing virginity to me, and surprisingly he HAD A GD TIME, though immoral.... hahahaahahahhahaahahaahah NICE. Well ur actions my friend not mine. Samuel was Gone and was just like stoning on the dance floor, but congrats dude, U Had a gd time too whether u realised it or not.
Ah it was fun lar, met the choir alumni people there too, but didnt really dance with them much, haha i would love to see some of them get really high. Oh yeah next time i wanna challenge enoch to a dance off too yeah! Im still so amazed at Samuel lol, now u know.
But seriously, i think i ll stop clubbing for awhile, cause its getting pretty boring now, plus my nets account is damn drained.
It was a fun 19th bd yupz.
Thank you my friends. =)
Dont forget Sat dinner =)
I need to get a hardo gay costume dang it..
Sunday, July 13, 2008
A burning passion*
How many chances in ur life do u get to meet such wonderful people and learn incredible lessons from them? I really thank God for the chances i have granted and given, whether through harsh or soft ways. Knowing myself, harsh works best =). Stage fright haunts me constantly, no matter how many times i have performed for already, and yet, for everyone of them, i will dedicate the performance to God, for it is through him that sound comes out of my entire being. To have expressions on my face is not an act nor an effort to impress those watching, it is, i assure from the heart.
How many occasions do u get to bare ur heart, ur entire being onto literally a silver platter for the world to judge u from. That is singing i believe, we work hard to bless people and never to impress them. A celebration of our friendship and to Lord our God, unfraid to show people who we really are, be it whether they judge us or not, we show our love for what we do. Our vulnerability at those moments reflect our strength and integrity even more so, our weaknesses become our strengths and intial fear transforms into joy and passion.
Even after so long, i cant believe i still feel the same way as a year back, i may grow older and change in many ways, but i pray to God that my passion will never ever die, and only become stronger in the future. If even more join, that will just be fantastic. =)
More than what i have ever dreamed of getting haha.
How many occasions do u get to bare ur heart, ur entire being onto literally a silver platter for the world to judge u from. That is singing i believe, we work hard to bless people and never to impress them. A celebration of our friendship and to Lord our God, unfraid to show people who we really are, be it whether they judge us or not, we show our love for what we do. Our vulnerability at those moments reflect our strength and integrity even more so, our weaknesses become our strengths and intial fear transforms into joy and passion.
Even after so long, i cant believe i still feel the same way as a year back, i may grow older and change in many ways, but i pray to God that my passion will never ever die, and only become stronger in the future. If even more join, that will just be fantastic. =)
More than what i have ever dreamed of getting haha.
Just for laughs =)
PRICELESS WORDS
A husband wakes up at home with a huge hangover.
He forces himself to open his eyes, and the first thing he sees is a couple of aspirins and a glass of water on the side table. He sits down and sees his clothing in front of him, all clean and pressed. He looks around the room and sees that it is in perfect order, spotless, clean. So is the rest of the house. He takes the aspirins and notices a note on the table. 'Honey, breakfast is on the table, I left early to go groceryshopping. Love You!'
Totally shocked with the note , he goes to the kitchen and sure enough there is a hot breakfast and the morning newspaper. His son is also at the table, eating. He asks, 'Son, what happenedlast night?' His son says, 'Well, you came home around 3 AM, drunk and delirious. Broke some crockery, puked in the hall, and gave yourself a black eye when you stumbled into the door'. Confused, the man asks, 'So, why is everything in order and so clean, and breakfast is on the table waiting for me? I should expect a big quarrel with her!' His son replies, 'Oh, that! Mom dragged you to the bedroom, and when she tried to take your clothes n shoes off, you said, 'LADY LEAVE ME ALONE! I'M MARRIED!'
Moral Self-induced hangover - $ 400.00
Broken crockery - $ 800.00
Breakfast - $ 10.00
Saying the Right Thing While Drunk - 'PRICELESS '
With a no holds bar nineteen bd coming up soon, this serves as a gd precaution and reminder.
A husband wakes up at home with a huge hangover.
He forces himself to open his eyes, and the first thing he sees is a couple of aspirins and a glass of water on the side table. He sits down and sees his clothing in front of him, all clean and pressed. He looks around the room and sees that it is in perfect order, spotless, clean. So is the rest of the house. He takes the aspirins and notices a note on the table. 'Honey, breakfast is on the table, I left early to go groceryshopping. Love You!'
Totally shocked with the note , he goes to the kitchen and sure enough there is a hot breakfast and the morning newspaper. His son is also at the table, eating. He asks, 'Son, what happenedlast night?' His son says, 'Well, you came home around 3 AM, drunk and delirious. Broke some crockery, puked in the hall, and gave yourself a black eye when you stumbled into the door'. Confused, the man asks, 'So, why is everything in order and so clean, and breakfast is on the table waiting for me? I should expect a big quarrel with her!' His son replies, 'Oh, that! Mom dragged you to the bedroom, and when she tried to take your clothes n shoes off, you said, 'LADY LEAVE ME ALONE! I'M MARRIED!'
Moral Self-induced hangover - $ 400.00
Broken crockery - $ 800.00
Breakfast - $ 10.00
Saying the Right Thing While Drunk - 'PRICELESS '
With a no holds bar nineteen bd coming up soon, this serves as a gd precaution and reminder.
Sunday, July 06, 2008
Somehow, i got this hunch everything's gonna turn out fine =)
A fantastic concert by Miss Qua's KKMC church..
Although i felt guilty being in God's presence again..
Im going army tmr..
Tonight, its all for him..
How apt how apt.
Uncertainty and worries, but i know if i put all into his hands, all my worries, all my, fickle problems?
Hahha, ok ok no emo for this post...
Give my best thats what i ll do today =)
Because life is just too short, its just the feeling that no one knows yet..
Although i felt guilty being in God's presence again..
Im going army tmr..
Tonight, its all for him..
How apt how apt.
Uncertainty and worries, but i know if i put all into his hands, all my worries, all my, fickle problems?
Hahha, ok ok no emo for this post...
Give my best thats what i ll do today =)
Because life is just too short, its just the feeling that no one knows yet..
Tuesday, July 01, 2008
Why pai why like that to me*
G ness Han wrote a song for me on his blog......Ok simply i can appreciate it..
But the lyrics are abt me, being an ultimate.............
40 year old virgin
Never been kissed
Superbad
American Pie 1
DAMN U HAN DAMN U, im gonna throw away all ur davidoff cigarettes and make u suffer in fresh air, u freakin retard..
How about maybe i like to take things slow? u dumb prick...and i could have ok i could have, but i chose not to cause, maybe like i have uber morals in me? Ah ha!
No submarines for u on wed....cbb man..
But the lyrics are abt me, being an ultimate.............
40 year old virgin
Never been kissed
Superbad
American Pie 1
DAMN U HAN DAMN U, im gonna throw away all ur davidoff cigarettes and make u suffer in fresh air, u freakin retard..
How about maybe i like to take things slow? u dumb prick...and i could have ok i could have, but i chose not to cause, maybe like i have uber morals in me? Ah ha!
No submarines for u on wed....cbb man..
Saturday, June 28, 2008
Reflections*
Ok ok i ve deleted my last post for obvious reasons.
It was on the spur of the moment and that kind of anger doesnt really benefit me in any sort of way at all. I mean lifes like that, u get pissed off, but the ways u vent it and scream it out too should have like i dunno damage control and not to show u that u cant control urself at all.
Anyway, had choir today and went throught the songs, for all the amount of rehearsal i ve been through, they actually seem pretty little lol. BUT then again, thats musicianship, u just have to keep becoming better in what u do, especially if its something u love doing ah ha! =)
Concerts coming and i still havent sold a single ticket yet, dammit lol, ok ok by this week i ll make sure my PAIS buy it!!!!!!
HELLO PAIS BUY AND COME ENJOY GD MUSIC PLS =) WAH LAO PAIS ONE NIGHT ONLY LAR, SOMEMORE MY M.C ENDING THAT DAY OK LOL =) PLS PLS PLS PLS PLS PLS
Had a good time of dinner with the alumni folks and a very gd rehearsal today lol. Though two of my songs are still pretty weak, combined music rawrrrr..
Hmmmm i guess i ve been enjoying both the good and bad in life, choir has been really really gd, though i havent been able to be as close to people as i like with my other friends, but that just takes time, i hope lar, and effort. Whilst clubbing has certainty been highly enjoyable and unforgettable, but its not gd, other than improving my dance moves, etc getting thrills and etc..
Sigh, i really wish i could do something really meaningful this year. Ok AEWF lar, but after that, i really dont know hmmmmmmmmm..
Oh well only time can tell..
Tis the good life..
It was on the spur of the moment and that kind of anger doesnt really benefit me in any sort of way at all. I mean lifes like that, u get pissed off, but the ways u vent it and scream it out too should have like i dunno damage control and not to show u that u cant control urself at all.
Anyway, had choir today and went throught the songs, for all the amount of rehearsal i ve been through, they actually seem pretty little lol. BUT then again, thats musicianship, u just have to keep becoming better in what u do, especially if its something u love doing ah ha! =)
Concerts coming and i still havent sold a single ticket yet, dammit lol, ok ok by this week i ll make sure my PAIS buy it!!!!!!
HELLO PAIS BUY AND COME ENJOY GD MUSIC PLS =) WAH LAO PAIS ONE NIGHT ONLY LAR, SOMEMORE MY M.C ENDING THAT DAY OK LOL =) PLS PLS PLS PLS PLS PLS
Had a good time of dinner with the alumni folks and a very gd rehearsal today lol. Though two of my songs are still pretty weak, combined music rawrrrr..
Hmmmm i guess i ve been enjoying both the good and bad in life, choir has been really really gd, though i havent been able to be as close to people as i like with my other friends, but that just takes time, i hope lar, and effort. Whilst clubbing has certainty been highly enjoyable and unforgettable, but its not gd, other than improving my dance moves, etc getting thrills and etc..
Sigh, i really wish i could do something really meaningful this year. Ok AEWF lar, but after that, i really dont know hmmmmmmmmm..
Oh well only time can tell..
Tis the good life..
Sunday, June 22, 2008
Sunday, June 15, 2008
Thank you for the music, both good and the not so good?
Bleh, im feeling damn full from awesome bbq, wings and all sausages, plus Crayfish YOWZA!
Oh and my dad tried to push me into the pool...again....U FOOL I HOW STRONG PLS!!!
I wish he ll do more cardo hint hint, hahahha, ok lar f i also need..
To the celebration of father's day!! LoL maybe they should have discount at disco clubs for fathers day lol, ladies night for mothers day, and mens night for fathers fay. Hhaha, nah jk jk..
We watched CONAN THE DESTROYER at night, wtf man, it was so bloody lame. Arnold was there when he was not the governor and etc etc.
Ok to reply Han's blog about the three ridiculous accusations abt me..
Ok i wont even bother at all, cause WHAT HAPPENS IN THE CLUB STAYS IN THE CLUB. And how abt i dont give two rats ass abt still being an ultimate........u know. Bloody hell, this aint america or what loose country. WE ARE TRADITIONAL CHINESE PEOPLE OK!!
U know what i wont even bother worrying abt it, casue its just plain stupid, and yeah, there are so much better things to do..
I worry abt spending too much money man lol, my account is like dying and im struggling to keep it to 3 k.
Sigh..life seems so surreal now a days.
This peer pressure shit is gettin on my nerves, OK. Anyway congrats to the Boston Celtics for THRASHING the Lakers in the Finals.
Im just so disappointed and utterly flabbergasted at the lack of fighting spirit they show. Whatever lar, its ur own pasa..
So now its off to gym =)
Oh and my dad tried to push me into the pool...again....U FOOL I HOW STRONG PLS!!!
I wish he ll do more cardo hint hint, hahahha, ok lar f i also need..
To the celebration of father's day!! LoL maybe they should have discount at disco clubs for fathers day lol, ladies night for mothers day, and mens night for fathers fay. Hhaha, nah jk jk..
We watched CONAN THE DESTROYER at night, wtf man, it was so bloody lame. Arnold was there when he was not the governor and etc etc.
Ok to reply Han's blog about the three ridiculous accusations abt me..
Ok i wont even bother at all, cause WHAT HAPPENS IN THE CLUB STAYS IN THE CLUB. And how abt i dont give two rats ass abt still being an ultimate........u know. Bloody hell, this aint america or what loose country. WE ARE TRADITIONAL CHINESE PEOPLE OK!!
U know what i wont even bother worrying abt it, casue its just plain stupid, and yeah, there are so much better things to do..
I worry abt spending too much money man lol, my account is like dying and im struggling to keep it to 3 k.
Sigh..life seems so surreal now a days.
This peer pressure shit is gettin on my nerves, OK. Anyway congrats to the Boston Celtics for THRASHING the Lakers in the Finals.
Im just so disappointed and utterly flabbergasted at the lack of fighting spirit they show. Whatever lar, its ur own pasa..
So now its off to gym =)
Sunday, June 08, 2008
Here I go again*
Had my M.C extended for another month =)
But i ve more or less decided not to put this month to waste.
1) Lose weight for next years triathetelon
2) Get stronger and leaner
3) Learn new skills, whatever they may be
4) Dont waste time
Haha, tonight was prety funny, although we had a guest in our house, my dad and i still fought. It was good man, he used a great big wooden sword and i used my crutches.
I guess thats really one part in me that will never die, the kid in me. I mean yes i will grow up mentally and physically, but yar, i dont ever want ro be oh so mature and not fun at all. Thta would just plain suck.
To really become a full grown adult, mature and all that, doesnt mean u have to compromise who u are in any other way. Just be urself, ur true self, and if people dont like u for who u are, thats just their dai chi.
This world's too big for fickle insects.
Nontheless, i believe we should always try to change for the better yes no?
To answer the Lord's calling, to stop thinking small insignificant stuff, to not be so self centered. To care for others more, to help, to give, to serve, to inspire.
Haha i really do enjoy myself when it comes to singing in choir..
AHHHH GOOD STUFF!!!!!!!!! =)
Freakin low D E cant hit.....asfishv nI"HSD'f HS"efh "GARFHGZDFH's d'IHsd"gH!!!
OH RIGHT and Xingay has some officers thing, 19th June which he has to bring a female companion. HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
HELP!!!!
Hello Social escort services????? Give us ur best pls...
But i ve more or less decided not to put this month to waste.
1) Lose weight for next years triathetelon
2) Get stronger and leaner
3) Learn new skills, whatever they may be
4) Dont waste time
Haha, tonight was prety funny, although we had a guest in our house, my dad and i still fought. It was good man, he used a great big wooden sword and i used my crutches.
I guess thats really one part in me that will never die, the kid in me. I mean yes i will grow up mentally and physically, but yar, i dont ever want ro be oh so mature and not fun at all. Thta would just plain suck.
To really become a full grown adult, mature and all that, doesnt mean u have to compromise who u are in any other way. Just be urself, ur true self, and if people dont like u for who u are, thats just their dai chi.
This world's too big for fickle insects.
Nontheless, i believe we should always try to change for the better yes no?
To answer the Lord's calling, to stop thinking small insignificant stuff, to not be so self centered. To care for others more, to help, to give, to serve, to inspire.
Haha i really do enjoy myself when it comes to singing in choir..
AHHHH GOOD STUFF!!!!!!!!! =)
Freakin low D E cant hit.....asfishv nI"HSD'f HS"efh "GARFHGZDFH's d'IHsd"gH!!!
OH RIGHT and Xingay has some officers thing, 19th June which he has to bring a female companion. HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM
HELP!!!!
Hello Social escort services????? Give us ur best pls...
Thursday, June 05, 2008
Cause we are the champions!!!!
Its been a good day LOL.
Woke up at 10 plus like some animal, headed to tin y's crib to watch some uber Korean movies. Ended up watching some Jackie Chan movie. Man i so wanted to watch like Wet dreams or something.. chicken backside....
Lagi worse, after that Tin Y pangseh-ed the clubbing due to certain reasons. I was like internally, freaking hell, arranged one week ago already lar.....my gwad................Ok one small bitching moment for me, i how rarely bitch lar. Its like guys are always ok set onz we ll be there hook or by crook. But girls ah, simply, last minute back out or something or Dont feel like or too tired.. Chicken man it can be so frustrating sometimes..
HOWEVER!!! I understand, i understand, not like dont club will die right. Honestly, theres always next time. Although i am, and i know it, growing outta this phase quickly.
So anyway headed to Plan B, met Zhun and Wei and eh Choonie, a very nice pretty nanyang gang member too at borders to head to Chips. Met Jasmine there from Cjc first three months, nice to see her again, lol surprisingly she acted as though there was no ice formed between the long two years at all. Haha i think that Cj people will always be the same lar, warm and friendly. Thats what i ll always remmeber abt that place. =)
Headed to Chips where GUESS WHO BOUGHT THE DRINKS???? MY GAWD ME OK!!!!! Freakin Many many jugs for the four of us, 36 dollars times many many........equals G NESS TO MY ACCOUNT RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!
Oh yeah we met Cynthia there with Kelly, just wanna have a random shout out to my homies out there, S AND D HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHH OMG IM SUCH A PRICK RIGHT NOW LOL!!!
LOW BLOW AHAHAHAHAH..........Ian Ong, u also too ah HAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH..
Thats what u get when u go hunting OHHHH OHH OHH OHH =)
Yeah over all we had a fun time drinking talking cock, chest hair, shoot shag marry, my gwad it was so fun pls, escpecially when u get kinda high NOT SMASHED PLS.
heres to us ultimate virgins =) HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH
OMG!! Yeah tis fun really..
Anyway i hope tin y's loads better with her bf now..
And like when we were talking abt me right the last time, i think that if i ever get a gf. I would love her to the extent that i wouldnt go overseas to mug, although thats my dream, cause i wanna be in Sg jsut in case anything happens. Hmmmm i think thats just me lar, too nice really, maybe i should try to think of myself more, i dunno. Like when Cyn and Kelly were given a jug of snakebite from another table, i told Cyn to call me in case anything happens, worrying for their safety.
Hahaha i think tin y knows it too lar, i ll cfm get bullied around and be the less dominant half when it comes to being in a relationship, but thats just individual personality aint it?
I SHOULD HAVE TAKEN SAMUEL'S ADVICE ABT READING MORE ON GOD'S WORD DURING THIS LONG M.C I HAD. dammit........
LIFE GOES ON AINT IT ZHUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LL SING FOR UR WEDDING WITH UR TV HUSBAND HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA!!
Woke up at 10 plus like some animal, headed to tin y's crib to watch some uber Korean movies. Ended up watching some Jackie Chan movie. Man i so wanted to watch like Wet dreams or something.. chicken backside....
Lagi worse, after that Tin Y pangseh-ed the clubbing due to certain reasons. I was like internally, freaking hell, arranged one week ago already lar.....my gwad................Ok one small bitching moment for me, i how rarely bitch lar. Its like guys are always ok set onz we ll be there hook or by crook. But girls ah, simply, last minute back out or something or Dont feel like or too tired.. Chicken man it can be so frustrating sometimes..
HOWEVER!!! I understand, i understand, not like dont club will die right. Honestly, theres always next time. Although i am, and i know it, growing outta this phase quickly.
So anyway headed to Plan B, met Zhun and Wei and eh Choonie, a very nice pretty nanyang gang member too at borders to head to Chips. Met Jasmine there from Cjc first three months, nice to see her again, lol surprisingly she acted as though there was no ice formed between the long two years at all. Haha i think that Cj people will always be the same lar, warm and friendly. Thats what i ll always remmeber abt that place. =)
Headed to Chips where GUESS WHO BOUGHT THE DRINKS???? MY GAWD ME OK!!!!! Freakin Many many jugs for the four of us, 36 dollars times many many........equals G NESS TO MY ACCOUNT RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!
Oh yeah we met Cynthia there with Kelly, just wanna have a random shout out to my homies out there, S AND D HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHH OMG IM SUCH A PRICK RIGHT NOW LOL!!!
LOW BLOW AHAHAHAHAH..........Ian Ong, u also too ah HAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH..
Thats what u get when u go hunting OHHHH OHH OHH OHH =)
Yeah over all we had a fun time drinking talking cock, chest hair, shoot shag marry, my gwad it was so fun pls, escpecially when u get kinda high NOT SMASHED PLS.
heres to us ultimate virgins =) HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH
OMG!! Yeah tis fun really..
Anyway i hope tin y's loads better with her bf now..
And like when we were talking abt me right the last time, i think that if i ever get a gf. I would love her to the extent that i wouldnt go overseas to mug, although thats my dream, cause i wanna be in Sg jsut in case anything happens. Hmmmm i think thats just me lar, too nice really, maybe i should try to think of myself more, i dunno. Like when Cyn and Kelly were given a jug of snakebite from another table, i told Cyn to call me in case anything happens, worrying for their safety.
Hahaha i think tin y knows it too lar, i ll cfm get bullied around and be the less dominant half when it comes to being in a relationship, but thats just individual personality aint it?
I SHOULD HAVE TAKEN SAMUEL'S ADVICE ABT READING MORE ON GOD'S WORD DURING THIS LONG M.C I HAD. dammit........
LIFE GOES ON AINT IT ZHUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LL SING FOR UR WEDDING WITH UR TV HUSBAND HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA!!
Sunday, June 01, 2008
A gd sat =)
My gawd, my sat began all to soon at one am..
Was talking with huixian on msn when i just realized............THERES FREAKIN PRACTICE THE NEXT DAY WTFFFFF!! Freakin hell, i didnt even know abt it lar, cause i ccant access the blog for some reason.
Anyway went for choir at 930 where it was dct conducting us. Yeah it was pretty gd, singing together and cleaning up notes, though the rate in which i learn my notes is really really pissing off. Its slow and inacurate and yeah, at times its just fished up. Dammit. Not bad though hitting the low Ds felt pretty gd hahah, cheap thrill right.
I let them sample my NEW G NESS CHEESECAKE!! Yeah it was pretty much tasted like an egg tart, cause I went to put 6 eggs into it so yeah. Liddat lor..
Went for lunch where i just realises how time flies so fast, too fast, where once i was a young and immature J one. Ok i wont say im very mature now but i hve grown. Im just glad that people gave my space, scolded me, making me who I am now. Yeah, thanks dudes.
At night it was PARTY TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOHOO!
Received a call from chorks at Far East abt choir winning 3 Gold in the three categories.GLORY GLORY AC CHOIR hahhaa, yeah man thanks be to Lord really. GD STUFF!!!!
Anyway, that night i met Han's friends who were all like smokers except for me, and pretty much first impression killers. Different lar i would say...
Headed to Arena where we had a awesome time dancing, like dance off with each other haha it was so funny man. We like having some slow mo popping dance off, with people around us wondering what the hell are they doing. Oh oh best part was when there was a live band, eh african americans i think, some guy did push ups during the music intro, and he got down split his legs in a ballet manner and sang ''SHE GOT THOSE APPLE BOTTOM JEANS.... BOOTS WITH THE FURR.....THE WHOLE CLUB IS...LOOKIN'...AT HER..'' OMG!!!!!!!! hahaha that was BRILLIANT!!! HAHAHA..Needless to say i was highly amused, either that or the free flow of house pour was kicking in..
They had some dj from america too, R n B dude, yeah he was damn good man, played all the popular songs. Also there was some competition where people were dressed as eh hercules, Mr and Mrs Smith, Pirates of the Carribean, Rihanna, Pussy cat dolls, etc it was pretty funny watching them dance off.
Ahhhh...the night was gd man.
Haha but there was one point when i was being an ass. When i was leaning against the stage resting, tired from all the dancing these two girls came like damn close to me for some reason and started dancing with each other....eh hello.......
Needless to say slightly high, my manners were gone, i just yawned damn loud and damn awkwardly too...LoL i think that threw them off a tad, like some lion leh really YAWNN!!!!!!!!!!!! Like those that u do and everyone just stops and stares at you, animal like i would say hahaha..
Sorry ladies...shagged sia..
LoL my bad, yeah but the night went pretty well indeed..
Oh and i met Deborah too, my bro's friend's german cousin. Yeah its been years since i saw her, since sec four i think or three. Yeah, she was like ''What are u doing her??'' AH HA hey im legal now man. Wah really ah time flies too fast...really too fast....
time for recovery sleep ya ll have a good night =)
Was talking with huixian on msn when i just realized............THERES FREAKIN PRACTICE THE NEXT DAY WTFFFFF!! Freakin hell, i didnt even know abt it lar, cause i ccant access the blog for some reason.
Anyway went for choir at 930 where it was dct conducting us. Yeah it was pretty gd, singing together and cleaning up notes, though the rate in which i learn my notes is really really pissing off. Its slow and inacurate and yeah, at times its just fished up. Dammit. Not bad though hitting the low Ds felt pretty gd hahah, cheap thrill right.
I let them sample my NEW G NESS CHEESECAKE!! Yeah it was pretty much tasted like an egg tart, cause I went to put 6 eggs into it so yeah. Liddat lor..
Went for lunch where i just realises how time flies so fast, too fast, where once i was a young and immature J one. Ok i wont say im very mature now but i hve grown. Im just glad that people gave my space, scolded me, making me who I am now. Yeah, thanks dudes.
At night it was PARTY TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOHOO!
Received a call from chorks at Far East abt choir winning 3 Gold in the three categories.GLORY GLORY AC CHOIR hahhaa, yeah man thanks be to Lord really. GD STUFF!!!!
Anyway, that night i met Han's friends who were all like smokers except for me, and pretty much first impression killers. Different lar i would say...
Headed to Arena where we had a awesome time dancing, like dance off with each other haha it was so funny man. We like having some slow mo popping dance off, with people around us wondering what the hell are they doing. Oh oh best part was when there was a live band, eh african americans i think, some guy did push ups during the music intro, and he got down split his legs in a ballet manner and sang ''SHE GOT THOSE APPLE BOTTOM JEANS.... BOOTS WITH THE FURR.....THE WHOLE CLUB IS...LOOKIN'...AT HER..'' OMG!!!!!!!! hahaha that was BRILLIANT!!! HAHAHA..Needless to say i was highly amused, either that or the free flow of house pour was kicking in..
They had some dj from america too, R n B dude, yeah he was damn good man, played all the popular songs. Also there was some competition where people were dressed as eh hercules, Mr and Mrs Smith, Pirates of the Carribean, Rihanna, Pussy cat dolls, etc it was pretty funny watching them dance off.
Ahhhh...the night was gd man.
Haha but there was one point when i was being an ass. When i was leaning against the stage resting, tired from all the dancing these two girls came like damn close to me for some reason and started dancing with each other....eh hello.......
Needless to say slightly high, my manners were gone, i just yawned damn loud and damn awkwardly too...LoL i think that threw them off a tad, like some lion leh really YAWNN!!!!!!!!!!!! Like those that u do and everyone just stops and stares at you, animal like i would say hahaha..
Sorry ladies...shagged sia..
LoL my bad, yeah but the night went pretty well indeed..
Oh and i met Deborah too, my bro's friend's german cousin. Yeah its been years since i saw her, since sec four i think or three. Yeah, she was like ''What are u doing her??'' AH HA hey im legal now man. Wah really ah time flies too fast...really too fast....
time for recovery sleep ya ll have a good night =)
Friday, May 30, 2008
Pride goes before a fall*
Freakin hell cheesecake..
1) I read the freakin instructions 5 times, apparently like Xingay said i need to read it 20 times
2) I mistook teaspoon for table spoon, so TWO TABLE SPOONS OF LEMON JUICE WENT INTO IT...SAME FOR VANILLA ESSENCE..
3) I added eggs into it at the start when it was suppose to be added at the end
4) I threw the cake into the oven to bake at 260 c for a while, before Zhun and I realized we didnt add the bloody thick cream to thicken it.
5) "Eh why the oven not hot one sia?" Freak man i didnt on the switch..
The time came this morning when i took it outta of the fridge and tasted it..
...
..
VINCERO VINCERO!!!!!
UR HEAD AH!!
Ok lar in all seriousness, it tasted pretty ok, not so bad not so nice. Average, but more sugar needed i think. Plus it looks a bit brown and burnt a bit lar, but only at the top.
"So jerome what cheesecake is this??"
"Oh its a you know......lemon..eh new york style...eh sponge..tiramisu looking...for diabetics..cheesecake"
SON OF A MONKEY!!!
Freakin g LAR, this cooking shit is really tougher than it seems, dammit!!!
Sianz larz, freakin aggroed....
Han!!! U mean i mean less to you then FHM MODELS!!!!!!!! OMG!!! Eh take pics show me pls ahahahha. Jk jk, knock urself out man..
Well, i think one thing i learned from the dancing aspect, not grinding ah pls, thats a whole different throw off topic. Anyway, u ll nvr be as contented or satisfied as u will be if ur dancing with a person u dont actually fancy or care about deeply.
LOL speaking of yesterday. THERE WERE TWO FREAKIN ANIMALS IN THE MRT..omg. Xingay and I were like crammed at the door area there, and i was carrying my pool cue (how cool right), so it was damn uncomfortable, cause my pool cue was whacking people left right centre. Thats how compressed we were. When we came to Orchard, and majority of the people left, OMG, LO AND BEHOLD FREAKING ANIMALS!! Two girls SITTING on the floor with worksheets scattered around them WTF MAN!!!!!! Freaking animals i tell u.
I was listening to Xingay's ipod and shaking my head, peeping at their worksheets, Anderson Jc.
It was damn inconsiderate, and animal like. Really leh, A level, dumbshits!! At newton, when we stepped outside i said "Wah those ANDERSON JC GIRLS AH DAMN INCONSIDERATE SIA!'' Ok, i should have said it damn loud think its was too soft for them to hear.
Ok ok, but reflecting on that situation i should have told them off nicely. Then again using my ah beng side would be totally hilarious and a story to tell my kids haha.
ahem..
1) I read the freakin instructions 5 times, apparently like Xingay said i need to read it 20 times
2) I mistook teaspoon for table spoon, so TWO TABLE SPOONS OF LEMON JUICE WENT INTO IT...SAME FOR VANILLA ESSENCE..
3) I added eggs into it at the start when it was suppose to be added at the end
4) I threw the cake into the oven to bake at 260 c for a while, before Zhun and I realized we didnt add the bloody thick cream to thicken it.
5) "Eh why the oven not hot one sia?" Freak man i didnt on the switch..
The time came this morning when i took it outta of the fridge and tasted it..
...
..
VINCERO VINCERO!!!!!
UR HEAD AH!!
Ok lar in all seriousness, it tasted pretty ok, not so bad not so nice. Average, but more sugar needed i think. Plus it looks a bit brown and burnt a bit lar, but only at the top.
"So jerome what cheesecake is this??"
"Oh its a you know......lemon..eh new york style...eh sponge..tiramisu looking...for diabetics..cheesecake"
SON OF A MONKEY!!!
Freakin g LAR, this cooking shit is really tougher than it seems, dammit!!!
Sianz larz, freakin aggroed....
Han!!! U mean i mean less to you then FHM MODELS!!!!!!!! OMG!!! Eh take pics show me pls ahahahha. Jk jk, knock urself out man..
Well, i think one thing i learned from the dancing aspect, not grinding ah pls, thats a whole different throw off topic. Anyway, u ll nvr be as contented or satisfied as u will be if ur dancing with a person u dont actually fancy or care about deeply.
LOL speaking of yesterday. THERE WERE TWO FREAKIN ANIMALS IN THE MRT..omg. Xingay and I were like crammed at the door area there, and i was carrying my pool cue (how cool right), so it was damn uncomfortable, cause my pool cue was whacking people left right centre. Thats how compressed we were. When we came to Orchard, and majority of the people left, OMG, LO AND BEHOLD FREAKING ANIMALS!! Two girls SITTING on the floor with worksheets scattered around them WTF MAN!!!!!! Freaking animals i tell u.
I was listening to Xingay's ipod and shaking my head, peeping at their worksheets, Anderson Jc.
It was damn inconsiderate, and animal like. Really leh, A level, dumbshits!! At newton, when we stepped outside i said "Wah those ANDERSON JC GIRLS AH DAMN INCONSIDERATE SIA!'' Ok, i should have said it damn loud think its was too soft for them to hear.
Ok ok, but reflecting on that situation i should have told them off nicely. Then again using my ah beng side would be totally hilarious and a story to tell my kids haha.
ahem..
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