Sighhh..
School has ben getting more and more boring man seriously. The long lessons, the lousy attempts to mug, the horrible personal moments ofmorning ensemble. ARGHH YESYESS!!
Today was a very bad day for me personally for morning ensemble. It was before i went to the mar ri la kit ta ber sa tu, that part. There was like flam in my throat lar, and for the rest of the song i was just doing an Ashlee Simpson, lip singing. Arghhh it was so so so so bad. Freak i was dmn angry at myself lar, damn no integrity lar. Baketttt...
Really thankful for people like Clean who always sang louder whenever she heard me falter and not be able to sing high notes at all. Arghh im so so sorry. I even starting sleeping without air con the night before morning ensemble so that i can sing better. Crap its like shes aways the one who pulls my fats out of the fire. Not literally lar but u guys know what i mean..Cause like she is on my right during morning ensemble. Arghhhh damn irritating!!!
Ok ok change subject for now..
Its been my second week of non stop gymming with Ian and i think results are begining to show haha. Im able to bench press my own weight like 6-7 times. Yayness =). Hahaha sometimes i wish choir was everyday also, so fun so fun =) Though i must admit we sound like a animals in the gym, with our heavy pantings and our occasional manly shouts to force our bodies for that very last push. Ahhhh.....
Other than that 2 very important events are coming up for me, wait make that 4 events haha.
1) Cross country!!! OH NO I NEED TO START TRAINING!!! Anyone wanna go run 5km plus??
2) Swim P.E (Like i said to Ian, this i what we live for!!) LOL =)
3) Senior junior outing which im organising-----Its at Sentosa btw!!! Better go do more reps ahhahaha.
4) Valentine's Day Duhhhhhh Obviously right??
Oh right im challenging Shu Wei the Track captain to a javelin throwout on friday. Hahaha hopefully i ll win her lar, its my virgin experience and shes been training since sec 1 in this so called"specialised sport". Loser has to carry the winners things for one week hahaha. I have full confidence in myself that i ll be able to beat her =).
Think the only reason why i l lose is because i wanna b a gentleman towards her and let her win me. Even now as i type, half of my brain is laughing at me. Basket all watch out...tmr is D day i ll beat her!!!
Friday, January 26, 2007
Saturday, January 20, 2007
Sigh why me*
I don't really know why but i ve been feeling rather frustrated these few days.
Maybe its the lack of my maturity or its the people i ve been hanging around with since i was young.
The boy in me never ceases to die.
I just have a VERY hard time with certain Toms, Dicks and Harrys.
If this was a basketball game i ll be like hurling curses to express my anger and frustration. No mercy no hesitant.
However this is a different ball game altogether.
Thats it thats it thats it.
On a lighter note kudos to Leheng for doing a gd job with the auditions, sorting out those gazillion stacks of forms and calling people till late at night. =) Really hands up to you!! The rest of the com too who sacrificed precious sleep to call those J1s and chase them to come down for choir auditions, and also all the choir members who helped out on duty!!! Gd job people =)
Choir men and women indeed*
Maybe its the lack of my maturity or its the people i ve been hanging around with since i was young.
The boy in me never ceases to die.
I just have a VERY hard time with certain Toms, Dicks and Harrys.
If this was a basketball game i ll be like hurling curses to express my anger and frustration. No mercy no hesitant.
However this is a different ball game altogether.
Thats it thats it thats it.
On a lighter note kudos to Leheng for doing a gd job with the auditions, sorting out those gazillion stacks of forms and calling people till late at night. =) Really hands up to you!! The rest of the com too who sacrificed precious sleep to call those J1s and chase them to come down for choir auditions, and also all the choir members who helped out on duty!!! Gd job people =)
Choir men and women indeed*
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
School
So once again its back to the tucking in of looose and baggy shirts, the rushing of buying milo bottes and waffles before going into lectures, the usual drugs and other sweets to keep us awake..
School yes yes...
Guess like today was quite fun haha. Sang choir songs early in the morning with kerryn heath bong, rayston and merryiln. Ah think i spelled her name wongly..nvm haha.
Seems that Ian and I increased our gymming sessions to practically everyday and after today, it was going to be more intense.
Ok ok to all those who know nuts abt gymming let me intro u guys haha. People basically gym wither to look gd or keep fit, most of the time its for reason number one. So lets take me for example me, i weigh at 69 kg so i should be able to bench press around my own weight, hence this is what we call the weight strength proportion. So a guy who weighs at say 63 Kg but he benches 90 kg, so according to the rule, he is much stronger than i am.
That is what made Ian and I feel like rubbish today, we went to gym, and saw this rugger guy who was lean an skinny but he benched like 90 kg for his last rep, it was literally unbelievable man seriously. Really made me feel as though i was gymming for the very first time, Ian too felt lke pang sai. Hence we mutually decided to gym practically everyday haha...Bye bye to the long breaks and HELLO gymming, swimming and suntanning haha.
Actually being in a co-ed school is quite stressful, last time in acsi it was like today's v day?? Are u serious?? Ok lor i think we should go taupok cum strip someone. Onzz!! I mean i practically wrote xmas cards for choir folks last year that is really virgin experience for me. I mean how did i know that the season was going to be so mushyy?? I just wanted to go and sing haha.
So like this year v day must quickly go and plan and showthat im not some miser that just taks and takes but gives too....mah fan!!! But a little voice says in my head could be fun* hahaa..
Zzzzzzzzzzzz What fools these mortals be!!! Then again its more like Monkey see monkey do ahahahaha =)
Of course being a fanatic of my CCA i must make some comment every blog post right?
Ands so for todays comment of the blog Ultimately when i leave this CCA for army or etc etc, what i want to take away is not the singing part, but rather all the values thatit has taught me through living examples. Not saying that the singing part is not important lar, but the values i ve learnt to be more gentlemanly, passion, integrity, etc, will last me for a lifetime. Thats the reason why people come back to serve in this ministry of God i feel. I hope for all choir members to live, breathe and be true examples of such values haha.
ZZZZ talk so much dont even know whether i can just do all of what i ve said haha. Ahhhhhspeaking of which i think ive become niao* ok heath calls it anal. Like sometimes when we just randomly gather and sing any songs, i get rathered ticked off when people dont sing properly and anyhow sing, or even break line or dont observe dynamic changes. LOL seriously a bad thing haha. Niao man seriously niaoo..
Oh yes KUDOSS to Reuben for getting his nice brown adidas shoes being stolen from outside his house haha. He suspects its some banglah worker hahaha. I say lar Gentlemen N1!!!!
Zzzzz...its getting pretty late..LETS GO OUT =)
Jk
School yes yes...
Guess like today was quite fun haha. Sang choir songs early in the morning with kerryn heath bong, rayston and merryiln. Ah think i spelled her name wongly..nvm haha.
Seems that Ian and I increased our gymming sessions to practically everyday and after today, it was going to be more intense.
Ok ok to all those who know nuts abt gymming let me intro u guys haha. People basically gym wither to look gd or keep fit, most of the time its for reason number one. So lets take me for example me, i weigh at 69 kg so i should be able to bench press around my own weight, hence this is what we call the weight strength proportion. So a guy who weighs at say 63 Kg but he benches 90 kg, so according to the rule, he is much stronger than i am.
That is what made Ian and I feel like rubbish today, we went to gym, and saw this rugger guy who was lean an skinny but he benched like 90 kg for his last rep, it was literally unbelievable man seriously. Really made me feel as though i was gymming for the very first time, Ian too felt lke pang sai. Hence we mutually decided to gym practically everyday haha...Bye bye to the long breaks and HELLO gymming, swimming and suntanning haha.
Actually being in a co-ed school is quite stressful, last time in acsi it was like today's v day?? Are u serious?? Ok lor i think we should go taupok cum strip someone. Onzz!! I mean i practically wrote xmas cards for choir folks last year that is really virgin experience for me. I mean how did i know that the season was going to be so mushyy?? I just wanted to go and sing haha.
So like this year v day must quickly go and plan and showthat im not some miser that just taks and takes but gives too....mah fan!!! But a little voice says in my head could be fun* hahaa..
Zzzzzzzzzzzz What fools these mortals be!!! Then again its more like Monkey see monkey do ahahahaha =)
Of course being a fanatic of my CCA i must make some comment every blog post right?
Ands so for todays comment of the blog Ultimately when i leave this CCA for army or etc etc, what i want to take away is not the singing part, but rather all the values thatit has taught me through living examples. Not saying that the singing part is not important lar, but the values i ve learnt to be more gentlemanly, passion, integrity, etc, will last me for a lifetime. Thats the reason why people come back to serve in this ministry of God i feel. I hope for all choir members to live, breathe and be true examples of such values haha.
ZZZZ talk so much dont even know whether i can just do all of what i ve said haha. Ahhhhhspeaking of which i think ive become niao* ok heath calls it anal. Like sometimes when we just randomly gather and sing any songs, i get rathered ticked off when people dont sing properly and anyhow sing, or even break line or dont observe dynamic changes. LOL seriously a bad thing haha. Niao man seriously niaoo..
Oh yes KUDOSS to Reuben for getting his nice brown adidas shoes being stolen from outside his house haha. He suspects its some banglah worker hahaha. I say lar Gentlemen N1!!!!
Zzzzz...its getting pretty late..LETS GO OUT =)
Jk
Sunday, January 14, 2007
Emo newbie
Been feeling really frustrated over the past rehearsals.
I dont know why but..i think it was God's plan..i had a chat with the teachers on saturday..
All my worries and troubles came out..
Maybe its because im always trying to do things myself and not share the load..
The tears just came..
Its sad to see mistakes being repeated so many times. Its sad to hear certain remarks, its sad to feel like im the only one..
Its really pains my heart when i myself dont live up to certain standards as a choral singer..
Even more so to see my friends...
Comingconsistentlylateformorningensemble,notfollowingthe1015minutesrule,
notfollowingtheconductor'sinstructions,notcominginontime,talkingwhilerehearsal,
notgivinglinetoaoldpieceifmusic,wastingteacherstime,etc.
I know out here some one else feels 110% or more of what i feel..
Im sorry for being emo but i really really really like my cca...
I just want to sit on my rooftop and cry my heart out...
These 4 months are going to be the most memorable time of my life..
I dont know why but..i think it was God's plan..i had a chat with the teachers on saturday..
All my worries and troubles came out..
Maybe its because im always trying to do things myself and not share the load..
The tears just came..
Its sad to see mistakes being repeated so many times. Its sad to hear certain remarks, its sad to feel like im the only one..
Its really pains my heart when i myself dont live up to certain standards as a choral singer..
Even more so to see my friends...
Comingconsistentlylateformorningensemble,notfollowingthe1015minutesrule,
notfollowingtheconductor'sinstructions,notcominginontime,talkingwhilerehearsal,
notgivinglinetoaoldpieceifmusic,wastingteacherstime,etc.
I know out here some one else feels 110% or more of what i feel..
Im sorry for being emo but i really really really like my cca...
I just want to sit on my rooftop and cry my heart out...
These 4 months are going to be the most memorable time of my life..
Monday, January 08, 2007
Monday blues*
Seems like my monday was going from bad to gd to worse to worst. Karma man serious.
It all started with a 1 30 am sleep and a pathetic 4 hrs 30 mins o sleep.
And so 6 10 came. I woke up and swallowed, the feeling was as though i was eating glass for breakfast. Dressing up for school and travelling there i only realized that i was suffering form major flam and thorat problems. Liddat how to sing i ask u?
Nvm i endured and on the way up to stage sir came to asked me if anything was alright with me on the previous saturday. I was quite shocked and yet touched that sir was probably one of the few who could tell whether i was troubled or not, also by the fact that he does care, for each and everyone of us. Once again a million tributes to the teachers who keep giving* So anyway i talked with him and yes its true that i hadcertain problems with a certain fellow.
Only my Lord knows how sad i actually feel when i hear the phrase " ur must be great friends" God only knows.
So took over a late ivan, half the mind to give a gd scolding for coming constantly late. Singing personally was horrid for me, but the ensemble was gd. Great job ensemble B =)
After having lessons with friendly teachers, i went for tanning with aa4 guys and played an excellent game of water rugby. Haha Xiang An was dominating with his humongous pectorals =)
Ended school and went for Sihan the prince of pon bds. Lost my phone on the way to Carls juniors which i heard is very very unhealthy haha. As we ate there a bunch of SA J1s came over and we had half the mind to cheer WHO U WANNA BE A AC WARRIOR!! Lucky our brains prevailed and we decided mutually to start playing digimon again haha. Excellent =)
From there on i received numerous scoldings from me mom becaue she was pissed off with the service and i became her punching bag. Seriously, i was being scolded like mad, from one destination to the other and it really took a lot of strength from me just seal my lips.
Oh well in the end i got a new phone and its not bad apparently haha.
Seems that in Jc a lot of people tend to emo emo...If u ask me for my opinion? Only emo when neccessary and the rest of the time suck it up. Huey Hian asked me abt her, well i ve just decided to make her v day special. Sing song, give flowers,etc,etc. The main point of this is not to pop the question, rather to show you that i have the mentality that even if i do get rejected. I have succeeded in driving my point across. Even though u have many guy friends and make my efforts seem feeble at time, especially when it gets so so so frustrating, i still do like you.
I believe in the end its ladies choice and should not be the guys.
I think my english is getting better haha.
Results of being thick skinned*
Anyone up for tanning?
It all started with a 1 30 am sleep and a pathetic 4 hrs 30 mins o sleep.
And so 6 10 came. I woke up and swallowed, the feeling was as though i was eating glass for breakfast. Dressing up for school and travelling there i only realized that i was suffering form major flam and thorat problems. Liddat how to sing i ask u?
Nvm i endured and on the way up to stage sir came to asked me if anything was alright with me on the previous saturday. I was quite shocked and yet touched that sir was probably one of the few who could tell whether i was troubled or not, also by the fact that he does care, for each and everyone of us. Once again a million tributes to the teachers who keep giving* So anyway i talked with him and yes its true that i hadcertain problems with a certain fellow.
Only my Lord knows how sad i actually feel when i hear the phrase " ur must be great friends" God only knows.
So took over a late ivan, half the mind to give a gd scolding for coming constantly late. Singing personally was horrid for me, but the ensemble was gd. Great job ensemble B =)
After having lessons with friendly teachers, i went for tanning with aa4 guys and played an excellent game of water rugby. Haha Xiang An was dominating with his humongous pectorals =)
Ended school and went for Sihan the prince of pon bds. Lost my phone on the way to Carls juniors which i heard is very very unhealthy haha. As we ate there a bunch of SA J1s came over and we had half the mind to cheer WHO U WANNA BE A AC WARRIOR!! Lucky our brains prevailed and we decided mutually to start playing digimon again haha. Excellent =)
From there on i received numerous scoldings from me mom becaue she was pissed off with the service and i became her punching bag. Seriously, i was being scolded like mad, from one destination to the other and it really took a lot of strength from me just seal my lips.
Oh well in the end i got a new phone and its not bad apparently haha.
Seems that in Jc a lot of people tend to emo emo...If u ask me for my opinion? Only emo when neccessary and the rest of the time suck it up. Huey Hian asked me abt her, well i ve just decided to make her v day special. Sing song, give flowers,etc,etc. The main point of this is not to pop the question, rather to show you that i have the mentality that even if i do get rejected. I have succeeded in driving my point across. Even though u have many guy friends and make my efforts seem feeble at time, especially when it gets so so so frustrating, i still do like you.
I believe in the end its ladies choice and should not be the guys.
I think my english is getting better haha.
Results of being thick skinned*
Anyone up for tanning?
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
Memories*
All men/women who have achieved great things
have been dreamers.
Open your ams to change, but please don't lose yourself
You are what makes who you are in sickness and in health
A friendly atmosphere has made you to be
Your character is in charge and will control your destiny.
You'll go somewhere you've never gone, you'll make your mark again,
You'll reset your standards, and sure will make new friends
As soon as today is yesterday your heart will always give
I hope you won't regret today, cause your future longs to live.
If our paths don't cross again, I won't forget this day
Cause I'm afraid of change, I'm scared to shift my ways
My eyes will see things they've never seen, but I've always be here
This time that counts as your moments gone will teach me not to fear.
You'll look upon your life and see familar grounds
You'll hear the call of memories and recognize the sound
All the lives you change will make stars disappear
And as you're settled down, you'll realize you've never left here.
2006 My seniors I thank you all*
Shanghai*
Oh man school is in like 12 hrs away and i still have loads of homework left to do arghhhhhh. Seriously dont know how im going abt to finish it damn.
So spent 2006 in shanghai and really the food there was uber gd and best of all cheap haha. Apparently the china folks are really reall clever at imitating stuff, lke if Gucci asked them toproduce one million shirts they would produce like one million 500 hundred ad sell them at cheap prices.
Shopping there was wicked man haha, me and my bro made suits and it only costed us like 50 sing dollars man cheap!!! Although i would have rather prefered to spend the new year in Singapore with my friends aiya nvm lar family time. Im just gg through this period in life where friends mean more than family sadly. Well at least i admit it right?
Oh man another year. Seems that my cca saps up like 60% of my total strength, 20% to studies and 20% to fun and games. Ok ok maybe 10% to studies basket. Hmmm i need to do something abt it. Landed in Sg last night and immediately choir work. Hahaha cant wait for our juniors really, the passing on of the passion is really not easy, frustrating at times but yet at the end very satisfying.
2007 here we come!!!! LoL hope i dont die man seriously...
Ok ok here some uber pics from the land of the china men, LEARN UR CHINESE MAN CHINA IS THE COUNTRY TO BE IN THE FUTURE!!
damn photobucket is takng quite long zzzzzzzz...ok really really long...Oh yes forgot to complain, basket!!!! Went for hair cut today and it was totally horrible!!!!!!! The aunty cut my sides till my skull can like be seen arghh, oh man what a way to start the new school day man aargh dammit..Sigh forget it lar at least wont get caught for hair for quite a while. Basket.
At some ancient chinese place cant remember the name haha, hmm? basket all nvr smile due to the sun i think haha.
Simply supermodel posture by my bro man hahahaha.
Acting english men like and being snotty haha. Apparently we didnt think much of the nice structure behind us.
Sipping away for the new year haha 2007!!! This meal here costed us 1000 Sg dollars btw. hOly molly!!!
And finally a family portrait....Zzzzzzz why mom and dad nvr smile one? Sigh oh wells at least me and my bro were giving fantastic facial expressions hahaa..
2007 lol im gettin nervous abt it haha.
So spent 2006 in shanghai and really the food there was uber gd and best of all cheap haha. Apparently the china folks are really reall clever at imitating stuff, lke if Gucci asked them toproduce one million shirts they would produce like one million 500 hundred ad sell them at cheap prices.
Shopping there was wicked man haha, me and my bro made suits and it only costed us like 50 sing dollars man cheap!!! Although i would have rather prefered to spend the new year in Singapore with my friends aiya nvm lar family time. Im just gg through this period in life where friends mean more than family sadly. Well at least i admit it right?
Oh man another year. Seems that my cca saps up like 60% of my total strength, 20% to studies and 20% to fun and games. Ok ok maybe 10% to studies basket. Hmmm i need to do something abt it. Landed in Sg last night and immediately choir work. Hahaha cant wait for our juniors really, the passing on of the passion is really not easy, frustrating at times but yet at the end very satisfying.
2007 here we come!!!! LoL hope i dont die man seriously...
Ok ok here some uber pics from the land of the china men, LEARN UR CHINESE MAN CHINA IS THE COUNTRY TO BE IN THE FUTURE!!
damn photobucket is takng quite long zzzzzzzz...ok really really long...Oh yes forgot to complain, basket!!!! Went for hair cut today and it was totally horrible!!!!!!! The aunty cut my sides till my skull can like be seen arghh, oh man what a way to start the new school day man aargh dammit..Sigh forget it lar at least wont get caught for hair for quite a while. Basket.
At some ancient chinese place cant remember the name haha, hmm? basket all nvr smile due to the sun i think haha.
Simply supermodel posture by my bro man hahahaha.
Acting english men like and being snotty haha. Apparently we didnt think much of the nice structure behind us.
Sipping away for the new year haha 2007!!! This meal here costed us 1000 Sg dollars btw. hOly molly!!!
And finally a family portrait....Zzzzzzz why mom and dad nvr smile one? Sigh oh wells at least me and my bro were giving fantastic facial expressions hahaa..
2007 lol im gettin nervous abt it haha.
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