Sunday, May 20, 2007

ipod? ieat? iplay =)

What can i say man. The weekend was so ownage haha.

Parents went off to Bintan form Friday to Sunday, needless to say, me and my bro did not let this fantastic opportunity goo waste bwahaha.

I still remember what he said " So jOME!! i DONT EXPECT TO SEE YOU FO THE NEXT 48 HRS!!" OOOOOOOOOO Yeah haha. I also say haha.

So on the first day of freedom, sianz, had school. Oh well, went for Hockey match where our guys and girls hockey team both lot =(. But one thing i mut say that they really showed a lot of heart. Kudos to them for makingsuch a big effort!!! =).

Stupid Rjc n SA. LoL jk jk, im just bias cuz im from acjc. Hahaha.

Went out for dinner after that at food republic, haha my hp felt so hassle free, normally ill get like sms from my uber strict parents. What time u coming home ah? Basket...really spoils the moment if u get my drift. Was with Ian n Chris an together we went for a bit of window shopping, yes three 18 year old males going shopping together!!!! And we are still in the stage of maturity!! Thats why i always look forward to sprouting higher towards the sky. LoL. Anyway does the idea of 3 males going shoppin together sound suggestive =). Heh heh =)

Anyways, waited for rose that nimdrod who took her own sweet time basket!! Really cant stand her lar everything also so slow!! I mean regardless of the fact that she broke her leg.....STILL!! Made us wait so long!! Basket!! In the end with the sOOOwei still in acjc, we went to coffee bean n chilled there haha. Played a heck load of truth and lods of sensitive issues come..ahaha. I would seriously like to reveal some informaton on my blog but a promise is a promise, sad =(. When it became pretty late, we decided to go newton buy food and eat at my house yeah!!

Chilling and talking nonsense really bonds us together i must say haha. Random stuff i suppose but nontheless, it was damn funny haha.

Shucks man my bro was seriously quite insane. He went to sentosa beach on friday, came back rest for 2 hrs and then went out clubbing till 5am. Oh my mama sun..... Moron seriously, i had like choir on sat thenhe comes in and destroys my beauty sleep!!! Rawrr. Hahaa no wonder im getting like leheng like symptoms, MY EYE BAGS!!!

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

I guess this whole experience has been like what people say, strike while this iron hot!! I guess i attempted to link this saying when it comes to girls. But my friend told me "The iron will freaking strike u back ah!!!" Oh manz, no thanks, i dont want to be sent to emo-land pls.


Sigh more problems coming up these days. Wish my parents could take off on more vacation haha. Bad as it sounds, the feeling of true independence thrills me. I mean like its not somethijg that i experience everyday right?

Freak man got some phelgm in my throat/lungs whatever, and since i concentrated on abs for friday's gym session, everytime i cough it freaking hurts my aching abs. Ouch man, freak must remember to stretch more.

Tmr's gonna be a tough day for me. Sigh, so many problems.

I don't live for the moment and i don't give up, i strongly suggest u don't too.

Sunday, May 13, 2007

The path of recovery*

After SYF.
Everything goes to God. The glory, the tears, the thanks, the good and bad times.
People may talk people may question people may doubt and indirectly cause confusion.
But we know what we stand for.
This is more than an ordinary CCA.

Moving on....

Today was a fruitful day i must say haha. Woke up at 830 and went for Church. Hahaha decided to go for the earlier church service. Surprisingly enough it turned out to be, sad to say a bit boring as the 1030 service.

Well, after seasons of poning church for various reasons* I've guess that i ve been neglecting my religion for quite some time. As in like i know hes there but, i dont know guess i ve been super ungrateful. To put it in simple terms =dog*. Yeah i do pray and stuff but only in times of need and yeah i do it for others never myself. Sigh....yeah its mostly my fault for not taking the initiative and being irresponsible, but this church is just not working out for me.

Yup so i've decided to like get a couple of friends and perhaps instead of going to church, do cell together. Maybe that will help. I mean does going to church actually defines u as a christian? I personally dont think so.

Sometimes i feel awkward to talk about my religion, i mean, for gd reasons yeah i ll share and really talk for the greater good. I ll do it for their sake and not mine, thats why like my dad always tells me, Do as i say and not as i do. Lol a wonderful saying so i cant tell him , how come ur not being a gd example urself? There was period of time where i really really disliked hearing christian songs and going to people' blogs where they really sing praises to his name. Like i said, i ll gladly do the same so that people can have hope and benefit so much such words. Personally, i guess its going to be a long period of soul searching for me.

I do believe, just that i feel im being damn dog about this.

On the road to recovery hopefully haha.

On another note.

My ex maths tutor just had his first son and my cousin got baptised. Kudos man!!!!!!!

Oh and i finally gave my mom something today after like 16 years? Hahaha although it was from 7 11 haha damn dog! Hey its the thought that counts right?

Econs test tmr, oh joy!!! Basket, seriously hate to study!

Are there such things as bulky spartans? Just curious.......

Oh yeah, tried blasting, i mean attempting to sing, Nessum Dorma in my room just now. And my maid suddenly walked in when i was going to the high B part. Oh crap. The look on her face just made me feel like spearing her so badly. Basket!!!!!!!

No face liao.

Wednesday, May 02, 2007

6 days left*

After all that.
We can do this.
Come to the edge.
They came, and they flew.