Ran, gymmed, cycled 60-70km*

Brute strength.

Mental toughness.

Army.

Bros.

Gals.

Partying.

Late nights.

Perv jokes.

Laughter.

Overall, God is more important.

I shall try to change for the future =)

We ll all be matured and handsome/gorgeous in time to come, say 5 years?

Emo monster go away.

Happy 20th birthday Samuel.

Bon Jovi's living on a prayer will bring out our inner dancing skills.

Thanks to the Lord for meeting u in sec 3.

Patch Adams for the win*

To treat people with laughter was what he believed, true or not, as depicted by the movie..i sure hope to become one of his patients hahaha..

Man, the past week has made me pretty jaded indeed, with seven duties this month, its been tiresome..

I hate politics, i so do... cant even hang out with people that i enjoy hanging around without them disliking each other for Lord knows whatever reason.

Seems that im a person that lives on events and things to look forward to, cant have the everyday normal life. I guess when u strip homework, CCAs, exams and many more deadlines, u get too much freedom, hmmm..

Jaded!!!

I cannot wait to go Seattle, i repeat!! I cannot wait to go Seattle..

Anyway reflecting on what has happened, Miss Andrea's gonna migrate to New Zealand, man..........Shucks. I do admit im gonna miss seeing her around sg, for choir bs and other stuff. Yup but lets all keep her and toshi in our prayers. Can lar i believe.

And can someone please explain to me how the f can Adam Lambert sing so high? Its damn insane haha, too bad hes gay man, i would have used that talent to reel in the babes.. hahah

jk jk....

Aunt's wedding coming up soon, hope to get that over with!! Once and for all, its been quite draggy honestly, ah well, its still good to sing again haha, meeting old and new friends too so pretty interesting experience lol. Haha, i was thinking about bringing Bong to crash the bachelor party as well, haha, im sure Malcom wouldn't mind.... nice haha.

Well, hope that the uni kids are having fun now, and the army guys to hang in there, stop drinking so much and keep our minds clean...Just got off the phone with samuel for his bd celebrations, f man, we might just end up at geylang doing more than Frog porridge, he and the fat bastard..bloody uncontrollable beasts!!

Seriously, duties are freaking warping me out, im on duty on Sunday again, my gwad, bloody 3 extras. Sigh.

I gotta learn how to curb my spending habits too, taxis and when i got caught in the rain the other day, i went into Club Marx to buy another t shirt...

Homofesting on fri night, lookin forward to that, WOLVERINE! RAWR!!!

yes PITY me, i havent caught, Slumdog millionaire, Bejamin Burtons, Wolverine and many other nice movies that have come out already.

Btw the other day Bong and I were discussing about how fun it was to chill at someone's place over Beer supper food, soccer or movies..freak man....freakin getting OLD. I mean i don't even feel inclined to do like crazy stuff anymore.

Maybe i ll revert back to normal after Seattle heh heh heh..

Rave

How my sprint triathlon started*

=)

Adam Lambert's Mad world*

Indeed he deserved a standing ovation for performing the song Mad World, just downloaded it, its really really awesome haha.

I guess now im kinda regretting that im a baritone/bass, people can sing low, but they just never sound appealing as people who can scream out high notes. Man, i so wish i could use non falsetto and scream out songs like bohemian rhapsody, living on a prayer and other tenor high songs.

dammit..

But anyway, i felt kinda proud of my self that after duty in camp, i still rushed down to church to sing for communion, its a very satisfying feeling indeed. I told myself that if i can chiong clubbing like a mad dog in the past, why not service for God too?

Other than that, i am getting too lazy for my own good, come on wake up and mug u dog!

Had rehearsal today dor my aunt's wedding, it was good, hearing Yanting sing her Et Misericordia solo and our new pianist, (SAJC though) sianz, haha jk jk, play along with us. I think singing is really my thing hahaha, if my craziness doesnt wear off soon, maybe i ll hit sg idol and hopefully obtain some fame with a baritone voice.....

wtf.

haha but who knows, i mean shit happens, one moment its a stupid stupid dare, the next, reality hits u, ur famous..man i wouldn't mind that at all, some good clean fun with fame.

damn who knows? hahahahah..

Caught up with han loong and Bong by having family dinners with them. Amazing once again how time flies by, freakin 20 this year, though i dont feel it. hahaha brendan was saying how i had the body of a 20 year old but the mind of a 14, haha maybe maybe. Its always the opposite way of thinking, when ur young, u wanna mature even more, when ur matured/old u wanna be young again. Ho hum..We were talking about buying food, beer and watching soccer matches together, and damn man, thats new fun too. No longer all that wanna be chickling, physical touch, alcohol, late nights, eye bags, money spent, potential hook ups and what other not nonsense.

Seriously, it doesnt appeal to me more. haha another thing to admit, when we (I) were (was) young, physical looks and appearances did matter tons, but as we get older, i guess its the connection between both parties that matter a lot. So she may be alright, a 6 upon ten looks, but if u could connect well with her, why not? I mean im sure a lot of guys i know who say the same to me as well, hot........ok lar icing on the cake. Connection, the whole section of meat in the burger man. I reckon what im trying to say here is, being superficial while closing on to adulthood is just plain stupid, and yeah, go kill urself man. Lol c'est angst right there.

Speaking of angsty i did break my door cause i was pissed off at my mom during a mini house party..ogay, that wasn't good..sigh. ok ok control.

what other random shit do i want to get off my chest. Oh yeah i hit le baroque with sam and xiang again with annabel and her friends, freakin fun, haha towards the end i was playing a Pink Balloon Guitar that Candice kinda lent me to play with the band on stage, BOHEMIAN RHAPSODY!!!! haha its was flabbergasting indeed!

On a more serious note, i read some jap manga in camp online, about some story of a teen girl who kinda had a baby and a miscarriage. It just occured to me how precious and fragile life is. I should have nevered stop praying for her.

I guess somethings in the past cant be changed, and im not afraid to go back and acknowledge it. But such situations rarely come through, social norm and formalities must go through. I think at times we discriminate too much against shot gun marriages and abortions, young moms, so yes it did happen, but we can never change the past.

What we should do is try to aid them more instead of judging them. Judging happens to much in this world la honestly. Anyway i freakin sound like a powerpuff girl now with all this moral stuff.


Sam's BD coming soon! heh heh heh heh...nah.

I had enough, just chill and enjoy, no more nonsense.

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