Thursday, February 28, 2008

The gd life is the life i live*

Woo hoo sweeee ahhhhh!!!!!! Booked out early this week =)

Its been an interesting week in army, got to fire real bullets and learn interesting lessons. Freak man why never get the marksman sia, shoot until how well lar. Of course there were one or two blur cocks really...live bullets somemore....fools..

Hey i cursed less this week lol, thats an improvement =) Wanted to go clubbing this weekend haha, but lacking the energy, money and plus recovery time shit man. At least im not going to drink, its been going well so far, no thirst yet*

What my p.s said is really true lar, whatever u want to do in life, do it well and as long as u put ur mind and heart into it, sure can one. Of course ur attitude must be fished up too lar.

I guess i really thank God, that in my life, i have really learned from the best....The best what do i mean from that? Not people who are really the freaking number one in their professsion, but rather extremely passionate in what they do. Their own beliefs, morals, set of values whatever. Example my friends, people who have fallen and picked themselves up, people who live not to inspire not to gain recognition, but to help others and bring out the best in them. To help us grow up lar basically. How ever fished up people may seem to be, u can always learn whether indirectly of directly lessons from them. Even the smallest thing possible, such as self control, like for example my bed buddy, he sleeps with his gf often as in same bed, but still able to keep himself pure* As in no sex lar, he isnt a Christian, but he still is responsible to know the consequences of underage sex and the risks of a baby. It may seem easy lar, but honestly if it was u? How? I really really admire him....damn....

In choir, i guess i nvr ever thought i would learn anything much really. through music i have learnt a lot, through my juniors i have learned fishing a lot.

Aiya so lor so fish lar, i think u guys know what i mean. It just the lessons u learn daily, cfm plus chop stamp u will benefit, but of course theres the danger of learning the bad along with the good lar....Take me for example, freaking vulgarities.

Maybe thats cause im a guy whose easily influenced lar.
Suck thumb..

Carry on folks, own time own target.

We all change but old habits die hard. Share ur food with me guys =)


Saturday, February 23, 2008

One bad day*

Army's been taxing.

Although field camp was kinda fun, shouting vulgarities at my friends sure as hell did not make me feel gd. But still, thanks to my platoon for understanding why i had to fuck them left right centre at times.

Life is never as easy as it sounds, we all fall down, last night some guy from mdc told me that i failed the first auditions..That literally killed all of my plans for army career, actually more of tour. Guess i now have to suck thumb and figure out another route. U know some situations where u have ur friends conflicting with each other at times, yeah with only two book out days, i hope u guys understand why i cant spend time with ur every week.

Fuck lar, guess i really am a person who cant take defeat after all, freaking bad feeling.

Sighhh...

How time flies, two more weeks to my pass out parade, and the latter i ll leave it in God's hand. I dont want to like my sergeants said, serve two years then fuck off, i wanna grow and become a better person, to excel in something new, like learn a new skill or something.

Whatever it is i better stop drinking every book out too.

So how now brown cow?

Guess it time to wake up my fucking idea and live my life as i want it.

But fuck lar how...cb knn. Hmm yeah, gonna learn how to play the guitar in army, yeah that ll be great. Cb still feeling shitty from the mdc thing kns, ah fuck it lar, u cant be good in life at everything that u know how to do.

Ok ok, last post with vulgarities, promise ok. No more drinking every bookout, i wont touch a drop of alcohol till POC. Damn thats kinda hard.

Takes my mind of things i shouldnt be thinking of 24 hrs while in army.

Its just not healthy. Like Bong said last night, its just chance. But being an impatient bugger though, i guess thats one hard lesson for me.

Kiss me, out on the milky twilight* Sorry for never being able to make time for u....Pretty fucker of me, yes, sorry.

So God pls help me.

Sunday, February 10, 2008

HAPPY CNY EVERYONE =)

CNY.....

Well it was fun while it lasted.

Freaking 180 bucks on alcohol on one night between the four of us, awesome.

Won 250 bucks on blackjack woohoo!!

Caught up with old friends and had some funky time.

Perharps, i should really really cut down my swearing and drinking.

Like Ian's Hiatus, maybe. Change is very hard but not impossible, with the right reasons too, it is even more possible.

Knn, army sure as hell doesnt help..

Anyway heard this song from my cousins, thought it was uber cute lol.

Enjoy =)







Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on
You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee you go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces every time
And I don't need no carryin' on
Because you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Will you need a blue sky holiday?
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on
You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day(Oooh.. a holiday..)
Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong(yeah...)
So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day
Try to be
a better Christian.