WWJD*

Today will be a double portion of Cheers!!

In the order of importance of course, spiritual and worldly.

ahem ahem*

As precious metals are refined by fire, so your life, which is precious to God., is refined and purified in the fire of adversity. Its is only through refining that the impurities are removed. When the liquid metal is completely purified, the refiner's image appears on its surface.

Likewise through suffering, God's image will appear more and more clearly in you.

I will bring the group through the fire and make them pure, just as gold and silver are refined and purified by fire. They will call on my name , and i will answer them. I will say, "these are my people," and they will say, "The Lord is our God."

Zechariah 13:9

I know the Lord is always with me....No wonder my hear tis filled with joy.

Psalm 16:8-9

So take heart and cheer up =).

Hello world.




Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?
Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night, Love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?
The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love had never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far, Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life, I am yours.

Wounds heal, scars fade. Love will come for you one day.

Come to Jesus and live*

A lot will come after this post.

Prep prep prep prep prep prep for tmr!

If music be the food of love, play on!

Chick-magnet hahaha, alright alright.

This is sheer talent. =)

Footprints in the sand*

Hitch is really good, he knows how to smooth talk the ladies. He knows what they re thinking, he knows what they want and where they want, and how they want things to be done.

Yet, when he finally meet the girl of his dreams, he falls into a trap of his own, clumsy and awkward, unable to do what he so professes himself to be good at. Theory and practical wise he is the master, until he meets someone of his heart's desire and starts carrying out amatuer mistakes that he scolds his clients of doing so everyday.

The irony of the situation.

Its easy to do something when you re not in the situation yourself, once you get yourself entangled in it, welcome to a whole new level. Its easy to advice and all, but when the emotions and insecurities start piling up and into your mind, things just loose control.

Was i insensitive? Did i wait too long or too short? Is this what she truely wants? Play it cool boy, dont call her tonight wait for another day...

Even books in the world hold information of such techniques where the art of seduction is a skill obtained even in geeks*. "40 year old virgins", maybe? Neil Stratus? Rings a bell guys? Go youtube it, Pick up artists exist. they are truely a reality and shit* like this does happen arond the world.

For me i do confess of knowing basic theory, practical wise maybe not really there, i mean i ve been successful in certain occasions, but the follow up just lacks heart. It sucks knowing that you could have done something to alter the outcome of the situation and prevent uneccessay conflict and tension.

Never have i played stupid mind games, nor had false intentions about this. But its no point to cry over split milk, i know that i am truely helpless and have no real clue how to make everything back to normal again.

No one can help me except for God.

Even in such moments when i just feel like tearing my hair out and screaming into the dark lonely night, I know God is with me and he will never leave me. He knows my true intentions and has a plan for me. I feel like im one the beach and im seeing a pair of footprints in the sand right now, "so where are you Lord?"

Hes carrying me throughout this whole time. Have more faith boy. Why do i need worldly techniques and methods to solve my situation? I'd rather pray about it and find strength in the bible.

I feel weak and helpless truely in this situation now, and now i don't even know if im making a moutain out of a mole hill.

I will continue to perserve and pray, for tis worth it, i said it before and i ll say it again.

In regards to this whole matter, i ll take it all on, seriously, bring on the pain and the hurt, compensate me with a lil happiness. Just bring it all on. Whatever it takes, i know im never alone.

And tis truely worth it.

God bless ya ll.

Ciao.

EPIC WIN!!!!!!!!!!!*

That has got to be one of, no, the best post i have blogged about.

A toast to the future*

Time flies hasn't it?
Now and again I look back and see,
what brilliant friends u all have been.


Not to be nostalgic but truthful in my words,
U all are the best that one could ever hope to have.
Going through the thick and thin,
all the pains in life that make it ever so sweet,
and the joys that we have experienced together.
Even though we might part ways and grow away from each other,
by God's grace lets remember that friendship is forever.


By his blessing,
hurt has turned into humour,
our mistakes and traits of being human,
have been accepted by each other.
A brother and a sister to one another,
I am assured with each passing day,
that the journey has barely begun.

So not just because its Sunday,
or that i am feeling sad,
many thanks to my friends once again,
for being there for me.
Thanks be to the Lord and bless you all!

Tis so true true true,
when hungry and starving,
you go slurp slurp slurp.

It hasn't been a long time i ll admit,
but it sure as hell feels like it.
I ll be realistic to say,
that the future is uncertain in many ways.

I don't feel dis(EN)couraged though,
I don't feel emotional too.
Why reflect on the past and stop right there?
The future will bring us a whole different level of happiness too.

Most important is the way the Lord will provide,
trust and obey.
There's no need to touch wood but say,
we know that things will turn out his way.


Be it, le matin, le soir, la nuit,
for all that the times we've spend together,
J'aime beaucoup!


With you around,
c'est un beau jour!
I'm never too afraid to say,
Tu m'as tellement manque!
Yes yes, go ahead and laugh,
mon francais est mauvais!!!


But still,
Viens avec moi!
October 3rd was just another stepping stone.
Hold merci beaucoup to me,
we re not done yet.


God will provide for us,
believe with me =).
And thus with Omar's free champange,
to the eye feast that is 10 dollars,
the triple jumps that stole our breaths,
the 3.5inch golden items that nearly out defeated my mampride*,
the stupidity of not being practical,
the combined size of our eyebags,
and to Golden moments of silence where even my ingenius small talk failed.
RAWR!
Here's a toast to the future. =)


1 Corinthians Chapter 13 verse 3b.

"No matter what i say, what i believe, and what i do, I'm bankrupt without love"