garghhhhhhh why is bible study so chim???

I heard older people talk.

I ve heard stories of such things.

I ve met them for myself.*

So i wont speculate that the people who come here think and assume im some clubbing hobo. Although i do think so, but i wont speculate, because people are nice, and that they wont just anyhow blog hop in search of evil humour.

Maybe in the past i would go fuck u.

But, its better to at least make someone happy, doesnt matter who, a smile on a face for whatever reason is STILL a smile on your face. That is undeniably a good thing! =)

Anyway. I feel that we should focus our energies to do more meaningful stuff. Culture shock no? People in singapore do not have proper families, ever ate at macs before, ate proper western meals before. Even watching a movie is deemed as Extraordinary for them.

Enough with the self centeredness of how i can make my life more this more that for me....enough with the im jaded and nonsense..

Anyway yes, i shall endeavour to do community service this year.

Meaningful ones o course, not clear up rubbish and etc, i mean thats great too, but with more involvement in people's lives. Community centres and stuff..

I think that using my life to do some good stuff, yeah thats just more meaningful and justifiable. How precious life is indeed..

and life is never asexual too, that make things bittersweet.

Congrats Xingay, im happy for ya haha =). I promise i wont go all batista and shit on her when i finally meet her...

Jon, i hope your ready man, im comingggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so i ll end this post off with.

Bittersweet, bittersweet indeed.

Give and not ask for anything in return*

So it was Samuel's bd and we were in a taxi..

My friend wanted a chance to create an exciting opppotunity.

I picked up the phone and called my aunt for help at butter factory.

Boom. 2 tables under my name, VIP.

Im not sure if I have to open bottles or not or pay entry for my friends or etc etc..Or the financial power too..

fuck man..

Mannnn...............

I hope all goes well seriously. Im not even excited at the prospect of going there even though i ve never been there b4. Its an opportunity for you!!! FUCKER!!!!!!!

Aiya im just contended when my friends are happy and entertained lar.

damn jaded though. Hope i learn some cool shit on the seattle trip. But i have to burn 2.5 additional leave, on top of my 9 days leave, to self quarantine myself. Fucked up indeed, so for the rest of the year i have only 2.5 days of leave left.

(But) its for family, so although its heart pain, i feel that its worth it (lar).

damn sian, thats just the way i am i suppose, its like, people dont talk to me for a long time, but somehow i always get this weird thought in my head, "dont be an idiot lar jerome, go say hi and shit to em", following which "fuck lar just whack".

"Yo, whats up?"

somehow i know that gd karma will come my way but.....ah, we ll see what the future brings.

It ll be nice if i met me in a female hot version, wait, ok thats just fucked up.....

i can so feel someone reading this post and go "oh for pete's sake, stop emoing and Grow up"

sigh

ahem*

I hope that everyone will stay happy and contented with their lives, my parents to stay in gd health, myself to havoc with my brother again. My maid to forgive my bad temper, my dear friends to continue to grow in out friendship and fellowship with one another. Lastly, i hope to become a better christian and keep making my friends smile...

Gd night all and please sms me ur requests from U.S, im heading there from 9th to 21th =)