Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Its no use punching tables or shouting randomly along the roadsides.

Its no use to keep hearing other people comment and advice.

Its no use that i ve gotten a k for my trip, money cant buy me that kind of happiness.

Just take me please, Lord.

"Three times i pleaded with the Lord to take it away from me. But he said to me " My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in your weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest in me. That is why for Christ's sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when i am weak then i am strong."

2 Corinthians 12:8-10

(On a side note, found this off Cherie's blog, so thanks to her)

- Faith*
by Jome @ 8:22 AM

Sunday, November 15, 2009

3.8km swim, 180km bike, 42 km run













"Nothing good in life comes without sacrifice, and that will only make the end result so much sweeter"

- In more ways than one*
by Jome @ 7:21 PM

Thursday, November 05, 2009

I ve been spamming Christian books like crazy lately and yeah, things have definitely changed. For the better, yes, but im still not used to it yet.

Its been getting better i think, and there's 3 ways of how i have been feeling lately.

But God is good and he provides =), so what have i to fear? Just need to put in that extra effort, keep doing what i have been doing and accept the result with an open heart.

Christmas is just around the corner and there are many things to look forward to.

Jon coming back with Jiyeon woohoo haha
Kaiyi coming back
Possible bringing of underage cousinS to go clubbing hahahhaaha, nice..
Closer to O R D date, yes yes
Watching of Acjc choir singing, if i can, would love to
My bros' 21th BD, HARDOOOOO GAYDOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO LIVES AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahah, i ll see how.
Xmas party/parties?!!!
Tin Y the white animal's bd woohoo!!

So yeap, even though i might have these events, i seriously need to get off my lazy ass and finish the last essay for the application asap!!

Rounding off, I wear my badges of perseverance and hard work proudly on my face, where u might ask?

Under my right and left eye*

Roarrrrrrrrr i said it once and i ll say it again!!

Nothing worth having comes easy in life, so with the Lord's help, Come on Come on and Come on!!

- Where have you been (man)?*
by Jome @ 9:14 PM

Saturday, October 24, 2009

Today will be a double portion of Cheers!!

In the order of importance of course, spiritual and worldly.

ahem ahem*

As precious metals are refined by fire, so your life, which is precious to God., is refined and purified in the fire of adversity. Its is only through refining that the impurities are removed. When the liquid metal is completely purified, the refiner's image appears on its surface.

Likewise through suffering, God's image will appear more and more clearly in you.

I will bring the group through the fire and make them pure, just as gold and silver are refined and purified by fire. They will call on my name , and i will answer them. I will say, "these are my people," and they will say, "The Lord is our God."

Zechariah 13:9

I know the Lord is always with me....No wonder my hear tis filled with joy.

Psalm 16:8-9

So take heart and cheer up =).

Hello world.




Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?
Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night, Love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?
The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love had never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far, Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life, I am yours.

- WWJD*
by Jome @ 10:42 AM

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

A lot will come after this post.

Prep prep prep prep prep prep for tmr!

- Come to Jesus and live*
by Jome @ 8:31 PM

Monday, October 19, 2009

Chick-magnet hahaha, alright alright.

This is sheer talent. =)

- If music be the food of love, play on!
by Jome @ 12:24 PM

Thursday, October 15, 2009

Hitch is really good, he knows how to smooth talk the ladies. He knows what they re thinking, he knows what they want and where they want, and how they want things to be done.

Yet, when he finally meet the girl of his dreams, he falls into a trap of his own, clumsy and awkward, unable to do what he so professes himself to be good at. Theory and practical wise he is the master, until he meets someone of his heart's desire and starts carrying out amatuer mistakes that he scolds his clients of doing so everyday.

The irony of the situation.

Its easy to do something when you re not in the situation yourself, once you get yourself entangled in it, welcome to a whole new level. Its easy to advice and all, but when the emotions and insecurities start piling up and into your mind, things just loose control.

Was i insensitive? Did i wait too long or too short? Is this what she truely wants? Play it cool boy, dont call her tonight wait for another day...

Even books in the world hold information of such techniques where the art of seduction is a skill obtained even in geeks*. "40 year old virgins", maybe? Neil Stratus? Rings a bell guys? Go youtube it, Pick up artists exist. they are truely a reality and shit* like this does happen arond the world.

For me i do confess of knowing basic theory, practical wise maybe not really there, i mean i ve been successful in certain occasions, but the follow up just lacks heart. It sucks knowing that you could have done something to alter the outcome of the situation and prevent uneccessay conflict and tension.

Never have i played stupid mind games, nor had false intentions about this. But its no point to cry over split milk, i know that i am truely helpless and have no real clue how to make everything back to normal again.

No one can help me except for God.

Even in such moments when i just feel like tearing my hair out and screaming into the dark lonely night, I know God is with me and he will never leave me. He knows my true intentions and has a plan for me. I feel like im one the beach and im seeing a pair of footprints in the sand right now, "so where are you Lord?"

Hes carrying me throughout this whole time. Have more faith boy. Why do i need worldly techniques and methods to solve my situation? I'd rather pray about it and find strength in the bible.

I feel weak and helpless truely in this situation now, and now i don't even know if im making a moutain out of a mole hill.

I will continue to perserve and pray, for tis worth it, i said it before and i ll say it again.

In regards to this whole matter, i ll take it all on, seriously, bring on the pain and the hurt, compensate me with a lil happiness. Just bring it all on. Whatever it takes, i know im never alone.

And tis truely worth it.

God bless ya ll.

Ciao.

- Footprints in the sand*
by Jome @ 12:25 AM