Wednesday, April 07, 2010

God is ultimately the most important one of all*

I have not blogged in eons i'll admit, even typing a post now feels weird, so many thing have happened since the last post. However one significant thing has, and if you do not know it lol, it means u do not have a facebook account.

Finishing my AVIVA Half Ironman Triathlon, starting my driving lessons, teaching at ACS Barker where everyday is a drama day because the boys are freaking naughty and falling in love with Charissa day after day because thats what its all about.

I guess, its hard for me to train and make time for other people in my life now, considerably so that i am attached to someone special. Even spending time with my parents can be a bit tricky too. Going off to Seattle in September and starting a long distance relationship is going to be tough too.

Lol, life is not easy, its gonna be tough, confirm, its all a huge training ground to me, if not so, why would a heaven even exist? What is earth for then?

Sometimes i think of my passion to compete, to do triathlons, i mean at the end of the day, crossing the finishing line, all i have done is a journey of faith which is good and earthly bragging rights. What do i need them for when i know my father in heaven is so powerful and loves us more than anything else in the world?

Reflecting back on the past is unhealthy at times, i dont know why im kind of doing it now. Bah this post is really random.

We are human, we are temporary, we end our existence in time to come, everyday we live is a blessing to us.

I know that even though im heading for overseas, my life is going to change, but one thing remains for sure, I love God and i certainly do love Charissa.

So teach me Lord to be humbling, to be more disciplined with you, to take control of my anger more, to be more Christ-like, to be a loving person towards all my friends, to be patient and kind, generous yet smart.

In all that you do, do it for the glory of God, oui?

Good night =)

Tuesday, November 17, 2009


Its no use punching tables or shouting randomly along the roadsides.

Its no use to keep hearing other people comment and advice.

Its no use that i ve gotten a k for my trip, money cant buy me that kind of happiness.

Just take me please, Lord.

"Three times i pleaded with the Lord to take it away from me. But he said to me " My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in your weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest in me. That is why for Christ's sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when i am weak then i am strong."

2 Corinthians 12:8-10

(On a side note, found this off Cherie's blog, so thanks to her)

Sunday, November 15, 2009

In more ways than one*

3.8km swim, 180km bike, 42 km run

"Nothing good in life comes without sacrifice, and that will only make the end result so much sweeter"

Thursday, November 05, 2009

Where have you been (man)?*

I ve been spamming Christian books like crazy lately and yeah, things have definitely changed. For the better, yes, but im still not used to it yet.

Its been getting better i think, and there's 3 ways of how i have been feeling lately.

But God is good and he provides =), so what have i to fear? Just need to put in that extra effort, keep doing what i have been doing and accept the result with an open heart.

Christmas is just around the corner and there are many things to look forward to.

Jon coming back with Jiyeon woohoo haha
Kaiyi coming back
Possible bringing of underage cousinS to go clubbing hahahhaaha, nice..
Closer to O R D date, yes yes
Watching of Acjc choir singing, if i can, would love to
My bros' 21th BD, HARDOOOOO GAYDOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO LIVES AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahah, i ll see how.
Xmas party/parties?!!!
Tin Y the white animal's bd woohoo!!

So yeap, even though i might have these events, i seriously need to get off my lazy ass and finish the last essay for the application asap!!

Rounding off, I wear my badges of perseverance and hard work proudly on my face, where u might ask?

Under my right and left eye*

Roarrrrrrrrr i said it once and i ll say it again!!

Nothing worth having comes easy in life, so with the Lord's help, Come on Come on and Come on!!

Saturday, October 24, 2009


Today will be a double portion of Cheers!!

In the order of importance of course, spiritual and worldly.

ahem ahem*

As precious metals are refined by fire, so your life, which is precious to God., is refined and purified in the fire of adversity. Its is only through refining that the impurities are removed. When the liquid metal is completely purified, the refiner's image appears on its surface.

Likewise through suffering, God's image will appear more and more clearly in you.

I will bring the group through the fire and make them pure, just as gold and silver are refined and purified by fire. They will call on my name , and i will answer them. I will say, "these are my people," and they will say, "The Lord is our God."

Zechariah 13:9

I know the Lord is always with me....No wonder my hear tis filled with joy.

Psalm 16:8-9

So take heart and cheer up =).

Hello world.

Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?
Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night, Love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?
The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.

What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love had never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?

Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far, Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life, I am yours.

Wounds heal, scars fade. Love will come for you one day.

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Come to Jesus and live*

A lot will come after this post.

Prep prep prep prep prep prep for tmr!

Monday, October 19, 2009

If music be the food of love, play on!

Chick-magnet hahaha, alright alright.

This is sheer talent. =)