Reflections*

Ok ok i ve deleted my last post for obvious reasons.

It was on the spur of the moment and that kind of anger doesnt really benefit me in any sort of way at all. I mean lifes like that, u get pissed off, but the ways u vent it and scream it out too should have like i dunno damage control and not to show u that u cant control urself at all.

Anyway, had choir today and went throught the songs, for all the amount of rehearsal i ve been through, they actually seem pretty little lol. BUT then again, thats musicianship, u just have to keep becoming better in what u do, especially if its something u love doing ah ha! =)

Concerts coming and i still havent sold a single ticket yet, dammit lol, ok ok by this week i ll make sure my PAIS buy it!!!!!!

HELLO PAIS BUY AND COME ENJOY GD MUSIC PLS =) WAH LAO PAIS ONE NIGHT ONLY LAR, SOMEMORE MY M.C ENDING THAT DAY OK LOL =) PLS PLS PLS PLS PLS PLS

Had a good time of dinner with the alumni folks and a very gd rehearsal today lol. Though two of my songs are still pretty weak, combined music rawrrrr..

Hmmmm i guess i ve been enjoying both the good and bad in life, choir has been really really gd, though i havent been able to be as close to people as i like with my other friends, but that just takes time, i hope lar, and effort. Whilst clubbing has certainty been highly enjoyable and unforgettable, but its not gd, other than improving my dance moves, etc getting thrills and etc..

Sigh, i really wish i could do something really meaningful this year. Ok AEWF lar, but after that, i really dont know hmmmmmmmmm..

Oh well only time can tell..

Tis the good life..

Older women....can u say LOL =)*

American slap stick humour......

Thank you for the music, both good and the not so good?

Bleh, im feeling damn full from awesome bbq, wings and all sausages, plus Crayfish YOWZA!



Oh and my dad tried to push me into the pool...again....U FOOL I HOW STRONG PLS!!!



I wish he ll do more cardo hint hint, hahahha, ok lar f i also need..



To the celebration of father's day!! LoL maybe they should have discount at disco clubs for fathers day lol, ladies night for mothers day, and mens night for fathers fay. Hhaha, nah jk jk..



We watched CONAN THE DESTROYER at night, wtf man, it was so bloody lame. Arnold was there when he was not the governor and etc etc.

Ok to reply Han's blog about the three ridiculous accusations abt me..

Ok i wont even bother at all, cause WHAT HAPPENS IN THE CLUB STAYS IN THE CLUB. And how abt i dont give two rats ass abt still being an ultimate........u know. Bloody hell, this aint america or what loose country. WE ARE TRADITIONAL CHINESE PEOPLE OK!!

U know what i wont even bother worrying abt it, casue its just plain stupid, and yeah, there are so much better things to do..

I worry abt spending too much money man lol, my account is like dying and im struggling to keep it to 3 k.

Sigh..life seems so surreal now a days.

This peer pressure shit is gettin on my nerves, OK. Anyway congrats to the Boston Celtics for THRASHING the Lakers in the Finals.

Im just so disappointed and utterly flabbergasted at the lack of fighting spirit they show. Whatever lar, its ur own pasa..

So now its off to gym =)

Here I go again*

Had my M.C extended for another month =)

But i ve more or less decided not to put this month to waste.

1) Lose weight for next years triathetelon
2) Get stronger and leaner
3) Learn new skills, whatever they may be
4) Dont waste time



Haha, tonight was prety funny, although we had a guest in our house, my dad and i still fought. It was good man, he used a great big wooden sword and i used my crutches.

I guess thats really one part in me that will never die, the kid in me. I mean yes i will grow up mentally and physically, but yar, i dont ever want ro be oh so mature and not fun at all. Thta would just plain suck.

To really become a full grown adult, mature and all that, doesnt mean u have to compromise who u are in any other way. Just be urself, ur true self, and if people dont like u for who u are, thats just their dai chi.

This world's too big for fickle insects.

Nontheless, i believe we should always try to change for the better yes no?

To answer the Lord's calling, to stop thinking small insignificant stuff, to not be so self centered. To care for others more, to help, to give, to serve, to inspire.

Haha i really do enjoy myself when it comes to singing in choir..

AHHHH GOOD STUFF!!!!!!!!! =)

Freakin low D E cant hit.....asfishv nI"HSD'f HS"efh "GARFHGZDFH's d'IHsd"gH!!!

OH RIGHT and Xingay has some officers thing, 19th June which he has to bring a female companion. HMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMMM

HELP!!!!

Hello Social escort services????? Give us ur best pls...

Cause we are the champions!!!!

Its been a good day LOL.

Woke up at 10 plus like some animal, headed to tin y's crib to watch some uber Korean movies. Ended up watching some Jackie Chan movie. Man i so wanted to watch like Wet dreams or something.. chicken backside....

Lagi worse, after that Tin Y pangseh-ed the clubbing due to certain reasons. I was like internally, freaking hell, arranged one week ago already lar.....my gwad................Ok one small bitching moment for me, i how rarely bitch lar. Its like guys are always ok set onz we ll be there hook or by crook. But girls ah, simply, last minute back out or something or Dont feel like or too tired.. Chicken man it can be so frustrating sometimes..

HOWEVER!!! I understand, i understand, not like dont club will die right. Honestly, theres always next time. Although i am, and i know it, growing outta this phase quickly.

So anyway headed to Plan B, met Zhun and Wei and eh Choonie, a very nice pretty nanyang gang member too at borders to head to Chips. Met Jasmine there from Cjc first three months, nice to see her again, lol surprisingly she acted as though there was no ice formed between the long two years at all. Haha i think that Cj people will always be the same lar, warm and friendly. Thats what i ll always remmeber abt that place. =)

Headed to Chips where GUESS WHO BOUGHT THE DRINKS???? MY GAWD ME OK!!!!! Freakin Many many jugs for the four of us, 36 dollars times many many........equals G NESS TO MY ACCOUNT RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!

Oh yeah we met Cynthia there with Kelly, just wanna have a random shout out to my homies out there, S AND D HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHH OMG IM SUCH A PRICK RIGHT NOW LOL!!!

LOW BLOW AHAHAHAHAH..........Ian Ong, u also too ah HAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH..

Thats what u get when u go hunting OHHHH OHH OHH OHH =)

Yeah over all we had a fun time drinking talking cock, chest hair, shoot shag marry, my gwad it was so fun pls, escpecially when u get kinda high NOT SMASHED PLS.

heres to us ultimate virgins =) HAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAH

OMG!! Yeah tis fun really..

Anyway i hope tin y's loads better with her bf now..

And like when we were talking abt me right the last time, i think that if i ever get a gf. I would love her to the extent that i wouldnt go overseas to mug, although thats my dream, cause i wanna be in Sg jsut in case anything happens. Hmmmm i think thats just me lar, too nice really, maybe i should try to think of myself more, i dunno. Like when Cyn and Kelly were given a jug of snakebite from another table, i told Cyn to call me in case anything happens, worrying for their safety.

Hahaha i think tin y knows it too lar, i ll cfm get bullied around and be the less dominant half when it comes to being in a relationship, but thats just individual personality aint it?

I SHOULD HAVE TAKEN SAMUEL'S ADVICE ABT READING MORE ON GOD'S WORD DURING THIS LONG M.C I HAD. dammit........

LIFE GOES ON AINT IT ZHUN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I LL SING FOR UR WEDDING WITH UR TV HUSBAND HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA!!

A gd sat =)

My gawd, my sat began all to soon at one am..

Was talking with huixian on msn when i just realized............THERES FREAKIN PRACTICE THE NEXT DAY WTFFFFF!! Freakin hell, i didnt even know abt it lar, cause i ccant access the blog for some reason.

Anyway went for choir at 930 where it was dct conducting us. Yeah it was pretty gd, singing together and cleaning up notes, though the rate in which i learn my notes is really really pissing off. Its slow and inacurate and yeah, at times its just fished up. Dammit. Not bad though hitting the low Ds felt pretty gd hahah, cheap thrill right.

I let them sample my NEW G NESS CHEESECAKE!! Yeah it was pretty much tasted like an egg tart, cause I went to put 6 eggs into it so yeah. Liddat lor..

Went for lunch where i just realises how time flies so fast, too fast, where once i was a young and immature J one. Ok i wont say im very mature now but i hve grown. Im just glad that people gave my space, scolded me, making me who I am now. Yeah, thanks dudes.

At night it was PARTY TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!! WOOHOO!

Received a call from chorks at Far East abt choir winning 3 Gold in the three categories.GLORY GLORY AC CHOIR hahhaa, yeah man thanks be to Lord really. GD STUFF!!!!

Anyway, that night i met Han's friends who were all like smokers except for me, and pretty much first impression killers. Different lar i would say...

Headed to Arena where we had a awesome time dancing, like dance off with each other haha it was so funny man. We like having some slow mo popping dance off, with people around us wondering what the hell are they doing. Oh oh best part was when there was a live band, eh african americans i think, some guy did push ups during the music intro, and he got down split his legs in a ballet manner and sang ''SHE GOT THOSE APPLE BOTTOM JEANS.... BOOTS WITH THE FURR.....THE WHOLE CLUB IS...LOOKIN'...AT HER..'' OMG!!!!!!!! hahaha that was BRILLIANT!!! HAHAHA..Needless to say i was highly amused, either that or the free flow of house pour was kicking in..

They had some dj from america too, R n B dude, yeah he was damn good man, played all the popular songs. Also there was some competition where people were dressed as eh hercules, Mr and Mrs Smith, Pirates of the Carribean, Rihanna, Pussy cat dolls, etc it was pretty funny watching them dance off.

Ahhhh...the night was gd man.

Haha but there was one point when i was being an ass. When i was leaning against the stage resting, tired from all the dancing these two girls came like damn close to me for some reason and started dancing with each other....eh hello.......

Needless to say slightly high, my manners were gone, i just yawned damn loud and damn awkwardly too...LoL i think that threw them off a tad, like some lion leh really YAWNN!!!!!!!!!!!! Like those that u do and everyone just stops and stares at you, animal like i would say hahaha..

Sorry ladies...shagged sia..

LoL my bad, yeah but the night went pretty well indeed..

Oh and i met Deborah too, my bro's friend's german cousin. Yeah its been years since i saw her, since sec four i think or three. Yeah, she was like ''What are u doing her??'' AH HA hey im legal now man. Wah really ah time flies too fast...really too fast....

time for recovery sleep ya ll have a good night =)