We re all in this together!!

It seems so hard to catch anyone whenever they go out, we all book out all different days.

Freedom seems like a rare gift now a days, i mean not in my case lar.

Went to Han's house and cheered him up a bit.

Dont worry Pai, we all have one fo those days when we just wanna scream Fuck it!! And just lock ourselves in our room and fuck all else.

Seems i havent learned my lesson yet, like a dog really begging for more trouble. Sigh, ok ok i ll aspire to be a Xinwei.

This week, lets just get this over with this week.

I have this feeling of emotions all day, thinking about stuff, being the impatient bastard that i am. I mean its not healthy too, so why the f should i put myself through it again? I always wanna be the person to make people laugh and make my close buds feel happy, yeah to just have a good time.

Emo monster bites hard this week, but not for Xinwei, hes invincible!!

these are my confessions............................................................................................................

When all else seems to fail,

look around and open ur eyes.

Ur not the only one going through this.

For once put others before yourselves.

Be kind considerate, thoughtful and above all

make an effort to give someone a smile everyday.

We re all in this together.

Even though we may not meet for weeks or months,

our friendships will still pass the test of time,

be it army, girls or any other problems,

i got ur back Pais and i know u ve got mine.

When the sun falls and the sky darkens,

u ll see me there always at chips

Get fucked in one hand and Kool Aid in the other,

i ll hold both jugs high above my crippled leg,

saying,

'' Can i get you a drink?'' =)

Ladies and Gents Boys and girls,

problems are only temporary,

whats eternal?

God carrying us on his back forever.

I gotta make more time for people.

Sat*

Went for choir which was soooo good as usual..

Cause i sang with the cockster ChenZhong, hahah it was damn funny..

Mdm, '' Basses are your ok?''

Me and the rest of the basses '' Yes mdm''

Him 'Of course!!!''

Hahaha really asking for trouble man..

Ah it was so good singing with him again..

After choir, went to meet Han and the gang for dinner..

I was damn cheesed off, cause everyone was fucking later, and everyone had excuses to give, meaning like me and Chris and Han were the only ones waiting for everybody!!

I love your lar Pais, but seriously, sorry lar, i was fucking pissed off at your.
Bu then again, i mean ur had valid excuses, what traffic jam, etc.
I understand lar....its just frustrating to know everyones so damn late and yeah..have to freaking wait and wait and just simply more waiting time..

In the end, the supposedly 12 became a six..

Dammit..

Went Chips to drink and they left early for MOS..

Rawr how i felt man how i felt, but nvm lar u guys are my friends, go have fun =)

Drank till i got pretty high, chit chat with some random people whom i dont even know..

Got home, lol bumped into the principal of acs barker cause my dad had him over for dinner, and said hi, etc etc, lots of self control..cause i was pretty high..haiz.

and here i am knowing i ll regret this the following morning..

Sigh and its gonna be a start of another week...













LETS DO THIS!

Han it was so great seeing you again man!! =)

The game*

Ho hum, i ve been thinking of a lot of stuff...

Haha, really crazy ideas!!

When u neglect work and other meaningful activities,
When u neglect the ones who really love you,
For a shot at a target you rarely hit.
Does everyone get lucky with women but you,
Or do females just not want it as bad as you do?

Even the wise dwells in the fool's paradise.

In the end, we are all but pawns in the game, pawns in the game.

Im really too easily influenced...

Asian versus Western*

Ho hum.

People say that the culture differences between Asian and Western are so so different.

True? I say yes, tonight i ll be discussing abt it and much more stuff.

Asian what do we know of it?

We are no doubt conservative, less of risk takers and more restricted to what we do. Our kids, are less sexually exposed. What do i mean by this? Ok basically the percentage of people, lets take the age group around Junior college kids, have had sex, would be around i estimate 40% or 30%. Asian.........Why like this? Or should i say WHYYYYYYY KANINAYA WHYYYY??? To my many sexually frustrated friends who deem physical contact as a part of a relationship. (Whether thats true i do not know) It because of the fact that our parents strongly believe in a off limits to your family jewels until marriage. Its an Asian trend which follows traditional thinking, but now is slowly changing. HOW FAST HOW FAST u may ask me? Easy big fellas i dont know.

Fact of shocker/Did u know this?/Omg how come Jerome knows and i dont??

(hello lim pei A level not bad ogay)

Haha actually it was Bong the G.P great mind who told me this.

Ok ok u guys know abt the Tammy video right? The one where she had sex etc etc, even Malaysia had copies of it. (Ogay thats pretty off) Yeah for most, cant say all* that ll be heavily scrutinised by general paper folks. OK bad sentence structure! As i was saying, most j.c students would be woo ah OMG really ah?? Shit man how come shes so wild?? We would have this sort of reaction to these kind of acts*. However, on the Poly and ITE side, (got inside information one ah), they just brushed it off, the kind of reaction produced was simply ''oh really ah...oh ok whatever''.

When Bong told me this i was like WHATTT THEEE CHICKENN??!! But yeah it is true, for them unlike most j.c relationships, a realationship lasting more than a month would have involved sex inside already. That goes without saying for ITE students too. Ok ok, i know some of your champions would be thinking ''eh no leh i got some j.c friends who did it already'' or ''what abt me?'' Like i said MOST most..

The acceptance of Western culture is so much more obvious in Polys and ITEs rather than JCs. Ok ok (bastard statement coming up), perhaps its the level of intelligence? The fact that we dont fool around as much as them and hence we score higher in points* Thats why even in army, my ite and poly friends were like the most Champion of the whole platoon whenever it came to book out days, cause Magic* did happen.

But this i assume, is a minority percentage of the entire population. Most of us are just virgins??? A GAME OF TRUTH AND DARE ANYONE????? Haha, dont worry Pais i know OK!

Moving on to Western culture. Pfft, theres a reason why their sexual organs mature so much faster than ours, come on face it, sweet sixteen, girls are asking their parents for boob jobs already. All i can say is........no comments. Yeah, their culture is so much more open, more carefree more freedom. Of course with fun comes consequences as well. More shocking blood tests, ''Sorry i have contracted what?'' or ''thats not my baby!'' Once again as a reminder i am talking about most, as compared to Asian cultures.

Maybe its army influencing me, but this is the truth, im seriously not making up any of these things that i have said. Ok except for the i thinks and i assume, the rest is true.

What with the difference?? Wouldnt it be interesting if our cultures were reversed? OK NOT THAT I PERSONALLY WANT!! Haha, after all i ve been through in j.c, i think cultures not that important in life. Its you yourself, what u believe in. Ok ok, not that i wanna model after the forty year old virgin and a taboo status as it is in western culture, or start very young but theres a time and place for everything. Not too early not too late, own time own target, carry on!

Put religion into the picture, oh man its a whole new level altogether.

But perhaps thats the model solution.......


Enough with the chimness!!!!!!!









Sat Han's coming out!! Yeah =) Its gonna be a dinner, drinks, party!!!

SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT, i smsed them that we ll be MOS-ing after Chips, but then i wont be going...GARGAWDEARAFFGHHH (Just like Homer says it) WHYY U LITTLE LEG!!!

Most bastard comments i heard so far.

Wei Ting a.k.a Hairy chest ''Dont worry lar Jerome we ll take photos and send to you so u ll feel like u were there''

Tin Y ''I dance your share lar'' and ''I dance with your crutch lar''

Shit zoo man, too much the partie animal, sigh, nvm nvm soon soon..

Haha (weak laughter), honestly ur go lar, have fun im happy when u guys are happy =)

Walk down that lonesome road

All by yourself

Dont turn your head...

Back over your shoulder

And your friends are choinging together

without you...

Unless my parents go out and we can CLUB ROME AGAIN!! Pfft highly unlikely..

Rotting*

This home comfinement shit is really starting to get to me, knn.

I needa go out more

This ones for you Han*

These few months with you sure were fun

Clubbing and chips,

thats my PAI!

Never could forget

Gotham and puke

U took care of my ass when i was down and gone

Drinks on me?!

Thats what i wanna hear

Half a bottle of vodka?

No problem!

Guess i wasnt as strong as i thought i'd be

Thanks my PAI for taking care o me

MOS and Zouk?

Hey thats cool

Prep at ur house?

Of course must!

Dancing like a noob?

Damn...not you

Techno King?

Wheres Han Loong?!?

15 years old?

U power man

Doing stuff that owns me flat

=)

Through all and all

I cant say how

U ve been a blessing to me for all we ve done

though my liver complains

lol

damn that shit

lets party somemore!

Cause you my PAI

So take care my homie!

Army's a bitch

God bless and take care

I ll see you in two weeks!!!!

P.S Quit smoking ogay?

Chips*

Lets dance!!

Oh wait my darn leg....

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Being a guy*

Chicken...just ended dota with han...freaking hell meepo all pumped up with items Kns got owned. Sorry for the geeky intro into another blog post. Haiz its one in the morning and i want to jsut talk about some stuff.

Oh yeah upcoming things that are gonna happen for me pretty much cool, removing my stitches from my leg, getting a new M.C =), Xiang un's bd, meeting with the OCS dogs again, hijacking Huixian's guitar, yes im FINALLY gonna start learning how to play it.Though i cant promise i wont vent my frustrations on it bwahahah..

So anyway right, when i ve been reading this book Shakespeare sonnets, pretty much 351 sonnets inside, all with meanings and what not. I know the people who know me very well would be like 'wtf jerome u read??? LITERATURE?? U ok not?'

HEYYYYYYY I 'A' FOR LITERATURE OGAY!!!!! DONT MESS WITH ME OK!! LoL, i mean since i have time right? Why not read on some lit stuff, anyway thats what im gonna do in the future what so why not?

Let those who are in favour with the stars

Of public honour and proud titles boast,

Whilst I, whom fortune of such triumph bars,

Unlooked for joy in that i honour most.

Great princes' favourites their fair leaves spread

But as the marigold at the sun's eye,

And in themselves their pride lies buried,

For at a frown they thier glory die.

The painful warrior famoused for worth,

After a thousand victories once foiled,

Is the book of honour razed quite,

And all the rest forgotfor which he toiled.

Then happy I, that love and am beloved

Where I may not remove nor be removed.

Get it?

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Hahaha yeah i was like wtf is this man when i first saw it, hey no need to worry, Lit proz is here. Nah jk, book has translation. The poet contrasts himself with those who seem more fortunate than he. Their titles and honours, he says, though great, are subject to whim and accident, while his greatest blessing, his love, will not change.

Interesting really, cause that day my dad brought us to eat at some high end fancy restaurant at SENTOSA, freaking g far away in the new fancy ehh resort area thingy u guys know waht i mean. They were talking all about, i mean i was getting the impression, high and well known in society, having connections, friends who could tip u off in stock markets, etc help u pull strings, basically very well of in life. I know my bro wants to be like that but for me, i dunno, i hope not to be like that. If i have these friends then gd, u know, if it helps me, if not then its ok. But in reality would it really be to your advantage and benefit having such friends, reality check yeah. Being well known in social status? Of course, instant respect and what not. Seems like the poet said something true, not matter who u are, what u have, these things are only material, it can change so fast the next day. But feelings emotions, blessings will always be with you. Interesting why he chose to choose love...

People say love is unpredictable, love is blind, love is painful, love is like a drug...

And according to the poet love lasts forever, really? If u were in a relationship and it broke, after a long while would u say u still love that person? I know for marriages yeah thats CFM love, cause ur gonna be with that person for the rest of ur life leh, not funny..serious stuff man. Then again with divorces, how can u say love is eternal? I know there are only a few kind that are. Parents, religion, shit zoo dunno what else, cant think.

Guys come on there would be somewhere in life where u see a couple at town and say to urself, i wanna be in that position too. We all wanna experience love one point in time or the other, excessive of this is falling in love with the idea of being in love. Ironic isnt it, love that is eternal to us, parents, God, we take for granted, and love that is risky, tough, painful, we strive/strived for it. Thinking abt it now its stupid. But hey, YOU have strived for it one point in time or the other....cfm.

Cant say anything for the ladies, cause im sure as hell NOT one, but men...Its just the feeling of sometimes having someone close to talk to, to know that she ll be there for you, i mean bros make the cut too u know, but, its just that feeling lar. It aint lust for sure, cause sex is never in the mind with that kind of feeling. Its just the thing girl company can give, and guys cant.

YES HAN BROS B4 HOS BROS B4 HOS.

ah well, when we were young*

One things for sure, all who had this sense of love* in their minds, ur all will agree with me. LoL at some point it was Fucking painful!!! Cfm

The cure? Move on move on.

Have a great week y all =)

Pai Pai Pai Pai Pai*

He sits confined at OCS

Another sits confined at OCS

He sits confined at guard duty

He sits confined at his home, disabled

She has another two more chapters of lesson to teach within two weeks

She worrys about uni entries

Another worries about uni entries

We all worry about uni entries dammit

He has another week till army starts for him

I worry so much for the future

People all have their own individual problems.

But one things for sure, we got each other to count on, cfm. Heres a shout out to all who just need that bit o encouragement!!! Keep going!! God's with y all!! Dont believe me can go check out footprints in the sand. Its true...

Guess the only form o service i can provide is, call-Jome-for-ranting/assistance/bitching-hotline-9129-7335. I say that again 91297335!! Or come pay me a visit at 257A Bukit Timah Rd for a gd time of chat food and drinks on the house =)