Wednesday, February 28, 2007

Hardcoreness*

I ve tasted emoness. Damn it was sure as heck bitter.

He Shu Wei burped in class today, and it wasnt one of those cute baby burps, it was one of those loud ear pounding, mind blowing, screamo, uncivilised, no mannered, un-lady like conduct.

BURPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP

That brought down the house, or should i say maths class? Man simply that wasnt lady like at all. I just spasmed in my body, lucky i ve been trained* against people.

BURPPPPPPPPPPP, what sort of genre is it exactly, not rap, definetly NOT CHORAL!! Not pop, not opera...hmmmm how about like animalistic? ANIMALSS!!!

Hahaha but it was quite hilarious but it was very very very off...

Nvm, kudos to her still ahahahaha. I have only one word for that man. NICE!

DCT : U guys are still so young, emo what emo, 17 18 only
Huey Hian: I prefer just to be happy
MaChenZhong: I scared people say what immature

Me: Well it is kinda true we are kinda young for this sort of relationship lar, but why should we care what people think? Of course we cant be stubborn donkeys, but if u feel that special something, go ahead and pursue it. Just dont fall in love with the idea of being in love. Whtever man u know, its ur life. In all situations, just be mature abt it. I believe.

By the way, cute means, UgLy but adorable. Crap i ve been called that tons in my life, i better go for some extreme make over man. LOL LOL.

Cute just cute.

Haha nearly fainted during rehearsal today, was trying to sound more bass, but the pressing down and fighting to keep on pitch proved too much for me. Well partially cause i didnt eat much lar also. But it does feel gd to know u ve done what u could in a rehearsal, of couse, u cant say its ur best, cause we all dont know when we re giving everything we ve got.

Why is it i always blog abt my cca?

4 months or something like that left.

Every cca day is precious, every second is like water in the desert.

I believe, hope, trust and pray... Lord make us instruments of thy peace.

Let ur voice come out through our mouths, whenever and where ever we sing.


Where did I go wrong,
I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life

Saturday, February 24, 2007

This short year*

Apparently time seems to fly faster now a days.

My J2 year will be coming to an end pretty soon, worse of all my cca time too.

Ah well, the show must go on.

Its really quite stupid to say one thing and do another, I ve made so many countless mistakes during the courseof this year already. Maybe thats because i havent yet ganed the friendshipof people yet, i dont want no title, just to be able to lead people to the right thing. Grey area though...

Haha i think im really suffering from the lack of sleep,


So give me all your poison
And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts
And make me ill
You're running after something
That you'll never kill
If this is what you want
Then fire at will

Rawr.

Sunday, February 11, 2007

A blessing in disguise indeed*

Ironically, interesting news reached my ears.

The damsel in distress found two golden knights.

Leaving me the orge going omg.



When I first saw you
You smiled at meand stopped my heart as I stared.
Gave me endless daydreams
girl I miss you so
You don’t know how much,I like you.
Even though you said no
I will grow through this pain.
Girl for you I will change
To be a better man
Now we don’t talk much
girl its not your fault
Time really did
Drift us part
So now on this special day
I just want to say
Girl you are so so beautiful
As time carries on
I will grow through this pain
Girl for you I will change To be a better man
Once you’ve found that girl
You’re homeward bound
Love is all around
Love is all around
I know guys have fallen
On stony ground
But love is all around
Girl your like an angel
You stretch your wings
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain
Give me endless comfort
Girl I fear the cold
please complete my soul
with your smile
Even though you said no
I will wait for that day
Girl I still like you and I swear I ll change
To be a better man
This is for you. If u ever read my blog then, yup these verses are forever urs. Better man by Robbie Williams. Im sorry i cant find the strength to sing for u on v day, i respect ur decisions, just that i wished u had told me.
Oh Lord im doing all i can, to be a better man*

Finally*

Zzzzz stupid blogger kept giving me problems with what sign in and other sort of nonsense.

The week has been rather hectic, did'nt even have time to arrange maths tuition and i got chem and maths test next week, zzz im so gonna die.

Anyways, like the past week has really got me thinking like what i i originally planned to do for v day. Oh yes some random shits haha reuben is the most emo man i have ever met in my life haha. Think hes influencing me hahahaha.

PROBLEMS : I really dunno man, like i changed the lyrics of the v days performance for her, and then all of a sudden the feelings gone. Something new comes up, and all of a sudden things get complicated for me. Its damn wth. Freak u think u like somebody but all of a sudden u like somebody else??

1. Reeks of desponess?
2. People think ll ur some hunter, keep switching targets
3. Where is ur loyalty at?
4. What on earth are u gonna do?

Aha the negative effects of maturity, the opposite sex suddenly appears more appealing. Yes yes, the irony of things.

RAWRRRRRRRRRR!!!! Really dont know what i should do, need some advice b4 i screw things. Oh goodie even worse all of this is one sided so like im the one that will suffer at the end of the day.

At least its cure for my bastard taste, i quite glad that this time its for the right reasons, or so i think lar.

Well lets just see how things go about, maybe every thing will be a blessing in disguise?

Oh yes saw this uber ad at orchard that day.

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Norbit is the name , SUFFERING/COMEDY/HOLYSHIT is the game. Hopefully i can go with michael and ivan and reuben and we can have a gd laugh.

Oh yeah meet a new friend this week Amy, haha shes justin's friend, freak man shes a damn gd singer. Apparently she has performed at loads of places b4 and she has her own band, her uncle's a music producer, did i mention shes a very gd singer? Really watch out for her on v day yall!! Anyways, she complimented me on sounding like Mr Clay Aiken, hahahah my head swelled pretty Big. After that, i went home to dl solitaire, tried singing and the only sound i got was me cracking like nvr b4 and my older brother going "JOME SHUT THE **** UP LAR!!" Holy cows!!!! Scared the clay aiken outta me..LOLLOL.

Oki gotta rush to church now, from this uber cold lan shop hahaa.

Chow* Anybody else wants to watch Norbit with me let me know =)

Stupid Cupid shoot somebody else can or not??