Thursday, November 30, 2006

Christmas*

After todays lousy performance i really really felt like killing myself. My clapping beat was totally off and like i had to literally force myself to smile n grind my teeth together just to pretend as though nuthin happened.

After the Mdms talked, i still felt quite shitty. Could i have done something to prevent the lousy performance? Maybe scold them? Tell them what we are lacking is really focus? Guess like i trusted us all to concentrate and just give in the performance.

I should just judge myself?

But i cant neglect the rest of my batch mates.

The feeling of it felt really horrible. If our juniors ever heard us perform like that we would all just die. I would die.

A MAN MUST BE BIG ENOUGH TO ADMIT HIS MISTAKES, SMART ENOUGH TO PROFIT FROM THEM, AND STRONG ENOUGH TO CORRECT THEM.

I need that strength desperately.

It finally boils down to personal discipline, passion, the willingness to give.

Cant believe the last post i talked abt passion n giving, and yet i delievered such a performance. Really hypocritical dammit.

But the show must go on, i will move on, together with my friends =)

Christmas party was v gd i must say haha, although they were like a lot of hiccups here and there haha too much money blown away lol.

Joseph really owned me with his singing, hahaha, sad to say hes a lot better than me. But i ll still work hard to have my own style of singing haha. Aiya it felt quite bad when i was singing my solo line and saw like some people using body language that was like saying that i was CMI in that song. I really need everyone to help me on that song, as in the other sections too, so like pls, if anyone has any tips for me to use pls say so. Dont like show facial expressions of discomfort and unhappiness, it really feels quite shitty, and i dont want to represent the choir as a shitty singer. Work harder work harder i say.

Gave Jess her gift and sang L-O-V-E but in different lyrics haha. Not bad lar i thought though i should have memorized it!! bASKET! Oh well, at least my high notes werent so strangled haha. Anyone wants to hear eh just ask me haha.

Seriously thinking of becoming a choir teacher haha. But then, easier said than done lar haha.

Its late, i should be sleeping haha.

Everyone looked great tonight haha.

PERFORM PERFORM!!! Sing like its ur very last chance to sing!!

Someday soon we all will be together* Really time is cruel and short. Treasure each day and each other, especially our time in choir.

Peace out ZZZZZZZZ

Wednesday, November 22, 2006

Why?

People complain.

After 10 months do we wanna improve?

HOW MUCH DO WE WANNA GROW?? RAWRR!!!!!

IF THIS WAS A SPORTS CCA I LL FIGHT TILL I DROP DEAD TO TRAIN MY BUTTOCKS OFF!!


After seeing what others have done for me.

After seeing the sacrifices people have made for me.

After seeing people give all they have to gain nothing and have so much to lose.

After seeing myself grow (NOT SIDEWAYS!), maturing, learning valuable lessons.

I have come to a conclusion.

I love my CCA too much to afford to slack off or not give back.

Although i know i ll never be able to repay them back for my nuturing and my lessons learnt.

I ll still try, because i was given first, without even asking for it.

The 10 months came graciously and free of charge. What have i done to deserve it?

I ll give till my lungs collapse on me!!

Monday, November 20, 2006

GRAD NIGHT PICTURES

Oh man grad night was a blast haha.

The feeling i had when i touched the badge Choir president was so so, ok it felt super duper gd. Haha, congrats to Jess to haha and the rest of the CCA leaders of ACJC. Of course the teachers are the ones who deserve the most credit for nuturing us haha.

A million thks to the months of training n valuable lessons learnt in the acjc choir. Last but not least thks to my batch mates for supporting me n believing in me haha. Together next year we will light the fire n go inspire. Regardless of any obstacles, A levels, etc, we will push on together n leave behind a wonderful legacy.

I finally know what passion really means to me now. Im sure the rest of us also know haha =).

Ok ok some pictures from grad night =)

Btw PATTON ROCKS!!!!

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My group doing our item which was a song hahha. You do that thing u do!!

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The fire of ACJC!! LoL super nice. It was super duper hot too haha. Like me =) OH!

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ACS BOYS CLOWNING AROUND WITH PE TEACHER =)
Our hearts our hopes our minds!!!! What a great instructor =) hahahahaah

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More action =) Btw we managed to taupok Mr Lau hahah SUPRISINGLY!! Hes super strong lar haha.

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Me n Jess haha. I wore my badge but think she tot she would look unglam wearing it haha.
Cappy poo i do look unglam!!!!! Arghh..nvm.

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What can i say? 1AA5 RULZZZ!!! Damn we look gd haha =)

Finally thks to Jackson n Maggie for speaking on my behalf when they nominated me to be the performing arts head on the CCA advisory board haha. Thks for believing in me dudes! Fret not i wont let ur down i hope haha. LoL feeling very passionate now!!

Really must thank the teachers for nuturing us. Lokking back at the 10 months now, how much have we all grown??

I will never ever be able to give back to the school as much as it has done for me.

Hence its never enough =)

THE BEST IS YET TO BE!!

Sunday, November 19, 2006

Back n alive from CCAB camp YEAH!

haha camp was fun. Eh too tired now to talk abt it haha instead lets all travel back to the past n look at master Enoch.

This pictures were superbly taken and please all concentrate on enoch's face haha.

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Tenors are so so so so Cool =)

LoL damn funny hahaha look at his facial expressions man haha

Sunday, November 12, 2006

1st 3 months =)

Lol went for lst 3 months class stay over thingy.

The night was wicked =)

7-10 BBQ nice food haha.

10-12 Dancing oh man SO COOL!! Hahaha.

12-1 Talking hhaa

1-2 Playground haha some Acjc people said hi to me i didnt even know who they were LOL

2-3 30 Ultimate frisbee! Lol my body felt like dying lar Wicked*

3 30-4 Bathe back at the house

4-7 30 Movie haha

7 30- Dunno wat time woke up haha

OH man didnt sleep much at all LOL

Feeling pretty uber now though.

Oh well the dancing was gd haha super funny =)

Monday, November 06, 2006

Respect

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Mr Sim from Wales tour.
Looking gd =)

Yeah*

Simply the jessica colleen reuben's blog got the poem story thingys, so simply i say to myself hey i take lit right hmm why not give it a go haha. This is gonna end up soo bad!!!

Simply it began with crush at first sight,
I said ohh mama and u said huh?
Trying to act cool n be natural,
I told myself to relax,
resulting in Major Jakk!
HIII MY NAME IS!
the words couldnt come out
U looked at with a weird expression,
as i ran off.
Crappy poo
Diggly dang
Woopy doo!!
As time cruelly pasted by,
I found myself being captivated,
HUH? U mean ur not an angel fallen to earth?
Or something special that was given birth?
U dodged cupid's arrow like the matrix,
I on the other hand was ridden with them.
Trying to impress u with strips n taupoks,
seemed to fail miserably.
Every smile u gave was like,
OHHHHHHHHHH OWNAGE!
Ignoring my every actions,
hidding sweets in ur bag,
buying stuffed animals for u,
short of saying i love u,
i really didnt know what else to do.
My ears ached day in n day out,
just to hear the words "yes i do."
At the end of the day wat could i do?
Except to say the words,
Girl i really do love u.
Not bad right? I ALSO SAY!

Sunday, November 05, 2006

Class party

Woahhhh

Wicked sick yall.

Hahaha came dressed like er v nice black n red clothes haha.

KATHY!! DAMN UN COORDINATING LAR UR OUTFIT BASKET!!!

Danced for like an hour straight hahaha super fun!!! Wah lao yanni n tin wai are damn gd lar haha. Lol Joel Ian were so manly hahaha. Gd attempts at grinding though haha!! Lol damn off lar. Ronnie started hugging people and kawai was damn funny as usual.

Danced with like everyone i guess haha. I couldnt see at rose at all lar, too dark liao haha! Yanni was wicked lol tin wai was damn hiong. Didnt really get the chance to dance with manda n shuwei, heng ah!! hahah jk jk. Kathy was er er er er er er enriching experience haha, nice dancing girl!! Ian was damn funny lar haha, gaying arnd with Joel haha.

Argh too bad jackson wasnt there lar, if not ah GG man dudes. Dunno whether the guys safe or not haha.

My love so dont give away my love. My love, my love. (I LOVE THIS SONG LAR HAHA can dance all night!)

Crappy poo i lost to Ivan N hUey hian in pool. Argh horrendous punishments!!!!!

GG PLS!

Cant wait for wednesday*

Dammit getting fatter everyday!! No!!

Friday, November 03, 2006

One bad day*

Was damn watever today.

Sigh.

I dont know. Guess im quite disheartened.

Im a seventeen year old guy. Yeah.

I better start acting like one.

Talk is really cheap.

I really feel like yanking my hair out.

Dammit.

Who can i really confide in?

Thursday, November 02, 2006

One stoning day

I did it again, crap!

I stoned for 3 hrs infront of my com.

Tmr is chinese As arghhhhhhhhh!!!!! I deserve to die!!!! Seriously.

Not bad played 15 bucks of pool yesterday haha. Really fun haha.

10-7 in ur face Ian wahaha.

10-10 haha one more reuben one more!!!

Lost to ivan in our epic dual match. Where the punishment is literally unbearable. Seriously.

Eating at Gelare was quite an Experience. Seriously. Im sure my brather would agree wouldnt u bong? Btw that prick owes me 5 bucks hahaah!!

Rawr! OP N CHINESE!!

this post is so random haha

Cant wait for this saturday's class party!! Rawr! Hahaha dancing is gonna be awesome one cfm haha!! Gonna go in my black n red outfit haha. Kathy need ur eyeliner pls!!

Oh yes and those people have issues with me not drinking during that party. Let me kindly Explain my reasons.

1) Not because mommy n daddy are Secretly watching me at that party. But because im underage and its against the law.

2) Being a woosie n losing out in the party? I dont think so, u dont need alchohol to get high pls. Take tin wai for example. Yes. The way im planning on dancing that night, i dont think i wont get high pls.

3) Who do we represent when we are not in school? What do our morals n integrity stand for? Many people talk the talk, and get so inspired after scoldings and speeches " yeah i wont do this that i wont do that, yeah its wrong i shouldnt do un-christian stuff", regardless whether u are one lar of course. I know who i represent even outside the college hence im not drinking till im legal.

4) But no one will see u u can drink wat no one will no. Pls I would no, i would'nt want to tell people that drinking is wrong and drink myself, its so ironical. I would feel stupid and how would that person/grp feel if they saw me breaking my own set of morals?

5) You can walk the talk if u dare. U can try to doing the right thing instead of the popular thing.
Come on lar seriously "Eh should u drink if your underage?" The answer is so obvious of course not lar. So why wait? Dont just talk n believe DO IT!

6) Small thing wat a bit only..have a bit lar..once in a while can lar. What do u believe in. For me its "God Be in Head". Whats urs?

Ok lar not that i never drink b4 lar, but i've stopped.

Do u just talk n talk n talk n talk? Or do the right thing?

Im not gonna stop anyone as someone asked me. Im not their parents. Up to them.

Pls dont give me remarks such as Watever lar or Ok lar or Okkkk or etc. I cant stand that.

Crap i sound like im so perfect, no im not pls. I sinned many many. Yeah im hypocritical. I try thats all i try to do the right thing.


Finally talked to that noobster Enoch who is in Canada right now haha. We talked abt random stuff again----GIRLS!---.LoL theh he accidentally turned on his web cam and i saw his face again wahahahaahahah hilarious. So handsome lar--pukes--wahaha. I wanna be alumni too!!! Hhahaa!

CHOW CHOW! Back to reality =)

J2S AND J1S GLHF FOR OP PROMOS N A LEVELS!! WORK HARD!!

i cant wait for christmas!! =) Have urself a merry little christmas =)