Sunday*

Guess what folks im officially a cripple.......



Its the good life, no army, when i thought that life was gonna eassyy..



WRONG FUCK!!!



Life as a cripple has been......frustrating...



Bathing i have to tape my leg up in a freaking big plastic bag, hoping that it ll be water proof which it never does. Sit on a wooden stool to put shampoo soap face wash and bathe. Use my left leg to support me in any damn way i can. Wearing clothes, holy shit man, this is the bomb, wear one piece of clothing at a time, hoping i wont whack my cast which sends vibrations into my stitches which give me hell load of pain. Basically, in my life so far after discharged from the hospital, its been 24-7 discomfort and pain. Fucking wants to make me cry. Oh and i cant lower my leg down for too long cause it ll cause it to swell up in the cast and yeah, cause even more fucking discomfort..



Ok i just showered thats why im so pissed off now..



Its really been fucking arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...



Moving around the house has been a torment, form point a to b, i fucking sweat just to get there. Stairs......omg i hop up like some rabbit or doggy style up to the top. Either way its 5 times the duration i normally take..



And the lagi best, fucking making life harder for my parents and my bro. They have to take care of me help me carry my crutches, as if they didnt help me enough in life already, cb fuck man pissing off. To all my friends who visited me, yeah man i really love u guys, but i really really do hate to inconvience your, fucking hell, i hate it man really. From a guy who loves sports, this cripple shit is fucking sapping my morale...really if ur wanna go clubbing without me, pls go ahead, i rather ur have fun than me spoiling the night with leg problem.



Cb, parents friends......fucking leg.



Sigh damn aggroed after bathing..





People say hey no army gd what, no offence but fucking try my situation b4 u say that again.



Cripple for the win man..sighhhhhhhh knn.



ok ok enough with the aggro..





I use to think that people who always put posts about God in their lifes were just u know, as in i was uncomfotable with that, all them bible verses and songs of praise. I thought like that was just, un-cool. No offense, i mean sure u guys know what i mean, like very um goody two shoe kind of thing. Maybe its just me, but i dunno why i feel rather uncomfortable doing it. Ah well, until this year. Loads of things have been rolling in for me, yeah, and im grateful thankful to God. Really woke me up to think about stuff, maturity has helped a lot too. Stuff such as, forgive me remembering people's bd which i am determined to do, making gifts for people, being nice and courteous all the time. Yeah even smiling at totally random strangers, it feels gd lar to know u ve made at least one sec of someone else's day gd by just smiling at them. Even to my dogs out there in OCS confinement, it stings to have a 3 week confinement, i know, though im not the one kinnaing, but i l ltry my best to reply ur sms and yeah keep encouragining u all the time, cause Confinement really really sucks. Sir!!

And yeah, i know whatever shit we may go through this year my peers, God WILL ALWAYS BE THERE BEHIND US, FOR US.

So this year, im not longer afraid or umcomfortable to say Praise be his name. Amen. As in public, like on my blog. Its a weird feeling cause for 17 years, i ve been really just taking him for granted, after thinking of all that much he has blessed me. I really do feel touched...

Friends, family, etc etc. Helping me cope with 24-7 pain..Frustrations. And most importantly, how to become a better young adult, young christian. Todays Sunday and i didnt go church cause of me leg, though if i keng-ed i could have. So this is some food for thought for today. His day.

So God, really. You know our hearts. Help us with our problems, help my friends, my family, our sins, my pain. Bless us all for the week ahead Lord.

Im looking forward to a week of recovery, time spent with friends, pre NS men, NS men, non NS men and yeah, fruitful spending of my time at home =)

Im yours* =)

This goes out to all my homies!

One problem down, next pls*

Hey all!!



First thing id like to say is thanks a whole bunch to the people who kept me in their prayers when i went for the operation yesterday..Yeah, really God bless u guys and thanks =)



It was pretty smooth lol, other than the fact that i needed a lot more gas to knock me out dunno for what reasons..LOL. Funny too, when the gas was working, i felt pretty high haha. I wanted to go like hey anybody wanna go clubbing? But by the time i wanted to say that, i was out for the count already.

So yeah after the op, it was just fucking painful all the way. Seriously till i had to ask for a morphine jab, damn man, nearly couldnt sleep.

Kudos to Ian The iron liver and Kwok Ming for visiting me though it was kinda late haha, they brought me food and took the 100 fun o rama tickets. LoL hope they passed it to some choir people to enjoy!!

So guess i ll be stuck at home for a couple of months, sianz, come visit me guys!!

Anyway the future's pretty scary for me, army vocation, etc, tour etc.

I guess i ll just leave it all to God's hands.....

Heh heh maybe i ll go clubbing with my crutches!!! LOL paint it with glow in the dark paint and dance lol.

Han's coming over later with drinks..

Im getting fat..

And here I go*

And when it rains,

Will you always find an escape?

Just running away,

From all of the ones who love you,

From everything.

You made yourself a bed

At the bottom of the blackest hole (blackest hole)

And you'll sleep 'til May

And you'll say that you don't want to see the sun anymore

And oh, oh, how could you do it?

Oh I, I never saw it coming.

And oh, oh, I need the ending.

So why can't you stay just long enough to explain?

Take your time.Take my time.

Take these chances to turn it around. (take your time)

Take these chances, we'll make it somehow

And take these chances to turn it around. (take my...)

Just turn it around.

Army sucks*

So lol and behold while waiting for huixian....huien heian..hahahahhah power of my uber spelling lol, to reply me on msn.

I thought to myself, after two days of army as a grease pig... really f******* sucks big.

No exercise, too tired and unmotivated to exercise...strange for me right?

Too sianz of everything..

Shit lar i wanted to climb bukit timah nature reserve with weights in my field pack one last time b4 my operation, on Sat, but my ops on fri. So...dammit lar.

Cfm cfm cfm cfm cfm gonna become damn uber fat after op how long nvr exercise? My love handles are getting bigger man.

But regardless of which i need this surgery lar, not like i want it i need it.

sigh, lifes been complicated so fat..

i just need to pray more really.

aite its late..

Peace out a town, boo be boo be boo be boo be, usher usher usher..

Nah

This year its

APPLE BOTTOM JEANS!!! BOOTS WITH THE FURRRRR

SHORTY GOT LOW LOW LOW low low low low low ..

Club Rome*

Welcome to Club Rome

Host and organiser

Jerome-PesC9

Tonights DJ

Han a.k.a Simba

Miss Chen a.k.a Queen o bondage

Bouncer

Mei Ting a.k.a Hairy chest

Toilet cleaner

Samuel See BoYao a.k.a Samurai Warrior

Dance instructor

Tin Y a.k.a Princess of bondage

Warning Please be above 18. The club will hold no responsibility to whatever happens to you. Please drink in moderation and remember to aim before u puke.

This is just a preview*

Party*

Ministry of sound
Yanni's bd
194 bucks of alcohol and more
Cam whoring
Friends
Brothers and sisters
Clubbing
House party
Zouk
Sentosa


Yeah that basically sums up my block leave, freaking tiring but heyyyy it was fun man.

Time for some pics =)







And its the birthday girl pimpin' Yeahhhh



Bo tai Bo lam pa!!! Freaking hell no way im gonna beat iron liver Ian..



Chris came late buts it OGAYY!! BECAUSEEEEE...





Me paying my tribute to bd girl!!



Off to own the dance floor at MOS!


Wait! Cam whore a bit more first.......



Han still going strong out there LOL



Me too haha



Iron Liver and heyyy Marcus!!



Ready!!!!

Its been a great block leave man...

Club Rome pics up next =)

One fantastic day! =)

Well today was great for me haha, hey and i didnt even go drinking or clubbing at all, hur hur not bad huh?!

Went gym and swim with Xingay around 11 plus till 3, it was nice and relaxing. Trying hard now to burn off all the alcohol damage that i have endured for the past week. Yeah man double clubbing in one week is just, damaging.

After that, we went to look at some clothes where Xingay finally was a semi formal look, lol, cause all his clothes are like dri fit, sportsman wear. I mean its ok for him lar cause he really doesnt not give a rats ass what people think abt him in his attire. Which is something i ve been trying to adopt. Maybe like Han said, choir lar arts cca, so have to dress presentable mah. Sometimes thats just damn tiring....just wanna wear my tank top and army shorts and slippers and go for choir..freaking comfortable lar. G2000 shirts at 33 bucks hey man not bad at all, cheaper than far east shirts.

Went to meet Xiang Pui and samuel with sihan and justin where they were owning the lan shop with their loud noise. Samuel being samuel was shouting fucks and ARMYYY in his game, whatever nonsense they were playing lar. Seriously four dudes making all the noises in the lan shop, lol, i wanted to join them.

Played a bit of pool before i left off to meet kaiyi for a nice catch up dinner, which I TREATED HER!!!! Fish and co there, it felt gd finally meeting up after dunno how many times i wanted to meet her. Talked cock for a while and headed to Paragon to meet Candice who was doing her uni applications. Met her gang Angel (cool name man) and her bf some huge guy. Hes so big he makes me look small, thats how big he was, taller too lar. It was fun makign new friends and talkign cock with them haha, a few clubbing stories, familar names, the baddiest things u ve ever done and yeah the night went well. Even though i was kinda shagged from the cycle/weights/hot tub/sauna/swim at Pines, yeah i made an effort to talk with them and yeah just lend a listening ear to people like Candice who was talking about her work life. Speaking of which, damn that girl has some uber perseverence, freaking hell 4 jobs leh, four bloody jobs, thats crazy man!! But from tonight, it looks like shes doing well and yeah, i clearly underestimated her, thought that she would burn out, but shes going strong. R E S P E C T man, lemme buy u a drink one day =)

She really reminded me of how taxing life can be on people, but seriously so far in my block leave, shes has the most hardcore lifestyle, also filled with many problems, but shes doing well lar, or at least i think so. Fucking tough mentality that woman/lady (dont like to say girl), two thumbs up man seriously!! LoL weird to say, her toughness* made my day. I think u guys catch my drift.

Oh and we saw Mr Lynn too at starbucks lol, he was joking abt wanting to quit ac and go be a bartender at one of Candice's job places. Fantastic teacher i would say, lol, would always remember him for giving me a one times gd one for my mistake of not 'letting the light shine through'. I guess in the past i would have thought hes a turd, but yeah, u only feel grateful for some things when u reflect on it, the past and how u have moved on to the future. Time really passes too damn fast.





How i miss the good old days =(. A slight taste of nostaglia(correct spelling?) my friends.

One week gone*

Shit man i weighed myself in the gym and it came out to be 75 kg..WTFFFFFFF damn pissing off lar knn...

Sigh ok ok u paid the price for it. Clubbed twice in a week and so liddat lor..

Freak lar im pretty worried for the future cause like, i took the DEPARTMENT OF ENGLISH LANGUAGE AND LITERATURE pamplet and it appears pretty hard for me. Freaking hell lar my english is seriously going down the drain these past few days. Freak u lar army KNN. Its not gd at all man.

So anyway, i went to NUS today to look around and see the literature departments, teaching etc etc. I mean hey if i wanna be a teacher i have to take something related to that right? Logical. But then this year gonna be quite hectic for me. Loads of small problems, i would say but as long as I have God with me, hey NO SWEAT AHHH..

1) Operation for ankle 28
2) Learn all the choir music to commit to tour, G NESS!!!
3) Settle into my vocation to inform them abt my operation and tour G NESS!!
4) 2000 bucks of fun o rama tickets G NESS!!

Yeah i guess in life, there will always be problems here and there. At one point or the other u ll be thinking like WAH LAO EH FREAKING MESSED UP LEH THESE PROBLEMS, DAMN MAH FAN LEH, but i mean honestly speaking its not that bad. Poeple have gone through so much worse.

Anyway i cant wait to get my operation to be done once and for all. So i can faster recover, train again FOR MY TRIATHALON COMPETITION NEXT YEAR WOOHOOO!!! freak man talking abt it now makes me feel all hyped up haha!! Yeah baby!! But then again i have like one month to recover before tour =( so yeah, hopefully i can stand and stomp for karimatanu. Well if i cant make it for tour then, at least i learned some new songs, and yeah most important, i did learn something new in life.

Damn i wanted to upload the photos from both nights at MOS but some nooblets are just to lazy to upload them into their com. YOU NOOBS!! Think this wed going Zouk and maybe fri again. Shit man, this life style is freaking unhealthy, both spiritually and physically. Worse, i ve ponned church twice already, in a row leh. Seriously damn bad.

Ok ok no point talking abt it without doing something, im gonna go church this Sun! so there!

I guess i ve really been abusing the fact that my freedom in army is limited and i should go and party as hard as i can. Sigh..................................

Fish lar i hate the feeling of being regretful abt stuff, seriously sucks big.

LoL huixian showed this stuff to me, hahah its damn G.

Ever seen and heard a woman and a man's voice together in the same body? Here we go!





For more freaking gay falsetto, or a woman's voice? U decide LoL




Seriously what the.....Anyway for the climax, Alicia Keys eat ur heart out..




G singer seriously.

Anyway thats all for tonight folks! Photos up next!! Yessss!

My Pais*

Jerome's day.

Went to see doctor for throat infection and flu and cough

Got my ATM card!!!! Woohoo =)

Went to gym did a bit felt sick slept at the pool.

Ate Salad for lunch =) Healthy!!

Went to town and abused my fresh account...ahem

Pescardos far east shop-2 berms one cap 83 dollars

Change handphone cover, hanah presentable now ok-15 bucks

Some shop-two shirts 100 dollars

Zara-one berms 60 dollars (I LEARNED TO USE NETS YESSSSSSS!!!!!!)
Present-26 dollars
Dinner-20 dollars

Movie-10 dollars

Starhub treat on me cause movie sucked-20 dollars

Drinks at chips plus wages-42 dollars

Travelling here and there buying random drinks-10 dollars

Total 386 dollars, shit man. Hey not so bad lar i thought i whacked half a k today. Yesss not so bad!!

Feeling a bit from the drinks cause i downed it damn fast.

I guess sometimes really really God gives u somethings and not for somethings..

I got money (reward for A results)

I got freaking hell gd buddies to lean on when i need them

I got gd results for my jock* standard lar. I mean come on everyone in choir knows me as the guy who gyms like toot and studies do damn badly one and the rest whatever lar im not so sure. But for As i actually got As, so yeah im thankful.

But he didnt give me my icing on the cake lar. Yeah, i guess its just not time yet lar, as in when it comes to these things like i told Xin im damn freaking unluckly lar...So yeah, stop being an impatient bugger and just be happy with what u have lar. So just for tonight i ll emo a bit, actually freak lar, emos so old school, dunno what im feeling now, just a little light headed and ready to rant non stop.

Anyway what new thing im gonna do this week, every week must do something new, must learn something and excel, dont waste time in army man. So its gonna be ice skating with huixian !!!! Hope i dont break my ankles. lol planning to get han to teach me basics on tue on rollar skating so i wont be owned by her. Hey show off my triple fluast/fuast ok!!! See my swan lake on ice hahahahahahahhahahah, elephant on land, graceful swan on ice. LoL. Its cfm gonna be one of the funniest thing im gonna do in my life lol. Cfm gonna fall down at least one hundred times, must remember to bring pads and guards and all that.

Next week the celebrations will offically begin, its the season of working out ones thigh muscles, having fun and creating great memories!!! Of course there comes the risk of getting hangovers in the morning but thats really like life, u have the good and the bad. U cant always have what u want and wish for, some things just dont come ur way.

Anyway heres a toast to my life long friends, seriously i hope that our kids would grow up with each other, cause their dads and moms are really really gd friends =)

LOL WTF AM I TALKING DAMN RANDOM! Heres to your Ta-s down a jug of Kool Aid*

Heres to the good and bad, the obtainable and the unobtainable. The regrets and celebrations, the moving on in life with second prize.

(For one night only) However how freaking disappointing it may seem, ................ i suck my thumb.

Girl,

There's something 'bout me that you ought to know.

I've never felt the need to lose control.

Always held on back and played it slow.

But not this time.

Baby, don't be gentle,I can handle anything.

Baby,Take me on a journey.

I've been thinking lately,

I could use a little time alone with you.

Crazy,Let's do something, maybe.

Please don't take your time,You got me,

Right where you want me.

Girl,I'm gonna let you have your way with me.

But when you move like that,

Its hard to breathe.

I never thought that it could be like this,

But I was wrong.

Baby, don't be gentle,I can handle anything.

Baby,Take me on a journey.

I've been thinking lately,

I could use a little time alone with you.

Crazy, lets do something, maybe.

Please don't take your time,

You got me,

Right where you want me.

Can't explain it,

How you swept me off my feet, unexpectedly.

In slow motion,

My imagination's running, trying to keep my body still,

I can hardly stand the thrill.

Baby, don't be gentle,

I can handle anything.

Baby,Take me on a journey.

I've been thinking lately,

I could use a little time alone with you.

Crazy,Let's do something, maybe.

Please don't take your time,

You got me,

Right where you want me.

Thanks*

Seems like my prayers worked. Power sia like my malay friends would say.. haha.

Im pretty happy lar, when i got my grades i shouted damn loud YA DAAAA!!!!! LOL wtf man tthat was the Heroes japan guy scream lol. But yeah really Glory to God cause my grades were so so unexpected.

Econs A

Lit A

G.P B

Chem B

Maths C

Yeah really for a 234 PSLE and 17 point O level not bad lar i feel. Hahah most happening subject was Lit. Seriously whole life i ve been getting Ds and Es, then suddenly A levels get A. WHAT THE FREAKKKKKK MANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN. LOL.

Really thanks to God thanks to God. LoL

I mean seriously lar, me getting such good grades, is like seeing Pigs flying in the sky. But then again sigh, the happiness of these grades all die off when i found out that my close buddies did badly, and some more their like the smart kind lar, damn disappointing seriously. Hear already my grades also dont matter to me anymore....Like these people are really damn mugger damn smart one leh, then results dont reflect their true potential, seriously f-up.

Unfair i ll say. But the show must go on, lousy grades only mean less doors will be open to you, not all doors. Easy for me to say lar but its a fact. So yeah trust in God and cfm all will follow according to plan one.

Like Sir said lar, Jock no more!! Got my As to prove my brains ok!!! LoL

After my As, really i wanna do so much more new things in life, like going ice skating next week, hoping to organise a party/event at some club, open my own bar or clothing shop, etc. Oh also cant wait for my operation to be able to run like a dog again. Yeah i just wanna feel like refreshed, u know, keep trying something new every now and then. Maybe become a jack of all trades, master of some lol, hopefully lar.

Having two k worth of fun o rama tickets to sell is no joke ok..damnn, can lar i ll try my best.

So begins another road to learning of new stuff.

We ride together we die together bad boys bad boys whatca gonna do whatca gonna do when we come for u* I salute u my brothers.

Party on me =)

How time flies*

Well it was a great week end i must say =)

Performed with the Indian at the esplanade where we did knockin on Heaven's door and the scientist by coldplay. Hanah hanah we werent that gd but HEY at least we tried right? haha hopefully when we have AMPLE time to practice and no longer infected by tekong cough and flu we ll be a whole lot better...

Then after that Me han Xin Ian Eileen hairy chest and penguin went to chill out at DXO. Freak lar, i really really really tried damn hard not to drink but....aiya its their fault lar...BO TA BO LAM PA..so have to be a man lar, just freaking chug it down. Ok ok bad excuse anyway compromise a bit, cut down first just like my vulgarities then im sure things will work out from there. Its really nice to have friends around you to take ur mind off stuff which i wont say lar, but yeah lar those kind of stuff its just not healthy. Anyways next week we re gonna Intro Xingay to clubbing finally!! Woohoo exciting!! i bet cfm got a lot of girls want him lar, how zai ippt Gold three times, somemore got gymmed up body. Hahah, cant wait.

Sat, went for choir where i got kinda pissed off cause some junior was owning my ass in singing of a score. Sounds lame? Yeah but it kinda sucks when u dont know the score as well as the person on ur right or left. Somemore alumni leh, paisehhhh. Somemore my brain wasnt working well cause i failed to memorise the notes properly. I really dont know if tour is possible anymore, lack of tickets, sigh that was like my number one goal this year. But we ll see lar we ll see, God willingly im sure it ll all work out =). Yeah choir was refreshing lar, especially when i told someone i forgot liao, i come to choir to sing for God, not to impress people with my dressing. True what right or not??

After that had lunch with Xiang Pui Han Bo Yao and Xingay, it was good where we just talked cock, really cock, girls the usual guy stuff. HAH!! I didnt drink beer with them ok!! Played pool where somehow Xiang Pui just kept saying me so horny in his high pitched voice for some stupid reason, lol it was damn funny!!

At night went to pines for drinks and smoke, not me lar of course. We had a nice chat among me Han Bo Yao and Xingay, and yeah laughing about more stuff. Sadly Bo Yao got shocked by the clubbing culture cause his standards for girls are freaking high..Anyway dont worry lar man, u really have to come see for yourself.

Went church today and it was super refreshing, i dont know why but this year i decided to out more time into God and its really been paying off =). So yeah guys dont forget to stop praying =).

A LEVEL RESULTS ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

Im putting all my chances into God, trust in him to decide whats best for me and my hopes and desires. Join me guys =)