How many chances in ur life do u get to meet such wonderful people and learn incredible lessons from them? I really thank God for the chances i have granted and given, whether through harsh or soft ways. Knowing myself, harsh works best =). Stage fright haunts me constantly, no matter how many times i have performed for already, and yet, for everyone of them, i will dedicate the performance to God, for it is through him that sound comes out of my entire being. To have expressions on my face is not an act nor an effort to impress those watching, it is, i assure from the heart.
How many occasions do u get to bare ur heart, ur entire being onto literally a silver platter for the world to judge u from. That is singing i believe, we work hard to bless people and never to impress them. A celebration of our friendship and to Lord our God, unfraid to show people who we really are, be it whether they judge us or not, we show our love for what we do. Our vulnerability at those moments reflect our strength and integrity even more so, our weaknesses become our strengths and intial fear transforms into joy and passion.
Even after so long, i cant believe i still feel the same way as a year back, i may grow older and change in many ways, but i pray to God that my passion will never ever die, and only become stronger in the future. If even more join, that will just be fantastic. =)
More than what i have ever dreamed of getting haha.
