I was so freaking wrong.
Chapel was fine no problem, then the spammage came for the whole day.
Seems its really true, u do pay for ur actions*
And all it took was one f-ing stupid mouth to open and all hell broke loose.
Guess its true after "the only way u can keep a secret is by killing that person who knows or u told about it"
Too many secrets for mine liking, this is really reminding me of american movie high school girls who bitch n gossip non stop all the time. The bimbotic kinds, people who i strongly feel deserved to be sent to Africa to do hard labour. U dumb shits.
Sighh so much shit in one day, i deserved i guess. Take responsibility for my own actions. But the spammage was really a bit too much. But everyone just STFU!!!!!!! Seriously what a horrible day, i guess its all my fault lar. No blame should go to the other party.
These temporary setbacks are so annoying, maybe its time i give my gymming and WWE wrestling knowledge into some practical, a Spinebuster here, a Lowblow there, a Chokeslam plus an Ankle lock. Yeah it ll make u scream in pain definetly.
But i dont have to do anything do i? Just be a gd boy and girl and STFU! =)
Perharps it ll be unwise to blog when ur feeling pissed off, i admit i ve held back by the title of leader*, the representation i carried, but u know what im just as human as any of u guys out there. If i say im so angry i feel like going for a drink, would that hurt anyone? All my Jc career i ve been really really holding back sometimes, thinking of each word before typing it down, not wanting to hurt anybody, not wanting to tarnish anyone's name or anything 's name. Sounds like an excuse by saying im human? I ve realized now, dont be stupid, yet dont be so insecure of yourself, say what ever u wanna say, but please be responsible for ur actions, ur words. Ur image to others do count, lets say forgive me u present urself a as a flirt on blogspot, is that what u really want? If it is ur true heart's desire than what the heck im with u!! But is that what u really want to represent urself as a flirt??? Think about it...
And today when honours night briefing came, i felt damn guilty for what i ve been doing for the past week, sir said "Honour's night members are top notch quality and true examples of exemplary conduct" Something along those lines---HOHOHOHOHOHO, im so not that, i really wanted to back out. Dont get me wrong, Honours night is a highly respected event, all the people involved in it have my Utmost Admiration n Respect, even those who applied for it and didnt get in. But personally, i don't think i fit those words.....really. This feeling is really ironical, and stupid, i told Sam n Bong what i really felt, even if i didnt get anything, the acjc choir experience was WORTH EVERY SINGLE SECOND!!! Honours dont count for me, the journey was just so wonderful, im sure many alumni members out there can testify for u.
Anyway yeah today was horrible, hope tmr would be better.
I ve shaved my head already and after today, how much more shit can i get?
Moving on to the entertaining part of my blog as always =)
Men will be men, me Sam n Hussein in CCAAB camp =)
Let our powers combine, from the left, Rugby Captain, Choir President, Econs society President and lastly the fat guy? Life guard President. Let all who are drowning avoid CPR by him =)
Moving on to the emo section im sorry i ll try to cut this shit out from now on..
There's a lot of things I understand
And there's a lot of things that
I don't want to know
But you're the only face I recognize
It's so damn sweet of you
to look me in the eyes
Chorus:
It's alright, I'm O.K.
I think God can explain
I believe I'm the same
I get caried away
It's alright, I'm O.K.
I think God can explain
I'm relieved I'm relaxed
I'll get over it yet
Isnt it amazing how much power girls have over us my fellow men? Well not anymore =)
