Sunday, January 06, 2008

sigh*

Ok Mass dance was kinda fun, the freestyling especially haha. Nice one my Og Kids who are J three hhaa. Anyway, been talking with people about stuff like life and all that. Ok ok sounds rather boring but alright honestly, i think i ve been falling a bit short of what i am, what i stand for, what i am suppose to improve further.

Watching people around me change for the better, yes u Sa Paodo me (dont worry i appreciate that OK!!!), and Miss Leheng, finding her faith in God. Really makes me feel kinda like shit. How i feel now is really like eminem's song, Toy soldiers* Shit man, i know i know i ll change, i promise.

Step by step, heart to heart, left right left
We all fall down like toy soldiers
Bit by bit, torn apart, we never win
But the battle wages on for toy soldiers

I'm supposed to be the soldier who never blows his composure
Even though I hold the weight of the whole world on my shoulders

I'm supposed to set an example

We all fall down indeed.




But in this world of mine, u jolly well pick yourself up and move on.

I will be responsible for myself.