Its strange how fast some people react to danger when it happens. Very strange. Maybe they are changing? Or trying to hide, while being the same person they are inside. I dont no, lets just be mature abt this.
Rowr!!! Craked in front of the whole school today at mornign ensem, it was just plain horrible, everyone reacted to the different sound produced, even me, man it was bad. Nvm though, we shall improve!!! Always keep on improving!!! But really it is very intimidating singing in front of the school, however, after Eistenford, this shlud be like nuthin to us. Really i believe it is all about focus, overcoming stage fright that can blank out ur mind. AND SMILE N SING OUT RAWRR!!!!!
Other than that, i found that my motivation to gym is totally gone. Really, im just not pushing myself hard enough in gym, always slacking around enjoying the air con, while resting too long between exercises. Crap. Although in P.E today i saved all the attempts against me by the opposite team yayness!!! Own u noobs!! hahahaah. Tiny n Amanda, ten years later lar ok? AHAHHAHAHAHAAHAH. Oh well that was gd.
Till lao shi's dc came along sigh dont wanna talk abt it.
Actually today some GG* things happened too. Reuben's elbowed got owned by the track ouch man* Simply now how u gonna bathe? Lol Jit's hilarious sugestion to hire a hot maid hahahaha. Think reuben is gonna own him now.
Seriously im super blur in life now, always stoning here and there, dont really know wats going on, forgetting stuff, always worrying abt choir this choir that. Really im super blur! Thank the Lord for my friends hahaha.
Hmmmm ur message really got me thinking havent talked to u in a long time. Its really sad when u dont talk to a friend who was onvce a gd friend of urs and u can actually see the friendship erroding away. Especially when i told two of ur friends yes to their questions. One was yeah, the other was hell yes!!! Lol think i was feeling high back then. Yup but wat u said is true lar we really should just talk and catch up.
Apparently Wanling has been spreading rumors abt me in school. Basket. Maybe i should make the facts V v clear. Aiya i better not lar, say wat lar i like i dont like sure have problems one.
I really dont no wat im looking for in life now. Maybe im just difting away from christianity. Time passes way too fast for me* My source of motivation is just gone. Anyway it was quite stupid trying to slim down n be fit just for the sake of.....girls? Yesh purely dumb dumb dumb*
Yes on that hand girls are like the strangest creaturest u no? U can never fully understand them and really why cant they just be open and say whatever they wanna say? Why do they act the way they do? Why do they hav the capability to hold grudges so well? Why isit it always start with a guy liking and chasng a girl and not the other way around, most of the time that is? Why why?
Maybe i need a new aim in life.
Was it??
Number one most handsome fellows?
Oh pls been there done that LOL JK JK JK.
Wanling always goes support support and i have the strongest urge to say er u want me to buy bra for u to support?
Lol hands on neck*
Freak i need to get some fresh air!!! More importantly i haveto find a new aim in life!!!
Set i ve decided to become gay!
Say say say!! YaHOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!! Hardo gay!!!
