Finance and with recession*

One more reason why i deserve to train harder.

Road bike- $4100
Pants, helmet, water bottle holders, shoes, top- $1000
Pumps, spare tires- $200
Running shoes- $180
Tri suit- $250
Heart rate monitor- $95

Bloody expensive and i havent even counted Oakleys that i need to get for convertable day and night training..That be another $400. Cb money doesnt grow on trees man..Train my balls off tell you.

Aite.

Had a gd time frenching haha, off to the pool!

Simply im the intellectual ogay!*

Oh don't the days seem lank and long,

When all goes right and nothing goes wrong?

And isn't life extremely flat

With nothing whatever to grumble at?

Yes folks, we do need hardships in our life, to boost and kick our butts outside of our comfort zone. We may whine, "Exam? chao chicken backside lar..." "PROJECTS! IT BRINGS ME EYEBAGS!"

So imagine having a holiday 24-7, all year round, it would be extremely boring i assure you.

Embrace ur hardship, love it enjoy the moment, and maybe we ll get something out of it. After all, aren't breaks and fun nights so much sweeter after u ve worked ur heart out for it?

On a random note, i cycled up Mount Faber 5 times, try it once folks, its freaking upslope all the way. Though for the pain in my legs, the view was indeed, quote Steve Irvin "GORGEOUS GORGEOUS!!!! ISN'T SHE A BEAUT'"

Breath taking i must say..

Life life life life life life life life life life life life life life life.

LIVE IT

Not ur usual happenings*

Very satisfying

-Cycling with my 4.1 k baby
-Shopping for triathelon gear
-Exercising
-Buying more gear
-Sleeping
-Most importantly, talking to God
-Singing for church
-Making people laugh

Angst about and needs to change

-Cars that irritate me from behind
-Bangla workers that Shout HI to me when im jogging
-Going slow on slopes up, well training is tough indeed
-Horrendous french
-Laziness
-The unwillingness to forgive and forget a certain overseas friend who, i assume and felt, did not make enough effort
-Another person who doubts our friendship, when its all a simple case of, who is the bigger man.
-A young child who needs to wake up and get her life on track. I cant do anything abt that, sadly.

Dying to do


-Don on a straw hat, embed my feet into hot white sand, boxers and with a mocktail in my hand, walk around a nice beach overseas
-Overseas clubbing haha (Well for 2009, the count remains at 3 or 4, incredible as compared to 2008) Taiwan, taiwan, taiwan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-Make money, but how?
-Make more people laugh? weird aint it..
-Watch slumdog millionaire, watch curious case of benjamin buttorn
-Go overseas and see my bro again, do some crazy shit
-Head off to Uni
-Sing in Choir after competition
-Take up dancing lessons? hahhahaha, its not a gay thing, to pick up more chicks, oops u didnt hear anything lol.

Random

-Screaming in gym during 300 workout and scaring everyone out
-Laughing while beating other cyclists
-Overdose of testorones
-Donning on a Commando P.T uniform and grinning like a fool while jogging with it
-I need to catch up with Wesley, Bong, Amy a.ka Hayley(Paramore)
-Learning life lessons from taxi drivers
-Beggars cant be Choosers .......................................................................
-Mugger Choo "Ur spending too much time with guys'' -_-
-Hiring hot young strippers for Xiang An's Bd
-Preparing for marriage
-Im listening to Neyo's Mad now, bloody emo, typical, I so need to get a gf now.
-My pai "Jerome do u want to get laid on ur bd?" "Han loong, wtf......"
-City harvest church i heard from a taxi driver who used to attend there, "If u cant use cash to pay 10% of ur dues to God, u can use credit card. When a celebrity attends it, the whole place changes to a rock concert" I say to that "Fuck u understand? So fucking onz about worldy possesions, money. Go to church to flirt or worship huh?"
-The day it becomes a place like island creamery or zouk, where some people go there just to be seen. I just shake my head in despair.
-I miss mentors, teachers who constantly teach me life lessons. Even through various ways, life lessons through music, an awesome Mdm.


God bless family, friends, seniors, juniors. People who need help.

"They may be better athletes, but im the better man"

So its going to be another homofest for V day, alright!

Grr i have no idea, but i ve been feeling particularly grumpy for these past few days.

Ccb why the f do i type so slow.. see here i go again.

On a happy note, kaiyi the oversea's kid is back from aus so its good to catch up and, i gotta make sure i kick her ass on the dance floor haha. jk jk, friend friend =)

On a happier note, i took my 2.4 timing last sat and its was ZOMG 9 MINUTES 14 SECONDS RAWRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!

ARGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I do admit im a guy who has too much testostorones in his body, hey hey, keep ur minds out of the gutters ok. Haha, but yeah i literally bellowed like some beast at the Acjc track haha. Thank God there were only ruggers there, lol.

Thanks to Kuok Ming and Ian the dog in helping me take my timing.

Alright!! One down, now need to work on french, sats, driving and ponning Xingay's ass at the july triathelon. One thing for sure, we re both birds of the same feather, seriously seriously bloody over competitive. If i cant beat him , well maybe since im young what the heck steriods for the win! Crazy huh? Well quoting my senior in my new department in my camp, "if u want something badly, go for it"

Had overnight duty with him last tue, that bloody indian, kept talking cock to me the whole night bugger. Haha, but it was fun i suppose, talked abt our emo past..

Damn i thought last year i was bad, this guy takes the cake, hes paying his gf* a surprise visit in australia, leave and money all going to burn. The worse part is that, he may get his ass shoved back to him on a silver platter.
Tsk, gd luck my friend! I ll pray for u dude. Some dedication he showed me during our emo talk heh.

I guess since V day is coming just around the corner, emo monster has been bugging me ever since. Ok ok so, we are all old enough to know that we dont need this emo-jc-secondary school shit and we can do better with our friends, RIGHT?????? Yet i feel this hidden needle in my underwear somewhere, pricking my ass, torturing me with that oh-so-2005-2008 sensation that can never be removed, unless i use alcohol or flood my body with endorphines.....

IT SPEAKS!!!!! "V DAY IS COMING YOUNG ONE!! WHY ARE YOU STILL A NOOBLET??!!"

YE GAWDS!

Haha, i seriously think im being retarded here, ok fine i am being retarded here.

Ah well, go with the flow then haha.

Lets see what else to talk about, OMG YES YES! I seriously feel that singapore is such a conservative society, so muhc so that i cant stand it anymore.

I was going for my physio therapy session right? Changed, took a piss, some ang mo dude came next to me..

"Hey dude, nice body man, ripping it up i see there, gimme five homie"








haha talk cock lar, ps, seriously...

Him "Hey man, hows it going?"

Me, stunned.. "Eh hey...yeah man im pretty gd, u? Busy with ur work?"

He was dressed in those male nurses' outfit.

Him" Yeah im doing great, loads of things to do around here"

Me "Oh ok ok" Zips up "Aite see ya mate, tc!"

Ok first of all u bastards, hes not gay. What im trying to say is that, in singapore, how many people will actually come up to you and try to start a conversation, or even look u in the eyes and smile at you?? Look at it, on the MRTS the BUSES, its silence between strangers, old uncles hogging seats, people being uncomfortable with each other at mere sight, its just freaking UNFRIENDLINESS BREEDING IN OUR BODIES!

Where as this dude actually tried to start a conversation with me , a total stranger.

I went shopping with my mom, there was a an ang mo lady in front of me.

Me "Excuse me , sorry.." I went around here.

She " No problem."

Singaporeans be ashamed!! I guess its our culture or what, but seriously this unfriendliness that i have been observing lately, its so so demoralising for me. I cant wait to go overseas and open my eyes to a "brave new world" hur hur..

So they say the grass is always greener on the other side. Singaporeans....the 5 Cs....the Singlish...the traditional asian values...the unwillingness to smile to others....the lack of gentlemen.....the shyness and act of being conservative...

I EXCLAIM OUT LOUD TONIGHT!!





na bei...im a sg citizen too...


PAP should get some hippie cool ang mo and make him Minister of friendliness!!!

If u doubt me, go onto buses and mrts and open ur eyes......U ll see what im talking about.

Come on, prove me wrong, pls.




People think of me, crazy enough, heh, but in reality, what i do is just to get the simple satisfaction of putting " Lets Put A Smile on That Face". U know me.

So take me as a sucker for pain*

ho hum..

Its been another week as usual, im really pretty excited for the future this year. I kinda realized that last year was a complete waste of time, maybe, maybe not. I mean i did leanr a few life lessons here and there, but overall, my achievements were zilch.

So this year i do have aims and goals, which are currently on their way, just hope that God will give me the strength to finish them.

1) SATs May 2th
2) BTT driving, March 4th
3) Triathelon July
4) French for the year
5) Break 930 mins for 2.4 km

3 subjects to study for....yeah baby come on. Oh and i just completed one training session with sam, my gym trainer, we re currently doing the 300 spartan work out, its freaking killer and difficult. But hey, whoever said life was going to be easy..

I think that even with my less than 100% ankles, im going to finish the race for God and myself.

And to those who doubt me for my ability to take part in it competively.

Have a nice day!

On other notes, i gotta learn to be less short tempered and kaiyi's coming back, i love it when overseas' people come back for holidays. Catch ups are also so gd to have.

22 days without clubbing, heh thats something indeed for me.

Its only when u push yourself to what u never thought, u were capable of, then would u finally realize how much u underestimated yourself.

COME ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I quote my upper study in my new SAF department heh,

"SAF allows serviceman w PES C9 status to run l.i.v.e run only if they have muscles bigger than Jarome"

Happy New Year All =)

1) Should i continue with french?
2) Should i sing for choir again?
3) SATS
4) USA uni applications
5) Driving (unholy procrastination!)
6) Stay off alcohol and partying, unless absolutely neccessary haha
7) Take part in a half biathelon, dual, of half tri as well, i ll see how.
8) Greater effort and les angst towards friends, even though some cheesebuns dont give two shits..
9) Lose weight, that ll be so much easier with alchohol out of the way, but the hard part comes with major dieting, hey man at least im trying yup.



That ll probably eat up my year yup.

And also, to keep singing for God, in church, maybe alumni as well..

What else?

Im not sure, just go where the wind takes me...

*Exxxiiitt light!!! Enterrrr nighttt!!! Graiinn of sandd!!! Off to never never landdd!!!*

Oh humour me!!!

Memories*

Hey yall, its been long since i updated, since other blogs have updated haha, somehow i feel slightly inclined to post one up too.

So many things have happened so far, mainly my bro's back from seattle, hell yeah lol. Had an awesome party at arena, freakin cannon and loads of pictures to remember it from.

Rest well Ian, haha last one for the year at 31th of DECEMBER WOOHOO!!!!!!

Heh, had a nice warm choir xmas party too, lol though i wouldnt say intentions there were pretty clean and for the best. I strangely felt pretty happy, and seriously my heart was beating during dinner, just seeing everyone together again and eating, talking cock, making fun of me =(, chilling etc. It wasnt pretty bad indeed, i would say so.

But the drinking part was totally messed up lol, entertaining yet stupidddd..

Ah well cant have the best of everything in life can we??

I guess cause i ve been partying quite a fair bit, maybe some explanation will help, especially to those who dont understand fully.



Aite the true essence of clubbing, is to really let loose, flirting and all that. Alright sure its unhealthy and can get dirty at times. However as following everything in life, the question is, what are ur intentions for that night?

Sure starting out it was hell yeah abt girls and who can get more, hp numbers etc etc. But as we continue to grow up into adults, for me, it is now abt friends and having fun with them. In truth, its the memories that we create together that are extremely pleasant to look back on, hilarious too, as u can see from facebook pictures.

No shit definetly every clubber would have what grinded* or what shit before, thats part and parcel of life itself. U have to experience it all life has to offer u right? Plus it even enhances friendships and show true character, believe it or not.

Take for example taking care of ur dead drunk friend, believe me it is hell as not easy as it looks. So i believe its alright to let loose once in a while, for the right reasons, and what is at this very moment in life, at my age group, better than partying? Watching movies? Playing arcade? Maybe hanging out with ur other half, i ll give u that as well. But seriously what other form of entertainment?

So go out and have some fun pls, u only live once, and we re already turing 20. As many people would agree with me, dont be an inexperienced noob.

Heh im actually coming with the intention to f some people with this post. But, nah, not worth my time and effort. Permission to sod off? Oh pls do carry on.

Cant believe im forced to do this on a beautiful sunday. Its turing angsty indeed, ah well.

To the rest of everyone else, have a merry xmas!!

Ahem, the calm before the battle*

Well well well, what to say.

Its been pretty damn long since i updated..

Past events have been pretty meaningful and fun at the same time.

From Hans' house party to rushing to school everyday to performing at SAM to bbq till now.

Time just flies past so fast doesnt it?

Well one thing i ve been angstying abt recently is about effort. Communication wise. I mean come on, after J C we all havent really been spending much time with each other? The only means of communications are perhaps facebook, msn, hotmail and handphones?

So ask urself, have u personally taken the effort to catch up with ur old friends? To sms them and ask them how they are? To reply a certain invitation here and there? Ok, i know im kinda fault here too, thus we should generate Greater awareness of this problem!

GO FOR UR CATCH UP MEALS AND WHAT NOT, CALL AND TALK, MEET AND CATCH UP AGAIN! RAWR!

On another note lol. Performing at Singapore arts' museum was really, an unexpected surprise for me. After being out of shape for so long, and losing my voice to yells at nightspots, it really really felt good singing with friends again. More importantly, singing for the Lord once again. So maybe its tough going back to school everyday and going home at late hours at night.

But really after the performance, man, the feeling was so satisfying, its hard to explain lar, gotta put urself in my shoes to experience it.

Oh well, life's been a wee bit sluggish at the moment..

Just waiting for my niggar bro to come back to sg, and more people to end their exams, and then. Where my party people at? lol.

Lol so far with the way things have been going, i ve been planning non stop for quite a fair bit of events, simply i might consider doing events in the future. Location, manpower, logistics, etc. Its really a pain in the ass.

Its strange too, so far i ve met some people who i feel out of place at times, both the superior and inferior feeling, ever get that? Weird, its not like we re actually superior or inferior, no elistism pls, more of a diferent culture lar.

Maturity level too at times yup.

Anyway its late, gotta try to mug french, sign up for driving, take SATS again.

Sigh!

A night with friends*

Army guys and gals.
Before we get old, u know how we roll, Zouk.

"Where my party people at?" Quote Fergie.

Kuok Ming, Ian, Behemoth and Bo ji.

Behemoth's camera was on test mode. The river is actually indeed a nice place, feels so peaceful.

They ran into Whisky, Tequila shots, long island teas, APPLE SHOOTERS, Graveyards and AK-47s. Very good.

Behemoth, Hans (RJC bastard, lol that was so instinctive =) ), Amy, Cheverone, Mindy and Moi.

We ran into each other, lol, jk jk the same names above too.

Party party party.

Moi and my bro/dog Xinwei a.k.a Xingay, this was purely a Bros' pic but she had to come in.

Jeremy and Hans, my OETI dudes. In case ur wondering, this is a purely RJC pic, bastards! LOL, jk, theyzz werez partyingz as wellsz!

Yes Xingay, Behemoth was gone. Bloody china man cant hold his alcohol, phizzle. Oh he puked 12 times outside later, Very Not gd.

Party party party. Heres to our youth!!!

Behemoth, Bo ji and the gals. There's my party people! (at)

Friends for the win*

Tin Y's Bd cum mini party at my crib

Jap food
Chocolate Cake
Contreau
Baileys
Ipod with docket connector
Cam wores*
White socks and shuffling lol
Champange =) Thanks Pops!

Gd friends, wish xingay could have come lar honestly..

So tell me, whats better in life than seeing ur friends' having friggin big smiles on their faces?

Pics coming up soon!

If i shine u shine too..

Homofest at z o u k this fri!!

HAPPY BD TIN Y!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

No need for a disguise, i always wish u the best*

Keep her safe from harm.

Dont shortcut her process.

Always shower ur blessings to her pls.

Help her to lead and examplify through love and care.

I need and want nothing.

Contented by seeing her growth through u.

Keep them both safe and happy, through ur guidance.

When everyone else is having exams*

Lol im too darn darn lazy to initate anything..

Lifes been pretty boring just the usual routine of gymming, swimming, running etc.

Oh yeah, Kelvin and I a.k.a Behemoth, took an extra lap around the camp today, closing our distance to around 5 km? Estimated around there.

Some Ite dude saw me and told me later in camp "Wah, when i saw u i panic man, i tot u were were officer" =)

Grins*

Hahaha, yes my friend ur not the first to have said that i am indeed officer or commando material haha. Oh well, never judge a book by its cover c9l2! =) But that jog took my ankle out for the day, it was aching like mad. Freaking pissing me off.

So what have i been up to? Honestly? Chickling.....haha the army slang for meeting new friends*

Honestly speaking, i think that as we grow up, we no longer go just for looks? I mean individual standard is still individual standard after all. Ur own preference and liking. However, i find that at the end of the day, its all about connections and how well u can relate to the other half. Thats the most important i feel, some sense of stability, rather than superficial judgement.

Keep in mind still friends, individual standards.

I mean i do have friends telling me in camp about some hot chick*( its a slang) that they saw on the bus and etc etc, "dude shes so hott". Maybe its army, maybe its the excessive amount of homo nights that we spend together, maybe we re just guys.

Lol, i do find it a bit bo liao* Honestly, not that im dishing them! Haha i mean hans and I talk a whole lot of cock about those NS Ord liao punks with long hair stealing our JC chicks and how we re gonna crash Prom night parties and all. How we know this girl from a friend, how shes attached and the usual sentence "Wah lao Bf only can break up one what.." LoL

Really really really a whole Lot Of Cock And Bull man. Its crazy lol.

But i know at the end of the day, connections and stability is all that matters, to me at least, u guys have ur own opinions lol. Im glad that im pretty much over the superficial looks phase, honestly, im too darn lazy to hold long msn convos, unless im really into u lol.

So enough with the rants!

Just wanted to say all the best to Uni kids with ur exams and Jc kids too with ur A levels! All the best!!!

Ok ok the video im about to show is heavy death metal. Its not satanic according to my friend, mr kelvin cheena behemoth lol.

IF U CANT STOMACH HEAVY MUSIC AND DO NOT HAVE AN OPEN MIND DO NOT I REPEAT DO NOT WATCH THIS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

BEHEMOTH SLAVE SHALL SERVE. GENRE OF MUSIC, HEAVY DEATH METAL. It scared me first time lol.

So far in point form*

Well well well, lifes been pretty interesting so far haha.

What to say, God's been throwing stuff at me one after the other, i got a hunch a trial's coming up real soon.

1) I made 2 very cool friends in camp, Kelvin is a cheena dude, he really looks cheena and stuff, but he really makes me laugh everyday till im tearing. He introduced me to heavy metal satanic music nonsense, which i found pretty amusing and entertaining. Needless to say, although disturbed by it, it is bloody hilarious to MOSH together hardcore style in camp

The other champion is Jonathan who i call by 4 nicknames in camp, no kidding. Bo ji (meaning no balls), fucking idiot, fucking moron and simple Jon as per tropic thunder. We have this gym master and gym disciple relationship going on, and now and then, because of the fact that this 84 kg always talks cock or jakks himself, hans and I will beat him up together. WWE style. Oh yes hes a metal head too, his electric guitar skills are off the charts and he moshes too.

Hahaha its really really hilarious. Gotta be in my position to see the crude humour in this.

Strange how im getting along with different people i never ever met b4, its like we can clique really well and do stupid stuff togther, be it moshing while area cleaning or being gay, or even practicing javelin using wooden rakes.

The vulgarities in camp, the gayness of constantly slapping each others asses, the punching and abusing of each other (in a joking manner of course, no fights), talking abt guy issues, girls, certain websites heh heh, dream girls and etc; its just part of a Singaporean male's rite of passage in his life.

EXPERIENCE A BIT OF EVERYTHING IN LIFE AS I ALWAYS LIKE TO SAY!!!!

It almost, almost makes me wonder if we live properly in a all male society. HELL NO!!! Not because im homophobic, but yeah whose going to reel us in when our testostorone levels hit beyond a certain level??

We need the other gender??????............................................................LoL i sound so much like a MCP.

Anyway, im looking forward to zouking with Bo Ji/Simple Jon and my old friend this fri, celebrating some dude's bd. As well as technoing and shuffling with Han this Sat night at New and Improved IRUNOURS! lol

Good luck to Uni kids with ur exams as well!!!

Oh yeah i hired a gym insructor too, and im really hoping he ll push me to the extent that i ll feel like puking my guts out after every session. Looking forward to it! LoL. Feeding my ego, i suspect im the fastest runner among the 70 plus people in my camp that go for live runs every mon wed and fri. HEH HEH! Take that from an overweight C9L2 dude! Yowza!

So im still young and living out the rest of my teenage years

It aint long before we start wanting to settle down

I longed for maturity time and time again

Tasted what love felt like

Opened my eyes to more things that i never thought i would

So maybe i ll do something crazy time and time again

So maybe i ll worry of what people will think of me in time to come

But theres no need to feel insecure

Its part and parcel of growing up

Hey genetically speaking, i love my dad for still being childish at 50

Hes cool

Most of all, as long as nothing distracts me from God

Own time own target

CARRY ON!!!!! =)

The Good, the bad and the naughty*

Well in no order, my weekend was rather mild, chillax is term for it lol.

1) Watched tropic thunder. (Hilarious i tell u)

2) Played an awesome session of squash, till my tank top was soaked with sweat.

2) Went drinking in at orchard towers, some pub/club there

3) Shuffled while wearing kidish clothing in front of the popular residents of orchard towers. That was an experience. They tried to copy me btw lol.

4) Went for my first ever photo shoot with a model at some deserted place. That too was an experience. Pics looked pretty decent, will upload them asap lol.

5) Went to my aunties' Pub with my relatives and nieces, KTV and drank beer with them too lol, oh my mom went too. Man, i just realised the major benefits of being a tenor. Singing songs even such as Elton John was quite a problem for me. So who sings B2 other than classical genre??? dammit...It was fun seeing my mom going back decades back again to enjoy some gd old singing, my gwadddd.

The zouk idea just seems more feasible now in my head, yes, yes..

I think that in life, theres always a grey area, u cant be the extreme of two sides to a coin. I know its pretty simply to say right or wrong, but i guess in reality its different.

its late

Gd night ya ll

Why R n B is still the prefered genre*

This is why Akon is so famous, because the hooks he sings are one of the best. =)

Catchy isn't it? I can so imagine us dancing to this beat all night long.

Lol, different strokes for differents folks, yes, but dont waste ur youth away!!

Where my party people at?

Good friends*

Its all so true, sadistically and sadly.

But the fact is that, without any restrains or hardships in life, we will never ever grow up, nor learn to treasure the smallest things around us. Imagine having a holiday for an entire year, not having to study, that would indeed make life so meaningless.

We need trials and tribulations to force ourselves to see the bigger picture and push beyond our comfort zones, and what we ever thought we could do.

I havent seen Tin y, Tze Shun and Yanni in a while.

Meeting up with them along with Han and Ian was so very refreshing. It made me realise how much i missed them. Talking cock and laughing about trival matters again. One example would be clubbing, (lol), its not the fun we had inside there, be it good or bad, it was more of the memories that we all created with each other.

Memories that would last us a lifetime. Thanks to Han for organising this awesome dinner indeed lol.

Perhaps if i saw them everyday i would start taking them for granted? Possibly, though i dont think i would ever do that, its human i guess. But anyway the fact is i had an awesome kick ass dinner tonight.

The hardship that we are going through now, whatever it may be, will only serve to enhance the happiness and satisfaction that we will enjoy later, in life.

As I continue to grow through life and the teachings of the people in my life, my elders, seniors and even juniors. I learn to treasure time spent with people, friends, and yes, i learn to love them too, even more so. No matter how much i receive in return, because it doesnt matter.

Irumours On Sat, see my techno dancing how Zaizzz, lol.
What can i say? Army boys =) Ah bengs For The Win.

Crazy Baby the spirit of the motion dont let me feel devotion..haha, hilarious i tell you.
Drink like a king dance like a pro!!

Yes yes everything in moderation.

This is not going well*

Well, its a raining and sleepy sunday, i just woke up from my hour long nap.

It kinda felt as though i slept for 6 hours and woke up for green black and brown the next day.

Once again i had that dream, same as the night before.

Its the kind of dreams, when u think about an issue intensively enough, you ll actually dream abt it, and lets just say it wasnt too pleasant for me.

Its like, everytime, opportunity comes, i feel as though im an actor, pretending to be ignorant and more concerned about other things. But even the slightest whism, bring my attention to you. Ultimately, no matter how much i talk about it or express how i feel inside, secretly, it takes two to tango.

Sigh, i am still Raw.

On the other hand, i met some choir grand junior in town last night when she was with her bf? Childish punk lookin guy, it was nine something near ten outside the toys s rus there. LOL why the freak am i so concerned my choir grand juniors' bf!! (No offence to ur bf, my lst impression of him is just bad thats all). Anyway, i pangseh samuel and xingay for a while and went to chat with her. Looking very sad indeed, she was worried about failing her Promos and getting retained. I said some stuff to her, but think i ll get mah chen zhong the dog to give her some advice, think that ll make her feel tons better =) But of course, i ll pray she doesnt get retained. Thinking about it, although not ideal, retaining is not the end of the world, its just another chance for you, so grab it and make urself feel happy in the process!

Met Leheng few hours back on the bus, she was going to her bfs place, a.k.a Mr rich guy lol. To study apparently, and perhaps some romance?? HAHAH JK LEHENG!! LOL

Ah, Cupid does indeed have a thing or two for choir folks i just realized. Congrats to Chen Zhong too, u know what i mean dog =).

Well, i hope they ll all be extremely happy with each other and yeah, how am i suppose to say it? I don't know how to use love as a vocab, because to me, its so vague. Just love each other as long as u possibly can. There, much better.

With God's blessing too. =)

Rawr, i broke my hiatus on sat by drinking a cup of beer with samuel at chips! Shucks, back to the drawing board!

Im singing Come Go With Me now, its so apt haha. COVER UR EARS! SAVE THE WOMEN AND CHILDREN FIRST!!

Come come come come, come into my heart....
Yes i need you, yes i really need you.....
U never give me a chance..

Ciao!

Can u smell it, its gonna be Xmas soon =)

Cause i put my faith in believing, that everything will be alright thanks to God*

You reap what u sow indeed.

Last night was pretty bad, long island tea is indeed undrinkable.

A painful lesson in camp today.

So the hiatus will seriously begin.

XINGAYS COMING BACK ON FRI!! YOWZA! Lol time to pwn some skinny ass in pool, gym, swimming and lan. Im looking forward to them homo nights!!

BROS OVER .........!!! As much as i want to yell it, we cant do without each other =) SERIOUSLY!

Im terribly worried for something and i cant do anything in my power abt it.

But i prayed.

I KNOW its going to turn out well. Please Lord.

To always see the bigger picture* I am getting old btw

So i went for a hair cut late at night, to cineleisure's supercut, managed to trick Andy, the guy who always cuts my hair, into thinking i was still schooling, again. Haha! Take that recession!!

Anyway, i was talking with dad about business and stuff when he gave me a lift there.

Seriously, after talking with him, i felt kind of ashamed for slighty neglecting them for the past few weeks going through all that bundle of emotion. For not looking at the bigger picture and always thinking abt my own welfare, yeah im sorry. It didnt help that he didnt sound too hopeful about the company and stuff. Sigh.

Walking home from cineleisure took quite a while, but it was worth it, enjoying the night scenery while listening to ur favourite music was indeed, a very chillax session. LoL, forgive my usage of novice vocabulary.

Yeah, our parents who are working are definetely being affected by the whole US issue. Sigh guess we can just pray more and hopefully spend less.

COME ON PAP! BRING ON THOSE EXPANSIONARY FISCAL POLICIES!! SPEND ON US U FOOLS! WE NEED IT!!! COME ON!

K fine, we trust u, but pls dont take ur own sweet time.

Going on another hiatus*

Ok fine health reasons.

I really do think the weekly alcohol thing is geting to me.

Time to take a break, enough with the army mentality to source for alcohol and dance for destressing outlets. Time to start living a healthy lifestyle.

Kk today was gd, swam and cycled at one go. Hey i got a nice tan ok, lol, a touch o vanity there excuse moi.

Went back to have dinner with parents, Han's family, and Roy my bro's bro.

Adele, han's sis, "Jerome i think ur muscles are disintegrating''

Me, ''holy crap........''

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I VE HAD IT WITH THESE M*****F******* COMMENTS ABT MY M****F***** BODY!

Ok fine, maybe quoting Samuel L. Jackson isn't really appropriate here, but still, its just feels apt at the right moment lol.

Anyway yes, she does have a point, hence the __weeks hiatus shall begin.

Roy ''Jerome do u want a glass of wine?''

Me "No thanks, (deciding to be cheeky), i dont drink"

Han, my mom, Roy bursts out laughing, SARCASTICALLY I MAY ADD!

My dad, aunty and i think Adele, merely smiles.

Roy "U should have seen him at Jon's 21th party!''
Han (wants to say all the experiences we had, but decides to hold it in)

Didnt expect the response to be a big hoo ha.
OK NOT GD!!!! THE WARNING SIGNS ARE ALL GOING OFF.

Time to change.

On a serious note. I am the kind of person who would go all out for something, just pondering a random scenario. If my friend were to commit suicide, i ll seriously chop my fingers one by one to scare him/her to avoid jumping.

Yes yes gory and extreme. I dont know why, but i just cant adopt the Ur-Tai-Ji mentality. Its just not me, not the way i ve been brought up. Why am i posting this, one might ask?

Question is should i change?

On another note.

Im only say, 85% there yet, still not fully recovered.

"BAH!" bellows the ah beng, in me.

Lord im doing, all i can, (strum strum), to be a better man*