Ok fine health reasons.
I really do think the weekly alcohol thing is geting to me.
Time to take a break, enough with the army mentality to source for alcohol and dance for destressing outlets. Time to start living a healthy lifestyle.
Kk today was gd, swam and cycled at one go. Hey i got a nice tan ok, lol, a touch o vanity there excuse moi.
Went back to have dinner with parents, Han's family, and Roy my bro's bro.
Adele, han's sis, "Jerome i think ur muscles are disintegrating''
Me, ''holy crap........''
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I VE HAD IT WITH THESE M*****F******* COMMENTS ABT MY M****F***** BODY!
Ok fine, maybe quoting Samuel L. Jackson isn't really appropriate here, but still, its just feels apt at the right moment lol.
Anyway yes, she does have a point, hence the __weeks hiatus shall begin.
Roy ''Jerome do u want a glass of wine?''
Me "No thanks, (deciding to be cheeky), i dont drink"
Han, my mom, Roy bursts out laughing, SARCASTICALLY I MAY ADD!
My dad, aunty and i think Adele, merely smiles.
Roy "U should have seen him at Jon's 21th party!''
Han (wants to say all the experiences we had, but decides to hold it in)
Didnt expect the response to be a big hoo ha.
OK NOT GD!!!! THE WARNING SIGNS ARE ALL GOING OFF.
Time to change.
On a serious note. I am the kind of person who would go all out for something, just pondering a random scenario. If my friend were to commit suicide, i ll seriously chop my fingers one by one to scare him/her to avoid jumping.
Yes yes gory and extreme. I dont know why, but i just cant adopt the Ur-Tai-Ji mentality. Its just not me, not the way i ve been brought up. Why am i posting this, one might ask?
Question is should i change?
On another note.
Im only say, 85% there yet, still not fully recovered.
"BAH!" bellows the ah beng, in me.
Lord im doing, all i can, (strum strum), to be a better man*
