We re all in this together!!

It seems so hard to catch anyone whenever they go out, we all book out all different days.

Freedom seems like a rare gift now a days, i mean not in my case lar.

Went to Han's house and cheered him up a bit.

Dont worry Pai, we all have one fo those days when we just wanna scream Fuck it!! And just lock ourselves in our room and fuck all else.

Seems i havent learned my lesson yet, like a dog really begging for more trouble. Sigh, ok ok i ll aspire to be a Xinwei.

This week, lets just get this over with this week.

I have this feeling of emotions all day, thinking about stuff, being the impatient bastard that i am. I mean its not healthy too, so why the f should i put myself through it again? I always wanna be the person to make people laugh and make my close buds feel happy, yeah to just have a good time.

Emo monster bites hard this week, but not for Xinwei, hes invincible!!

these are my confessions............................................................................................................

When all else seems to fail,

look around and open ur eyes.

Ur not the only one going through this.

For once put others before yourselves.

Be kind considerate, thoughtful and above all

make an effort to give someone a smile everyday.

We re all in this together.

Even though we may not meet for weeks or months,

our friendships will still pass the test of time,

be it army, girls or any other problems,

i got ur back Pais and i know u ve got mine.

When the sun falls and the sky darkens,

u ll see me there always at chips

Get fucked in one hand and Kool Aid in the other,

i ll hold both jugs high above my crippled leg,

saying,

'' Can i get you a drink?'' =)

Ladies and Gents Boys and girls,

problems are only temporary,

whats eternal?

God carrying us on his back forever.

I gotta make more time for people.

Sat*

Went for choir which was soooo good as usual..

Cause i sang with the cockster ChenZhong, hahah it was damn funny..

Mdm, '' Basses are your ok?''

Me and the rest of the basses '' Yes mdm''

Him 'Of course!!!''

Hahaha really asking for trouble man..

Ah it was so good singing with him again..

After choir, went to meet Han and the gang for dinner..

I was damn cheesed off, cause everyone was fucking later, and everyone had excuses to give, meaning like me and Chris and Han were the only ones waiting for everybody!!

I love your lar Pais, but seriously, sorry lar, i was fucking pissed off at your.
Bu then again, i mean ur had valid excuses, what traffic jam, etc.
I understand lar....its just frustrating to know everyones so damn late and yeah..have to freaking wait and wait and just simply more waiting time..

In the end, the supposedly 12 became a six..

Dammit..

Went Chips to drink and they left early for MOS..

Rawr how i felt man how i felt, but nvm lar u guys are my friends, go have fun =)

Drank till i got pretty high, chit chat with some random people whom i dont even know..

Got home, lol bumped into the principal of acs barker cause my dad had him over for dinner, and said hi, etc etc, lots of self control..cause i was pretty high..haiz.

and here i am knowing i ll regret this the following morning..

Sigh and its gonna be a start of another week...













LETS DO THIS!

Han it was so great seeing you again man!! =)

The game*

Ho hum, i ve been thinking of a lot of stuff...

Haha, really crazy ideas!!

When u neglect work and other meaningful activities,
When u neglect the ones who really love you,
For a shot at a target you rarely hit.
Does everyone get lucky with women but you,
Or do females just not want it as bad as you do?

Even the wise dwells in the fool's paradise.

In the end, we are all but pawns in the game, pawns in the game.

Im really too easily influenced...

Asian versus Western*

Ho hum.

People say that the culture differences between Asian and Western are so so different.

True? I say yes, tonight i ll be discussing abt it and much more stuff.

Asian what do we know of it?

We are no doubt conservative, less of risk takers and more restricted to what we do. Our kids, are less sexually exposed. What do i mean by this? Ok basically the percentage of people, lets take the age group around Junior college kids, have had sex, would be around i estimate 40% or 30%. Asian.........Why like this? Or should i say WHYYYYYYY KANINAYA WHYYYY??? To my many sexually frustrated friends who deem physical contact as a part of a relationship. (Whether thats true i do not know) It because of the fact that our parents strongly believe in a off limits to your family jewels until marriage. Its an Asian trend which follows traditional thinking, but now is slowly changing. HOW FAST HOW FAST u may ask me? Easy big fellas i dont know.

Fact of shocker/Did u know this?/Omg how come Jerome knows and i dont??

(hello lim pei A level not bad ogay)

Haha actually it was Bong the G.P great mind who told me this.

Ok ok u guys know abt the Tammy video right? The one where she had sex etc etc, even Malaysia had copies of it. (Ogay thats pretty off) Yeah for most, cant say all* that ll be heavily scrutinised by general paper folks. OK bad sentence structure! As i was saying, most j.c students would be woo ah OMG really ah?? Shit man how come shes so wild?? We would have this sort of reaction to these kind of acts*. However, on the Poly and ITE side, (got inside information one ah), they just brushed it off, the kind of reaction produced was simply ''oh really ah...oh ok whatever''.

When Bong told me this i was like WHATTT THEEE CHICKENN??!! But yeah it is true, for them unlike most j.c relationships, a realationship lasting more than a month would have involved sex inside already. That goes without saying for ITE students too. Ok ok, i know some of your champions would be thinking ''eh no leh i got some j.c friends who did it already'' or ''what abt me?'' Like i said MOST most..

The acceptance of Western culture is so much more obvious in Polys and ITEs rather than JCs. Ok ok (bastard statement coming up), perhaps its the level of intelligence? The fact that we dont fool around as much as them and hence we score higher in points* Thats why even in army, my ite and poly friends were like the most Champion of the whole platoon whenever it came to book out days, cause Magic* did happen.

But this i assume, is a minority percentage of the entire population. Most of us are just virgins??? A GAME OF TRUTH AND DARE ANYONE????? Haha, dont worry Pais i know OK!

Moving on to Western culture. Pfft, theres a reason why their sexual organs mature so much faster than ours, come on face it, sweet sixteen, girls are asking their parents for boob jobs already. All i can say is........no comments. Yeah, their culture is so much more open, more carefree more freedom. Of course with fun comes consequences as well. More shocking blood tests, ''Sorry i have contracted what?'' or ''thats not my baby!'' Once again as a reminder i am talking about most, as compared to Asian cultures.

Maybe its army influencing me, but this is the truth, im seriously not making up any of these things that i have said. Ok except for the i thinks and i assume, the rest is true.

What with the difference?? Wouldnt it be interesting if our cultures were reversed? OK NOT THAT I PERSONALLY WANT!! Haha, after all i ve been through in j.c, i think cultures not that important in life. Its you yourself, what u believe in. Ok ok, not that i wanna model after the forty year old virgin and a taboo status as it is in western culture, or start very young but theres a time and place for everything. Not too early not too late, own time own target, carry on!

Put religion into the picture, oh man its a whole new level altogether.

But perhaps thats the model solution.......


Enough with the chimness!!!!!!!









Sat Han's coming out!! Yeah =) Its gonna be a dinner, drinks, party!!!

SHIT SHIT SHIT SHIT, i smsed them that we ll be MOS-ing after Chips, but then i wont be going...GARGAWDEARAFFGHHH (Just like Homer says it) WHYY U LITTLE LEG!!!

Most bastard comments i heard so far.

Wei Ting a.k.a Hairy chest ''Dont worry lar Jerome we ll take photos and send to you so u ll feel like u were there''

Tin Y ''I dance your share lar'' and ''I dance with your crutch lar''

Shit zoo man, too much the partie animal, sigh, nvm nvm soon soon..

Haha (weak laughter), honestly ur go lar, have fun im happy when u guys are happy =)

Walk down that lonesome road

All by yourself

Dont turn your head...

Back over your shoulder

And your friends are choinging together

without you...

Unless my parents go out and we can CLUB ROME AGAIN!! Pfft highly unlikely..

Rotting*

This home comfinement shit is really starting to get to me, knn.

I needa go out more

This ones for you Han*

These few months with you sure were fun

Clubbing and chips,

thats my PAI!

Never could forget

Gotham and puke

U took care of my ass when i was down and gone

Drinks on me?!

Thats what i wanna hear

Half a bottle of vodka?

No problem!

Guess i wasnt as strong as i thought i'd be

Thanks my PAI for taking care o me

MOS and Zouk?

Hey thats cool

Prep at ur house?

Of course must!

Dancing like a noob?

Damn...not you

Techno King?

Wheres Han Loong?!?

15 years old?

U power man

Doing stuff that owns me flat

=)

Through all and all

I cant say how

U ve been a blessing to me for all we ve done

though my liver complains

lol

damn that shit

lets party somemore!

Cause you my PAI

So take care my homie!

Army's a bitch

God bless and take care

I ll see you in two weeks!!!!

P.S Quit smoking ogay?

Chips*

Lets dance!!

Oh wait my darn leg....

....
...
...
..

Being a guy*

Chicken...just ended dota with han...freaking hell meepo all pumped up with items Kns got owned. Sorry for the geeky intro into another blog post. Haiz its one in the morning and i want to jsut talk about some stuff.

Oh yeah upcoming things that are gonna happen for me pretty much cool, removing my stitches from my leg, getting a new M.C =), Xiang un's bd, meeting with the OCS dogs again, hijacking Huixian's guitar, yes im FINALLY gonna start learning how to play it.Though i cant promise i wont vent my frustrations on it bwahahah..

So anyway right, when i ve been reading this book Shakespeare sonnets, pretty much 351 sonnets inside, all with meanings and what not. I know the people who know me very well would be like 'wtf jerome u read??? LITERATURE?? U ok not?'

HEYYYYYYY I 'A' FOR LITERATURE OGAY!!!!! DONT MESS WITH ME OK!! LoL, i mean since i have time right? Why not read on some lit stuff, anyway thats what im gonna do in the future what so why not?

Let those who are in favour with the stars

Of public honour and proud titles boast,

Whilst I, whom fortune of such triumph bars,

Unlooked for joy in that i honour most.

Great princes' favourites their fair leaves spread

But as the marigold at the sun's eye,

And in themselves their pride lies buried,

For at a frown they thier glory die.

The painful warrior famoused for worth,

After a thousand victories once foiled,

Is the book of honour razed quite,

And all the rest forgotfor which he toiled.

Then happy I, that love and am beloved

Where I may not remove nor be removed.

Get it?

....

....

...

Hahaha yeah i was like wtf is this man when i first saw it, hey no need to worry, Lit proz is here. Nah jk, book has translation. The poet contrasts himself with those who seem more fortunate than he. Their titles and honours, he says, though great, are subject to whim and accident, while his greatest blessing, his love, will not change.

Interesting really, cause that day my dad brought us to eat at some high end fancy restaurant at SENTOSA, freaking g far away in the new fancy ehh resort area thingy u guys know waht i mean. They were talking all about, i mean i was getting the impression, high and well known in society, having connections, friends who could tip u off in stock markets, etc help u pull strings, basically very well of in life. I know my bro wants to be like that but for me, i dunno, i hope not to be like that. If i have these friends then gd, u know, if it helps me, if not then its ok. But in reality would it really be to your advantage and benefit having such friends, reality check yeah. Being well known in social status? Of course, instant respect and what not. Seems like the poet said something true, not matter who u are, what u have, these things are only material, it can change so fast the next day. But feelings emotions, blessings will always be with you. Interesting why he chose to choose love...

People say love is unpredictable, love is blind, love is painful, love is like a drug...

And according to the poet love lasts forever, really? If u were in a relationship and it broke, after a long while would u say u still love that person? I know for marriages yeah thats CFM love, cause ur gonna be with that person for the rest of ur life leh, not funny..serious stuff man. Then again with divorces, how can u say love is eternal? I know there are only a few kind that are. Parents, religion, shit zoo dunno what else, cant think.

Guys come on there would be somewhere in life where u see a couple at town and say to urself, i wanna be in that position too. We all wanna experience love one point in time or the other, excessive of this is falling in love with the idea of being in love. Ironic isnt it, love that is eternal to us, parents, God, we take for granted, and love that is risky, tough, painful, we strive/strived for it. Thinking abt it now its stupid. But hey, YOU have strived for it one point in time or the other....cfm.

Cant say anything for the ladies, cause im sure as hell NOT one, but men...Its just the feeling of sometimes having someone close to talk to, to know that she ll be there for you, i mean bros make the cut too u know, but, its just that feeling lar. It aint lust for sure, cause sex is never in the mind with that kind of feeling. Its just the thing girl company can give, and guys cant.

YES HAN BROS B4 HOS BROS B4 HOS.

ah well, when we were young*

One things for sure, all who had this sense of love* in their minds, ur all will agree with me. LoL at some point it was Fucking painful!!! Cfm

The cure? Move on move on.

Have a great week y all =)

Pai Pai Pai Pai Pai*

He sits confined at OCS

Another sits confined at OCS

He sits confined at guard duty

He sits confined at his home, disabled

She has another two more chapters of lesson to teach within two weeks

She worrys about uni entries

Another worries about uni entries

We all worry about uni entries dammit

He has another week till army starts for him

I worry so much for the future

People all have their own individual problems.

But one things for sure, we got each other to count on, cfm. Heres a shout out to all who just need that bit o encouragement!!! Keep going!! God's with y all!! Dont believe me can go check out footprints in the sand. Its true...

Guess the only form o service i can provide is, call-Jome-for-ranting/assistance/bitching-hotline-9129-7335. I say that again 91297335!! Or come pay me a visit at 257A Bukit Timah Rd for a gd time of chat food and drinks on the house =)

Sunday*

Guess what folks im officially a cripple.......



Its the good life, no army, when i thought that life was gonna eassyy..



WRONG FUCK!!!



Life as a cripple has been......frustrating...



Bathing i have to tape my leg up in a freaking big plastic bag, hoping that it ll be water proof which it never does. Sit on a wooden stool to put shampoo soap face wash and bathe. Use my left leg to support me in any damn way i can. Wearing clothes, holy shit man, this is the bomb, wear one piece of clothing at a time, hoping i wont whack my cast which sends vibrations into my stitches which give me hell load of pain. Basically, in my life so far after discharged from the hospital, its been 24-7 discomfort and pain. Fucking wants to make me cry. Oh and i cant lower my leg down for too long cause it ll cause it to swell up in the cast and yeah, cause even more fucking discomfort..



Ok i just showered thats why im so pissed off now..



Its really been fucking arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh...



Moving around the house has been a torment, form point a to b, i fucking sweat just to get there. Stairs......omg i hop up like some rabbit or doggy style up to the top. Either way its 5 times the duration i normally take..



And the lagi best, fucking making life harder for my parents and my bro. They have to take care of me help me carry my crutches, as if they didnt help me enough in life already, cb fuck man pissing off. To all my friends who visited me, yeah man i really love u guys, but i really really do hate to inconvience your, fucking hell, i hate it man really. From a guy who loves sports, this cripple shit is fucking sapping my morale...really if ur wanna go clubbing without me, pls go ahead, i rather ur have fun than me spoiling the night with leg problem.



Cb, parents friends......fucking leg.



Sigh damn aggroed after bathing..





People say hey no army gd what, no offence but fucking try my situation b4 u say that again.



Cripple for the win man..sighhhhhhhh knn.



ok ok enough with the aggro..





I use to think that people who always put posts about God in their lifes were just u know, as in i was uncomfotable with that, all them bible verses and songs of praise. I thought like that was just, un-cool. No offense, i mean sure u guys know what i mean, like very um goody two shoe kind of thing. Maybe its just me, but i dunno why i feel rather uncomfortable doing it. Ah well, until this year. Loads of things have been rolling in for me, yeah, and im grateful thankful to God. Really woke me up to think about stuff, maturity has helped a lot too. Stuff such as, forgive me remembering people's bd which i am determined to do, making gifts for people, being nice and courteous all the time. Yeah even smiling at totally random strangers, it feels gd lar to know u ve made at least one sec of someone else's day gd by just smiling at them. Even to my dogs out there in OCS confinement, it stings to have a 3 week confinement, i know, though im not the one kinnaing, but i l ltry my best to reply ur sms and yeah keep encouragining u all the time, cause Confinement really really sucks. Sir!!

And yeah, i know whatever shit we may go through this year my peers, God WILL ALWAYS BE THERE BEHIND US, FOR US.

So this year, im not longer afraid or umcomfortable to say Praise be his name. Amen. As in public, like on my blog. Its a weird feeling cause for 17 years, i ve been really just taking him for granted, after thinking of all that much he has blessed me. I really do feel touched...

Friends, family, etc etc. Helping me cope with 24-7 pain..Frustrations. And most importantly, how to become a better young adult, young christian. Todays Sunday and i didnt go church cause of me leg, though if i keng-ed i could have. So this is some food for thought for today. His day.

So God, really. You know our hearts. Help us with our problems, help my friends, my family, our sins, my pain. Bless us all for the week ahead Lord.

Im looking forward to a week of recovery, time spent with friends, pre NS men, NS men, non NS men and yeah, fruitful spending of my time at home =)

Im yours* =)

This goes out to all my homies!

One problem down, next pls*

Hey all!!



First thing id like to say is thanks a whole bunch to the people who kept me in their prayers when i went for the operation yesterday..Yeah, really God bless u guys and thanks =)



It was pretty smooth lol, other than the fact that i needed a lot more gas to knock me out dunno for what reasons..LOL. Funny too, when the gas was working, i felt pretty high haha. I wanted to go like hey anybody wanna go clubbing? But by the time i wanted to say that, i was out for the count already.

So yeah after the op, it was just fucking painful all the way. Seriously till i had to ask for a morphine jab, damn man, nearly couldnt sleep.

Kudos to Ian The iron liver and Kwok Ming for visiting me though it was kinda late haha, they brought me food and took the 100 fun o rama tickets. LoL hope they passed it to some choir people to enjoy!!

So guess i ll be stuck at home for a couple of months, sianz, come visit me guys!!

Anyway the future's pretty scary for me, army vocation, etc, tour etc.

I guess i ll just leave it all to God's hands.....

Heh heh maybe i ll go clubbing with my crutches!!! LOL paint it with glow in the dark paint and dance lol.

Han's coming over later with drinks..

Im getting fat..

And here I go*

And when it rains,

Will you always find an escape?

Just running away,

From all of the ones who love you,

From everything.

You made yourself a bed

At the bottom of the blackest hole (blackest hole)

And you'll sleep 'til May

And you'll say that you don't want to see the sun anymore

And oh, oh, how could you do it?

Oh I, I never saw it coming.

And oh, oh, I need the ending.

So why can't you stay just long enough to explain?

Take your time.Take my time.

Take these chances to turn it around. (take your time)

Take these chances, we'll make it somehow

And take these chances to turn it around. (take my...)

Just turn it around.

Army sucks*

So lol and behold while waiting for huixian....huien heian..hahahahhah power of my uber spelling lol, to reply me on msn.

I thought to myself, after two days of army as a grease pig... really f******* sucks big.

No exercise, too tired and unmotivated to exercise...strange for me right?

Too sianz of everything..

Shit lar i wanted to climb bukit timah nature reserve with weights in my field pack one last time b4 my operation, on Sat, but my ops on fri. So...dammit lar.

Cfm cfm cfm cfm cfm gonna become damn uber fat after op how long nvr exercise? My love handles are getting bigger man.

But regardless of which i need this surgery lar, not like i want it i need it.

sigh, lifes been complicated so fat..

i just need to pray more really.

aite its late..

Peace out a town, boo be boo be boo be boo be, usher usher usher..

Nah

This year its

APPLE BOTTOM JEANS!!! BOOTS WITH THE FURRRRR

SHORTY GOT LOW LOW LOW low low low low low ..

Club Rome*

Welcome to Club Rome

Host and organiser

Jerome-PesC9

Tonights DJ

Han a.k.a Simba

Miss Chen a.k.a Queen o bondage

Bouncer

Mei Ting a.k.a Hairy chest

Toilet cleaner

Samuel See BoYao a.k.a Samurai Warrior

Dance instructor

Tin Y a.k.a Princess of bondage

Warning Please be above 18. The club will hold no responsibility to whatever happens to you. Please drink in moderation and remember to aim before u puke.

This is just a preview*

Party*

Ministry of sound
Yanni's bd
194 bucks of alcohol and more
Cam whoring
Friends
Brothers and sisters
Clubbing
House party
Zouk
Sentosa


Yeah that basically sums up my block leave, freaking tiring but heyyyy it was fun man.

Time for some pics =)







And its the birthday girl pimpin' Yeahhhh



Bo tai Bo lam pa!!! Freaking hell no way im gonna beat iron liver Ian..



Chris came late buts it OGAYY!! BECAUSEEEEE...





Me paying my tribute to bd girl!!



Off to own the dance floor at MOS!


Wait! Cam whore a bit more first.......



Han still going strong out there LOL



Me too haha



Iron Liver and heyyy Marcus!!



Ready!!!!

Its been a great block leave man...

Club Rome pics up next =)

One fantastic day! =)

Well today was great for me haha, hey and i didnt even go drinking or clubbing at all, hur hur not bad huh?!

Went gym and swim with Xingay around 11 plus till 3, it was nice and relaxing. Trying hard now to burn off all the alcohol damage that i have endured for the past week. Yeah man double clubbing in one week is just, damaging.

After that, we went to look at some clothes where Xingay finally was a semi formal look, lol, cause all his clothes are like dri fit, sportsman wear. I mean its ok for him lar cause he really doesnt not give a rats ass what people think abt him in his attire. Which is something i ve been trying to adopt. Maybe like Han said, choir lar arts cca, so have to dress presentable mah. Sometimes thats just damn tiring....just wanna wear my tank top and army shorts and slippers and go for choir..freaking comfortable lar. G2000 shirts at 33 bucks hey man not bad at all, cheaper than far east shirts.

Went to meet Xiang Pui and samuel with sihan and justin where they were owning the lan shop with their loud noise. Samuel being samuel was shouting fucks and ARMYYY in his game, whatever nonsense they were playing lar. Seriously four dudes making all the noises in the lan shop, lol, i wanted to join them.

Played a bit of pool before i left off to meet kaiyi for a nice catch up dinner, which I TREATED HER!!!! Fish and co there, it felt gd finally meeting up after dunno how many times i wanted to meet her. Talked cock for a while and headed to Paragon to meet Candice who was doing her uni applications. Met her gang Angel (cool name man) and her bf some huge guy. Hes so big he makes me look small, thats how big he was, taller too lar. It was fun makign new friends and talkign cock with them haha, a few clubbing stories, familar names, the baddiest things u ve ever done and yeah the night went well. Even though i was kinda shagged from the cycle/weights/hot tub/sauna/swim at Pines, yeah i made an effort to talk with them and yeah just lend a listening ear to people like Candice who was talking about her work life. Speaking of which, damn that girl has some uber perseverence, freaking hell 4 jobs leh, four bloody jobs, thats crazy man!! But from tonight, it looks like shes doing well and yeah, i clearly underestimated her, thought that she would burn out, but shes going strong. R E S P E C T man, lemme buy u a drink one day =)

She really reminded me of how taxing life can be on people, but seriously so far in my block leave, shes has the most hardcore lifestyle, also filled with many problems, but shes doing well lar, or at least i think so. Fucking tough mentality that woman/lady (dont like to say girl), two thumbs up man seriously!! LoL weird to say, her toughness* made my day. I think u guys catch my drift.

Oh and we saw Mr Lynn too at starbucks lol, he was joking abt wanting to quit ac and go be a bartender at one of Candice's job places. Fantastic teacher i would say, lol, would always remember him for giving me a one times gd one for my mistake of not 'letting the light shine through'. I guess in the past i would have thought hes a turd, but yeah, u only feel grateful for some things when u reflect on it, the past and how u have moved on to the future. Time really passes too damn fast.





How i miss the good old days =(. A slight taste of nostaglia(correct spelling?) my friends.

One week gone*

Shit man i weighed myself in the gym and it came out to be 75 kg..WTFFFFFFF damn pissing off lar knn...

Sigh ok ok u paid the price for it. Clubbed twice in a week and so liddat lor..

Freak lar im pretty worried for the future cause like, i took the DEPARTMENT OF ENGLISH LANGUAGE AND LITERATURE pamplet and it appears pretty hard for me. Freaking hell lar my english is seriously going down the drain these past few days. Freak u lar army KNN. Its not gd at all man.

So anyway, i went to NUS today to look around and see the literature departments, teaching etc etc. I mean hey if i wanna be a teacher i have to take something related to that right? Logical. But then this year gonna be quite hectic for me. Loads of small problems, i would say but as long as I have God with me, hey NO SWEAT AHHH..

1) Operation for ankle 28
2) Learn all the choir music to commit to tour, G NESS!!!
3) Settle into my vocation to inform them abt my operation and tour G NESS!!
4) 2000 bucks of fun o rama tickets G NESS!!

Yeah i guess in life, there will always be problems here and there. At one point or the other u ll be thinking like WAH LAO EH FREAKING MESSED UP LEH THESE PROBLEMS, DAMN MAH FAN LEH, but i mean honestly speaking its not that bad. Poeple have gone through so much worse.

Anyway i cant wait to get my operation to be done once and for all. So i can faster recover, train again FOR MY TRIATHALON COMPETITION NEXT YEAR WOOHOOO!!! freak man talking abt it now makes me feel all hyped up haha!! Yeah baby!! But then again i have like one month to recover before tour =( so yeah, hopefully i can stand and stomp for karimatanu. Well if i cant make it for tour then, at least i learned some new songs, and yeah most important, i did learn something new in life.

Damn i wanted to upload the photos from both nights at MOS but some nooblets are just to lazy to upload them into their com. YOU NOOBS!! Think this wed going Zouk and maybe fri again. Shit man, this life style is freaking unhealthy, both spiritually and physically. Worse, i ve ponned church twice already, in a row leh. Seriously damn bad.

Ok ok no point talking abt it without doing something, im gonna go church this Sun! so there!

I guess i ve really been abusing the fact that my freedom in army is limited and i should go and party as hard as i can. Sigh..................................

Fish lar i hate the feeling of being regretful abt stuff, seriously sucks big.

LoL huixian showed this stuff to me, hahah its damn G.

Ever seen and heard a woman and a man's voice together in the same body? Here we go!





For more freaking gay falsetto, or a woman's voice? U decide LoL




Seriously what the.....Anyway for the climax, Alicia Keys eat ur heart out..




G singer seriously.

Anyway thats all for tonight folks! Photos up next!! Yessss!

My Pais*

Jerome's day.

Went to see doctor for throat infection and flu and cough

Got my ATM card!!!! Woohoo =)

Went to gym did a bit felt sick slept at the pool.

Ate Salad for lunch =) Healthy!!

Went to town and abused my fresh account...ahem

Pescardos far east shop-2 berms one cap 83 dollars

Change handphone cover, hanah presentable now ok-15 bucks

Some shop-two shirts 100 dollars

Zara-one berms 60 dollars (I LEARNED TO USE NETS YESSSSSSS!!!!!!)
Present-26 dollars
Dinner-20 dollars

Movie-10 dollars

Starhub treat on me cause movie sucked-20 dollars

Drinks at chips plus wages-42 dollars

Travelling here and there buying random drinks-10 dollars

Total 386 dollars, shit man. Hey not so bad lar i thought i whacked half a k today. Yesss not so bad!!

Feeling a bit from the drinks cause i downed it damn fast.

I guess sometimes really really God gives u somethings and not for somethings..

I got money (reward for A results)

I got freaking hell gd buddies to lean on when i need them

I got gd results for my jock* standard lar. I mean come on everyone in choir knows me as the guy who gyms like toot and studies do damn badly one and the rest whatever lar im not so sure. But for As i actually got As, so yeah im thankful.

But he didnt give me my icing on the cake lar. Yeah, i guess its just not time yet lar, as in when it comes to these things like i told Xin im damn freaking unluckly lar...So yeah, stop being an impatient bugger and just be happy with what u have lar. So just for tonight i ll emo a bit, actually freak lar, emos so old school, dunno what im feeling now, just a little light headed and ready to rant non stop.

Anyway what new thing im gonna do this week, every week must do something new, must learn something and excel, dont waste time in army man. So its gonna be ice skating with huixian !!!! Hope i dont break my ankles. lol planning to get han to teach me basics on tue on rollar skating so i wont be owned by her. Hey show off my triple fluast/fuast ok!!! See my swan lake on ice hahahahahahahhahahah, elephant on land, graceful swan on ice. LoL. Its cfm gonna be one of the funniest thing im gonna do in my life lol. Cfm gonna fall down at least one hundred times, must remember to bring pads and guards and all that.

Next week the celebrations will offically begin, its the season of working out ones thigh muscles, having fun and creating great memories!!! Of course there comes the risk of getting hangovers in the morning but thats really like life, u have the good and the bad. U cant always have what u want and wish for, some things just dont come ur way.

Anyway heres a toast to my life long friends, seriously i hope that our kids would grow up with each other, cause their dads and moms are really really gd friends =)

LOL WTF AM I TALKING DAMN RANDOM! Heres to your Ta-s down a jug of Kool Aid*

Heres to the good and bad, the obtainable and the unobtainable. The regrets and celebrations, the moving on in life with second prize.

(For one night only) However how freaking disappointing it may seem, ................ i suck my thumb.

Girl,

There's something 'bout me that you ought to know.

I've never felt the need to lose control.

Always held on back and played it slow.

But not this time.

Baby, don't be gentle,I can handle anything.

Baby,Take me on a journey.

I've been thinking lately,

I could use a little time alone with you.

Crazy,Let's do something, maybe.

Please don't take your time,You got me,

Right where you want me.

Girl,I'm gonna let you have your way with me.

But when you move like that,

Its hard to breathe.

I never thought that it could be like this,

But I was wrong.

Baby, don't be gentle,I can handle anything.

Baby,Take me on a journey.

I've been thinking lately,

I could use a little time alone with you.

Crazy, lets do something, maybe.

Please don't take your time,

You got me,

Right where you want me.

Can't explain it,

How you swept me off my feet, unexpectedly.

In slow motion,

My imagination's running, trying to keep my body still,

I can hardly stand the thrill.

Baby, don't be gentle,

I can handle anything.

Baby,Take me on a journey.

I've been thinking lately,

I could use a little time alone with you.

Crazy,Let's do something, maybe.

Please don't take your time,

You got me,

Right where you want me.

Thanks*

Seems like my prayers worked. Power sia like my malay friends would say.. haha.

Im pretty happy lar, when i got my grades i shouted damn loud YA DAAAA!!!!! LOL wtf man tthat was the Heroes japan guy scream lol. But yeah really Glory to God cause my grades were so so unexpected.

Econs A

Lit A

G.P B

Chem B

Maths C

Yeah really for a 234 PSLE and 17 point O level not bad lar i feel. Hahah most happening subject was Lit. Seriously whole life i ve been getting Ds and Es, then suddenly A levels get A. WHAT THE FREAKKKKKK MANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN. LOL.

Really thanks to God thanks to God. LoL

I mean seriously lar, me getting such good grades, is like seeing Pigs flying in the sky. But then again sigh, the happiness of these grades all die off when i found out that my close buddies did badly, and some more their like the smart kind lar, damn disappointing seriously. Hear already my grades also dont matter to me anymore....Like these people are really damn mugger damn smart one leh, then results dont reflect their true potential, seriously f-up.

Unfair i ll say. But the show must go on, lousy grades only mean less doors will be open to you, not all doors. Easy for me to say lar but its a fact. So yeah trust in God and cfm all will follow according to plan one.

Like Sir said lar, Jock no more!! Got my As to prove my brains ok!!! LoL

After my As, really i wanna do so much more new things in life, like going ice skating next week, hoping to organise a party/event at some club, open my own bar or clothing shop, etc. Oh also cant wait for my operation to be able to run like a dog again. Yeah i just wanna feel like refreshed, u know, keep trying something new every now and then. Maybe become a jack of all trades, master of some lol, hopefully lar.

Having two k worth of fun o rama tickets to sell is no joke ok..damnn, can lar i ll try my best.

So begins another road to learning of new stuff.

We ride together we die together bad boys bad boys whatca gonna do whatca gonna do when we come for u* I salute u my brothers.

Party on me =)

How time flies*

Well it was a great week end i must say =)

Performed with the Indian at the esplanade where we did knockin on Heaven's door and the scientist by coldplay. Hanah hanah we werent that gd but HEY at least we tried right? haha hopefully when we have AMPLE time to practice and no longer infected by tekong cough and flu we ll be a whole lot better...

Then after that Me han Xin Ian Eileen hairy chest and penguin went to chill out at DXO. Freak lar, i really really really tried damn hard not to drink but....aiya its their fault lar...BO TA BO LAM PA..so have to be a man lar, just freaking chug it down. Ok ok bad excuse anyway compromise a bit, cut down first just like my vulgarities then im sure things will work out from there. Its really nice to have friends around you to take ur mind off stuff which i wont say lar, but yeah lar those kind of stuff its just not healthy. Anyways next week we re gonna Intro Xingay to clubbing finally!! Woohoo exciting!! i bet cfm got a lot of girls want him lar, how zai ippt Gold three times, somemore got gymmed up body. Hahah, cant wait.

Sat, went for choir where i got kinda pissed off cause some junior was owning my ass in singing of a score. Sounds lame? Yeah but it kinda sucks when u dont know the score as well as the person on ur right or left. Somemore alumni leh, paisehhhh. Somemore my brain wasnt working well cause i failed to memorise the notes properly. I really dont know if tour is possible anymore, lack of tickets, sigh that was like my number one goal this year. But we ll see lar we ll see, God willingly im sure it ll all work out =). Yeah choir was refreshing lar, especially when i told someone i forgot liao, i come to choir to sing for God, not to impress people with my dressing. True what right or not??

After that had lunch with Xiang Pui Han Bo Yao and Xingay, it was good where we just talked cock, really cock, girls the usual guy stuff. HAH!! I didnt drink beer with them ok!! Played pool where somehow Xiang Pui just kept saying me so horny in his high pitched voice for some stupid reason, lol it was damn funny!!

At night went to pines for drinks and smoke, not me lar of course. We had a nice chat among me Han Bo Yao and Xingay, and yeah laughing about more stuff. Sadly Bo Yao got shocked by the clubbing culture cause his standards for girls are freaking high..Anyway dont worry lar man, u really have to come see for yourself.

Went church today and it was super refreshing, i dont know why but this year i decided to out more time into God and its really been paying off =). So yeah guys dont forget to stop praying =).

A LEVEL RESULTS ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

Im putting all my chances into God, trust in him to decide whats best for me and my hopes and desires. Join me guys =)