Oh yeah upcoming things that are gonna happen for me pretty much cool, removing my stitches from my leg, getting a new M.C =), Xiang un's bd, meeting with the OCS dogs again, hijacking Huixian's guitar, yes im FINALLY gonna start learning how to play it.Though i cant promise i wont vent my frustrations on it bwahahah..
So anyway right, when i ve been reading this book Shakespeare sonnets, pretty much 351 sonnets inside, all with meanings and what not. I know the people who know me very well would be like 'wtf jerome u read??? LITERATURE?? U ok not?'
HEYYYYYYY I 'A' FOR LITERATURE OGAY!!!!! DONT MESS WITH ME OK!! LoL, i mean since i have time right? Why not read on some lit stuff, anyway thats what im gonna do in the future what so why not?
Let those who are in favour with the stars
Of public honour and proud titles boast,
Whilst I, whom fortune of such triumph bars,
Unlooked for joy in that i honour most.
Great princes' favourites their fair leaves spread
But as the marigold at the sun's eye,
And in themselves their pride lies buried,
For at a frown they thier glory die.
The painful warrior famoused for worth,
After a thousand victories once foiled,
Is the book of honour razed quite,
And all the rest forgotfor which he toiled.
Then happy I, that love and am beloved
Where I may not remove nor be removed.
Get it?
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Hahaha yeah i was like wtf is this man when i first saw it, hey no need to worry, Lit proz is here. Nah jk, book has translation. The poet contrasts himself with those who seem more fortunate than he. Their titles and honours, he says, though great, are subject to whim and accident, while his greatest blessing, his love, will not change.
Interesting really, cause that day my dad brought us to eat at some high end fancy restaurant at SENTOSA, freaking g far away in the new fancy ehh resort area thingy u guys know waht i mean. They were talking all about, i mean i was getting the impression, high and well known in society, having connections, friends who could tip u off in stock markets, etc help u pull strings, basically very well of in life. I know my bro wants to be like that but for me, i dunno, i hope not to be like that. If i have these friends then gd, u know, if it helps me, if not then its ok. But in reality would it really be to your advantage and benefit having such friends, reality check yeah. Being well known in social status? Of course, instant respect and what not. Seems like the poet said something true, not matter who u are, what u have, these things are only material, it can change so fast the next day. But feelings emotions, blessings will always be with you. Interesting why he chose to choose love...
People say love is unpredictable, love is blind, love is painful, love is like a drug...
And according to the poet love lasts forever, really? If u were in a relationship and it broke, after a long while would u say u still love that person? I know for marriages yeah thats CFM love, cause ur gonna be with that person for the rest of ur life leh, not funny..serious stuff man. Then again with divorces, how can u say love is eternal? I know there are only a few kind that are. Parents, religion, shit zoo dunno what else, cant think.
Guys come on there would be somewhere in life where u see a couple at town and say to urself, i wanna be in that position too. We all wanna experience love one point in time or the other, excessive of this is falling in love with the idea of being in love. Ironic isnt it, love that is eternal to us, parents, God, we take for granted, and love that is risky, tough, painful, we strive/strived for it. Thinking abt it now its stupid. But hey, YOU have strived for it one point in time or the other....cfm.
Cant say anything for the ladies, cause im sure as hell NOT one, but men...Its just the feeling of sometimes having someone close to talk to, to know that she ll be there for you, i mean bros make the cut too u know, but, its just that feeling lar. It aint lust for sure, cause sex is never in the mind with that kind of feeling. Its just the thing girl company can give, and guys cant.
YES HAN BROS B4 HOS BROS B4 HOS.
ah well, when we were young*
One things for sure, all who had this sense of love* in their minds, ur all will agree with me. LoL at some point it was Fucking painful!!! Cfm
The cure? Move on move on.
Have a great week y all =)
