Party*

Ministry of sound
Yanni's bd
194 bucks of alcohol and more
Cam whoring
Friends
Brothers and sisters
Clubbing
House party
Zouk
Sentosa


Yeah that basically sums up my block leave, freaking tiring but heyyyy it was fun man.

Time for some pics =)







And its the birthday girl pimpin' Yeahhhh



Bo tai Bo lam pa!!! Freaking hell no way im gonna beat iron liver Ian..



Chris came late buts it OGAYY!! BECAUSEEEEE...





Me paying my tribute to bd girl!!



Off to own the dance floor at MOS!


Wait! Cam whore a bit more first.......



Han still going strong out there LOL



Me too haha



Iron Liver and heyyy Marcus!!



Ready!!!!

Its been a great block leave man...

Club Rome pics up next =)

One fantastic day! =)

Well today was great for me haha, hey and i didnt even go drinking or clubbing at all, hur hur not bad huh?!

Went gym and swim with Xingay around 11 plus till 3, it was nice and relaxing. Trying hard now to burn off all the alcohol damage that i have endured for the past week. Yeah man double clubbing in one week is just, damaging.

After that, we went to look at some clothes where Xingay finally was a semi formal look, lol, cause all his clothes are like dri fit, sportsman wear. I mean its ok for him lar cause he really doesnt not give a rats ass what people think abt him in his attire. Which is something i ve been trying to adopt. Maybe like Han said, choir lar arts cca, so have to dress presentable mah. Sometimes thats just damn tiring....just wanna wear my tank top and army shorts and slippers and go for choir..freaking comfortable lar. G2000 shirts at 33 bucks hey man not bad at all, cheaper than far east shirts.

Went to meet Xiang Pui and samuel with sihan and justin where they were owning the lan shop with their loud noise. Samuel being samuel was shouting fucks and ARMYYY in his game, whatever nonsense they were playing lar. Seriously four dudes making all the noises in the lan shop, lol, i wanted to join them.

Played a bit of pool before i left off to meet kaiyi for a nice catch up dinner, which I TREATED HER!!!! Fish and co there, it felt gd finally meeting up after dunno how many times i wanted to meet her. Talked cock for a while and headed to Paragon to meet Candice who was doing her uni applications. Met her gang Angel (cool name man) and her bf some huge guy. Hes so big he makes me look small, thats how big he was, taller too lar. It was fun makign new friends and talkign cock with them haha, a few clubbing stories, familar names, the baddiest things u ve ever done and yeah the night went well. Even though i was kinda shagged from the cycle/weights/hot tub/sauna/swim at Pines, yeah i made an effort to talk with them and yeah just lend a listening ear to people like Candice who was talking about her work life. Speaking of which, damn that girl has some uber perseverence, freaking hell 4 jobs leh, four bloody jobs, thats crazy man!! But from tonight, it looks like shes doing well and yeah, i clearly underestimated her, thought that she would burn out, but shes going strong. R E S P E C T man, lemme buy u a drink one day =)

She really reminded me of how taxing life can be on people, but seriously so far in my block leave, shes has the most hardcore lifestyle, also filled with many problems, but shes doing well lar, or at least i think so. Fucking tough mentality that woman/lady (dont like to say girl), two thumbs up man seriously!! LoL weird to say, her toughness* made my day. I think u guys catch my drift.

Oh and we saw Mr Lynn too at starbucks lol, he was joking abt wanting to quit ac and go be a bartender at one of Candice's job places. Fantastic teacher i would say, lol, would always remember him for giving me a one times gd one for my mistake of not 'letting the light shine through'. I guess in the past i would have thought hes a turd, but yeah, u only feel grateful for some things when u reflect on it, the past and how u have moved on to the future. Time really passes too damn fast.





How i miss the good old days =(. A slight taste of nostaglia(correct spelling?) my friends.

One week gone*

Shit man i weighed myself in the gym and it came out to be 75 kg..WTFFFFFFF damn pissing off lar knn...

Sigh ok ok u paid the price for it. Clubbed twice in a week and so liddat lor..

Freak lar im pretty worried for the future cause like, i took the DEPARTMENT OF ENGLISH LANGUAGE AND LITERATURE pamplet and it appears pretty hard for me. Freaking hell lar my english is seriously going down the drain these past few days. Freak u lar army KNN. Its not gd at all man.

So anyway, i went to NUS today to look around and see the literature departments, teaching etc etc. I mean hey if i wanna be a teacher i have to take something related to that right? Logical. But then this year gonna be quite hectic for me. Loads of small problems, i would say but as long as I have God with me, hey NO SWEAT AHHH..

1) Operation for ankle 28
2) Learn all the choir music to commit to tour, G NESS!!!
3) Settle into my vocation to inform them abt my operation and tour G NESS!!
4) 2000 bucks of fun o rama tickets G NESS!!

Yeah i guess in life, there will always be problems here and there. At one point or the other u ll be thinking like WAH LAO EH FREAKING MESSED UP LEH THESE PROBLEMS, DAMN MAH FAN LEH, but i mean honestly speaking its not that bad. Poeple have gone through so much worse.

Anyway i cant wait to get my operation to be done once and for all. So i can faster recover, train again FOR MY TRIATHALON COMPETITION NEXT YEAR WOOHOOO!!! freak man talking abt it now makes me feel all hyped up haha!! Yeah baby!! But then again i have like one month to recover before tour =( so yeah, hopefully i can stand and stomp for karimatanu. Well if i cant make it for tour then, at least i learned some new songs, and yeah most important, i did learn something new in life.

Damn i wanted to upload the photos from both nights at MOS but some nooblets are just to lazy to upload them into their com. YOU NOOBS!! Think this wed going Zouk and maybe fri again. Shit man, this life style is freaking unhealthy, both spiritually and physically. Worse, i ve ponned church twice already, in a row leh. Seriously damn bad.

Ok ok no point talking abt it without doing something, im gonna go church this Sun! so there!

I guess i ve really been abusing the fact that my freedom in army is limited and i should go and party as hard as i can. Sigh..................................

Fish lar i hate the feeling of being regretful abt stuff, seriously sucks big.

LoL huixian showed this stuff to me, hahah its damn G.

Ever seen and heard a woman and a man's voice together in the same body? Here we go!





For more freaking gay falsetto, or a woman's voice? U decide LoL




Seriously what the.....Anyway for the climax, Alicia Keys eat ur heart out..




G singer seriously.

Anyway thats all for tonight folks! Photos up next!! Yessss!

My Pais*

Jerome's day.

Went to see doctor for throat infection and flu and cough

Got my ATM card!!!! Woohoo =)

Went to gym did a bit felt sick slept at the pool.

Ate Salad for lunch =) Healthy!!

Went to town and abused my fresh account...ahem

Pescardos far east shop-2 berms one cap 83 dollars

Change handphone cover, hanah presentable now ok-15 bucks

Some shop-two shirts 100 dollars

Zara-one berms 60 dollars (I LEARNED TO USE NETS YESSSSSSS!!!!!!)
Present-26 dollars
Dinner-20 dollars

Movie-10 dollars

Starhub treat on me cause movie sucked-20 dollars

Drinks at chips plus wages-42 dollars

Travelling here and there buying random drinks-10 dollars

Total 386 dollars, shit man. Hey not so bad lar i thought i whacked half a k today. Yesss not so bad!!

Feeling a bit from the drinks cause i downed it damn fast.

I guess sometimes really really God gives u somethings and not for somethings..

I got money (reward for A results)

I got freaking hell gd buddies to lean on when i need them

I got gd results for my jock* standard lar. I mean come on everyone in choir knows me as the guy who gyms like toot and studies do damn badly one and the rest whatever lar im not so sure. But for As i actually got As, so yeah im thankful.

But he didnt give me my icing on the cake lar. Yeah, i guess its just not time yet lar, as in when it comes to these things like i told Xin im damn freaking unluckly lar...So yeah, stop being an impatient bugger and just be happy with what u have lar. So just for tonight i ll emo a bit, actually freak lar, emos so old school, dunno what im feeling now, just a little light headed and ready to rant non stop.

Anyway what new thing im gonna do this week, every week must do something new, must learn something and excel, dont waste time in army man. So its gonna be ice skating with huixian !!!! Hope i dont break my ankles. lol planning to get han to teach me basics on tue on rollar skating so i wont be owned by her. Hey show off my triple fluast/fuast ok!!! See my swan lake on ice hahahahahahahhahahah, elephant on land, graceful swan on ice. LoL. Its cfm gonna be one of the funniest thing im gonna do in my life lol. Cfm gonna fall down at least one hundred times, must remember to bring pads and guards and all that.

Next week the celebrations will offically begin, its the season of working out ones thigh muscles, having fun and creating great memories!!! Of course there comes the risk of getting hangovers in the morning but thats really like life, u have the good and the bad. U cant always have what u want and wish for, some things just dont come ur way.

Anyway heres a toast to my life long friends, seriously i hope that our kids would grow up with each other, cause their dads and moms are really really gd friends =)

LOL WTF AM I TALKING DAMN RANDOM! Heres to your Ta-s down a jug of Kool Aid*

Heres to the good and bad, the obtainable and the unobtainable. The regrets and celebrations, the moving on in life with second prize.

(For one night only) However how freaking disappointing it may seem, ................ i suck my thumb.

Girl,

There's something 'bout me that you ought to know.

I've never felt the need to lose control.

Always held on back and played it slow.

But not this time.

Baby, don't be gentle,I can handle anything.

Baby,Take me on a journey.

I've been thinking lately,

I could use a little time alone with you.

Crazy,Let's do something, maybe.

Please don't take your time,You got me,

Right where you want me.

Girl,I'm gonna let you have your way with me.

But when you move like that,

Its hard to breathe.

I never thought that it could be like this,

But I was wrong.

Baby, don't be gentle,I can handle anything.

Baby,Take me on a journey.

I've been thinking lately,

I could use a little time alone with you.

Crazy, lets do something, maybe.

Please don't take your time,

You got me,

Right where you want me.

Can't explain it,

How you swept me off my feet, unexpectedly.

In slow motion,

My imagination's running, trying to keep my body still,

I can hardly stand the thrill.

Baby, don't be gentle,

I can handle anything.

Baby,Take me on a journey.

I've been thinking lately,

I could use a little time alone with you.

Crazy,Let's do something, maybe.

Please don't take your time,

You got me,

Right where you want me.

Thanks*

Seems like my prayers worked. Power sia like my malay friends would say.. haha.

Im pretty happy lar, when i got my grades i shouted damn loud YA DAAAA!!!!! LOL wtf man tthat was the Heroes japan guy scream lol. But yeah really Glory to God cause my grades were so so unexpected.

Econs A

Lit A

G.P B

Chem B

Maths C

Yeah really for a 234 PSLE and 17 point O level not bad lar i feel. Hahah most happening subject was Lit. Seriously whole life i ve been getting Ds and Es, then suddenly A levels get A. WHAT THE FREAKKKKKK MANNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN. LOL.

Really thanks to God thanks to God. LoL

I mean seriously lar, me getting such good grades, is like seeing Pigs flying in the sky. But then again sigh, the happiness of these grades all die off when i found out that my close buddies did badly, and some more their like the smart kind lar, damn disappointing seriously. Hear already my grades also dont matter to me anymore....Like these people are really damn mugger damn smart one leh, then results dont reflect their true potential, seriously f-up.

Unfair i ll say. But the show must go on, lousy grades only mean less doors will be open to you, not all doors. Easy for me to say lar but its a fact. So yeah trust in God and cfm all will follow according to plan one.

Like Sir said lar, Jock no more!! Got my As to prove my brains ok!!! LoL

After my As, really i wanna do so much more new things in life, like going ice skating next week, hoping to organise a party/event at some club, open my own bar or clothing shop, etc. Oh also cant wait for my operation to be able to run like a dog again. Yeah i just wanna feel like refreshed, u know, keep trying something new every now and then. Maybe become a jack of all trades, master of some lol, hopefully lar.

Having two k worth of fun o rama tickets to sell is no joke ok..damnn, can lar i ll try my best.

So begins another road to learning of new stuff.

We ride together we die together bad boys bad boys whatca gonna do whatca gonna do when we come for u* I salute u my brothers.

Party on me =)

How time flies*

Well it was a great week end i must say =)

Performed with the Indian at the esplanade where we did knockin on Heaven's door and the scientist by coldplay. Hanah hanah we werent that gd but HEY at least we tried right? haha hopefully when we have AMPLE time to practice and no longer infected by tekong cough and flu we ll be a whole lot better...

Then after that Me han Xin Ian Eileen hairy chest and penguin went to chill out at DXO. Freak lar, i really really really tried damn hard not to drink but....aiya its their fault lar...BO TA BO LAM PA..so have to be a man lar, just freaking chug it down. Ok ok bad excuse anyway compromise a bit, cut down first just like my vulgarities then im sure things will work out from there. Its really nice to have friends around you to take ur mind off stuff which i wont say lar, but yeah lar those kind of stuff its just not healthy. Anyways next week we re gonna Intro Xingay to clubbing finally!! Woohoo exciting!! i bet cfm got a lot of girls want him lar, how zai ippt Gold three times, somemore got gymmed up body. Hahah, cant wait.

Sat, went for choir where i got kinda pissed off cause some junior was owning my ass in singing of a score. Sounds lame? Yeah but it kinda sucks when u dont know the score as well as the person on ur right or left. Somemore alumni leh, paisehhhh. Somemore my brain wasnt working well cause i failed to memorise the notes properly. I really dont know if tour is possible anymore, lack of tickets, sigh that was like my number one goal this year. But we ll see lar we ll see, God willingly im sure it ll all work out =). Yeah choir was refreshing lar, especially when i told someone i forgot liao, i come to choir to sing for God, not to impress people with my dressing. True what right or not??

After that had lunch with Xiang Pui Han Bo Yao and Xingay, it was good where we just talked cock, really cock, girls the usual guy stuff. HAH!! I didnt drink beer with them ok!! Played pool where somehow Xiang Pui just kept saying me so horny in his high pitched voice for some stupid reason, lol it was damn funny!!

At night went to pines for drinks and smoke, not me lar of course. We had a nice chat among me Han Bo Yao and Xingay, and yeah laughing about more stuff. Sadly Bo Yao got shocked by the clubbing culture cause his standards for girls are freaking high..Anyway dont worry lar man, u really have to come see for yourself.

Went church today and it was super refreshing, i dont know why but this year i decided to out more time into God and its really been paying off =). So yeah guys dont forget to stop praying =).

A LEVEL RESULTS ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!

Im putting all my chances into God, trust in him to decide whats best for me and my hopes and desires. Join me guys =)

The gd life is the life i live*

Woo hoo sweeee ahhhhh!!!!!! Booked out early this week =)

Its been an interesting week in army, got to fire real bullets and learn interesting lessons. Freak man why never get the marksman sia, shoot until how well lar. Of course there were one or two blur cocks really...live bullets somemore....fools..

Hey i cursed less this week lol, thats an improvement =) Wanted to go clubbing this weekend haha, but lacking the energy, money and plus recovery time shit man. At least im not going to drink, its been going well so far, no thirst yet*

What my p.s said is really true lar, whatever u want to do in life, do it well and as long as u put ur mind and heart into it, sure can one. Of course ur attitude must be fished up too lar.

I guess i really thank God, that in my life, i have really learned from the best....The best what do i mean from that? Not people who are really the freaking number one in their professsion, but rather extremely passionate in what they do. Their own beliefs, morals, set of values whatever. Example my friends, people who have fallen and picked themselves up, people who live not to inspire not to gain recognition, but to help others and bring out the best in them. To help us grow up lar basically. How ever fished up people may seem to be, u can always learn whether indirectly of directly lessons from them. Even the smallest thing possible, such as self control, like for example my bed buddy, he sleeps with his gf often as in same bed, but still able to keep himself pure* As in no sex lar, he isnt a Christian, but he still is responsible to know the consequences of underage sex and the risks of a baby. It may seem easy lar, but honestly if it was u? How? I really really admire him....damn....

In choir, i guess i nvr ever thought i would learn anything much really. through music i have learnt a lot, through my juniors i have learned fishing a lot.

Aiya so lor so fish lar, i think u guys know what i mean. It just the lessons u learn daily, cfm plus chop stamp u will benefit, but of course theres the danger of learning the bad along with the good lar....Take me for example, freaking vulgarities.

Maybe thats cause im a guy whose easily influenced lar.
Suck thumb..

Carry on folks, own time own target.

We all change but old habits die hard. Share ur food with me guys =)

One bad day*

Army's been taxing.

Although field camp was kinda fun, shouting vulgarities at my friends sure as hell did not make me feel gd. But still, thanks to my platoon for understanding why i had to fuck them left right centre at times.

Life is never as easy as it sounds, we all fall down, last night some guy from mdc told me that i failed the first auditions..That literally killed all of my plans for army career, actually more of tour. Guess i now have to suck thumb and figure out another route. U know some situations where u have ur friends conflicting with each other at times, yeah with only two book out days, i hope u guys understand why i cant spend time with ur every week.

Fuck lar, guess i really am a person who cant take defeat after all, freaking bad feeling.

Sighhh...

How time flies, two more weeks to my pass out parade, and the latter i ll leave it in God's hand. I dont want to like my sergeants said, serve two years then fuck off, i wanna grow and become a better person, to excel in something new, like learn a new skill or something.

Whatever it is i better stop drinking every book out too.

So how now brown cow?

Guess it time to wake up my fucking idea and live my life as i want it.

But fuck lar how...cb knn. Hmm yeah, gonna learn how to play the guitar in army, yeah that ll be great. Cb still feeling shitty from the mdc thing kns, ah fuck it lar, u cant be good in life at everything that u know how to do.

Ok ok, last post with vulgarities, promise ok. No more drinking every bookout, i wont touch a drop of alcohol till POC. Damn thats kinda hard.

Takes my mind of things i shouldnt be thinking of 24 hrs while in army.

Its just not healthy. Like Bong said last night, its just chance. But being an impatient bugger though, i guess thats one hard lesson for me.

Kiss me, out on the milky twilight* Sorry for never being able to make time for u....Pretty fucker of me, yes, sorry.

So God pls help me.

HAPPY CNY EVERYONE =)

CNY.....

Well it was fun while it lasted.

Freaking 180 bucks on alcohol on one night between the four of us, awesome.

Won 250 bucks on blackjack woohoo!!

Caught up with old friends and had some funky time.

Perharps, i should really really cut down my swearing and drinking.

Like Ian's Hiatus, maybe. Change is very hard but not impossible, with the right reasons too, it is even more possible.

Knn, army sure as hell doesnt help..

Anyway heard this song from my cousins, thought it was uber cute lol.

Enjoy =)

Where is the moment we needed the most

You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

They tell me your blue skies fade to grey

They tell me your passion's gone away

And I don't need no carryin' on

You stand in the line just to hit a new low

You're faking a smile with the coffee you go

You tell me your life's been way off line

You're falling to pieces every time

And I don't need no carryin' on

Because you had a bad day

You're taking one down

You sing a sad song just to turn it around

You say you don't know

You tell me don't lie

You work at a smile and you go for a ride

You had a bad day

The camera don't lie

You're coming back down and you really don't mind

You had a bad day

You had a bad day

Will you need a blue sky holiday?

The point is they laugh at what you say

And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day

You're taking one down

You sing a sad song just to turn it around

You say you don't know

You tell me don't lie

You work at a smile and you go for a ride

You had a bad day

The camera don't lie

You're coming back down and you really don't mind

You had a bad day(Oooh.. a holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the blink

And the whole thing turns out wrong

You might not make it back and you know

That you could be well oh that strong

And I'm not wrong(yeah...)

So where is the passion when you need it the most

Oh you and I

You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day

You're taking one down

You sing a sad song just to turn it around

You say you don't know

You tell me don't lie

You work at a smile and you go for a ride

You had a bad day

You've seen what you like

And how does it feel for one more time

You had a bad day

You had a bad day

Try to be

a better Christian.

Now u know*

GOD MADE TEACHERS . . .

God understood our thirst for knowledge,

and our need to be led by someone wiser;

He needed a heart of compassion, of encouragement, and patience;

Someone who would accept the challenge regardless of the opposition;

Someone who could see potential and believe in the best in others . . .

So He made Teachers

And thats you =)

Army army!!* Han's night*

After last night's freaking g-ed up bbq.

The sausages, the lamb, the chicken wings, the crayfish, the mash potatoes and salad. I think everyone felt so so full. Lol best events of that night were Han's attempt to do a striptease, Wei Ting's convo abt her chest hair and the awesome stories from everyone. Ooooooo Kiat looked oh so cutre in his school uniform HAHAHAHHAHAH.

Shit man i cant believe u joined CF, haha, oh well keep us army boys in ur prayers!!! =) Ur so hot Kiat hahah, with ur uber PSLE score and ur class monitor status =).

Although i think Ian has a thing or two to say abt that haha. Ahh jk jk we all love u man haha.

I guess i ll miss my civilian life after going into army, but then again, im really looking forward to it. Somehow, i look forward to making new friends and having a blast there, with all the new cockster people and all the shit that is cfm going to happen. But still, the show must go on!!!

Somehow i dont think people are gonna think im pes C material.

My evidence as presented by various people.

Walking outside california fitness club

Some guy called Alex, a staff of the gym, ''Excuse me sir u look very muscular, would you be interested in joining us??''

In Japan when i bought my black converse shoes, the sales guy who brought me the shoes to try and couldn't speak proper english, ''Gym!! Gym!!'' Points at me.

Buying essentials at beach road today.

The uncle ''Eh you how old ah? 20 is it?''

Me ''Eh no im 18''

Uncle ''Wahhh u so big size i thought u twenty ah''

Me ''haha eh nope im only 18 yeap''

Uncle '' U what? Pes one is it?''

Me '' Eh nope pes C beacause of my ankle''

Uncle ''Wahhhhhhhh'' Talks to his fellow uncle ''This one Pes C ah''

Both uncles ''Wahhhh, etc etc etc''

Ian was oh so jealous hahaha, but then again when it comes to certain night*events. he just kicks my ass so hard. HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA, u da man u da man.

With all the ruggers and sports people with injuries all going into pes C, i think its really a joke as compared to pes A people.

Ah well, but im not hear to talk abt Ian!!! The dog has had his moment...


Han Loong man, this ones for you.

Well, getting to know you after prelims was really a blessing. Haha, for all the advice and other stuff that u helped me with, i guess i can never really thank you enough. Oh oh, for all the late night adventures we had also, not in the gay sense of course, like the arena, when i was puking my guts out lol. Yeah thanks man.

I guess it was u who helped me grow up even more after my college choir days, when i needed some form of direction. Always the mature one, who geve me insights that i nvr thought i knew or had. Yeah, ur like a brother i nvr had man. Though i must also say u helped to influence my liver to become stronger haha, well i ll take that as a skill gained hahah.

Like u said all that has happened in the past months has really been nuthin more than a blessing in disguise. Oh yeah thanks for introducing me to Paramore too man, ownage!!!!! Oh plus all my girl* problems too, yeah though ur advice gave me really really powerful dreams, i must say they were interesting lar hahaha.

Anyway, i look forward to CNY parties!!! Which i know u ll organise and etc cause U ARE OUR DJ!!!! LOL..

Somehow u have the same effect as Ian in a way..

Everytime i think abt our friendship and the bright future with flashign lights and loud music, i always think of this phrase.

Bad boys bad boy whatchoo gonna do whatchoo gonna do when we come for U

LoL armed with ur cigar at the side of ur mouth, wearing ur intern clothes, waxed up hair and welding a carbine in ur hands.

Then U say before shooting people'e brains out

HAELLLLOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Swee =)

Pre army adventures*

Garghhh, Han u fucker.......

Ok its currently 11.20

Im gonna gym swim do loads of cardo so i wont look so sloppy later. Hope the sun would be up later as well.

Then maybe enjoy a nice pool match with my prozz friend, hopefully i ll beat him. Seriously he so pro he makes me nervous.

Then stay at home and mentally prep myself for the upcoming dance class.

GARGHHHHHHHHHHHH.

I mean like 80% of me is saying, can lar dont worry it ll be like mass dance, and hey ur going army this fri!! So yeah this new experience would be fun and interesting.

the other 20% though............not that Han that mofo made it any better for me. Prancing elephant.....wtffff stockingss.....i ll so look like a turd lar.

I can do this, COME ON!! My gawd, im feeling the same way the way i felt in my converse 3 on 3 basketball competition.

LETS DO THIS.

Friends pls download this song its damn nice. I found it on youtube. =)




Check it out its nice.

You up for a dance?

Im all heart* This ones for u Ian (my bitch)

HELLLOO EVERYBODYYY, its been quite a while since i blogged, well at least im blogging now aren't I?

Army is like in 7 days!!! Garghhhh, i pretty much bet i ll become some animal when i get there haha. Of course i ll kope food and etc, lol but not form my commanding officer lar.

Jerome: Is that nice, Sir? Can i take some?

Reaches over to kope C.O's chicken..

C.O:......

Jerome: HMMMMM tastesss gddddd =)

C.O: CBBB KNNNN CONFINEMENT FOR 2 MONTHS!!! SEND U TO DENTENTION BARRACKS AHH!!

LoL cfm die.

I guess after the night before last night, mambo night, i was thinking about a whole lot of stuff.

It was meant to be fun and all that, yeah i was kinda gone even before i reached there. Left a pretty bad impression on Ian's friends, two were MODELSS!!! Garghhhh!! Cause like eh i accidentally broke a glass when i reached there, shit. Hahaha, the hilarious fact was that i still had my dog instincts with me, ''IAN U BROKE THE GLASS NOT ME!!!'' Then like everyone was, ''wah lao Iannnnnnnn...'' Hmmm seems i am a true dog* after all haha.

Well eveything was going fine, till some fucked up shit happened and everything nearly went down hill from there. Thanks Chris Kwok Ming and Ian for saving my ass, seriously, i think without u guys i would have done some really really stupid shit. Though in the process u guys busted my thumb, morons. Nah jk thanks guys.

I guess when these sort of things happen somehow or another, pretty messed up, i blame it on myself, i really dont know why. I just cant stand seeing my friends gettin shit they dont deserve. Dunno, guess back in Jc, whenever there was a bad choir performance, i really really felt it was my fault, i would seriously feel like commiting suicide after that. Its not like im trying to be the hero* or some shit, its just the way i feel/felt. Same thing last last night.

One thing is for sure, which i believe lar. Even though shit may happened what so ever, u will always have a place in ur heart somewhere for that person. And the truth yeah i may not have strong feelings for u as before, but yeah i still do care. Honestly, how can i forget all the times i tried to impress u, make u happy etc etc. So yeah dont u ever say i dont care, cause if i didnt, i wouldnt have wanted to fight for ur behalf. Yeah, i ve moved on, but it doesnt mean i dont give a damn about u anymore. Peharps its my fault for the awkardness and the lack of initiative for conversations but yeah i still care, and i will forever will care.

On another note, if i ever find out who the mf was , ur so f-ing dead. U can run but u cant hide i promise u that.

I guess after all that has happened, people may be shocked at how much i have changed as compared to before. But yeah people will always change, i cant say no to the fact that army would influence me in anyways, be it gd or bad. I will change, but either way i ve change, i really believed that i ve learned so many lessons, even from my clubbing nights. You can really can see who are your true friends, and who are the ones who would stay with u and really take care for you, while burning up valuable dance time. Yeah i ve grown up definetly, i ve accepted the fact that this is a phase in life, hell i mean im not gonna be dancing when im 60 years old, or will I? Freaking get bounced first lar. But u learn lar u really really do. Even as i type this i just feel so much more enlightened about all that has happened in the past month or so. Still feeling rather heart wrenched from wed though. I ve changedok i admit that, but i believe what i know what im doing, like Joel said, its whether u learn it the hard way or the easy way. Dont be naive, dont be innocent, just be strong and if u have screwed up, pick urself up and move on, still holding onto whatever u believe, be it love lar or loyalty, or in my case brotherhood.

I guess no matter how much people would talk to you, be it teachers, parents, friends, etc, the decison to change is really really individual. So yeah.....ahhh great im like freaking preaching again......................................................as usual. But really guys this ones from my heart.

Sometimes i really wonder why i care so much for people, really i dont understand, but u guys are my friends and i ll do all thats neccesary to help. Even if it that includes justice. Maybe Huixian was right, about me having some gift of hospitality. Maybe i dunno, i was nvr much of a person to think so deep. But yeah, my friends are important to me lar, honestly. Oh and pls, if u weren't there on wed, don't ask.

Leadership service loyalty sacrifice love integrity and courage. Im still so young in these catergories, so damn young. Hey at least im willing to learn, i know life will teach me more, and God's plan for me too. Just dont freaking hurt my friends in the process please to teach me such lessons.

Feelinga wee bit emo now....nvm.

ANYWAY, THIS ONES FOR IAN ONG, A.K.A, my bitch.

LoL first time i met him, it was soo soo soo soo, aiya cant remember lar lol.

I bet hes saying ''DOG DOG DOG'' at this very moment in front of his com.

Well thanks bro, for always looking out for me in the fun times we ve had in Jc and outside school too. Wah dog u really touched me today lar, like when he and kwok Ming were talking abt all their clubbing adventures at underage parties, i asked lar, how come nvr invite me. Then he said, ohh cause u last time choir president mah.

Woah.

Yeah, thanks for always watching my back even in school, in small things from academics, han lah, ur econs how zaiiii, to reminding me to not bring food out of the canteen. For all the clubbing fun we had together, yes sir u how prozz always can get girls unlike me i how shy???. Also to rapping in class hahahah freaking funny. Ahhhh, we how tight. Oh also to sharing ur food with me though u were nvr really happy about it hahaha. Oh oh drinks too haha. For giving me feedback on morning ensemble singing.

You've really been a true friend to me lar, i mean i really really wished i had known u for longer than two years, but then again friendship ain't like wine isn't it? Oh yeah and the billions of hours we spent gymming together till Mr David loh thought we were gay, thats some funny shit man. I guess words cant really express how i feel, just so damn thankful for all u ve done for me. Though that doesnt mean i ll stop stealing ur food hahaha. Oh btw, cook more of ur beer sausages for me leh, damn tasty hahaha.

We how tight!!

Anyway God bless u =), and if u feel touched by this post, please dont forget to treat me to something nice and tasty and filling =)

Like i said lar......WE HOW TIGHT???

We ll be dancing to AYO TECHNOLOGY IN ARMYYYYY!!!!!!!!!

Humour me*

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XinGay (Wei) 's night*

Aite aite. One long day.

It started off pretty well with me, Ian, Tze Shun, Wei Ting and Han Loong going to Bukit Timah Nature reserve to climb. Not bad haha it was pretty fun, but too bad we didnt really to appreciate mother nature cause they were freaking making so much noise. Animals leh i tell u. Not to mention Wei A.K.A the chest hair girl was blatantly Flirting!!! With all the half naked old uncles doing the same path as us. LOL LOL. Like Han would say. diiiiisssssgussstttingggg!!!!

Touche man touche =)

After 2 hrs plus of hiking i tell u it was freaking freaking tiring lar, but gd exercise plus we got to appreaciate a bit o mother nature lol. Haha think i ll go again monday morning of something lol. Oh and we saw two monkeys like mating too on the way out, lol pretty cool i guess........OKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK MOVING ON...

Slacked at home, joined Han to get his new glasses, hey man, looking gddddd lol.

Then came the night.

Celebrated Xingay's bd at Han's place...and ironically enough......it was freaking Kiattttt who got knocked out. Ok he was still alive and kicking BUT HE WAS FREAKING GONE....ANIMAL!!

1) He bitched slapped me when i rated him jokingly 5 upon ten
2) He mistook water for beer
3) He kept saying he had high tolerance when he was puking
4) He tried to kiss the Bd boy LoL
5) He tried to climb a tree and when he failed he kicked it
6) He thought a tree was pissing on him when it was just water droplets, and he scolded it and kicked it

etc etc etc.........

Sighhh.............Very this ur first time ah. All drinkers out there, please know ur limit and everything in moderation. If ur spinning already, it means ok man enough.

What a day man what a day.

For Xingay. This ones for you.

Hmmmm, guess i ve known u for sec3 sec4 j one j two, one two three four. Yeah 4 years already. Never would i forget the times we played bball together, trash talking the ankle breakers and the wicked games together. LoL strange how things are in Jc isnt it? We started pooling and gymming (YEAH) and swimming like damn damn frequently lol. Thanks for being there man whnever i was emo and what other nonsense. The fun times we had laughing at sick jokes and suaning other people, lol though thats really not nice. We how tight? Once again, i know u ll definetly be one of those who would aid me in some gang fight or etc. I guess u ll always brought a certain sense of jockness* in my life lol, aiya ur such a noob lar u ll cfm know what im trying to say when u read this post.

Knowing how much of a dog i am, dont mind if i say im damn tired and too lazy to blog anymore hahaha.

Bros for life man, sorry man, cant quite agree over the bros over hoes thing. LoL u understand. Well, sorry i wasnt able to let you experience clubbing, im sure with ur sexy bod u ll be able to score though lol lol.

Shaq dunks* OHHHHHH SAVE THE WOOOMEEEN AND CHILDDDREEENNNN!!!!

Dont forget to keep treating me to more food in the future!!! =)

Oh and ur a proz* Hahahaha, puker lol lol.

God bless*

Bong's night*

So it was off to Bong's place for one crazy night and preparing him for pre army.

I think i got high on the fun.

Come to think of it, yeah, a bit lar just a bit.

Along with Sidney, Marcus, Bobby a.k.a bobo, Jinghan, Brenden, Reuben, Ivan, hmmmmm missing out someone....chicken..whose the fella ah......Jerrold!! And of course urs truely the one and only Ham-some Me.

We have delicious food, thanks to his maid uber cooking, and once again, Manhunt winner me got first blood, meaning first taste of the food. Ohhhhhh crapppp, i totally forgot to say Grace, shit damn sorry..

We had like eh chicken wings eh, chicken curry, fried rice, egg salad with corn, Ca-shew i think and some uber tasting spring rolls, which were home made. How sweet is that??? lol

After watching some DUMB serial which ZIHAN MAN O CHEST H*IR totally insisted in watching, seriously it was some chinese serial at like 7 to 8, even WWE IS better than that lar. I mean like u totally get to see more action and stuff, basically more entertaining. Strangely enough when we wanted to off the TV, Ivan protested as well, along with Zihan. Seriously we were so shocked that we all just looked at Ivan and dropped our jaws b4 laughing at his foolish taste in Tv shows.

So then we played some INDIAN POKER which was the climax of the night LOL LOL.

Lets see, Ivan tried catching an egg with his shirt, as in only using the openings of his collar as it broke against his naked body, lol i tell u we all burst into laughing it was just so so so so so so so funny haha. I give that a 9 upon ten lol.

One round bong had to out an egg into his mouth and we all tried making him laugh, not bad lar i give that forfeit a 7 upon ten LOL. That was pretty funny lol.

Then we taupoked brenden slowly and purposefully, lol i was the first guy on him lar and i pounced on him like WWE style from the ring post. Ok that was damn funny lol so i give that a 8 upon ten lol lol.

We put cubes of ice into Zihan's underwear from his behind, and we held him there too hahahahahahah it was so so funny hahahahhah, he hit like two octaves higher than his highest T2 note with his yelps/screams/shrieks. LOL then later we wanted to do the coup de grace by taupoking him to a pulp with ice in his underwear hahaha. That was so funny lar, haha i give it a nine upon ten.

Another round i arm locked Jinghan and forced him to smell the air from Bong's old smelly and DISGUSTING LOOKING BASKETBALL. Basically he put the pin inside and drained the air out in front of Jinghan's face. Ok for all u out there who dont know how bad it is, ROTTEN EGGS FREAKING SMELL BETTER UNDERSTAND!!!!! Ok now u know. LOL Jinghan, paybacks a bitch =) I GIVE THAT A TEN UPON TEN =)

Alright for the best one of the night....

ahem...

Jerrold lost, so his forfeit was to let people smack his ass, prison style. Although we agreed to pull down our pants, so only underwear as protection, he had the nerve to retain his jeans. Bugger. So anyway we all lined up to smack his butt one by one with different objects.

Zihan went first, POOF* A lousy pillow. Yawn*

Next up was Jinghan and brenden same objects boring, POOF POOF* YAWN*

Next was ivan, forgot what he used but it was kinda gd cause i remembered hearing like SMACK* Yeah!!!!

Oh and all this time bong was filming i think.

Then of course lastly me, the rest of the gang left already cause it was kinda late. I took Bong's freaking guitar and smacked it against Jerrold's butt. CRACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK* WAS THE SOUND. Following which, according to Reuben he lost his voice laughing so hard when he collasped against the couch. Everyone was damn shocked me too, but Bong let loose a barrage of F words, i quote Reuben, *He said more F words in ten seconds then he ever said in his whole life lar* I personally dunno whether it was true but, it was bad lar, plus it was his dad's guitar lol. Apparently, there were four huge cracks on it.........shit man it was damn bad, freaking hell. Jerome u are one Crazyy son of a human....But u gotta give it to me, Thats was Hilarious.

I GIVE IT A HUNDRED UPON TEN =)

AND NOW DRUMROLLSSSSSSSSSSSSS
BONG THIS ONES FOR YOU LOL.

Never really though how i would blog about this but eh, yeah, i ve known him for like 6 years plus, since primary school. I think friendship is a bit like wine, as it goes longer it just gets better and better, not that short friendships are worse lar of course. So yeah man thanks for being like a brother from another mother to me, for always being there to give me advice during our years of service in the choir com. For cracking ur jokes about sensitive stuff u bastard*, and still having an extremely fun time from it. For being ur intellectual G.E.P self and helping me out in times when i felt emo and shit, or was pissed off for the wrong reasons. For always showing me that there was another side to how things worked, and alternative to problems and more I.Q stuff. I guess in a certain sort of way u did help me grow up too.

Shit man i ve really known u for freaking freaking long, just kinda hit me.

Yeah i really dont know what else to say, but all the best in army, i know ur gonna enjoy it somehow lol. Sorry about ur guitar lol. And yeah thanks man simply thanks. Ur really one of the guys i know if i ever get into a fight or trouble, u ll show up just to add members to my imaginary gang or save me from other kinds of stuff. Sorry for not being able to Mambo with u tonight, i hope u dont get wasted like b4 and have a wicked time tonight, who knows? U might just meet ur girl LOL. Drink up bong drink up =)

God really bless u though ur not Christian, and i look forward to having more fun times with u in 2008 and beyond!! =)

Aite Mdc*

So today i woke up at friggiin 7 in the morning just to travel 3 hrs worth to go for my MDC auditions with Brenden and Jerrold.

Well overall it was kinda gd i felt. Though my lyrics were all jumbled up and i started have yourself a merry little Xmas too high, it was overall pretty ok.

Fun fact of the day though, some gay guy rated me like 7/10, on what category i do not know, i dont wanna know. LOL. When i told them i was Pes C one guy was like, why? whats wrroong with ur Fine* Body?? Damn, i was kinda freaked out, lucky one o my seniors were there haha. So it didnt feel so awkard.

Yeah they sang along with my uptown girls, and have yourself was pretty ok i felt. Problem is they only can accept one member when the previous guy singing it quits. So like i might have to go for auditions again. Ahhhh feels so choir-ish, hey im here for the auditions. But thankfully i wont have to sing ACS anthem or National anthem LOL.

I guess im pretty intimidated by the fact that army is coming so soon. Like most of my friends are all going in sooner or later.

So i ve decided to blog, from now on, dedication posts, not that i need to prove anything, but just cause im grateful for the impact that these people/Cocksters/morons had on my life.

Oh and strangely enough, i ve realises that in these past fews days, whenever im damn tired, i feel kinda high. Damn weird.

Sighh, kinda getting bored of bumming around everyday, its always the same, gymming swimming pooling. What happened to the gd old days of school? LoL, time passes too fast indeed, when we were younggg. Its seems even the simplest stuff can be so so heartwarming and satisfying. U kinda know what i mean, like they say it aint the place or the activity but the company.

Its getting late and im seriously feeling high.

Most of alllll, its built to lastttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt......

How much more can i give, i really dont know..

sigh*

Ok Mass dance was kinda fun, the freestyling especially haha. Nice one my Og Kids who are J three hhaa. Anyway, been talking with people about stuff like life and all that. Ok ok sounds rather boring but alright honestly, i think i ve been falling a bit short of what i am, what i stand for, what i am suppose to improve further.

Watching people around me change for the better, yes u Sa Paodo me (dont worry i appreciate that OK!!!), and Miss Leheng, finding her faith in God. Really makes me feel kinda like shit. How i feel now is really like eminem's song, Toy soldiers* Shit man, i know i know i ll change, i promise.

Step by step, heart to heart, left right left
We all fall down like toy soldiers
Bit by bit, torn apart, we never win
But the battle wages on for toy soldiers

I'm supposed to be the soldier who never blows his composure
Even though I hold the weight of the whole world on my shoulders

I'm supposed to set an example

We all fall down indeed.




But in this world of mine, u jolly well pick yourself up and move on.

I will be responsible for myself.

She*

U were right Yanni, I did go and meet the most beautiful girl in the world today. =)

She's got a smile that would make the most senile

Annoying old man bite his tongue

I'm not done

She's got eyes comparable to sunrise

And it doesn't stop there

Man I swear

She's got porcelin skin of course she's a ten

And now she's even got her own song

But movin' on

She's got the cutest laugh I ever heard

And we can be on the phone for three hours

Not sayin' one word

And I would still cherish every moment

And when I start to build my future

she's the main component

Call it dumb call it luck call it love

or whatever you call it but

Everywhere I go I keep her picture

in my wallet like here

This one's for you

HAPPY NEW YEAR GUYS =)

My new year resolutions

1) Stop cursing
2) Cut down drinking
3) Have a more serious perspective to life
4) Invest in more friendships =)
5) Be a better role model

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE =) Know that u are loved by someone in the world =)