So it was after the glorious As. It began.
The long nights of booze getting high and wasted, the clubbing, etc.
I guess i lost myself in the sins of the flesh.
Sigh, it turns out that even as we celebrate and party and have fun.
The people who do need us, are neglected.
I guess this is really more than a CCA after all.
I really do feel ashamed of myself. People said, but its over what. No its not.
Perhaps i should really do some soul searching to ask myself on what Bong told me today.
Enjoyment vs Responsibility?
Why do we go back?
Not because I was told to, but i want to help out.
GET SOBER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!