Rsyc*

ho hum, tis hurts.

but i know deep down it's worth it.

God bless you.

Here's to the future*

Ohhh, if there's one thing I hang onto,

That gets me through the night.

I ain't gonna do what I don't want to,

I'm gonna live my life.

Shining like a diamond, rolling with the dice,

Standing on the ledge, I show the wind how to fly.

When the world gets in my face, I say, Have A Nice Day.

Have A Nice Day.

Im gonna make it work out, or die trying in the process.

Money is King*

I haven't really blogged since i went to Seattle and a lot of things have happened.

Anyway i just came off duty and my dad surprised me by offering me 8-9 k to buy a brand new bike.

Purposes

1) When i go to Seattle, i can use my old bike for travelling to school and my new baby for my triathlons there

2) He can use my old bike to exercise as and when he wants to and my bro can use my old bike to take part in the upcoming September triathlon

3) My new ride will consperm be literally, SEX on Wheels. Female Cyclists will drool at it when i ride it rings around em', they'll probably wanna cycle with me in the future as well.......sounds good no? hahaha..

Problems

1) Old and new bike in the course of merely 2009, fucking 15 k already.

2) My current/old bike is also deemed as a very good deal. Full carbon etc etc Ultegra group set...carbon wheels...yeah its kinda sex-ed up too for 4100 dollars.

Sigh, thinking about it all, money is indeed king, i do not believe that money is the root of all evil, not to a full extent that is. U know, the old history "i believe to a limited extent", GP kind of thing.

Whats worse, was that i was shocked that i spent my bd 1k away in a span of weeks, yes sir not months. Fucking cant control my out-flow of cash these days. It was initially shocking for moi, but when i fully reflected on where MAJORITY of the bulk went to. Yeah, i can say with smile on my face, tis was worth it.

To the morons out there, u know who u are, you're welcome for the sponsership for the loads of shit that we did at those early hours of the day hahahhaa. I guess, my mentality is that, if i think you're really worth it, i won't spare anything at all to just bring that smile to your face. Maybe thats why everytime i go clubbing, i always pay the lion's share of the bill and etc etc.

Aiya, money is seriously just bah, ok wait i take that bad....sigh, i still feel kinda guilty of my expenses over the past few months. But seriously speaking u know what? Fuck it, i know the true value of my "family coffers, individual funds, bank accounts", and i am fucking ass sure of how i spend it and more importantly to who.

cause' u guys are worth it.

Anyway, back to the new bike, if i seriously get it, come this September triathlon, i guarantee that i won't be the fastest but i ll sure as hell look the best during the bike phase. hahaha, sex on wheels baby!!

urgh, other things i kinda need to spew out. Im doing something crazy in the upcoming months, even for my standards and although it scares me, i know im going to enjoy every single moment of it. Randomly, i do miss choir as well, i ll try to go back and sing during christmas carrolling and for God more importantly. Worse case scenario i ll watch the esplande performance, if there is one...

Thinking bout "of these things that i have done" in 2009, its more meaningful as compared to 2008 and all the nonsense that i have been doing with the dudes. Mainly Xiang an and samuel the dog, all the chickling, dancing, trash talking, plotting of naughty deeds, future plans of Thai thai thailand, triple vices, chicks with dicks, "we make these good girls go bad ", laughing at perverse jokes that make u momentarily stunned..

I don't know, its all the build up towards the bachelor's party, the epitome of manhood and "ladies u guys just roll ur eyes at us". We do know however, that ten years down the road, we ll look back at our pictures and really have a good laugh...... and that sounded pretty damn old indeed....

Its a phase in life (lar) and like samuel said "i wanna settle down with a nice christian gal in the future''. SO, I am going to enjoy every last bit of my youth and the transition into my adulthood.

Its time to wait my bro up soon and do our mini triathlon together, but before i leave. LOL, i cant help it but exclaim For all ye nooblets out that, learn from my blog that Stars do twinkle........ but u can see it only in outer space ^^.

garghhhhhhh why is bible study so chim???

I heard older people talk.

I ve heard stories of such things.

I ve met them for myself.*

So i wont speculate that the people who come here think and assume im some clubbing hobo. Although i do think so, but i wont speculate, because people are nice, and that they wont just anyhow blog hop in search of evil humour.

Maybe in the past i would go fuck u.

But, its better to at least make someone happy, doesnt matter who, a smile on a face for whatever reason is STILL a smile on your face. That is undeniably a good thing! =)

Anyway. I feel that we should focus our energies to do more meaningful stuff. Culture shock no? People in singapore do not have proper families, ever ate at macs before, ate proper western meals before. Even watching a movie is deemed as Extraordinary for them.

Enough with the self centeredness of how i can make my life more this more that for me....enough with the im jaded and nonsense..

Anyway yes, i shall endeavour to do community service this year.

Meaningful ones o course, not clear up rubbish and etc, i mean thats great too, but with more involvement in people's lives. Community centres and stuff..

I think that using my life to do some good stuff, yeah thats just more meaningful and justifiable. How precious life is indeed..

and life is never asexual too, that make things bittersweet.

Congrats Xingay, im happy for ya haha =). I promise i wont go all batista and shit on her when i finally meet her...

Jon, i hope your ready man, im comingggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

so i ll end this post off with.

Bittersweet, bittersweet indeed.

Give and not ask for anything in return*

So it was Samuel's bd and we were in a taxi..

My friend wanted a chance to create an exciting opppotunity.

I picked up the phone and called my aunt for help at butter factory.

Boom. 2 tables under my name, VIP.

Im not sure if I have to open bottles or not or pay entry for my friends or etc etc..Or the financial power too..

fuck man..

Mannnn...............

I hope all goes well seriously. Im not even excited at the prospect of going there even though i ve never been there b4. Its an opportunity for you!!! FUCKER!!!!!!!

Aiya im just contended when my friends are happy and entertained lar.

damn jaded though. Hope i learn some cool shit on the seattle trip. But i have to burn 2.5 additional leave, on top of my 9 days leave, to self quarantine myself. Fucked up indeed, so for the rest of the year i have only 2.5 days of leave left.

(But) its for family, so although its heart pain, i feel that its worth it (lar).

damn sian, thats just the way i am i suppose, its like, people dont talk to me for a long time, but somehow i always get this weird thought in my head, "dont be an idiot lar jerome, go say hi and shit to em", following which "fuck lar just whack".

"Yo, whats up?"

somehow i know that gd karma will come my way but.....ah, we ll see what the future brings.

It ll be nice if i met me in a female hot version, wait, ok thats just fucked up.....

i can so feel someone reading this post and go "oh for pete's sake, stop emoing and Grow up"

sigh

ahem*

I hope that everyone will stay happy and contented with their lives, my parents to stay in gd health, myself to havoc with my brother again. My maid to forgive my bad temper, my dear friends to continue to grow in out friendship and fellowship with one another. Lastly, i hope to become a better christian and keep making my friends smile...

Gd night all and please sms me ur requests from U.S, im heading there from 9th to 21th =)

Ran, gymmed, cycled 60-70km*

Brute strength.

Mental toughness.

Army.

Bros.

Gals.

Partying.

Late nights.

Perv jokes.

Laughter.

Overall, God is more important.

I shall try to change for the future =)

We ll all be matured and handsome/gorgeous in time to come, say 5 years?

Emo monster go away.

Happy 20th birthday Samuel.

Bon Jovi's living on a prayer will bring out our inner dancing skills.

Thanks to the Lord for meeting u in sec 3.

Patch Adams for the win*

To treat people with laughter was what he believed, true or not, as depicted by the movie..i sure hope to become one of his patients hahaha..

Man, the past week has made me pretty jaded indeed, with seven duties this month, its been tiresome..

I hate politics, i so do... cant even hang out with people that i enjoy hanging around without them disliking each other for Lord knows whatever reason.

Seems that im a person that lives on events and things to look forward to, cant have the everyday normal life. I guess when u strip homework, CCAs, exams and many more deadlines, u get too much freedom, hmmm..

Jaded!!!

I cannot wait to go Seattle, i repeat!! I cannot wait to go Seattle..

Anyway reflecting on what has happened, Miss Andrea's gonna migrate to New Zealand, man..........Shucks. I do admit im gonna miss seeing her around sg, for choir bs and other stuff. Yup but lets all keep her and toshi in our prayers. Can lar i believe.

And can someone please explain to me how the f can Adam Lambert sing so high? Its damn insane haha, too bad hes gay man, i would have used that talent to reel in the babes.. hahah

jk jk....

Aunt's wedding coming up soon, hope to get that over with!! Once and for all, its been quite draggy honestly, ah well, its still good to sing again haha, meeting old and new friends too so pretty interesting experience lol. Haha, i was thinking about bringing Bong to crash the bachelor party as well, haha, im sure Malcom wouldn't mind.... nice haha.

Well, hope that the uni kids are having fun now, and the army guys to hang in there, stop drinking so much and keep our minds clean...Just got off the phone with samuel for his bd celebrations, f man, we might just end up at geylang doing more than Frog porridge, he and the fat bastard..bloody uncontrollable beasts!!

Seriously, duties are freaking warping me out, im on duty on Sunday again, my gwad, bloody 3 extras. Sigh.

I gotta learn how to curb my spending habits too, taxis and when i got caught in the rain the other day, i went into Club Marx to buy another t shirt...

Homofesting on fri night, lookin forward to that, WOLVERINE! RAWR!!!

yes PITY me, i havent caught, Slumdog millionaire, Bejamin Burtons, Wolverine and many other nice movies that have come out already.

Btw the other day Bong and I were discussing about how fun it was to chill at someone's place over Beer supper food, soccer or movies..freak man....freakin getting OLD. I mean i don't even feel inclined to do like crazy stuff anymore.

Maybe i ll revert back to normal after Seattle heh heh heh..

Rave

How my sprint triathlon started*

=)

Adam Lambert's Mad world*

Indeed he deserved a standing ovation for performing the song Mad World, just downloaded it, its really really awesome haha.

I guess now im kinda regretting that im a baritone/bass, people can sing low, but they just never sound appealing as people who can scream out high notes. Man, i so wish i could use non falsetto and scream out songs like bohemian rhapsody, living on a prayer and other tenor high songs.

dammit..

But anyway, i felt kinda proud of my self that after duty in camp, i still rushed down to church to sing for communion, its a very satisfying feeling indeed. I told myself that if i can chiong clubbing like a mad dog in the past, why not service for God too?

Other than that, i am getting too lazy for my own good, come on wake up and mug u dog!

Had rehearsal today dor my aunt's wedding, it was good, hearing Yanting sing her Et Misericordia solo and our new pianist, (SAJC though) sianz, haha jk jk, play along with us. I think singing is really my thing hahaha, if my craziness doesnt wear off soon, maybe i ll hit sg idol and hopefully obtain some fame with a baritone voice.....

wtf.

haha but who knows, i mean shit happens, one moment its a stupid stupid dare, the next, reality hits u, ur famous..man i wouldn't mind that at all, some good clean fun with fame.

damn who knows? hahahahah..

Caught up with han loong and Bong by having family dinners with them. Amazing once again how time flies by, freakin 20 this year, though i dont feel it. hahaha brendan was saying how i had the body of a 20 year old but the mind of a 14, haha maybe maybe. Its always the opposite way of thinking, when ur young, u wanna mature even more, when ur matured/old u wanna be young again. Ho hum..We were talking about buying food, beer and watching soccer matches together, and damn man, thats new fun too. No longer all that wanna be chickling, physical touch, alcohol, late nights, eye bags, money spent, potential hook ups and what other not nonsense.

Seriously, it doesnt appeal to me more. haha another thing to admit, when we (I) were (was) young, physical looks and appearances did matter tons, but as we get older, i guess its the connection between both parties that matter a lot. So she may be alright, a 6 upon ten looks, but if u could connect well with her, why not? I mean im sure a lot of guys i know who say the same to me as well, hot........ok lar icing on the cake. Connection, the whole section of meat in the burger man. I reckon what im trying to say here is, being superficial while closing on to adulthood is just plain stupid, and yeah, go kill urself man. Lol c'est angst right there.

Speaking of angsty i did break my door cause i was pissed off at my mom during a mini house party..ogay, that wasn't good..sigh. ok ok control.

what other random shit do i want to get off my chest. Oh yeah i hit le baroque with sam and xiang again with annabel and her friends, freakin fun, haha towards the end i was playing a Pink Balloon Guitar that Candice kinda lent me to play with the band on stage, BOHEMIAN RHAPSODY!!!! haha its was flabbergasting indeed!

On a more serious note, i read some jap manga in camp online, about some story of a teen girl who kinda had a baby and a miscarriage. It just occured to me how precious and fragile life is. I should have nevered stop praying for her.

I guess somethings in the past cant be changed, and im not afraid to go back and acknowledge it. But such situations rarely come through, social norm and formalities must go through. I think at times we discriminate too much against shot gun marriages and abortions, young moms, so yes it did happen, but we can never change the past.

What we should do is try to aid them more instead of judging them. Judging happens to much in this world la honestly. Anyway i freakin sound like a powerpuff girl now with all this moral stuff.


Sam's BD coming soon! heh heh heh heh...nah.

I had enough, just chill and enjoy, no more nonsense.

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Its a mad world..

Sprint triathlon!!

It was hot, rough, crowded, painful, nerve racking...

BUT I STILL DELIEVERED THE PWNAGE!!

ha ha ha!

It was really a magnificient sunday =) Praise the Lord for giving me strength to endure and enjoy myself throughout the pain i was going through.

In the end, 6th in my under 20 catergory, and 178 out of 700 plus for overall race.

WOOHOO!!!

Next time i ll beat Xingay though..... buggers.

I guess the best moments of the race was...when i went lil crazy haha.

Ok starting off, Xingay the humji beng didnt want to follow me by squeezing into the middle of the swim pack, where jostling was the fiercest and u could get your nose broken with one good kick.

BUT STILL! I positioned myself smack in the middle, nearest to the line.

When the countdown was going on, my heart was beating so fast, because some people decided to start clapping towards, 5,4,3...2....1!

BOOM! Freestyle with my head above water, i dont even know what i was thinking lol, i was literally swimming over some GUY at one point. Ok put it simply, i Muscled my way till a lane opened in front of me. Hahaha some ang mo dude tried to grab my ankle and pull me, i just turned around and pointed my finger in his face "HEY!!!!" After that i felt invincible...haha. Thanks to my parents i guess, not the rough part, that my dad always brought me out to sea to swim when i was young, Pulua Hantu etc, hence the sea was like a long lost home to me.

That was one, the other was when i was cycling, past the 5km mark, and cycling back to make another 5 km, saw Xin the Gay. I just shouted out to him 'XIN GAY!!!' I WAS LEADING COME ON! Too bad that was temp, till 10 km only, shit.

Oh at one point when we were cycling neck to neck, i hoarsed out to him, WHO ARE U CYCLING FOR?! WHO ARE U CYCLING FOR??! He just got onto his aero bars and increased his speed. I guessed he was thinking, wtf jerome's gone crazy...

Next up! August! Triathlon!!

Few things i need to do now.

1) Mug SATS
2) Buy Aero bars
3) Adjust my seat height properly, and train to get accustomed to it
4) Essential race belt
5) Cycle and run MORE!
6) Take my 2.4km again and break 9 mins

Yeap, to God be the Glory! Thats who i ran for on Sunday.

Sadly, on sad thing abt a tri race is the training aspect, u lose out on social life when u train or rest, well, u have to sacrifice something in order to gain something.

The calm before the storm*

19 of April 2009

My first sprint tri, building up to the main event July triathelon.

750m Swim

15 km Bike

5 km Run

As fast as you can.

I cant promise that i ll be faster than the professionals, the skinny compact triathletes that have being doing this sport longer than me.

But collecting my Tags and numbers this afternoon, i felt really excited and pumped up, YES THE RAWR KIND! Ahem, excuse me...Alors, for tmr, i promised a few things to myself.

1) Everything i got, till my lungs burst or i faint, as fast as i humanly can for God

2) Destroy Xingay in the race itself, all the trash talking has finally come down to this

3) Enjoy =)

I guess being overcompetitive as an advantage after all, you dont care what, u dont think, u just whack.

No regrets.

Ahem.. ARGGHHH!!!!!! Ahem..

Angsty dog, blind eagle and monkey face*

So........Alors....

D'accord......alright.......

Its a beautiful gd friday and im somewhere, the least place u would possibly imagine, blogging cause im so damn bored..

Ah well, life has been kinda surreal for the past week. Gd things to note though, my homie xin the gay has returned from TAI TAI WAN!! Too bad he didnt manage to hit any of the taiwan clubs though, bugger..i was hoping he would bring some pics back and i could check out some of the locals there hahaha..

Oh man, yeah thanks to a certain french/ballet Miss...i just came to the conclusion that i can be pretty damn cliche? Meaning that i kinda just spew out all these funny "the enemy of ur enemy is your friend" or "what goes around comes around" or "life's too short to not experience anything"..Weird, i think its cause of hanging out with bong, or rather when i used to hang out with him pretty frequently in the past..

ah well...

Thursday was really ansgty for me cause i was pissed off with the guys for some movie ticket. Well, saying that, i nearly fought with Ian outside bloody cineleisure for the wrong reasons, and yeah im sorry for shoving Chris to one side too when he tried to restrain me..Talking to Han, yeah i mean, if ur going to fight, at least not over a movie ticket and not with ur close buds..Its just this year i admit that i ve become pretty short tempered and very intolerant over certain issues. Sighh...

Cause of that, i cycled to mount faber from 1 to 2 plus at night with xingay, man it was good to see him again, but freakin drama outside cine, we were literally making a scene..Woke up at nine to go for my hardcore physio. Oh anyone who goes for physio? Im not boasting or anything, but your physio is nothing compared to my physio.

Just fri i was lucky, she made me run 5 km instead of the usual ten km, then lunges sprints and jumps, and her repititions are all in reps of either 50 or hundred, shes hardcore man..After the night cycle and xiong PHYSIO, i just collapsed on my bed and knocked out for 3 hrs, woohoo..

Visited Han that cripple son of a gun, haha he was doing fine with his bandaged leg, talked about random stuff, and yeah it was good PLAYING ROCK BAND AGAIN! RAWR!! haha i do admit i get a lil crazy at times haha..

Visited Cindy's house and caught up with her too..It was good lar, no alcohol for once haha, and i realized like how much we all have changed since last year. Seeing more and more juniors in the clubs, not that i go back often though, it just like she said, reminded us how old we are getting.......sadly.

Think its time to click one of those instant matchmaking popups etc and get ready for marriage....













NOT!!!!!

Anyways, after thursday's near fight i came up with animal analogies for us, i mean so far lar i ll think of more as time goes on.

Moi - Angsty dog, cause i have been short tempered lately and yeah, hot headed at times too, DONT LOSE UR HEAD! As i have been drilled before, yup. Plus dogs go crazy with rabids, and similar to myself with all em' natural testostorones.

Xingay- Blind eagle, he may have the leadership skills of a one chocolate bar, but hes freakin indecisive hence, he can fly high, however hes still blind

Ian- Monkey face Ong, being a Jew monkey, he never shares his bananas with anyone hence he gets constipation. As a result, he never inconveniences himself to do something that he doesn't want to do, cause all he wants to do is to take a dump..

ROFL u might go, but i kid you not, these are pretty accurate analogies..

Im really looking forward to political zouking with xiang and samuel on Sat haha it ll be another chance for the two perverts to do some boys gone naughty in dark places with loads of alcohol..............AGAIN I MIGHT ADD haha..

I cant wait for my sprint triathelon next Sunday, its going to be so awesome i can feel it!! Wearing my hulk costume (cause its green) and taking my lung expanding pill, and kickin's some officer xingay's ass on that day itself! RAWR! Whats a mere 750m swim 15km bike and 5 km run to the mentally strong????

After this is July's triathelon and then more triathelons, following which, IRONMAN!! Your body's limits are only what u imagine them to be, while im young and still pumping, i say all out! WOOHOO!! Haha, man i better cut out all the cycling with sunglasses at night, speeding past red lights, racing buses man vs machince and listening to ipod when i cycle; shit, for my own safety.

Ironically, im looking at my BTT textbook now lol..

Army's really such a drag, its like every week i must have something to look forward to and do. Movies, cycling, etc etc..

Cant wait for June when i go visit my older bro in Seattle, gonna be hopefully, 2 weeks of fun and talking cock with him again. We never seem to grow up hahahhaha take that SHUWEI! C'est angst, Je Comprehendre?! . Ok lar i mean we do, but i guess the kid in us will never die, i know my bro's kinda in the same mode i am, well i mean his uber Korean gf is handling him pretty darn well, so hes gotta be less crazy then i am..haha.

Well im HOPING that he ll bring me around the campus, visiting different aspects of the uni and seeing his apartment, and more importantly RAVEE PARTIES!! haha, jk jk we ll see how things go lar. Rihanna and T.I's live your life song is playing on radio now, how apt =)

To sum it all up, i pray that Han's leg will get better, Uni students to finish their exams with no uncertainty in their hearts, my dad to stay childish as ever and lose weight, my mom to enjoy dancing for God, my friends to find more happiness in their lives, Xingay to be at his very best when he COMPETES with moi and for old friends to take MUCH MORE INITIATIVE in staying in contact with each other..I think i lost one friend already to laziness in maintaining contact
via msn. Oh yeah my bro to stay happy and as crazy as me in seattle.

I hope to sing again after July too =)

For now, Sat!! Back to the place where it all began again at "Za-ow-k"

A bientot! Bisous!

P.S Daph well, i do admit 4.1 is really expensive, but for the parts and components im getting, it is really a steal at this current price. Plus im not upgrading anymore, at least till i start earning a couple k myself, or rather when i start teaching. And im treating my bike as a pet, once u buy it, no way can u go " oh im sick of it and just leave it". Cause if i bought a 2k plus road bike and upgraded it, cfm it would go to 6k plus, but at 4.1 straight from the start, im saving money long term wise, at least only for my parents long term.

For your mountain bike, have u roughly decided what brand and which model u are going to go for? Anyway, Bukit timah is not impossible, im sure within this year or less you ll be able to Pwn it yup! =)

24 hrs + + + +

It really seems now a days that i dont have enough time for anything at all..

Thank the Lord for offs from army..sigh this period is just very tiring for myself..

With the 19th of April race coming up, my current activities, well, one has to sacrifice something in order to gain something. Time management FOOL!.

So far, what saps my time up.

1) Army 8-5
2) Duties, 24 hrs
3) Training, running, cycling, swimming, gymming
4) French
5) Meeting up with friends
6) Physio
7) Studying
8) Clubbing, though it doesnt happen as often this year
9) Aunt's wedding rehearsal ( still an alto problem lacking) sigh...

Sad to say i dont really make time for God at all..

I think i do have time lar, just that i waste it on internet, facebook, nba.com, msn. I guess once again this is a trial for my time management skills..

I wish that time would just pause and i could do all i wanted to do till i got sian of it..

Overtraining's happening quite frequently now. dammit..

No matter, i wont lose..

ARGH!

i should really rest more.........

fuggin eyebags and fuggin intra group politics.

Finance and with recession*

One more reason why i deserve to train harder.

Road bike- $4100
Pants, helmet, water bottle holders, shoes, top- $1000
Pumps, spare tires- $200
Running shoes- $180
Tri suit- $250
Heart rate monitor- $95

Bloody expensive and i havent even counted Oakleys that i need to get for convertable day and night training..That be another $400. Cb money doesnt grow on trees man..Train my balls off tell you.

Aite.

Had a gd time frenching haha, off to the pool!

Simply im the intellectual ogay!*

Oh don't the days seem lank and long,

When all goes right and nothing goes wrong?

And isn't life extremely flat

With nothing whatever to grumble at?

Yes folks, we do need hardships in our life, to boost and kick our butts outside of our comfort zone. We may whine, "Exam? chao chicken backside lar..." "PROJECTS! IT BRINGS ME EYEBAGS!"

So imagine having a holiday 24-7, all year round, it would be extremely boring i assure you.

Embrace ur hardship, love it enjoy the moment, and maybe we ll get something out of it. After all, aren't breaks and fun nights so much sweeter after u ve worked ur heart out for it?

On a random note, i cycled up Mount Faber 5 times, try it once folks, its freaking upslope all the way. Though for the pain in my legs, the view was indeed, quote Steve Irvin "GORGEOUS GORGEOUS!!!! ISN'T SHE A BEAUT'"

Breath taking i must say..

Life life life life life life life life life life life life life life life.

LIVE IT

Not ur usual happenings*

Very satisfying

-Cycling with my 4.1 k baby
-Shopping for triathelon gear
-Exercising
-Buying more gear
-Sleeping
-Most importantly, talking to God
-Singing for church
-Making people laugh

Angst about and needs to change

-Cars that irritate me from behind
-Bangla workers that Shout HI to me when im jogging
-Going slow on slopes up, well training is tough indeed
-Horrendous french
-Laziness
-The unwillingness to forgive and forget a certain overseas friend who, i assume and felt, did not make enough effort
-Another person who doubts our friendship, when its all a simple case of, who is the bigger man.
-A young child who needs to wake up and get her life on track. I cant do anything abt that, sadly.

Dying to do


-Don on a straw hat, embed my feet into hot white sand, boxers and with a mocktail in my hand, walk around a nice beach overseas
-Overseas clubbing haha (Well for 2009, the count remains at 3 or 4, incredible as compared to 2008) Taiwan, taiwan, taiwan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
-Make money, but how?
-Make more people laugh? weird aint it..
-Watch slumdog millionaire, watch curious case of benjamin buttorn
-Go overseas and see my bro again, do some crazy shit
-Head off to Uni
-Sing in Choir after competition
-Take up dancing lessons? hahhahaha, its not a gay thing, to pick up more chicks, oops u didnt hear anything lol.

Random

-Screaming in gym during 300 workout and scaring everyone out
-Laughing while beating other cyclists
-Overdose of testorones
-Donning on a Commando P.T uniform and grinning like a fool while jogging with it
-I need to catch up with Wesley, Bong, Amy a.ka Hayley(Paramore)
-Learning life lessons from taxi drivers
-Beggars cant be Choosers .......................................................................
-Mugger Choo "Ur spending too much time with guys'' -_-
-Hiring hot young strippers for Xiang An's Bd
-Preparing for marriage
-Im listening to Neyo's Mad now, bloody emo, typical, I so need to get a gf now.
-My pai "Jerome do u want to get laid on ur bd?" "Han loong, wtf......"
-City harvest church i heard from a taxi driver who used to attend there, "If u cant use cash to pay 10% of ur dues to God, u can use credit card. When a celebrity attends it, the whole place changes to a rock concert" I say to that "Fuck u understand? So fucking onz about worldy possesions, money. Go to church to flirt or worship huh?"
-The day it becomes a place like island creamery or zouk, where some people go there just to be seen. I just shake my head in despair.
-I miss mentors, teachers who constantly teach me life lessons. Even through various ways, life lessons through music, an awesome Mdm.


God bless family, friends, seniors, juniors. People who need help.

"They may be better athletes, but im the better man"

So its going to be another homofest for V day, alright!

Grr i have no idea, but i ve been feeling particularly grumpy for these past few days.

Ccb why the f do i type so slow.. see here i go again.

On a happy note, kaiyi the oversea's kid is back from aus so its good to catch up and, i gotta make sure i kick her ass on the dance floor haha. jk jk, friend friend =)

On a happier note, i took my 2.4 timing last sat and its was ZOMG 9 MINUTES 14 SECONDS RAWRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!

ARGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I do admit im a guy who has too much testostorones in his body, hey hey, keep ur minds out of the gutters ok. Haha, but yeah i literally bellowed like some beast at the Acjc track haha. Thank God there were only ruggers there, lol.

Thanks to Kuok Ming and Ian the dog in helping me take my timing.

Alright!! One down, now need to work on french, sats, driving and ponning Xingay's ass at the july triathelon. One thing for sure, we re both birds of the same feather, seriously seriously bloody over competitive. If i cant beat him , well maybe since im young what the heck steriods for the win! Crazy huh? Well quoting my senior in my new department in my camp, "if u want something badly, go for it"

Had overnight duty with him last tue, that bloody indian, kept talking cock to me the whole night bugger. Haha, but it was fun i suppose, talked abt our emo past..

Damn i thought last year i was bad, this guy takes the cake, hes paying his gf* a surprise visit in australia, leave and money all going to burn. The worse part is that, he may get his ass shoved back to him on a silver platter.
Tsk, gd luck my friend! I ll pray for u dude. Some dedication he showed me during our emo talk heh.

I guess since V day is coming just around the corner, emo monster has been bugging me ever since. Ok ok so, we are all old enough to know that we dont need this emo-jc-secondary school shit and we can do better with our friends, RIGHT?????? Yet i feel this hidden needle in my underwear somewhere, pricking my ass, torturing me with that oh-so-2005-2008 sensation that can never be removed, unless i use alcohol or flood my body with endorphines.....

IT SPEAKS!!!!! "V DAY IS COMING YOUNG ONE!! WHY ARE YOU STILL A NOOBLET??!!"

YE GAWDS!

Haha, i seriously think im being retarded here, ok fine i am being retarded here.

Ah well, go with the flow then haha.

Lets see what else to talk about, OMG YES YES! I seriously feel that singapore is such a conservative society, so muhc so that i cant stand it anymore.

I was going for my physio therapy session right? Changed, took a piss, some ang mo dude came next to me..

"Hey dude, nice body man, ripping it up i see there, gimme five homie"








haha talk cock lar, ps, seriously...

Him "Hey man, hows it going?"

Me, stunned.. "Eh hey...yeah man im pretty gd, u? Busy with ur work?"

He was dressed in those male nurses' outfit.

Him" Yeah im doing great, loads of things to do around here"

Me "Oh ok ok" Zips up "Aite see ya mate, tc!"

Ok first of all u bastards, hes not gay. What im trying to say is that, in singapore, how many people will actually come up to you and try to start a conversation, or even look u in the eyes and smile at you?? Look at it, on the MRTS the BUSES, its silence between strangers, old uncles hogging seats, people being uncomfortable with each other at mere sight, its just freaking UNFRIENDLINESS BREEDING IN OUR BODIES!

Where as this dude actually tried to start a conversation with me , a total stranger.

I went shopping with my mom, there was a an ang mo lady in front of me.

Me "Excuse me , sorry.." I went around here.

She " No problem."

Singaporeans be ashamed!! I guess its our culture or what, but seriously this unfriendliness that i have been observing lately, its so so demoralising for me. I cant wait to go overseas and open my eyes to a "brave new world" hur hur..

So they say the grass is always greener on the other side. Singaporeans....the 5 Cs....the Singlish...the traditional asian values...the unwillingness to smile to others....the lack of gentlemen.....the shyness and act of being conservative...

I EXCLAIM OUT LOUD TONIGHT!!





na bei...im a sg citizen too...


PAP should get some hippie cool ang mo and make him Minister of friendliness!!!

If u doubt me, go onto buses and mrts and open ur eyes......U ll see what im talking about.

Come on, prove me wrong, pls.




People think of me, crazy enough, heh, but in reality, what i do is just to get the simple satisfaction of putting " Lets Put A Smile on That Face". U know me.

So take me as a sucker for pain*

ho hum..

Its been another week as usual, im really pretty excited for the future this year. I kinda realized that last year was a complete waste of time, maybe, maybe not. I mean i did leanr a few life lessons here and there, but overall, my achievements were zilch.

So this year i do have aims and goals, which are currently on their way, just hope that God will give me the strength to finish them.

1) SATs May 2th
2) BTT driving, March 4th
3) Triathelon July
4) French for the year
5) Break 930 mins for 2.4 km

3 subjects to study for....yeah baby come on. Oh and i just completed one training session with sam, my gym trainer, we re currently doing the 300 spartan work out, its freaking killer and difficult. But hey, whoever said life was going to be easy..

I think that even with my less than 100% ankles, im going to finish the race for God and myself.

And to those who doubt me for my ability to take part in it competively.

Have a nice day!

On other notes, i gotta learn to be less short tempered and kaiyi's coming back, i love it when overseas' people come back for holidays. Catch ups are also so gd to have.

22 days without clubbing, heh thats something indeed for me.

Its only when u push yourself to what u never thought, u were capable of, then would u finally realize how much u underestimated yourself.

COME ON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I quote my upper study in my new SAF department heh,

"SAF allows serviceman w PES C9 status to run l.i.v.e run only if they have muscles bigger than Jarome"

Happy New Year All =)

1) Should i continue with french?
2) Should i sing for choir again?
3) SATS
4) USA uni applications
5) Driving (unholy procrastination!)
6) Stay off alcohol and partying, unless absolutely neccessary haha
7) Take part in a half biathelon, dual, of half tri as well, i ll see how.
8) Greater effort and les angst towards friends, even though some cheesebuns dont give two shits..
9) Lose weight, that ll be so much easier with alchohol out of the way, but the hard part comes with major dieting, hey man at least im trying yup.



That ll probably eat up my year yup.

And also, to keep singing for God, in church, maybe alumni as well..

What else?

Im not sure, just go where the wind takes me...

*Exxxiiitt light!!! Enterrrr nighttt!!! Graiinn of sandd!!! Off to never never landdd!!!*

Oh humour me!!!

Memories*

Hey yall, its been long since i updated, since other blogs have updated haha, somehow i feel slightly inclined to post one up too.

So many things have happened so far, mainly my bro's back from seattle, hell yeah lol. Had an awesome party at arena, freakin cannon and loads of pictures to remember it from.

Rest well Ian, haha last one for the year at 31th of DECEMBER WOOHOO!!!!!!

Heh, had a nice warm choir xmas party too, lol though i wouldnt say intentions there were pretty clean and for the best. I strangely felt pretty happy, and seriously my heart was beating during dinner, just seeing everyone together again and eating, talking cock, making fun of me =(, chilling etc. It wasnt pretty bad indeed, i would say so.

But the drinking part was totally messed up lol, entertaining yet stupidddd..

Ah well cant have the best of everything in life can we??

I guess cause i ve been partying quite a fair bit, maybe some explanation will help, especially to those who dont understand fully.



Aite the true essence of clubbing, is to really let loose, flirting and all that. Alright sure its unhealthy and can get dirty at times. However as following everything in life, the question is, what are ur intentions for that night?

Sure starting out it was hell yeah abt girls and who can get more, hp numbers etc etc. But as we continue to grow up into adults, for me, it is now abt friends and having fun with them. In truth, its the memories that we create together that are extremely pleasant to look back on, hilarious too, as u can see from facebook pictures.

No shit definetly every clubber would have what grinded* or what shit before, thats part and parcel of life itself. U have to experience it all life has to offer u right? Plus it even enhances friendships and show true character, believe it or not.

Take for example taking care of ur dead drunk friend, believe me it is hell as not easy as it looks. So i believe its alright to let loose once in a while, for the right reasons, and what is at this very moment in life, at my age group, better than partying? Watching movies? Playing arcade? Maybe hanging out with ur other half, i ll give u that as well. But seriously what other form of entertainment?

So go out and have some fun pls, u only live once, and we re already turing 20. As many people would agree with me, dont be an inexperienced noob.

Heh im actually coming with the intention to f some people with this post. But, nah, not worth my time and effort. Permission to sod off? Oh pls do carry on.

Cant believe im forced to do this on a beautiful sunday. Its turing angsty indeed, ah well.

To the rest of everyone else, have a merry xmas!!