Be grateful*

Ahhh just came back form doing cardo in the gym. Feels freaking good after one day of essays. Crazy man.

Reading the times and the newspapers today it really got me thinking.

We are so lucky really.

Look at Myanmar now man, freaking hell its damn bad there. I dont know but for some reason i really pity and emphasize with them a lot. Peaceful monks going to protest peacefully, after the Generals have captured all political opposition parties and leaders to become prisoners. I mean its like their non trained in self defense kung fu shit like those in China. They are peaceful understand??? So why is it a peaceful negotiation cannot occur? Ok maybe im really really lacking in knowledge but still, is tear gas, rubber bullets freaking justifiable??

Freak u u dumb ass generals. Seriously, u are rich ur country is freaking, let me quote, "Though Myanmar is rich in natural resources, 90 percent of its 54 million people live on less than $1 a day."

""I don't think that we have any more hope to win," said a young woman who took part in a massive demonstration Thursday in Yangon that was broken up when troops opened fire on the crowd. She was separated from her boyfriend and has not seen him since.

"The monks are the ones who give us courage," she said, referring to the clergymen who have been the backbone of rallies — both those of this week and in past years. Most are now besieged in their monasteries, penned in by locked gates and barbed wire surrounding the compounds.
Images of bloodied protesters and fleeing crowds have riveted world attention, raising fears of a repeat of a 1988 democracy uprising that saw an estimated 3,000 protesters slain."

Wtf man seriously, can give chance not?? These are monks leh for goodness sake. How can u do this to them? I ll freaking fly over there and spine buster the whole lot of generals ah. Its crazy man, even rubber bullets, though non lethal, the blue black caused is damn wicked, check out the newspaper picture.

Diplomacy can only go so far, just remember that. If i was some celestial being, i ll really delight in putting lightning bolts up the place where the sun dont shine.

Sigh, we are so lucky really.

So sue me, come on. You and I know whose right and whose wrong.

Tonight's maths equation

Generals of Myanmar X number there = Dumbass^infinite.

All grown up*

I have eye bags!!! Noooooooooooooooooooooooooooo...

Its been a long week, sigh, prelim results, the scoldings from parents. The lack of sleep, some how i dont know why but 6 hrs is just not eough for me. It just feels so little, and face it girls can wear stuff like concealer*, whatever that is, but guys??? Which guy wears make up i ask u? Damn irritating....on the other hand, nearly all Jc students have eye bags. LoL so im not the only one bwahaha.

Ok my sentences do not freaking flow at all......shucks no wonder my writing subjects were all so bad. Basket!!!!

Its been a tough week. Like for example today, if i had stayed in school and mugged, i would have gotten like 9 hrs of study time? But nooooo i had to go gym with my friend and played a rafce to 7 pool...ARGHHHH SOOOO STUPIDD!!! Now tonight i can only cover like 6 hrs of studying. FREAK!!! I mean regardless of the fact that i won him, again i might add =), and that in ther gym i made AN AWESOME DISCOVERY!!! Not my stomach fats btw, I CAN DO ONE HANDED PUSH UPS!! As the hokkien slang goes, SWEE AH!!!

But still, there aint no subject in A levels called *Gym*, if not i would be aceing it man, honestly.

Oh yeah then something this week really shocked me, on msn my little cousin, shes like primary 6 or something, her nick was "Dont leave me or i ll be emo......name of her supposedly bf* (i assume).." along those lines. What on earth is going on?? She is so young and yet already shes being emo?? Dammit, what is society becoming?? Emo Era generation??

I was kinda freaked out by it honestly. I guess its wrong in a way that shes experiencing it at such a age, heck at primary six i was eh...i was doing some cool stuff i guess, cant really recall. But then again its a phase in life u have have the bgr stage, then followed by peer pressure stage, then followed by vulgarity stage (for guys), rebellion stage, smoking-alcohol-clubbing stage, then the R-21 stage. I guess everyone has to go through all of these in the future, or if u have already done it.

Believe what u want to believe in life, dont let these things affect you.

Back to what i was saying earlier...I can do one handed push ups!!! Nice =)!!

6 weeks more...to As!!

Hopefully next year i ll be blogging I got straight A s for my A levels!!! SWEE AH!!!

Oh and u know what?

YOU SHOULD BE FREAKING STUDYING AT THIS VERY INSTANT!!!!!

The truth, what we should all know*

According to the bible, love is not about sexuality, nor is it a primarily a feeling.

Love is a commitment, a consistent and determined decision to think of others first, to put their needs above your own, and to serve them.

God loves us in that way, and he gives us the ability to love others.

Monday Blues*

Seems that i thought the first day of school would be fantastic.

I was so freaking wrong.

Chapel was fine no problem, then the spammage came for the whole day.

Seems its really true, u do pay for ur actions*

And all it took was one f-ing stupid mouth to open and all hell broke loose.

Guess its true after "the only way u can keep a secret is by killing that person who knows or u told about it"

Too many secrets for mine liking, this is really reminding me of american movie high school girls who bitch n gossip non stop all the time. The bimbotic kinds, people who i strongly feel deserved to be sent to Africa to do hard labour. U dumb shits.

Sighh so much shit in one day, i deserved i guess. Take responsibility for my own actions. But the spammage was really a bit too much. But everyone just STFU!!!!!!! Seriously what a horrible day, i guess its all my fault lar. No blame should go to the other party.

These temporary setbacks are so annoying, maybe its time i give my gymming and WWE wrestling knowledge into some practical, a Spinebuster here, a Lowblow there, a Chokeslam plus an Ankle lock. Yeah it ll make u scream in pain definetly.

But i dont have to do anything do i? Just be a gd boy and girl and STFU! =)

Perharps it ll be unwise to blog when ur feeling pissed off, i admit i ve held back by the title of leader*, the representation i carried, but u know what im just as human as any of u guys out there. If i say im so angry i feel like going for a drink, would that hurt anyone? All my Jc career i ve been really really holding back sometimes, thinking of each word before typing it down, not wanting to hurt anybody, not wanting to tarnish anyone's name or anything 's name. Sounds like an excuse by saying im human? I ve realized now, dont be stupid, yet dont be so insecure of yourself, say what ever u wanna say, but please be responsible for ur actions, ur words. Ur image to others do count, lets say forgive me u present urself a as a flirt on blogspot, is that what u really want? If it is ur true heart's desire than what the heck im with u!! But is that what u really want to represent urself as a flirt??? Think about it...

And today when honours night briefing came, i felt damn guilty for what i ve been doing for the past week, sir said "Honour's night members are top notch quality and true examples of exemplary conduct" Something along those lines---HOHOHOHOHOHO, im so not that, i really wanted to back out. Dont get me wrong, Honours night is a highly respected event, all the people involved in it have my Utmost Admiration n Respect, even those who applied for it and didnt get in. But personally, i don't think i fit those words.....really. This feeling is really ironical, and stupid, i told Sam n Bong what i really felt, even if i didnt get anything, the acjc choir experience was WORTH EVERY SINGLE SECOND!!! Honours dont count for me, the journey was just so wonderful, im sure many alumni members out there can testify for u.

Anyway yeah today was horrible, hope tmr would be better.

I ve shaved my head already and after today, how much more shit can i get?

Moving on to the entertaining part of my blog as always =)



Men will be men, me Sam n Hussein in CCAAB camp =)



Let our powers combine, from the left, Rugby Captain, Choir President, Econs society President and lastly the fat guy? Life guard President. Let all who are drowning avoid CPR by him =)

Moving on to the emo section im sorry i ll try to cut this shit out from now on..

There's a lot of things I understand

And there's a lot of things that

I don't want to know

But you're the only face I recognize

It's so damn sweet of you

to look me in the eyes

Chorus:

It's alright, I'm O.K.

I think God can explain

I believe I'm the same

I get caried away

It's alright, I'm O.K.

I think God can explain

I'm relieved I'm relaxed

I'll get over it yet

Isnt it amazing how much power girls have over us my fellow men? Well not anymore =)

One funky night*

People say Justin Timberlake's damn hot and can sing damn well etc.

So whats distinct difference with him and other wannabe-s?

What makes him so uber and almighty??? What make his fans screamn their lungs out when the see him in the public?

what what what what what what what??

To put it simply, if he was Austin Power's what is his mojo*?

Thankfully i know the answer =)

HIS HAIRSTYLE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

YEAH!!!!!!!!!!

Freak how come my aircon suddenly so powerful? Head feels cold...Wait a minute i have same hair style as him!!!

Gasp!!! Im bringing Sexyback too yeah!!! =)



One funky night indeed*

Went out Ian and his mates and had a blast. Yeah met up with classmates and other ac people =)

It was a great night!! People i nvr expected to see went that night too haha, interesting indeed =)

Justin Timberlake in action indeed*

Oh yeah hahaha it was extremely funny when me and my friend were dancing next to the bass amplifier, it is so POWERFUL, ur stomach fats would literally jiggle whenever a note is played. So imagine a rap song........jiggle jiggle jiggle. It was rather unglam!! We were like what the freak are we doing here??? I couldn't even type with my handphone vibrating....oh mannnzzz..If only i was that powerful as a singer ahahah!! Literally rock the audience!!

Extremely thrilling, and risky

Dance ur heart out---i think that she knows---shes freaky---but i like it--
J.T's lovestoned is nice =)

"Past is past, whatever happened has already happened"

Justin Timberlake turns Singaporean???

CAN U SMELL WHAT THE ROCK IS COOKING?

YEEBAI! After prelims its over!!! Yes holidays are here to stay =). After the chem paper i just felt so relieved that everything was over.

Following which was gym, swimming, rugby polo, pool and more gym =)

freak damn painful to type now....the truth will set u free..but its damn painful.

My futile attempt to create an entertaining blog post has turned into the virus that plagues youth this days. E-M-O. Sickening but true, garghh..dont u wish u ll be immune to this? I assure u 80% of youths experience this. The other 20% are just lucky yeah very, lucky.

Go dl/ask from me, Louis Armstrong "Somewhere over the rainbow" its a beautiful song yup.

U know what, im too old for this nonsense.

Not too worry folks! Hope still reigns in mankind =)

Thank God for friends*

Prelims*

Well, prelims are currently undergoing.
Its been a horrid experience so far, just trying to get through the papers, and not think about what i could have done better or review my answers. I mean so far its been pretty ok i guess. I wouldn't dare to say easy* cause i have this jakk experience of saying easy, and when the results come back. Good Game sir with all my friends going " Hey i thought u said it was easy? haha" Basket man.

After 3 hr lit paper...2 hr lanning zzzz...2 hr econs tuition....2 and a half hour chem tuition, all in one glorious day. I feel really really pissed off. Damn it, im seriously dying to either gym, hang out but most all sing in choir.

Guess my passion is what the sterotypical people may deem as Gay*. Why does choir singing equal to gayism anyway? Is it the way the singers present themselves? Or the high notes that we have reach sometimes? Haha, come to think off it, last year i though it was kinda gay too, but well its not, i can bet my life on it. What is passion exactly? I really feel so much for choir singing, damn, its weird yet a satisfying feeling. I give my all into something, and that really brings about a nice feeling.

Guess after watching Mr Tay leave Singapore i just realized that time is really extremely short, sooner or later folks, independence is gonna be urs truely, and when that time comes, are u ready to step up and fend for yourself in a foreign land? Well only time can tell right?

Friends are like.....real treasures. Think after watching him leave, maybe i just felt a sense o sadness. Well its true he has contributed a lot. Dunno....Great seniors lar Great seniors.

Great ex-CCA

Great friends

Great seniors

Great teachers

Great juniors

Has all been really impactful in my life, that i truely thank God.

Suffering for choir withdrawal symptoms really really, i thought it was nonsense but... Lo and Behold i took my scores and sang with itunes today while waiting for one tutor after the first.

Freaky??????

Ur opinion.

So what is your passion in life? What in life do u give really one hundred percent to? U yearn for it all the time. Life is too short to be indecisive and uncertain about what u believe in.

If u love something, step up and prove it.....

of course easier said than done.

Lazy*

Jerome is too lazy to resize pics.

Random post to push the pictures down so everyone can get a clear view of it =)

Hmmmmm need more words.

Would you know my name

If I saw you in heaven?

Would it be the same

If I saw you in heaven?

I must be strong

And carry on,

'Cause I know I don't belong

Here in heaven.

Would you hold my hand

If I saw you in heaven?

Would you help me stand

If I saw you in heaven?

I'll find my way

Through night and day,

'Cause I know I just can't stay

Here in heaven.

Time can bring you down,

Time can bend your knees.

Time can break your heart,

Have you begging please, begging please.

Beyond the door,

There's peace I'm sure,

And I know there'll be no more

Tears in heaven.

Would you know my name

If I saw you in heaven?

Would it be the same

If I saw you in heaven?

I must be strong

And carry on,

'Cause I know I don't belong

Here in heaven.

It's late in the evening; she's wondering what clothes to wear.

She puts on her make-up and brushes her long blonde hair.

And then she asks me, "Do I look all right?"

And I say, "Yes, you look wonderful tonight."

We go to a party and everyone turns to see

This beautiful lady that's walking around with me.And then she asks me, "Do you feel all right?"

And I say, "Yes, I feel wonderful tonight."

I feel wonderful because I see

The love light in your eyes.

And the wonder of it all

Is that you just don't realize how much I love you.

It's time to go home now and I've got an aching head,

So I give her the car keys and she helps me to bed.

And then I tell her, as I turn out the light,

I say, "My darling, you were wonderful tonight.

Oh my darling, you were wonderful tonight."

Farewell*

It was a sad day.

Yup we cried.

To remember one year and approximately 5 months of singing together.

One part of our journey has ended another shall continue.

Who knows how soon will we all go our own separate ways?

Look foward to the opportunities that the Lord will make for us =)

Best i ever had =)

Now i understand fully why

To God be the Glory the best is yet to be

Time to say goodbye..............35 days to.......

What to say, its been a long and hectic period of time.

Found out that my ankle needs some sugery. Freak man, im gonna be on crutches for like 6 weeks effectively and thats just the minimum. Sigh, guess its gd bye to basket ball for a couple of months. FREAKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ARGGHHHH!!! This piece of news here really makes my blood boil. Sigh, cant do anything ankle related now..freakk freak freakkk. Im mean, yeah i get to slack in army and all that free pay, but is that really neccesarily good? I dunno honestly.

Sighh....this weeks just been getting worse and worse. What the freak im gonna go to the mirror later and say "Suck it up u noob!!" I mean i guess i still live a much more blessed life style than some other people in the world. I mean look at the places that CIPs take u to go. Horrid living conditions, lack of food, etc, etc.

I remembered someone said to me "Success only happens when u have the courage to move from one failure to another" Waitt a minute i think it was some teacher, dang my short term memory!!!

Its just the little things in life that get to me honestly, bad performances, bad manners, lack of initiative. The small things that I as a leader still slip up sometimes. Its so frustrating, i mean it doesnt help that im hard on myself when it comes to such responsibilities, the inconsistency is really making me feel like a has been. SIGHHH!!! Courage courage!! GRRRRRRR!!!

Spartans*

On another note its 35 day to prelims!!! WHAT THE FREAK AM I DOING ON BLOGGER??? OH MANZ GG XX!!

On another note kudos to Karno for giving me a lift home on many occasions =) Hahaha Karno ur ma Dawgg!!!

Hahaha, i remembered when like the choir was at makan sutra last night, Karno bought this plate of chicken wings and me, him, Rayston, ChenZhong, Kerr (HAPPY BD ONCE AGAIN!!!) and leheng were sharing it with oyster omelette. Its was quite a fruitful experience cause Zhong and rayston left early. Which basically left me lele and kerr to finish the 60% full plates with Karno. =) HEHEH!!! Needless to say, my luck improved when it started drizzling and leheng and Kerr didnt feel hungry.

Karno went "Hey someone help me finish the food leh!!?"

I replied (Cue to slow mo dramatic hero entrance music*) "Dont worry man i m with u!!" Attacking the food in a frenzy of violent gestures with the fork. Free food man it was soooooooo goooooodddddd!!!!!!!!! =) Dunno why Leheng was laughing her head off...nubcake*

On a serious note (seriously)

Is it so amazing how some people can just be so vulnerable and inspiring in front of their students? I mean seriously speaking how many of us would dare to show our trueselves to people who we do not relly know in depth? It takes courage to a certain extent, a very large one actually. Why is it people give and share a part of thir lives with us, to share their passion to educate us to become better human beings?? A forced legacy? Are they robots? I say no, they give cause they want to and that is indeed admirable, and also at the same time, inspiring. They are the ones who push us onwards when we are lazt and like to remain in the comforts of our lives. The people they push us to eventually become are examples we only dreamt of ever becoming. The scarifices we thought we made, are insignificant compared to the ones they secretly make.

Who are they exactly? Angels spawned from the NIE? Demi Gods disguised as mere mortals?
Superheroes????????????????????????


The answer is simple, they are Christians*

Fun facts of the day*

Marcus Li "Ivan yeah hes the skinny one in choir. Wow he fits Ch***e very well ah? Both of them skinny =)"

Me "Holy cow! Im gonna blog this!!"

GG FOLKS =)

Scandalous =)


Talking to Leheng on the phone. (This week all the J2s took HEIGHT AND WEIGHT!!!)

Me " Hey leheng i called u to ask u for ur height and weight apparently Sir wants to collect this information for all choir members."

Leheng "Huh?? Really meh?? Why so weird one?? He call u to do it ah?"

Me "Eh yeah =)"

Leheng "Har?? u calling everyone is it??"

Me "Yup" Heh heh*

Leheng " Or ok (slightly hesitant) Eh height 163 cm weight ** Kg "

TO GET THE EXCLUSIVE NUMBERS PLS CALL JEROME AT 91297335 FIND- OUT- THE MAGIC- NUMBERS =). 10 dollars for each request =) Only cold hard cash pls.

With friends like these who needs comedians? =)



NOTE : ALL FACTS HERE ARE PURELY MEANT FOR LAUGHTER
(except for the last one) JK!!!

Finding Emo*

3 Songs that basically sum up the gd part of my holidays*

Fergie

I hope you know, I hope you know

That this has nothing to do with you

It's personal, Myself and I

We've got some straightenin' out to do

And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket

But Ive got to get a move on with my life

Its time to be a big girl now

And big girls don't cry

Don't cry

Don't cry

Don't cry

Gwen Stefani

I’d give you everything that I am

I’m handin over everything that I’ve got

Cause I wanna have a really true love

Don’t ever wanna have to go and give you up

Stay up till four in the morning

And the tears are pouring

And I wanna make it worth the fight

What have we been doing for all this time

Baby if we’re gonna do it come and do it right

Enrique

Do you know what it feels like

loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away.

Do you know

Do you know

Do you know

Do you know what it feels like

to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.

Don't get me wrong i like these songs cause of catchy tunes 80% and lyrics 20%. LoL strangely enough all 3 songs are emo songs, typical with nice chorus. Maybe females are really gd at letting you know how they really feel when they write such songs. Ok i would personally give Enrique an exception cause of he way he sings, it just him, its just..emo*. Schools starts tmr, ye gawds!!!

Be strong be strong.

Being a dog is not easy.

Ruff* 10% 10% C'mon!!!!

Its been a long road*

Yawn woke up this morning for tuition, turns out my maths tutor couldnt wake up...basketttt.

Played ball with Xin the dog n enoch with his uber tall friend. Sianz we kept loing to them cause Enoch kept losing to his friend in the post =). Hahaha that noob.

Another eccentric event that happened last week happened on another training session, apparently i was playing ball at NIE with my team mates and my mom caled me and irritated the living crap outta me by asking to go home etc etc etc. Plus it was only 1015.....what the freak??!

Anyway took cab home and my mom was like waiting for me at the tv there not watching it, starng blankly into it, b4 she started her string of ur home is not a hotel, etc, i just freaking blasted back at her. Strange to say i was pretty mature abt it, but i was freaking pissed. Well she did get the message then, hopefully. Sometimes as youth our parents are overprotective over us, guess for me since my bro is in army already, thus im like the last one left. Ever feel like ur parents are less imprt considered to ur friends? Is that phase that every youth has to go through? Maybe....

On another note, Xin told me yesterday that i bitch a lot abt choir, i guess when i was having my problems i always bitched to him. LOL but i dont bitch that much what, ok if u ask me maximum, think once ina blue moon, however its pretty serious matters, cause i dont bitch, i think. Haha. So it hit me yesterday that its because i really dig this CCA so much then i ll bitch abt it, i mean being youth we are indeed quite irrational, rebel, stupid in the things we do? O maturity come save us!!!!!!!! Girls get it gd though haha they mature faster than guys, thats a proven fact =(.


I so cant study thats why im blogging now....lol.

U know how friendship is a two way process? Both sides have to make a minimum effort to accept*the other party. Yes thats one thing that really pisses me off so far. I do try..I do..I dont even know why at this stage i still bother worrying abt it.

Anyway got a a badminton match with my tutor later, the loser has to treat the winner to a expensive buffet at Shangrila =). Hopefully my natural sportsman talent will somehow* kick in when i play against this former badminton player. Shitzz this is a bad idea.......................................................

ON ANOTHER NOTE!!! TEAM TAG TAKES OFF AGAIN TO TAKE PART IN SPALDING 3 ON 3 CHALLENGE 2007!!!

HOW COOLZ IS THAT MAN!!!! WITH A NEW ADDITION TO OUR TEAM TOO!!! WITH TWO BASKETBALLERS ONE SLACKER DOG AND ONE PERFORMING ARTS GUY. WHO ARE WE TO BE AFRAID OF???



RAWR!!! Other teams watch out ok!!



See our numbers add to 22!!! Eh thats like 1 behind Michael Jordan's number, Lebron James and David Beckham. THATS ALSO ONE NUMBER AFTER BLACKJACK 21!!! how cool is that?

Sadly its on a saturday so i hafta rush down after choir. Yup i just just hope those noobs wont lose b4 i get there. Ahaha, but once i get there. First prize here we come =)

Enrique's new song is pretty cool. GO DL IT i mean buy his CD =) haha.

Ciao*

Blogger shld come with a spell checker seriously.

Sigh

Went to Bobo's church today and it was quite fun haha, played some games got to know some people better. Yupz.

Nice to see Candice there haha didnt know the churh i was going to was called Wesley Methodist churchhaha..

Ayway had lunch with the cell mates haha, and went to NIE to train with Enoch haha.

Reached there at 1 and slept till 145 haha, i was like some construction worker sleeping on the stadium steps ahah. Played wih him from 145 till like 3 i think haha and if u noticed, today was freaking hot pls.

My tan line just became worse....ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ. Im going swimming one day man and clean up my lousy tan.

Sigh thinking abt sat rehearsal just made me feel so lousy and shitty. I really dunno why but i can become easily affected when it comes to choir. So many slip ups and bad stuff. Freak and rightly or wrongly i always feel its my fault, stupid as it sounds. Rawr!!!

Sometimes i feel that i have different personalities when it comes to in choir and out of choir, i mean like for today, when i was playing Enoch one on one, i was swearing like some regular NS man. I dont ever swear within choir do I? Anyway it really doesnt matter that much to me, i mean as long a wherever i go i believe in the 3 main values. The P n I n L. Yupzz..

Shucks all of a sudden im feeling damn moody now man, stupid weather its really freaking hot.

Haiz, i think that improving my realtionship with God this month of June has really been beneficial to me. I think lar, haha. Not ponning church for lan anymore, going to church for the right reasons, actually doing QT. Amazing man, seriously, im not that dog anymore haha.


2 weeks left to holidays.

Maybe God will bless me to be a lucky boy/man?

LOL im in this point in life where like i roughly know what i want in life.

Weird as it sounds, its not abt the money but more of the passion for it.

Freak i really feel damn pms tonight...

Sigh.

STUDYINGMUGGERSSTUDYINGSTUDYINGSTUDYINGSTUDYINGMUGGINGMUGGING

Irritating but neccesary*

I wont give up

Maybe just maybe*

Hahaha i think i experienced the best day so far this year yesterday haha.

Went for choir in the morning, sadly my voice sounded as though i had a sand paper stuck there, really sucky feeling. The new songs were also like v tough and worse of all high!! Ok its only a D lar but try singing a D for long bars, its really not easy!! Hhaha, but looking forward to the challenge of performing that piece haha. Time to intensify home practices, in thecomfort of my toliet lar of course ahaha. Hopefully my mom wont like stand putside the door and hear, damn malu pls....

After that played frisbee with jiayi the female version ahha, JJ, Dextre eh cant really spell the rest of the people'snames haha..too lazy ahhaha.

Rushed off for econs at bong's house lata, my gawd damn sianz pls. Rushing from home to his house, ZZZ!!! Thankfully the tutor was quite eye candy ahahahaha!! The dog was sick as usual noob!! Haha, anyway apparently bong got a new nokia phone, it really looks uber and all that, but sadly dont think it water proof ahah. LOL JK JK, i promise i wont do anything to his new phone.. Heh heh =)

Freak nearly fell asleep on the first session of tuition my gawd!! Lucky i didnt lar of course, i just blurred out haha. After that went out for dinner, it was damn gd . Seriously!! Sadly it i was late =(. Felt really dog for making people late =( especially if their of the female gender u know? Its just v ungentlemanly.

Went for swensens at bugis and ended up eating ice cream haha, it was damn fattening and that was like considered dinner!! My gawd no proper food!!! Can die pls, not that food is v imprt to me of course ahaha! Went for some window shopping after that, basically it was really quality time to catch up and talk cock, laugh at stuff, actually it was more of my bad sense of direction lol.

Then we went for second rounds of dessert at some old chinese snack shop, haha it was damn funny cause our chinese really really sucked, we were like pointing fingers* eh this one, and this one, and this one. Damn sad lar, well what do u expect from 2 C6s in O level chinese and one who failed oral?? Me lar of course LOL.

After that went to Suntec for more shopping, it was really like 4 km of walking from one point to another window shopping, insane!!! Then something damn G happened, we bumped into her dad!!!!

MY GAWD!! I mean like when ur out with ur friend and u guys are opposite genders, and u bump into her father, what sort of impression is he gonna have of u? Somemore it was like 945 at night.

HOT DAMN!

Lucky she like introduced me as Choir P lol, and i was all like official and stuff, please to meet u....bye uncle smiles* Hahaha, meet the parents went extremely well pls =) ahahahahahaha, come to think about it her dad was quite friendly to me =). Maybe i should have said like "No problems uncle, ur daughter's safe with me"

Hahahahhahhahahahahahahahahaahhahah, that would have killed me on the spot pls.

Went esplanade in the end to mug a bit cause it was not 11 yet. LOL bumped into a whole of Acjc councillor people who were having some adventure camp, quite interesting, freaking masses of coucillors man, wicked. HAHAHA, she was damn dog to them, ok lar we were both damn dog to them, "Hey do u guys have any safety pins cause we need it to find our items." Me " Eh i got school badge?" She "Eh why not u guys try looking in a dustbin?" LoL then when we all were near the entrance of the esplanade there was a dustbin then she with a really straight face, said "Hey heres a dustbin there why not u guys try looking in it?" LOL u think they are dogs ah? Sniff in dustbin?? Dog man haha.

Ogay we went to Indochine just outside Wisma and watched 3 guys perform with their guitars, it was quite gd i felt haha. Yes and we both bought kiddy drinks though the menu was like 90% alchoholic drinks, lol damn noob ahah. What cranberry juice and ginger ale. Just nice the band was playing Better man* by Robbie Williams. Nice!!

In the end i watched her go home by jaywalking across 4 FREAKING LANES IN ORCHARD ROAD* to the bus stop. Freaking scary pls!!!

Oh wells a night of laughter and fun finally came to an end*

Time passes fast, and with it, wounds heal and new opportunities arise. One of the many reasons why im so glad i am in this choir because of the lessons taught and i believed that it has me a better person.

Though i always feel there's more room for improvement, and thats why we need the Lord.

Lord im doing all i can to be a better man*

LAUGH OUT LOUD!!!!!!!

Okok just went blog surfing and went to Bong's blog...
Bong posts...

Concert’s over already, and life has moved on, blitzing past like it always does. Makes me wonder how I spend my days. But anyway, today was spent at KAP (read: King Albert Park) Macdonald’s, where my hour and a half spent amounted to nothing less than 10+ pictures and a lovely video of _chen_leheng_cringing_@_phone_camera_ with my spankingly spanking, pre-spanked Sony Ericsson k810i!

Isn’t it lovely? (: It boasts a 3.2 megapix camera, eliminating the need for me to whine at my dad for a camera (isn’t he smart?) and I snapped away at various things in my room/house/social circle as I moved through life today. Awesomeness squared. Cubed. Quadipled. I was intending to take a photo of it to share the awesomeness I’m visually absorbing, but my only camera rests within this phone so we’ll have to settle for that n00bish generic picture yes?

Ok following which he blatantly insulted me with his posts, as usual that DOG!!!!

I <3>

Everybody still with me? Aite gd gd gd. Ahem* When we went to Sentosa, I picked Bong up in a display of my awesome strength and threw him into the sea. Salty!!!! When the fun was over and we were all laughing. The moment came....

Dextre "HEY whose phone is that in the water??"

Me "OH MY MAMA!!!!!"

It turned out to be Bong's spanking new phone. Yes apparently he went in clothes phone and all. After reading his post, i just feel so so........hahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. This is seriously hilarious hahahahaha. Oh man damn bad!! I feel horrendous now, hahaha, LOL. I mean yeah i feel damn bad, but after reading his uber post about his phone. Wahahahahhahaha!

Ok ok fun's over LOL =). All those who know Bong pls pay him 2 bucks each to aid him in his phone repairs.

This seriously made my day aahahah.....

What an Experience*

The show must go on!!!!

Sadly enoughthe show ended. Yes people AEWF officially came to a close on 28th May. Holy cows, i think it was one of the performances where i received so many flowers ahahaha. Go ahead and boost my ego!! =)

Thank u to all who came and supported us, the music making was seriously kick ass haha. Forgive my expression. Hahaha, I was particular happy when some friend* lied about going overseas but actually turned up Yeah!! Of course many thanks goes to God for seeing us all through this long journey haha. The night was just so amazing.....thoughh...some ahem* songs were pitchy and some songs weren't very together ahaha.

Extremely happy i must say haha, saw some long lost friends and then again some special friends. Yeah!

Ah well this is only a small stepping stone in choral excellence haha. Im seriously looking forward to more performances =) Especially singing with my friends haha.

Moving on thursday Vesak day.

A MAJOR EVENT HAPPENED. ALBERT ENOCH BONG AND JEROME GATHERED FOR BASKETBALL. Yeah.

It was quite funny in the car, albert, enoch, ernest and dct were singig BonJovi Living on a Prayer with the bass being pumped up in that jeep of his haha. Seeing them all sing it together was so........dunno man it was just funny... haha

Moving on to the games. ALBERT PLAYS DAMN SMELLY!! Using hands to hold me, playing his chest* to chest defense, damn those moops. AHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAA. Enoch also using two hands to push me off for position stupid man!!! Of course the weirdest sight was Dct practicing his songs on the court haha.

'Pass Pass pASS!!!!!"
"OEI DEFEND LAR"
"LAN BAN LAN BAN!! REBOUND!!"
"OEI FOUL LAR!!!!!!!!!!"

In one small corner

Dct 'singing his German piece'

LOL? I should think so haha. =)

omgosh after playing for like 2 hrs straight i was beginign to feel the effects of cramps. I still remembered one game, there was some like 140cm kid playing against us. The score was like 10-10, lst to 11, of course i was extremely relaxed in my playing cause we playign against younger people. Last ball up, i dribbled it up court and the small kid came to try to steal it, freak i lost it to him...rAWRR!!! thinking about it now really makes me feel angry...To add salt to my wounds, when he stole the ball form me i had thigh crap and i fell down, so it looked as if he stole the ball and broke my ankle along the way. Freakkkkkkk!!! Oh and the coup de grace?? He scored the winning basket with a one man fast break!!!!!!!!!

My friends were like OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! OMGGG!!!!!!! OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
I NVR HAD A MOMENTS PEACE ON MSN AFTER THAT.

only one word

Dogs!!!

Saturday

Sentosa

to be cont*

Night yall =)

Cheers*

ipod? ieat? iplay =)

What can i say man. The weekend was so ownage haha.

Parents went off to Bintan form Friday to Sunday, needless to say, me and my bro did not let this fantastic opportunity goo waste bwahaha.

I still remember what he said " So jOME!! i DONT EXPECT TO SEE YOU FO THE NEXT 48 HRS!!" OOOOOOOOOO Yeah haha. I also say haha.

So on the first day of freedom, sianz, had school. Oh well, went for Hockey match where our guys and girls hockey team both lot =(. But one thing i mut say that they really showed a lot of heart. Kudos to them for makingsuch a big effort!!! =).

Stupid Rjc n SA. LoL jk jk, im just bias cuz im from acjc. Hahaha.

Went out for dinner after that at food republic, haha my hp felt so hassle free, normally ill get like sms from my uber strict parents. What time u coming home ah? Basket...really spoils the moment if u get my drift. Was with Ian n Chris an together we went for a bit of window shopping, yes three 18 year old males going shopping together!!!! And we are still in the stage of maturity!! Thats why i always look forward to sprouting higher towards the sky. LoL. Anyway does the idea of 3 males going shoppin together sound suggestive =). Heh heh =)

Anyways, waited for rose that nimdrod who took her own sweet time basket!! Really cant stand her lar everything also so slow!! I mean regardless of the fact that she broke her leg.....STILL!! Made us wait so long!! Basket!! In the end with the sOOOwei still in acjc, we went to coffee bean n chilled there haha. Played a heck load of truth and lods of sensitive issues come..ahaha. I would seriously like to reveal some informaton on my blog but a promise is a promise, sad =(. When it became pretty late, we decided to go newton buy food and eat at my house yeah!!

Chilling and talking nonsense really bonds us together i must say haha. Random stuff i suppose but nontheless, it was damn funny haha.

Shucks man my bro was seriously quite insane. He went to sentosa beach on friday, came back rest for 2 hrs and then went out clubbing till 5am. Oh my mama sun..... Moron seriously, i had like choir on sat thenhe comes in and destroys my beauty sleep!!! Rawrr. Hahaa no wonder im getting like leheng like symptoms, MY EYE BAGS!!!

NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!

I guess this whole experience has been like what people say, strike while this iron hot!! I guess i attempted to link this saying when it comes to girls. But my friend told me "The iron will freaking strike u back ah!!!" Oh manz, no thanks, i dont want to be sent to emo-land pls.


Sigh more problems coming up these days. Wish my parents could take off on more vacation haha. Bad as it sounds, the feeling of true independence thrills me. I mean like its not somethijg that i experience everyday right?

Freak man got some phelgm in my throat/lungs whatever, and since i concentrated on abs for friday's gym session, everytime i cough it freaking hurts my aching abs. Ouch man, freak must remember to stretch more.

Tmr's gonna be a tough day for me. Sigh, so many problems.

I don't live for the moment and i don't give up, i strongly suggest u don't too.

The path of recovery*

After SYF.

Everything goes to God. The glory, the tears, the thanks, the good and bad times.

People may talk people may question people may doubt and indirectly cause confusion.

But we know what we stand for.

This is more than an ordinary CCA.

Moving on....

Today was a fruitful day i must say haha. Woke up at 830 and went for Church. Hahaha decided to go for the earlier church service. Surprisingly enough it turned out to be, sad to say a bit boring as the 1030 service.

Well, after seasons of poning church for various reasons* I've guess that i ve been neglecting my religion for quite some time. As in like i know hes there but, i dont know guess i ve been super ungrateful. To put it in simple terms =dog*. Yeah i do pray and stuff but only in times of need and yeah i do it for others never myself. Sigh....yeah its mostly my fault for not taking the initiative and being irresponsible, but this church is just not working out for me.

Yup so i've decided to like get a couple of friends and perhaps instead of going to church, do cell together. Maybe that will help. I mean does going to church actually defines u as a christian? I personally dont think so.

Sometimes i feel awkward to talk about my religion, i mean, for gd reasons yeah i ll share and really talk for the greater good. I ll do it for their sake and not mine, thats why like my dad always tells me, Do as i say and not as i do. Lol a wonderful saying so i cant tell him , how come ur not being a gd example urself? There was period of time where i really really disliked hearing christian songs and going to people' blogs where they really sing praises to his name. Like i said, i ll gladly do the same so that people can have hope and benefit so much such words. Personally, i guess its going to be a long period of soul searching for me.

I do believe, just that i feel im being damn dog about this.

On the road to recovery hopefully haha.

On another note.

My ex maths tutor just had his first son and my cousin got baptised. Kudos man!!!!!!!

Oh and i finally gave my mom something today after like 16 years? Hahaha although it was from 7 11 haha damn dog! Hey its the thought that counts right?

Econs test tmr, oh joy!!! Basket, seriously hate to study!

Are there such things as bulky spartans? Just curious.......

Oh yeah, tried blasting, i mean attempting to sing, Nessum Dorma in my room just now. And my maid suddenly walked in when i was going to the high B part. Oh crap. The look on her face just made me feel like spearing her so badly. Basket!!!!!!!

No face liao.

6 days left*

After all that.

We can do this.

Come to the edge.

They came, and they flew.