Marcus Li "Ivan yeah hes the skinny one in choir. Wow he fits Ch***e very well ah? Both of them skinny =)"
Me "Holy cow! Im gonna blog this!!"
GG FOLKS =)
Scandalous =)
Talking to Leheng on the phone. (This week all the J2s took HEIGHT AND WEIGHT!!!)
Me " Hey leheng i called u to ask u for ur height and weight apparently Sir wants to collect this information for all choir members."
Leheng "Huh?? Really meh?? Why so weird one?? He call u to do it ah?"
Me "Eh yeah =)"
Leheng "Har?? u calling everyone is it??"
Me "Yup" Heh heh*
Leheng " Or ok (slightly hesitant) Eh height 163 cm weight ** Kg "
TO GET THE EXCLUSIVE NUMBERS PLS CALL JEROME AT 91297335 FIND- OUT- THE MAGIC- NUMBERS =). 10 dollars for each request =) Only cold hard cash pls.
With friends like these who needs comedians? =)
NOTE : ALL FACTS HERE ARE PURELY MEANT FOR LAUGHTER
(except for the last one) JK!!!
Friday, June 29, 2007
Sunday, June 24, 2007
Finding Emo*
3 Songs that basically sum up the gd part of my holidays*
Fergie
I hope you know, I hope you know
That this has nothing to do with you
It's personal, Myself and I
We've got some straightenin' out to do
And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But Ive got to get a move on with my life
Its time to be a big girl now
And big girls don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Don't cry
Gwen Stefani
I’d give you everything that I am
I’m handin over everything that I’ve got
Cause I wanna have a really true love
Don’t ever wanna have to go and give you up
Stay up till four in the morning
And the tears are pouring
And I wanna make it worth the fight
What have we been doing for all this time
Baby if we’re gonna do it come and do it right
Enrique
Do you know what it feels like
loving someone that's in a rush to throw you away.
Do you know
Do you know
Do you know
Do you know what it feels like
to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed.
Don't get me wrong i like these songs cause of catchy tunes 80% and lyrics 20%. LoL strangely enough all 3 songs are emo songs, typical with nice chorus. Maybe females are really gd at letting you know how they really feel when they write such songs. Ok i would personally give Enrique an exception cause of he way he sings, it just him, its just..emo*. Schools starts tmr, ye gawds!!!
Be strong be strong.
Being a dog is not easy.
Ruff* 10% 10% C'mon!!!!
Wednesday, June 20, 2007
Its been a long road*
Yawn woke up this morning for tuition, turns out my maths tutor couldnt wake up...basketttt.
Played ball with Xin the dog n enoch with his uber tall friend. Sianz we kept loing to them cause Enoch kept losing to his friend in the post =). Hahaha that noob.
Another eccentric event that happened last week happened on another training session, apparently i was playing ball at NIE with my team mates and my mom caled me and irritated the living crap outta me by asking to go home etc etc etc. Plus it was only 1015.....what the freak??!
Anyway took cab home and my mom was like waiting for me at the tv there not watching it, starng blankly into it, b4 she started her string of ur home is not a hotel, etc, i just freaking blasted back at her. Strange to say i was pretty mature abt it, but i was freaking pissed. Well she did get the message then, hopefully. Sometimes as youth our parents are overprotective over us, guess for me since my bro is in army already, thus im like the last one left. Ever feel like ur parents are less imprt considered to ur friends? Is that phase that every youth has to go through? Maybe....
On another note, Xin told me yesterday that i bitch a lot abt choir, i guess when i was having my problems i always bitched to him. LOL but i dont bitch that much what, ok if u ask me maximum, think once ina blue moon, however its pretty serious matters, cause i dont bitch, i think. Haha. So it hit me yesterday that its because i really dig this CCA so much then i ll bitch abt it, i mean being youth we are indeed quite irrational, rebel, stupid in the things we do? O maturity come save us!!!!!!!! Girls get it gd though haha they mature faster than guys, thats a proven fact =(.
I so cant study thats why im blogging now....lol.
U know how friendship is a two way process? Both sides have to make a minimum effort to accept*the other party. Yes thats one thing that really pisses me off so far. I do try..I do..I dont even know why at this stage i still bother worrying abt it.
Anyway got a a badminton match with my tutor later, the loser has to treat the winner to a expensive buffet at Shangrila =). Hopefully my natural sportsman talent will somehow* kick in when i play against this former badminton player. Shitzz this is a bad idea.......................................................
ON ANOTHER NOTE!!! TEAM TAG TAKES OFF AGAIN TO TAKE PART IN SPALDING 3 ON 3 CHALLENGE 2007!!!
HOW COOLZ IS THAT MAN!!!! WITH A NEW ADDITION TO OUR TEAM TOO!!! WITH TWO BASKETBALLERS ONE SLACKER DOG AND ONE PERFORMING ARTS GUY. WHO ARE WE TO BE AFRAID OF???
RAWR!!! Other teams watch out ok!!
See our numbers add to 22!!! Eh thats like 1 behind Michael Jordan's number, Lebron James and David Beckham. THATS ALSO ONE NUMBER AFTER BLACKJACK 21!!! how cool is that?
Sadly its on a saturday so i hafta rush down after choir. Yup i just just hope those noobs wont lose b4 i get there. Ahaha, but once i get there. First prize here we come =)
Enrique's new song is pretty cool. GO DL IT i mean buy his CD =) haha.
Ciao*
Blogger shld come with a spell checker seriously.
Played ball with Xin the dog n enoch with his uber tall friend. Sianz we kept loing to them cause Enoch kept losing to his friend in the post =). Hahaha that noob.
Another eccentric event that happened last week happened on another training session, apparently i was playing ball at NIE with my team mates and my mom caled me and irritated the living crap outta me by asking to go home etc etc etc. Plus it was only 1015.....what the freak??!
Anyway took cab home and my mom was like waiting for me at the tv there not watching it, starng blankly into it, b4 she started her string of ur home is not a hotel, etc, i just freaking blasted back at her. Strange to say i was pretty mature abt it, but i was freaking pissed. Well she did get the message then, hopefully. Sometimes as youth our parents are overprotective over us, guess for me since my bro is in army already, thus im like the last one left. Ever feel like ur parents are less imprt considered to ur friends? Is that phase that every youth has to go through? Maybe....
On another note, Xin told me yesterday that i bitch a lot abt choir, i guess when i was having my problems i always bitched to him. LOL but i dont bitch that much what, ok if u ask me maximum, think once ina blue moon, however its pretty serious matters, cause i dont bitch, i think. Haha. So it hit me yesterday that its because i really dig this CCA so much then i ll bitch abt it, i mean being youth we are indeed quite irrational, rebel, stupid in the things we do? O maturity come save us!!!!!!!! Girls get it gd though haha they mature faster than guys, thats a proven fact =(.
I so cant study thats why im blogging now....lol.
U know how friendship is a two way process? Both sides have to make a minimum effort to accept*the other party. Yes thats one thing that really pisses me off so far. I do try..I do..I dont even know why at this stage i still bother worrying abt it.
Anyway got a a badminton match with my tutor later, the loser has to treat the winner to a expensive buffet at Shangrila =). Hopefully my natural sportsman talent will somehow* kick in when i play against this former badminton player. Shitzz this is a bad idea.......................................................
ON ANOTHER NOTE!!! TEAM TAG TAKES OFF AGAIN TO TAKE PART IN SPALDING 3 ON 3 CHALLENGE 2007!!!
HOW COOLZ IS THAT MAN!!!! WITH A NEW ADDITION TO OUR TEAM TOO!!! WITH TWO BASKETBALLERS ONE SLACKER DOG AND ONE PERFORMING ARTS GUY. WHO ARE WE TO BE AFRAID OF???
RAWR!!! Other teams watch out ok!!
See our numbers add to 22!!! Eh thats like 1 behind Michael Jordan's number, Lebron James and David Beckham. THATS ALSO ONE NUMBER AFTER BLACKJACK 21!!! how cool is that?
Sadly its on a saturday so i hafta rush down after choir. Yup i just just hope those noobs wont lose b4 i get there. Ahaha, but once i get there. First prize here we come =)
Enrique's new song is pretty cool. GO DL IT i mean buy his CD =) haha.
Ciao*
Blogger shld come with a spell checker seriously.
Sunday, June 10, 2007
Sigh
Went to Bobo's church today and it was quite fun haha, played some games got to know some people better. Yupz.
Nice to see Candice there haha didnt know the churh i was going to was called Wesley Methodist churchhaha..
Ayway had lunch with the cell mates haha, and went to NIE to train with Enoch haha.
Reached there at 1 and slept till 145 haha, i was like some construction worker sleeping on the stadium steps ahah. Played wih him from 145 till like 3 i think haha and if u noticed, today was freaking hot pls.
My tan line just became worse....ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ. Im going swimming one day man and clean up my lousy tan.
Sigh thinking abt sat rehearsal just made me feel so lousy and shitty. I really dunno why but i can become easily affected when it comes to choir. So many slip ups and bad stuff. Freak and rightly or wrongly i always feel its my fault, stupid as it sounds. Rawr!!!
Sometimes i feel that i have different personalities when it comes to in choir and out of choir, i mean like for today, when i was playing Enoch one on one, i was swearing like some regular NS man. I dont ever swear within choir do I? Anyway it really doesnt matter that much to me, i mean as long a wherever i go i believe in the 3 main values. The P n I n L. Yupzz..
Shucks all of a sudden im feeling damn moody now man, stupid weather its really freaking hot.
Haiz, i think that improving my realtionship with God this month of June has really been beneficial to me. I think lar, haha. Not ponning church for lan anymore, going to church for the right reasons, actually doing QT. Amazing man, seriously, im not that dog anymore haha.
2 weeks left to holidays.
Maybe God will bless me to be a lucky boy/man?
LOL im in this point in life where like i roughly know what i want in life.
Weird as it sounds, its not abt the money but more of the passion for it.
Freak i really feel damn pms tonight...
Sigh.
STUDYINGMUGGERSSTUDYINGSTUDYINGSTUDYINGSTUDYINGMUGGINGMUGGING
Irritating but neccesary*
I wont give up
Nice to see Candice there haha didnt know the churh i was going to was called Wesley Methodist churchhaha..
Ayway had lunch with the cell mates haha, and went to NIE to train with Enoch haha.
Reached there at 1 and slept till 145 haha, i was like some construction worker sleeping on the stadium steps ahah. Played wih him from 145 till like 3 i think haha and if u noticed, today was freaking hot pls.
My tan line just became worse....ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ. Im going swimming one day man and clean up my lousy tan.
Sigh thinking abt sat rehearsal just made me feel so lousy and shitty. I really dunno why but i can become easily affected when it comes to choir. So many slip ups and bad stuff. Freak and rightly or wrongly i always feel its my fault, stupid as it sounds. Rawr!!!
Sometimes i feel that i have different personalities when it comes to in choir and out of choir, i mean like for today, when i was playing Enoch one on one, i was swearing like some regular NS man. I dont ever swear within choir do I? Anyway it really doesnt matter that much to me, i mean as long a wherever i go i believe in the 3 main values. The P n I n L. Yupzz..
Shucks all of a sudden im feeling damn moody now man, stupid weather its really freaking hot.
Haiz, i think that improving my realtionship with God this month of June has really been beneficial to me. I think lar, haha. Not ponning church for lan anymore, going to church for the right reasons, actually doing QT. Amazing man, seriously, im not that dog anymore haha.
2 weeks left to holidays.
Maybe God will bless me to be a lucky boy/man?
LOL im in this point in life where like i roughly know what i want in life.
Weird as it sounds, its not abt the money but more of the passion for it.
Freak i really feel damn pms tonight...
Sigh.
STUDYINGMUGGERSSTUDYINGSTUDYINGSTUDYINGSTUDYINGMUGGINGMUGGING
Irritating but neccesary*
I wont give up
Friday, June 08, 2007
Maybe just maybe*
Hahaha i think i experienced the best day so far this year yesterday haha.
Went for choir in the morning, sadly my voice sounded as though i had a sand paper stuck there, really sucky feeling. The new songs were also like v tough and worse of all high!! Ok its only a D lar but try singing a D for long bars, its really not easy!! Hhaha, but looking forward to the challenge of performing that piece haha. Time to intensify home practices, in thecomfort of my toliet lar of course ahaha. Hopefully my mom wont like stand putside the door and hear, damn malu pls....
After that played frisbee with jiayi the female version ahha, JJ, Dextre eh cant really spell the rest of the people'snames haha..too lazy ahhaha.
Rushed off for econs at bong's house lata, my gawd damn sianz pls. Rushing from home to his house, ZZZ!!! Thankfully the tutor was quite eye candy ahahahaha!! The dog was sick as usual noob!! Haha, anyway apparently bong got a new nokia phone, it really looks uber and all that, but sadly dont think it water proof ahah. LOL JK JK, i promise i wont do anything to his new phone.. Heh heh =)
Freak nearly fell asleep on the first session of tuition my gawd!! Lucky i didnt lar of course, i just blurred out haha. After that went out for dinner, it was damn gd . Seriously!! Sadly it i was late =(. Felt really dog for making people late =( especially if their of the female gender u know? Its just v ungentlemanly.
Went for swensens at bugis and ended up eating ice cream haha, it was damn fattening and that was like considered dinner!! My gawd no proper food!!! Can die pls, not that food is v imprt to me of course ahaha! Went for some window shopping after that, basically it was really quality time to catch up and talk cock, laugh at stuff, actually it was more of my bad sense of direction lol.
Then we went for second rounds of dessert at some old chinese snack shop, haha it was damn funny cause our chinese really really sucked, we were like pointing fingers* eh this one, and this one, and this one. Damn sad lar, well what do u expect from 2 C6s in O level chinese and one who failed oral?? Me lar of course LOL.
After that went to Suntec for more shopping, it was really like 4 km of walking from one point to another window shopping, insane!!! Then something damn G happened, we bumped into her dad!!!!
MY GAWD!! I mean like when ur out with ur friend and u guys are opposite genders, and u bump into her father, what sort of impression is he gonna have of u? Somemore it was like 945 at night.
HOT DAMN!
Lucky she like introduced me as Choir P lol, and i was all like official and stuff, please to meet u....bye uncle smiles* Hahaha, meet the parents went extremely well pls =) ahahahahahaha, come to think about it her dad was quite friendly to me =). Maybe i should have said like "No problems uncle, ur daughter's safe with me"
Hahahahhahhahahahahahahahahaahhahah, that would have killed me on the spot pls.
Went esplanade in the end to mug a bit cause it was not 11 yet. LOL bumped into a whole of Acjc councillor people who were having some adventure camp, quite interesting, freaking masses of coucillors man, wicked. HAHAHA, she was damn dog to them, ok lar we were both damn dog to them, "Hey do u guys have any safety pins cause we need it to find our items." Me " Eh i got school badge?" She "Eh why not u guys try looking in a dustbin?" LoL then when we all were near the entrance of the esplanade there was a dustbin then she with a really straight face, said "Hey heres a dustbin there why not u guys try looking in it?" LOL u think they are dogs ah? Sniff in dustbin?? Dog man haha.
Ogay we went to Indochine just outside Wisma and watched 3 guys perform with their guitars, it was quite gd i felt haha. Yes and we both bought kiddy drinks though the menu was like 90% alchoholic drinks, lol damn noob ahah. What cranberry juice and ginger ale. Just nice the band was playing Better man* by Robbie Williams. Nice!!
In the end i watched her go home by jaywalking across 4 FREAKING LANES IN ORCHARD ROAD* to the bus stop. Freaking scary pls!!!
Oh wells a night of laughter and fun finally came to an end*
Time passes fast, and with it, wounds heal and new opportunities arise. One of the many reasons why im so glad i am in this choir because of the lessons taught and i believed that it has me a better person.
Though i always feel there's more room for improvement, and thats why we need the Lord.
Lord im doing all i can to be a better man*
Went for choir in the morning, sadly my voice sounded as though i had a sand paper stuck there, really sucky feeling. The new songs were also like v tough and worse of all high!! Ok its only a D lar but try singing a D for long bars, its really not easy!! Hhaha, but looking forward to the challenge of performing that piece haha. Time to intensify home practices, in thecomfort of my toliet lar of course ahaha. Hopefully my mom wont like stand putside the door and hear, damn malu pls....
After that played frisbee with jiayi the female version ahha, JJ, Dextre eh cant really spell the rest of the people'snames haha..too lazy ahhaha.
Rushed off for econs at bong's house lata, my gawd damn sianz pls. Rushing from home to his house, ZZZ!!! Thankfully the tutor was quite eye candy ahahahaha!! The dog was sick as usual noob!! Haha, anyway apparently bong got a new nokia phone, it really looks uber and all that, but sadly dont think it water proof ahah. LOL JK JK, i promise i wont do anything to his new phone.. Heh heh =)
Freak nearly fell asleep on the first session of tuition my gawd!! Lucky i didnt lar of course, i just blurred out haha. After that went out for dinner, it was damn gd . Seriously!! Sadly it i was late =(. Felt really dog for making people late =( especially if their of the female gender u know? Its just v ungentlemanly.
Went for swensens at bugis and ended up eating ice cream haha, it was damn fattening and that was like considered dinner!! My gawd no proper food!!! Can die pls, not that food is v imprt to me of course ahaha! Went for some window shopping after that, basically it was really quality time to catch up and talk cock, laugh at stuff, actually it was more of my bad sense of direction lol.
Then we went for second rounds of dessert at some old chinese snack shop, haha it was damn funny cause our chinese really really sucked, we were like pointing fingers* eh this one, and this one, and this one. Damn sad lar, well what do u expect from 2 C6s in O level chinese and one who failed oral?? Me lar of course LOL.
After that went to Suntec for more shopping, it was really like 4 km of walking from one point to another window shopping, insane!!! Then something damn G happened, we bumped into her dad!!!!
MY GAWD!! I mean like when ur out with ur friend and u guys are opposite genders, and u bump into her father, what sort of impression is he gonna have of u? Somemore it was like 945 at night.
HOT DAMN!
Lucky she like introduced me as Choir P lol, and i was all like official and stuff, please to meet u....bye uncle smiles* Hahaha, meet the parents went extremely well pls =) ahahahahahaha, come to think about it her dad was quite friendly to me =). Maybe i should have said like "No problems uncle, ur daughter's safe with me"
Hahahahhahhahahahahahahahahaahhahah, that would have killed me on the spot pls.
Went esplanade in the end to mug a bit cause it was not 11 yet. LOL bumped into a whole of Acjc councillor people who were having some adventure camp, quite interesting, freaking masses of coucillors man, wicked. HAHAHA, she was damn dog to them, ok lar we were both damn dog to them, "Hey do u guys have any safety pins cause we need it to find our items." Me " Eh i got school badge?" She "Eh why not u guys try looking in a dustbin?" LoL then when we all were near the entrance of the esplanade there was a dustbin then she with a really straight face, said "Hey heres a dustbin there why not u guys try looking in it?" LOL u think they are dogs ah? Sniff in dustbin?? Dog man haha.
Ogay we went to Indochine just outside Wisma and watched 3 guys perform with their guitars, it was quite gd i felt haha. Yes and we both bought kiddy drinks though the menu was like 90% alchoholic drinks, lol damn noob ahah. What cranberry juice and ginger ale. Just nice the band was playing Better man* by Robbie Williams. Nice!!
In the end i watched her go home by jaywalking across 4 FREAKING LANES IN ORCHARD ROAD* to the bus stop. Freaking scary pls!!!
Oh wells a night of laughter and fun finally came to an end*
Time passes fast, and with it, wounds heal and new opportunities arise. One of the many reasons why im so glad i am in this choir because of the lessons taught and i believed that it has me a better person.
Though i always feel there's more room for improvement, and thats why we need the Lord.
Lord im doing all i can to be a better man*
Monday, June 04, 2007
LAUGH OUT LOUD!!!!!!!
Okok just went blog surfing and went to Bong's blog...
Bong posts...
Bong posts...
Concert’s over already, and life has moved on, blitzing past like it always does. Makes me wonder how I spend my days. But anyway, today was spent at KAP (read: King Albert Park) Macdonald’s, where my hour and a half spent amounted to nothing less than 10+ pictures and a lovely video of _chen_leheng_cringing_@_phone_camera_ with my spankingly spanking, pre-spanked Sony Ericsson k810i!
Isn’t it lovely? (: It boasts a 3.2 megapix camera, eliminating the need for me to whine at my dad for a camera (isn’t he smart?) and I snapped away at various things in my room/house/social circle as I moved through life today. Awesomeness squared. Cubed. Quadipled. I was intending to take a photo of it to share the awesomeness I’m visually absorbing, but my only camera rests within this phone so we’ll have to settle for that n00bish generic picture yes?
Isn’t it lovely? (: It boasts a 3.2 megapix camera, eliminating the need for me to whine at my dad for a camera (isn’t he smart?) and I snapped away at various things in my room/house/social circle as I moved through life today. Awesomeness squared. Cubed. Quadipled. I was intending to take a photo of it to share the awesomeness I’m visually absorbing, but my only camera rests within this phone so we’ll have to settle for that n00bish generic picture yes?
Ok following which he blatantly insulted me with his posts, as usual that DOG!!!!
I <3>
Everybody still with me? Aite gd gd gd. Ahem* When we went to Sentosa, I picked Bong up in a display of my awesome strength and threw him into the sea. Salty!!!! When the fun was over and we were all laughing. The moment came....
Dextre "HEY whose phone is that in the water??"
Me "OH MY MAMA!!!!!"
It turned out to be Bong's spanking new phone. Yes apparently he went in clothes phone and all. After reading his post, i just feel so so........hahahahahahahahahahhahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha. This is seriously hilarious hahahahaha. Oh man damn bad!! I feel horrendous now, hahaha, LOL. I mean yeah i feel damn bad, but after reading his uber post about his phone. Wahahahahhahaha!
Ok ok fun's over LOL =). All those who know Bong pls pay him 2 bucks each to aid him in his phone repairs.
This seriously made my day aahahah.....
Sunday, June 03, 2007
What an Experience*
The show must go on!!!!
Sadly enoughthe show ended. Yes people AEWF officially came to a close on 28th May. Holy cows, i think it was one of the performances where i received so many flowers ahahaha. Go ahead and boost my ego!! =)
Thank u to all who came and supported us, the music making was seriously kick ass haha. Forgive my expression. Hahaha, I was particular happy when some friend* lied about going overseas but actually turned up Yeah!! Of course many thanks goes to God for seeing us all through this long journey haha. The night was just so amazing.....thoughh...some ahem* songs were pitchy and some songs weren't very together ahaha.
Extremely happy i must say haha, saw some long lost friends and then again some special friends. Yeah!
Ah well this is only a small stepping stone in choral excellence haha. Im seriously looking forward to more performances =) Especially singing with my friends haha.
Moving on thursday Vesak day.
A MAJOR EVENT HAPPENED. ALBERT ENOCH BONG AND JEROME GATHERED FOR BASKETBALL. Yeah.
It was quite funny in the car, albert, enoch, ernest and dct were singig BonJovi Living on a Prayer with the bass being pumped up in that jeep of his haha. Seeing them all sing it together was so........dunno man it was just funny... haha
Moving on to the games. ALBERT PLAYS DAMN SMELLY!! Using hands to hold me, playing his chest* to chest defense, damn those moops. AHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAA. Enoch also using two hands to push me off for position stupid man!!! Of course the weirdest sight was Dct practicing his songs on the court haha.
'Pass Pass pASS!!!!!"
"OEI DEFEND LAR"
"LAN BAN LAN BAN!! REBOUND!!"
"OEI FOUL LAR!!!!!!!!!!"
In one small corner
Dct 'singing his German piece'
LOL? I should think so haha. =)
omgosh after playing for like 2 hrs straight i was beginign to feel the effects of cramps. I still remembered one game, there was some like 140cm kid playing against us. The score was like 10-10, lst to 11, of course i was extremely relaxed in my playing cause we playign against younger people. Last ball up, i dribbled it up court and the small kid came to try to steal it, freak i lost it to him...rAWRR!!! thinking about it now really makes me feel angry...To add salt to my wounds, when he stole the ball form me i had thigh crap and i fell down, so it looked as if he stole the ball and broke my ankle along the way. Freakkkkkkk!!! Oh and the coup de grace?? He scored the winning basket with a one man fast break!!!!!!!!!
My friends were like OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! OMGGG!!!!!!! OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
I NVR HAD A MOMENTS PEACE ON MSN AFTER THAT.
only one word
Dogs!!!
Saturday
Sentosa
to be cont*
Night yall =)
Cheers*
Sadly enoughthe show ended. Yes people AEWF officially came to a close on 28th May. Holy cows, i think it was one of the performances where i received so many flowers ahahaha. Go ahead and boost my ego!! =)
Thank u to all who came and supported us, the music making was seriously kick ass haha. Forgive my expression. Hahaha, I was particular happy when some friend* lied about going overseas but actually turned up Yeah!! Of course many thanks goes to God for seeing us all through this long journey haha. The night was just so amazing.....thoughh...some ahem* songs were pitchy and some songs weren't very together ahaha.
Extremely happy i must say haha, saw some long lost friends and then again some special friends. Yeah!
Ah well this is only a small stepping stone in choral excellence haha. Im seriously looking forward to more performances =) Especially singing with my friends haha.
Moving on thursday Vesak day.
A MAJOR EVENT HAPPENED. ALBERT ENOCH BONG AND JEROME GATHERED FOR BASKETBALL. Yeah.
It was quite funny in the car, albert, enoch, ernest and dct were singig BonJovi Living on a Prayer with the bass being pumped up in that jeep of his haha. Seeing them all sing it together was so........dunno man it was just funny... haha
Moving on to the games. ALBERT PLAYS DAMN SMELLY!! Using hands to hold me, playing his chest* to chest defense, damn those moops. AHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAA. Enoch also using two hands to push me off for position stupid man!!! Of course the weirdest sight was Dct practicing his songs on the court haha.
'Pass Pass pASS!!!!!"
"OEI DEFEND LAR"
"LAN BAN LAN BAN!! REBOUND!!"
"OEI FOUL LAR!!!!!!!!!!"
In one small corner
Dct 'singing his German piece'
LOL? I should think so haha. =)
omgosh after playing for like 2 hrs straight i was beginign to feel the effects of cramps. I still remembered one game, there was some like 140cm kid playing against us. The score was like 10-10, lst to 11, of course i was extremely relaxed in my playing cause we playign against younger people. Last ball up, i dribbled it up court and the small kid came to try to steal it, freak i lost it to him...rAWRR!!! thinking about it now really makes me feel angry...To add salt to my wounds, when he stole the ball form me i had thigh crap and i fell down, so it looked as if he stole the ball and broke my ankle along the way. Freakkkkkkk!!! Oh and the coup de grace?? He scored the winning basket with a one man fast break!!!!!!!!!
My friends were like OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! OMGGG!!!!!!! OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!
I NVR HAD A MOMENTS PEACE ON MSN AFTER THAT.
only one word
Dogs!!!
Saturday
Sentosa
to be cont*
Night yall =)
Cheers*
Sunday, May 20, 2007
ipod? ieat? iplay =)
What can i say man. The weekend was so ownage haha.
Parents went off to Bintan form Friday to Sunday, needless to say, me and my bro did not let this fantastic opportunity goo waste bwahaha.
I still remember what he said " So jOME!! i DONT EXPECT TO SEE YOU FO THE NEXT 48 HRS!!" OOOOOOOOOO Yeah haha. I also say haha.
So on the first day of freedom, sianz, had school. Oh well, went for Hockey match where our guys and girls hockey team both lot =(. But one thing i mut say that they really showed a lot of heart. Kudos to them for makingsuch a big effort!!! =).
Stupid Rjc n SA. LoL jk jk, im just bias cuz im from acjc. Hahaha.
Went out for dinner after that at food republic, haha my hp felt so hassle free, normally ill get like sms from my uber strict parents. What time u coming home ah? Basket...really spoils the moment if u get my drift. Was with Ian n Chris an together we went for a bit of window shopping, yes three 18 year old males going shopping together!!!! And we are still in the stage of maturity!! Thats why i always look forward to sprouting higher towards the sky. LoL. Anyway does the idea of 3 males going shoppin together sound suggestive =). Heh heh =)
Anyways, waited for rose that nimdrod who took her own sweet time basket!! Really cant stand her lar everything also so slow!! I mean regardless of the fact that she broke her leg.....STILL!! Made us wait so long!! Basket!! In the end with the sOOOwei still in acjc, we went to coffee bean n chilled there haha. Played a heck load of truth and lods of sensitive issues come..ahaha. I would seriously like to reveal some informaton on my blog but a promise is a promise, sad =(. When it became pretty late, we decided to go newton buy food and eat at my house yeah!!
Chilling and talking nonsense really bonds us together i must say haha. Random stuff i suppose but nontheless, it was damn funny haha.
Shucks man my bro was seriously quite insane. He went to sentosa beach on friday, came back rest for 2 hrs and then went out clubbing till 5am. Oh my mama sun..... Moron seriously, i had like choir on sat thenhe comes in and destroys my beauty sleep!!! Rawrr. Hahaa no wonder im getting like leheng like symptoms, MY EYE BAGS!!!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
I guess this whole experience has been like what people say, strike while this iron hot!! I guess i attempted to link this saying when it comes to girls. But my friend told me "The iron will freaking strike u back ah!!!" Oh manz, no thanks, i dont want to be sent to emo-land pls.
Sigh more problems coming up these days. Wish my parents could take off on more vacation haha. Bad as it sounds, the feeling of true independence thrills me. I mean like its not somethijg that i experience everyday right?
Freak man got some phelgm in my throat/lungs whatever, and since i concentrated on abs for friday's gym session, everytime i cough it freaking hurts my aching abs. Ouch man, freak must remember to stretch more.
Tmr's gonna be a tough day for me. Sigh, so many problems.
I don't live for the moment and i don't give up, i strongly suggest u don't too.
Parents went off to Bintan form Friday to Sunday, needless to say, me and my bro did not let this fantastic opportunity goo waste bwahaha.
I still remember what he said " So jOME!! i DONT EXPECT TO SEE YOU FO THE NEXT 48 HRS!!" OOOOOOOOOO Yeah haha. I also say haha.
So on the first day of freedom, sianz, had school. Oh well, went for Hockey match where our guys and girls hockey team both lot =(. But one thing i mut say that they really showed a lot of heart. Kudos to them for makingsuch a big effort!!! =).
Stupid Rjc n SA. LoL jk jk, im just bias cuz im from acjc. Hahaha.
Went out for dinner after that at food republic, haha my hp felt so hassle free, normally ill get like sms from my uber strict parents. What time u coming home ah? Basket...really spoils the moment if u get my drift. Was with Ian n Chris an together we went for a bit of window shopping, yes three 18 year old males going shopping together!!!! And we are still in the stage of maturity!! Thats why i always look forward to sprouting higher towards the sky. LoL. Anyway does the idea of 3 males going shoppin together sound suggestive =). Heh heh =)
Anyways, waited for rose that nimdrod who took her own sweet time basket!! Really cant stand her lar everything also so slow!! I mean regardless of the fact that she broke her leg.....STILL!! Made us wait so long!! Basket!! In the end with the sOOOwei still in acjc, we went to coffee bean n chilled there haha. Played a heck load of truth and lods of sensitive issues come..ahaha. I would seriously like to reveal some informaton on my blog but a promise is a promise, sad =(. When it became pretty late, we decided to go newton buy food and eat at my house yeah!!
Chilling and talking nonsense really bonds us together i must say haha. Random stuff i suppose but nontheless, it was damn funny haha.
Shucks man my bro was seriously quite insane. He went to sentosa beach on friday, came back rest for 2 hrs and then went out clubbing till 5am. Oh my mama sun..... Moron seriously, i had like choir on sat thenhe comes in and destroys my beauty sleep!!! Rawrr. Hahaa no wonder im getting like leheng like symptoms, MY EYE BAGS!!!
NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!
I guess this whole experience has been like what people say, strike while this iron hot!! I guess i attempted to link this saying when it comes to girls. But my friend told me "The iron will freaking strike u back ah!!!" Oh manz, no thanks, i dont want to be sent to emo-land pls.
Sigh more problems coming up these days. Wish my parents could take off on more vacation haha. Bad as it sounds, the feeling of true independence thrills me. I mean like its not somethijg that i experience everyday right?
Freak man got some phelgm in my throat/lungs whatever, and since i concentrated on abs for friday's gym session, everytime i cough it freaking hurts my aching abs. Ouch man, freak must remember to stretch more.
Tmr's gonna be a tough day for me. Sigh, so many problems.
I don't live for the moment and i don't give up, i strongly suggest u don't too.
Sunday, May 13, 2007
The path of recovery*
After SYF.
Everything goes to God. The glory, the tears, the thanks, the good and bad times.
People may talk people may question people may doubt and indirectly cause confusion.
But we know what we stand for.
This is more than an ordinary CCA.
Moving on....
Today was a fruitful day i must say haha. Woke up at 830 and went for Church. Hahaha decided to go for the earlier church service. Surprisingly enough it turned out to be, sad to say a bit boring as the 1030 service.
Well, after seasons of poning church for various reasons* I've guess that i ve been neglecting my religion for quite some time. As in like i know hes there but, i dont know guess i ve been super ungrateful. To put it in simple terms =dog*. Yeah i do pray and stuff but only in times of need and yeah i do it for others never myself. Sigh....yeah its mostly my fault for not taking the initiative and being irresponsible, but this church is just not working out for me.
Yup so i've decided to like get a couple of friends and perhaps instead of going to church, do cell together. Maybe that will help. I mean does going to church actually defines u as a christian? I personally dont think so.
Sometimes i feel awkward to talk about my religion, i mean, for gd reasons yeah i ll share and really talk for the greater good. I ll do it for their sake and not mine, thats why like my dad always tells me, Do as i say and not as i do. Lol a wonderful saying so i cant tell him , how come ur not being a gd example urself? There was period of time where i really really disliked hearing christian songs and going to people' blogs where they really sing praises to his name. Like i said, i ll gladly do the same so that people can have hope and benefit so much such words. Personally, i guess its going to be a long period of soul searching for me.
I do believe, just that i feel im being damn dog about this.
On the road to recovery hopefully haha.
On another note.
My ex maths tutor just had his first son and my cousin got baptised. Kudos man!!!!!!!
Oh and i finally gave my mom something today after like 16 years? Hahaha although it was from 7 11 haha damn dog! Hey its the thought that counts right?
Econs test tmr, oh joy!!! Basket, seriously hate to study!
Are there such things as bulky spartans? Just curious.......
Oh yeah, tried blasting, i mean attempting to sing, Nessum Dorma in my room just now. And my maid suddenly walked in when i was going to the high B part. Oh crap. The look on her face just made me feel like spearing her so badly. Basket!!!!!!!
No face liao.
Wednesday, May 02, 2007
Thursday, April 26, 2007
I rant*
Rant rant rant rant....
After wed practice, i think i ve learned a thing or two from the teachers =)
B4
1) One and a half weeks from SYF
2) Our dynamics were not there
3) Our claps for Kari were horrid
4) We did perform that piece before
5) What does that show? Not being responsible? Not focusing? Not giving? Inconsistency?
Yeah, i really really wanted to slaughter them after practice during debrief. I really dont want the situation where people die just because others are not willingly to go the distance. I will not tolerate such nonsense from young adults.
And yet.
Encourage, and be firm.
My emotions nearly broke loose that day, thank heavens i didnt get a chance to debrief. Im sure a lot of people feel the same way that i did or maybe more. Heck thats just an assumption which i put a heck load of faith and trust on. I guess i ve been aiming for the wrong vision, Gold with honours. That is really the wrong aim. Guitar and dance got GWH, kudos to them , but Ishould not be affected. I mean, always look a the big picture, at the end of the day, what does the choir stand for? GWH? Always being the best for awards and recognition?
Truely, I learned a valuable lesson on wed, and that is to trust more. If God decides to teach the choir a lesson through defeat for SYF, who can stop his will? Tell me honesltly? Who can? So be it, after that, do we mourn and hang our heads low, do we indulge in tears, self pity, emo the rest of the year away? HECK NOOOOOOO!!!!!!!
WE WILL PICK OURSELVES UP AND GIVE EVEN MORE SO TO GIVE FOR EACH OTHER AND MAKE BEAUTIFUL MUSIC TOGETHER, WE WILL FORGE BONDS THAT WILL LAST US A LIFETIME AND TRUELY REPRESENT THE CCA THAT WE LOVE* BY BEING LIVING EXAMPLES OF MEN AND WOMEN OF STRENGTH!! WE WILL PERSERVE THROUGH HARDSHIPS AND EMERGE EVEN IF NOT VICTORIOUS, AS A TEAM. THIS IS NOT A SPORTS CCA, BUT WE DESPERATELY NEED EACH OTHER, WHO CAN STAND ALONE IN CHOIR?? WHO CAN?!!!!!!??????
After some self reflection, i just want everyone to go through this stepping stone SYF, and come out after singing with the mindset "We ve done all that we can possibly do, the rest is in God's hands." No regret, no livng in the past. And if we have done our best, which has no standard ranking such as Gold, GWH, etc, the results do no matter. In this period of time, friendship is so so so so so so so so so very important. Individual want too, no one can ever force you to feel passion and hunger for it so badly that it just burns deep in our heart.
No more stressing abt the results, we just go in, give all we got, enjoy singing together, and leave the rest up to God.
However.
God helps those who help themselves*
And that is where i put my trust in from today onwards. All choir members will not fail in giving to each other and supporting each other in singing, this is not an assumption, this is reality. No more separation of J1 and J2, we are a team.
I just hope that everyone will leave choir one fateful day, as men and women of passion, integrity and love.
And most importantly, as friends =)
Heres some food for thought, though it may seem familar =)
Lord, make me an instrument of Thy peace;
where there is hatred, let me sow love;
where there is injury, pardon;
where there is doubt, faith;
where there is despair, hope;
where there is darkness, light;
and where there is sadness, joy.
After wed practice, i think i ve learned a thing or two from the teachers =)
B4
1) One and a half weeks from SYF
2) Our dynamics were not there
3) Our claps for Kari were horrid
4) We did perform that piece before
5) What does that show? Not being responsible? Not focusing? Not giving? Inconsistency?
Yeah, i really really wanted to slaughter them after practice during debrief. I really dont want the situation where people die just because others are not willingly to go the distance. I will not tolerate such nonsense from young adults.
And yet.
Encourage, and be firm.
My emotions nearly broke loose that day, thank heavens i didnt get a chance to debrief. Im sure a lot of people feel the same way that i did or maybe more. Heck thats just an assumption which i put a heck load of faith and trust on. I guess i ve been aiming for the wrong vision, Gold with honours. That is really the wrong aim. Guitar and dance got GWH, kudos to them , but Ishould not be affected. I mean, always look a the big picture, at the end of the day, what does the choir stand for? GWH? Always being the best for awards and recognition?
Truely, I learned a valuable lesson on wed, and that is to trust more. If God decides to teach the choir a lesson through defeat for SYF, who can stop his will? Tell me honesltly? Who can? So be it, after that, do we mourn and hang our heads low, do we indulge in tears, self pity, emo the rest of the year away? HECK NOOOOOOO!!!!!!!
WE WILL PICK OURSELVES UP AND GIVE EVEN MORE SO TO GIVE FOR EACH OTHER AND MAKE BEAUTIFUL MUSIC TOGETHER, WE WILL FORGE BONDS THAT WILL LAST US A LIFETIME AND TRUELY REPRESENT THE CCA THAT WE LOVE* BY BEING LIVING EXAMPLES OF MEN AND WOMEN OF STRENGTH!! WE WILL PERSERVE THROUGH HARDSHIPS AND EMERGE EVEN IF NOT VICTORIOUS, AS A TEAM. THIS IS NOT A SPORTS CCA, BUT WE DESPERATELY NEED EACH OTHER, WHO CAN STAND ALONE IN CHOIR?? WHO CAN?!!!!!!??????
After some self reflection, i just want everyone to go through this stepping stone SYF, and come out after singing with the mindset "We ve done all that we can possibly do, the rest is in God's hands." No regret, no livng in the past. And if we have done our best, which has no standard ranking such as Gold, GWH, etc, the results do no matter. In this period of time, friendship is so so so so so so so so so very important. Individual want too, no one can ever force you to feel passion and hunger for it so badly that it just burns deep in our heart.
No more stressing abt the results, we just go in, give all we got, enjoy singing together, and leave the rest up to God.
However.
God helps those who help themselves*
And that is where i put my trust in from today onwards. All choir members will not fail in giving to each other and supporting each other in singing, this is not an assumption, this is reality. No more separation of J1 and J2, we are a team.
I just hope that everyone will leave choir one fateful day, as men and women of passion, integrity and love.
And most importantly, as friends =)
Heres some food for thought, though it may seem familar =)
Lord, make me an instrument of Thy peace;
where there is hatred, let me sow love;
where there is injury, pardon;
where there is doubt, faith;
where there is despair, hope;
where there is darkness, light;
and where there is sadness, joy.
O Divine Master,
grant that I may not so much seek to be consoled as to console;
to be understood, as to understand;
to be loved, as to love;
for it is in giving that we receive,
it is in pardoning that we are pardoned,
and it is in dying that we are born to Eternal Life.
grant that I may not so much seek to be consoled as to console;
to be understood, as to understand;
to be loved, as to love;
for it is in giving that we receive,
it is in pardoning that we are pardoned,
and it is in dying that we are born to Eternal Life.
Amen.
God bless the Acjc choir =)
Monday, April 23, 2007
Hur hur hur*
Yawn.
A lot has happened since the last entry haha.
I guess so far my life has been choir-ing non stop haha, but its great. Really, when u enjoy something that u do for 3 times a week, it really gives u a satisfying feeling. Hahah, probably equal to that of gymming? LoL nuthin beats choir hahaha.
Freak, went out with Jackson, Soooowei, Yanni to go eat Yakun.
Ahhhh what an adventure.....its almost like a fairy tale with a happy ending haha.
One day, in school. Jerome heard Soowei n Reuben talking about Yakun. Rant Rant* They were basically talking about how it was so good and etc etc. Food tastes great, must go there for breakfast. So i was thinking like huh?? Whats Yakun?? Sounded like some jap place to me, so i assumed that Yakun was some jap place with affordable prices that served really really really gd food. Freak*
Damnnnn.....little did i know that Yakun was actually the name of some high class kopitam place which sold kaya toast, half boiled eggs and eh what u call it milk tea. Needless to say they were all so shocked when i told asked them whats Yakun?? Freak damn humiliating!!!!!! RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!
So anyway, to bring the climax to this short Real life story, i went out with them to go eat yakun hahaha. It was not bad haha. However, stupid Soooowei blogged about me basket, i ll get back at her. Cfm!!! This came from her blog!
Funfact of the day - Mr Jerome Ng never knew what's Yakun until Today.
I swear he's the only person i know that doesn't know what's Yakun.
He thought it was some Jap restaurant. (My Gawd.)
So we brought him to Yakun for his very virgin Yakun Experience today.
He's the real caveman. Lol
After reading that, RAWRRRRRR..i feel my spartan blood in me boiling!!! Wheres my spear??? WHERES MY SHIELD?? WHERES MY RED CAPE??? WHERES MY!!!!!
leather underwear*
LOL
At least on the bright side she called me a man, if u take the cave* away that is haha.
Sigh, this situation kinda reminded me in chem class today. I fell asleep.....(DESERVE TO DIE*)...then when i woke up, Mdm asked us about something with H2 and adding it with Ni catalyst to an alkene.
"So class whats this reaction called? Starts with a R"
For some weird reason, i just shouted out my answer "FREE RADICAL SUBSTITUTION!!"
............. The whole class broke into a frenzy of laughter. Damn.....i could have sworn Mdm was laughing at me too =(
Lousy Sooooweiii had to add salt to my wounds by saying,
"Firstly Jome, free radical substitution does not start with a R, secondly ITS WRONG!!!!"
If i had my spear i would have slaughtered her on the spot!
Sigh, hahah actually come to think of it its quite funny. LoL!!
2 weeks b4 SYF.
Pressure, expectations, legacy.
Ladies and Gentlemen!!
Its show time!!!!!! =)
A lot has happened since the last entry haha.
I guess so far my life has been choir-ing non stop haha, but its great. Really, when u enjoy something that u do for 3 times a week, it really gives u a satisfying feeling. Hahah, probably equal to that of gymming? LoL nuthin beats choir hahaha.
Freak, went out with Jackson, Soooowei, Yanni to go eat Yakun.
Ahhhh what an adventure.....its almost like a fairy tale with a happy ending haha.
One day, in school. Jerome heard Soowei n Reuben talking about Yakun. Rant Rant* They were basically talking about how it was so good and etc etc. Food tastes great, must go there for breakfast. So i was thinking like huh?? Whats Yakun?? Sounded like some jap place to me, so i assumed that Yakun was some jap place with affordable prices that served really really really gd food. Freak*
Damnnnn.....little did i know that Yakun was actually the name of some high class kopitam place which sold kaya toast, half boiled eggs and eh what u call it milk tea. Needless to say they were all so shocked when i told asked them whats Yakun?? Freak damn humiliating!!!!!! RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!
So anyway, to bring the climax to this short Real life story, i went out with them to go eat yakun hahaha. It was not bad haha. However, stupid Soooowei blogged about me basket, i ll get back at her. Cfm!!! This came from her blog!
Funfact of the day - Mr Jerome Ng never knew what's Yakun until Today.
I swear he's the only person i know that doesn't know what's Yakun.
He thought it was some Jap restaurant. (My Gawd.)
So we brought him to Yakun for his very virgin Yakun Experience today.
He's the real caveman. Lol
After reading that, RAWRRRRRR..i feel my spartan blood in me boiling!!! Wheres my spear??? WHERES MY SHIELD?? WHERES MY RED CAPE??? WHERES MY!!!!!
leather underwear*
LOL
At least on the bright side she called me a man, if u take the cave* away that is haha.
Sigh, this situation kinda reminded me in chem class today. I fell asleep.....(DESERVE TO DIE*)...then when i woke up, Mdm asked us about something with H2 and adding it with Ni catalyst to an alkene.
"So class whats this reaction called? Starts with a R"
For some weird reason, i just shouted out my answer "FREE RADICAL SUBSTITUTION!!"
............. The whole class broke into a frenzy of laughter. Damn.....i could have sworn Mdm was laughing at me too =(
Lousy Sooooweiii had to add salt to my wounds by saying,
"Firstly Jome, free radical substitution does not start with a R, secondly ITS WRONG!!!!"
If i had my spear i would have slaughtered her on the spot!
Sigh, hahah actually come to think of it its quite funny. LoL!!
2 weeks b4 SYF.
Pressure, expectations, legacy.
Ladies and Gentlemen!!
Its show time!!!!!! =)
Monday, April 02, 2007
Yawn*
The lack of sleep is really taking its toll on me.
Theres really a reason why they say beauty sleep*, literally. The loss of eye bags, the reduction of the oil pores, etc,etc. Dammit..
A fine start to a wondeful year of music making i woud say =) Gd job to all the Juniors for their first public performance =)!!!!!!
The chem teacher played this song today in class during our break. Strangely enough, it felt extremely dejavu when i played close attention to the lyrics.
Really describes the long journey that i experienced last year. All the immature mistakes, the true meaning of emotional pain. Although looking back now, i know i was never really alone =), and if the pain doesnt kill you, it just makes you stronger.
How many times have you done something for the first time? Last week i tried para para for the very first time, my, it was hilarious....Though the circulation of my uber dancing video is quite disturbing i must say. I just wish not too many folks get a screening of it. LOL
Very interesting indeed, i was giving my mom some advice the other day, and I could see on her face that she was quite shocked at my maturity level, though at times, it does tend to decrease drastically haha. Rare moments indeed*
Theres really a reason why they say beauty sleep*, literally. The loss of eye bags, the reduction of the oil pores, etc,etc. Dammit..
A fine start to a wondeful year of music making i woud say =) Gd job to all the Juniors for their first public performance =)!!!!!!
The chem teacher played this song today in class during our break. Strangely enough, it felt extremely dejavu when i played close attention to the lyrics.
I haven't slept at all in days
It's been so long since we've talked
And I have been here many times
I just don't know what I'm doing wrong
What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there
There's only so much I can take
And I just got to let it go
And who knows I might feel better
If I don't try and I don't hope
What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there
No more waiting,
No more aching
No more fighting,
No more trying
Maybe there's nothing more to say
And in a funny way I'm calm
Because the power is not mine I'm just gonna let it fly
What can I do to make you love me
What can I do to make you care
What can I say to make you feel this
What can I do to get you there
Love me..
Really describes the long journey that i experienced last year. All the immature mistakes, the true meaning of emotional pain. Although looking back now, i know i was never really alone =), and if the pain doesnt kill you, it just makes you stronger.
How many times have you done something for the first time? Last week i tried para para for the very first time, my, it was hilarious....Though the circulation of my uber dancing video is quite disturbing i must say. I just wish not too many folks get a screening of it. LOL
Very interesting indeed, i was giving my mom some advice the other day, and I could see on her face that she was quite shocked at my maturity level, though at times, it does tend to decrease drastically haha. Rare moments indeed*
I think that one of the valauble lessons that I ve learnt is that, JC girls go for mature guys so act mature and they'll fall for you =). No no jk jk haha. Seriously, when you experience hardships and falls, it is rally no uselessto remain living in the past, but really, always hold your head up high and look forward to the future. After all, we are only human. Alwasy be positive thinking and give 100% in whatever you do. Even in the little things in life.
Maybe im saying this because i did badly in terms. However!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Lesson learned, I ll work much harder the next round. It really did make me feel extremely disappointed, but really theres more to life than just academics, not neglecting them of course. Such as suntanning at sentosa, working out at the gym, spending quality time with the one you love. I really dont know, what ever makes your clock tick.
As Pastor Malcom preached today, talk is cheap*
Anyway some goals for the rest of the year.
1) Kill my Singlish (Its killing my grades seriously)
2) Be a better role model
3) Mug for As
4) Enjoy the rest of my JC life. =)
The last and most important of them all-----------Give so much more to my cca. I hunger for more, i always feel i can give so much more.
Thank you Lord for such wonderful juniors =)
Though sometimes i feel like killing them* =)
Friday, March 23, 2007
The path of learning*
3 Videos that i watch daily before i go to sleep everyday.
Mainly they are the 3 songs nessun dorma, ave maria, and time to say goodbye haha.
Sung by, jose carreras, luciano parvarotti, placido domingo (the 3 tenors), andrea bocelli and sarah brightman.
Thanks to these 3 videos i have been able to learn much on the aspect on classical singing haha. The sound they produce is very eh, fat, rich, mature and vibrato kind. Hmmm, maybe because they are for solo singing. In a choir i guess its different, cause every voice has to blend in so no one can always over sing i guess.
But then again for the overall choir sound to sound gd, the individual singers must be gd first.
Its really interesting what i can learn from them just by hearing, trying to mimic the sound, and observing their body movements. The dropping of jaz, etc, etc haha.
Zzzzzz hope one day i might be able to sound like them!!
The sound is extremely pure but different according to them. Hmmm..howhow??
When he sings the high b flat, he really opens his mouth, not a very wide sideways sound but a very full sound. It sounds extremely heavy yet its not flat. Hmm...it helps that he has a fat body lar, but his throat is really really open. Gd stuff. Haha.
When he sings a very high note for a baritone, he doesnt sound young and strangled, haha he can have vibrato for his high notes leh, awesome stuff!! Hmmm..anoher example of dropping jaw and opening of the throat. Also the lifting of the eyebrows. Interesting sound produced i ll say, its v high yet supported and clear.
Whenall 3 tenors sing the high b flat. It sounds v v mature. Hhahah hopefully one day (soon!!!!!!) i ll be able to use natural voice to sing it. Really amazing man...Once again the dropping of the jaw, and the full support of the diaphragm. Hmm, jose tip toes haha, maybe its some method of reaching it better.
But Luciano stil sounds the best haha. Well hes the fattest of the lot isnt he? Hahaha.
Ahhhh the transition from a chest voice to a high note, drop jaw, raise eye brows, increasing the space in ur upper pellet. Damn gd technique...shall try all these in toilet later haha.
I guess like classical singing is v different form pop, rock, jazz, blues. iTs us a pure sound with no slides in it i guess...oh and some vibrato too. Hahha yup, anyway hope one day i can sound like them haha.
Zzzz need to go dl videos of basses singing.
Mainly they are the 3 songs nessun dorma, ave maria, and time to say goodbye haha.
Sung by, jose carreras, luciano parvarotti, placido domingo (the 3 tenors), andrea bocelli and sarah brightman.
Thanks to these 3 videos i have been able to learn much on the aspect on classical singing haha. The sound they produce is very eh, fat, rich, mature and vibrato kind. Hmmm, maybe because they are for solo singing. In a choir i guess its different, cause every voice has to blend in so no one can always over sing i guess.
But then again for the overall choir sound to sound gd, the individual singers must be gd first.
Its really interesting what i can learn from them just by hearing, trying to mimic the sound, and observing their body movements. The dropping of jaz, etc, etc haha.
Zzzzzz hope one day i might be able to sound like them!!
The sound is extremely pure but different according to them. Hmmm..howhow??
When he sings the high b flat, he really opens his mouth, not a very wide sideways sound but a very full sound. It sounds extremely heavy yet its not flat. Hmm...it helps that he has a fat body lar, but his throat is really really open. Gd stuff. Haha.
When he sings a very high note for a baritone, he doesnt sound young and strangled, haha he can have vibrato for his high notes leh, awesome stuff!! Hmmm..anoher example of dropping jaw and opening of the throat. Also the lifting of the eyebrows. Interesting sound produced i ll say, its v high yet supported and clear.
Whenall 3 tenors sing the high b flat. It sounds v v mature. Hhahah hopefully one day (soon!!!!!!) i ll be able to use natural voice to sing it. Really amazing man...Once again the dropping of the jaw, and the full support of the diaphragm. Hmm, jose tip toes haha, maybe its some method of reaching it better.
But Luciano stil sounds the best haha. Well hes the fattest of the lot isnt he? Hahaha.
Ahhhh the transition from a chest voice to a high note, drop jaw, raise eye brows, increasing the space in ur upper pellet. Damn gd technique...shall try all these in toilet later haha.
I guess like classical singing is v different form pop, rock, jazz, blues. iTs us a pure sound with no slides in it i guess...oh and some vibrato too. Hahha yup, anyway hope one day i can sound like them haha.
Zzzz need to go dl videos of basses singing.
Monday, March 19, 2007
Abs Galore!!!
After reading Knock knock's post about movies and 300 spartans. I just you know felt so inspired to go research, and really pay tribute to the actors.
Its really wicked to get such monster ABSSS!!!! Seriously speaking, it is really incredible what the fitness instructors in hollywood can do to work miracles to one's body. Dunno about females lol but in the the movie, 300, every single spartan had killer abs.
Seriously, abs to die for.
Rawr.
And without furthur ado..
Lo and behold!!!
Killer abs man!!
Looks familar?? Have i seen this sight before in front of my mirror?? Hahaha jk jk jk jk jk..
But of course there is no point paying tribute to them if i dont try the work out myself right? HAHAHA.......im a dead man...
"300-rep Spartan workout."
(Trust us, 100 reps is plenty hard.) (*2)
It goes like this: Without resting between exercises, Butler performs
25 pullups,
50 deadlifts with 135 pounds,
50 pushups,
50 jumps on a 24-inch box,
50 floor wipers (*3),
50 single-arm clean-and-presses using a 36-pound kettle bell
25 more pullups.
All this, in addition to utilizing other unconventional yet equally taxing training methods, such as tire flipping and gymnastics-style ring training. Sound like hell? It is. In fact, upon receiving his marching orders for a Spartan workout, one of Butler's costars told Twight, "It feels like you just killed my dog."
Well to me..sounds fun =) shall try this soon.
Probably end up paralysed in the gym or something.....
Any takers?
Its really wicked to get such monster ABSSS!!!! Seriously speaking, it is really incredible what the fitness instructors in hollywood can do to work miracles to one's body. Dunno about females lol but in the the movie, 300, every single spartan had killer abs.
Seriously, abs to die for.
Rawr.
And without furthur ado..
Lo and behold!!!
Killer abs man!!
Looks familar?? Have i seen this sight before in front of my mirror?? Hahaha jk jk jk jk jk..
But of course there is no point paying tribute to them if i dont try the work out myself right? HAHAHA.......im a dead man...
"300-rep Spartan workout."
(Trust us, 100 reps is plenty hard.) (*2)
It goes like this: Without resting between exercises, Butler performs
25 pullups,
50 deadlifts with 135 pounds,
50 pushups,
50 jumps on a 24-inch box,
50 floor wipers (*3),
50 single-arm clean-and-presses using a 36-pound kettle bell
25 more pullups.
All this, in addition to utilizing other unconventional yet equally taxing training methods, such as tire flipping and gymnastics-style ring training. Sound like hell? It is. In fact, upon receiving his marching orders for a Spartan workout, one of Butler's costars told Twight, "It feels like you just killed my dog."
Well to me..sounds fun =) shall try this soon.
Probably end up paralysed in the gym or something.....
Any takers?
Friday, March 16, 2007
I should be studying* Stupid white boy!!
Ok ok ok ok ok, i always knew that bong was a dog. But this time hes really a real dog.
Confessions of a teenager dog*
He stole* vitamin C tablets when he put stuff back into the HR. Leheng, Cherie SCOLD him!!
He took home a whole packet of leftover free drinks that was meant for the choir, and literally enjoyed it during CNY. For himself and his guests.
He steals my food all the time.
Disadvantages of being a bong.
Stuck with one hair style all your life
White skin. Bwahahaha. I would to exercise my lit skills haha, crap....better not say, terms are just like next week. =( Anyway, from a certain junior bass called kenneth " Wow Bong ur so white u literally blend into the background" Which one?? One may ask, its the white paint of the wall near the baby pool of the school. AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.. damn bad lar, actually, no no no, great one there ahahah!!
Ok ok enuff abt on of the dawgs in my life.
Went back to Acsi for a friendly game of J2s v.s J1s. It was suppose to be a friendly match, but as usual. Ok side track, i have this certain theory that when guys play sports right, somehow they just become damn hyped up and really engrossed in one thing only, winning. Thats why like when we play with girls/ against girls, sometimes i pity them cause they, sadly, get hammered as though they were men. Its damn ungentlemanly lar, but oh well whatever it takes to win RIGHT MEN?? Anyway that was what happened in our J1 vs J2 match. They were all guys btw.
I was quite nervous cause i like didnt play for a month already, but still i uses my superior tactics and intelligence to outwit and beat those J1s!! Hahaha, no lar no lar jk jk, the 4 of us just played damn dirty...Seriously i was quite shocked too, the pulling of jerseys, the pushing off using both hands, the fouls we dealt...Ouch man!! It really really damn foul haha, nvm lar do what it takes to win man.
That brings me to another point like, do we become someone us in the heat of the moment? I know i do, only when it comes to sports lar. I remembered one time when it was a 3 on 1 situation under the basket, me being the one lar =), heheh, i shot the ball up
against the 3 noobs!...and i missed. But i got my own rebound and i completely faked my defender, it was great man watching him jump in the wrong direction, but i completely screwed up my shot. Freak freak!! It was really so frustrating......and i cursed damn loud. Sometimes seeing my other side is quite shocking, the cursing and the trash talking. Sigh..
I guess thats the bad part of human nature, when we become so engrossed in the moment example anger, and we express it out in some form, lets say a blog. Its really a taint of what people will think of us i guess. Looking back at what we have posted, maybe i ll ask myself "oh man did i really post that?" Like i said the heat of the moment really makes us lose all of our moral values responsibility, integrity, etc...
Ok thats just some random thoughts..Back to bball haha. Yeah i really played v dirty with my man, dunno why but i always like to mark the center, although im not say v tall....cough* coough* He was this J1 guy that was like 180-185 like that, but i just kept shoving him off balance everytime he got the ball, so literally rendering him useless. Hahaha, kudos to the J1s though they really put up a fun fight, except like they didnt dare to play physical with us cause i think they respected us. Hey it was on that fateful court where i played till my sec school uniform turned brown, but more importantly where i found, as all bballers say, the love for the game. I owned* on that concrete man haha.
Oh yeah the last game J2s were down 9-20, the J1s needed just one more point, but we fought back and won the game 21-20 YES!!!!!!!! Oh man victory was so sweet, haha and i scored the last two balls for us!!! Uber happy =) Just like the NBA man just like the NBA. =)
OH YES YES.... all the J1s had the same comment for me, " are u sure ur in choir? u look like ur in canoeing..." Hahahahaha, my head's feelng pretty big right now haha, fire away at my ego gentlemen!!
The same for choir i guess haha, except i dont play dirty, and it only took 1 year to obtain the same feeling.
Doesn't it really rock when u really give ur best for something, and u get what u want?
Confessions of a teenager dog*
He stole* vitamin C tablets when he put stuff back into the HR. Leheng, Cherie SCOLD him!!
He took home a whole packet of leftover free drinks that was meant for the choir, and literally enjoyed it during CNY. For himself and his guests.
He steals my food all the time.
Disadvantages of being a bong.
Stuck with one hair style all your life
White skin. Bwahahaha. I would to exercise my lit skills haha, crap....better not say, terms are just like next week. =( Anyway, from a certain junior bass called kenneth " Wow Bong ur so white u literally blend into the background" Which one?? One may ask, its the white paint of the wall near the baby pool of the school. AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.. damn bad lar, actually, no no no, great one there ahahah!!
Ok ok enuff abt on of the dawgs in my life.
Went back to Acsi for a friendly game of J2s v.s J1s. It was suppose to be a friendly match, but as usual. Ok side track, i have this certain theory that when guys play sports right, somehow they just become damn hyped up and really engrossed in one thing only, winning. Thats why like when we play with girls/ against girls, sometimes i pity them cause they, sadly, get hammered as though they were men. Its damn ungentlemanly lar, but oh well whatever it takes to win RIGHT MEN?? Anyway that was what happened in our J1 vs J2 match. They were all guys btw.
I was quite nervous cause i like didnt play for a month already, but still i uses my superior tactics and intelligence to outwit and beat those J1s!! Hahaha, no lar no lar jk jk, the 4 of us just played damn dirty...Seriously i was quite shocked too, the pulling of jerseys, the pushing off using both hands, the fouls we dealt...Ouch man!! It really really damn foul haha, nvm lar do what it takes to win man.
That brings me to another point like, do we become someone us in the heat of the moment? I know i do, only when it comes to sports lar. I remembered one time when it was a 3 on 1 situation under the basket, me being the one lar =), heheh, i shot the ball up
against the 3 noobs!...and i missed. But i got my own rebound and i completely faked my defender, it was great man watching him jump in the wrong direction, but i completely screwed up my shot. Freak freak!! It was really so frustrating......and i cursed damn loud. Sometimes seeing my other side is quite shocking, the cursing and the trash talking. Sigh..
I guess thats the bad part of human nature, when we become so engrossed in the moment example anger, and we express it out in some form, lets say a blog. Its really a taint of what people will think of us i guess. Looking back at what we have posted, maybe i ll ask myself "oh man did i really post that?" Like i said the heat of the moment really makes us lose all of our moral values responsibility, integrity, etc...
Ok thats just some random thoughts..Back to bball haha. Yeah i really played v dirty with my man, dunno why but i always like to mark the center, although im not say v tall....cough* coough* He was this J1 guy that was like 180-185 like that, but i just kept shoving him off balance everytime he got the ball, so literally rendering him useless. Hahaha, kudos to the J1s though they really put up a fun fight, except like they didnt dare to play physical with us cause i think they respected us. Hey it was on that fateful court where i played till my sec school uniform turned brown, but more importantly where i found, as all bballers say, the love for the game. I owned* on that concrete man haha.
Oh yeah the last game J2s were down 9-20, the J1s needed just one more point, but we fought back and won the game 21-20 YES!!!!!!!! Oh man victory was so sweet, haha and i scored the last two balls for us!!! Uber happy =) Just like the NBA man just like the NBA. =)
OH YES YES.... all the J1s had the same comment for me, " are u sure ur in choir? u look like ur in canoeing..." Hahahahaha, my head's feelng pretty big right now haha, fire away at my ego gentlemen!!
The same for choir i guess haha, except i dont play dirty, and it only took 1 year to obtain the same feeling.
Doesn't it really rock when u really give ur best for something, and u get what u want?
Friday, March 09, 2007
All we need is a shot of humour*
Its 1 am. I was doing chem when this mosquito came and bit me on my arm. Spent 5 mins chasing it around the room trying to kill it. Gee it was fun.
CJC rockafella tmr...YESH CANT WAIT FOR IT!!! Moshers and body surfers invited =) Sometimes u just need to let ur hair down, i feel lar.
It been a great week so far, terms are coming, i havent started mugging, my grades are dying, my eyes are tearing, econs is killing. Wow an attempt at poetry eh? Must be my natural tend for literature, hey thats why i take H2 right? Hahaha.
BBq on sat
Basketball competition during late march. (Die i seriously need to train)
SYF
AEWF
A levels
Time is not on my side. I ll give it my best shot though. Zzzz feel really guilty for not really paying attention during G.P class today, sigh, very very very bad. This should not happen again.
Excuses excuses..
After hearing Mariah Carey sing the second last high b on the paino towards the right hand side for o holy night, my jaw just dropped. Incredible. Go watch on youtube, its freaking insane!
DCT: Sometimes God does bless some people with both the looks and the voice
Me: Really meh, i think shes a bit bulky what.
Me: How how?? David??!! Why is it we arent blessed to sing until such an extent? Rawrrr
I could sense the sarcasm and the evilness lurking in his head even though hes all the way from NY. Sarcastic man. (i have certain doubts of the man* part though haha)
DCT: Im on my way there, i dont know about you though.
DCT: ahahahahaahaha
Me: Whatever man. Ouch that was low.
Oh well, u know the saying, keep ur friends close keep ur enemies closer =) Hahaha. Apparently Geoffrey tried singing the high notes of mariah carey. Ouch* Imagining it now* MY EARS MY EARS!!!! I CANT HEAR I CANT HEAR SOMEONE CALL the ambulance!!
LOL.
Sometimes i feel like a 13 year old trapped in a 17 year old's body.
I shall change so i wont ever feel that way. Its wrong i guess, especially when people judge you for their own opinions.
I believe that everyone was born differently but with their each own individual unique talent. I have so yet to find mine, whats urs?
The sacrifices that we make for each other, not ourselves will benefit us all in the end. Its the team that makes me proud of the rectangular badge on my left pectoral everyday, not the position or title. Without the team, i am nothing.
Completely nothing.
CJC rockafella tmr...YESH CANT WAIT FOR IT!!! Moshers and body surfers invited =) Sometimes u just need to let ur hair down, i feel lar.
It been a great week so far, terms are coming, i havent started mugging, my grades are dying, my eyes are tearing, econs is killing. Wow an attempt at poetry eh? Must be my natural tend for literature, hey thats why i take H2 right? Hahaha.
BBq on sat
Basketball competition during late march. (Die i seriously need to train)
SYF
AEWF
A levels
Time is not on my side. I ll give it my best shot though. Zzzz feel really guilty for not really paying attention during G.P class today, sigh, very very very bad. This should not happen again.
Excuses excuses..
After hearing Mariah Carey sing the second last high b on the paino towards the right hand side for o holy night, my jaw just dropped. Incredible. Go watch on youtube, its freaking insane!
DCT: Sometimes God does bless some people with both the looks and the voice
Me: Really meh, i think shes a bit bulky what.
Me: How how?? David??!! Why is it we arent blessed to sing until such an extent? Rawrrr
I could sense the sarcasm and the evilness lurking in his head even though hes all the way from NY. Sarcastic man. (i have certain doubts of the man* part though haha)
DCT: Im on my way there, i dont know about you though.
DCT: ahahahahaahaha
Me: Whatever man. Ouch that was low.
Oh well, u know the saying, keep ur friends close keep ur enemies closer =) Hahaha. Apparently Geoffrey tried singing the high notes of mariah carey. Ouch* Imagining it now* MY EARS MY EARS!!!! I CANT HEAR I CANT HEAR SOMEONE CALL the ambulance!!
LOL.
Sometimes i feel like a 13 year old trapped in a 17 year old's body.
I shall change so i wont ever feel that way. Its wrong i guess, especially when people judge you for their own opinions.
I believe that everyone was born differently but with their each own individual unique talent. I have so yet to find mine, whats urs?
The sacrifices that we make for each other, not ourselves will benefit us all in the end. Its the team that makes me proud of the rectangular badge on my left pectoral everyday, not the position or title. Without the team, i am nothing.
Completely nothing.
Wednesday, February 28, 2007
Hardcoreness*
I ve tasted emoness. Damn it was sure as heck bitter.
He Shu Wei burped in class today, and it wasnt one of those cute baby burps, it was one of those loud ear pounding, mind blowing, screamo, uncivilised, no mannered, un-lady like conduct.
BURPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP
That brought down the house, or should i say maths class? Man simply that wasnt lady like at all. I just spasmed in my body, lucky i ve been trained* against people.
BURPPPPPPPPPPP, what sort of genre is it exactly, not rap, definetly NOT CHORAL!! Not pop, not opera...hmmmm how about like animalistic? ANIMALSS!!!
Hahaha but it was quite hilarious but it was very very very off...
Nvm, kudos to her still ahahahaha. I have only one word for that man. NICE!
DCT : U guys are still so young, emo what emo, 17 18 only
Huey Hian: I prefer just to be happy
MaChenZhong: I scared people say what immature
Me: Well it is kinda true we are kinda young for this sort of relationship lar, but why should we care what people think? Of course we cant be stubborn donkeys, but if u feel that special something, go ahead and pursue it. Just dont fall in love with the idea of being in love. Whtever man u know, its ur life. In all situations, just be mature abt it. I believe.
By the way, cute means, UgLy but adorable. Crap i ve been called that tons in my life, i better go for some extreme make over man. LOL LOL.
Cute just cute.
Haha nearly fainted during rehearsal today, was trying to sound more bass, but the pressing down and fighting to keep on pitch proved too much for me. Well partially cause i didnt eat much lar also. But it does feel gd to know u ve done what u could in a rehearsal, of couse, u cant say its ur best, cause we all dont know when we re giving everything we ve got.
Why is it i always blog abt my cca?
4 months or something like that left.
Every cca day is precious, every second is like water in the desert.
I believe, hope, trust and pray... Lord make us instruments of thy peace.
Let ur voice come out through our mouths, whenever and where ever we sing.
He Shu Wei burped in class today, and it wasnt one of those cute baby burps, it was one of those loud ear pounding, mind blowing, screamo, uncivilised, no mannered, un-lady like conduct.
BURPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP
That brought down the house, or should i say maths class? Man simply that wasnt lady like at all. I just spasmed in my body, lucky i ve been trained* against people.
BURPPPPPPPPPPP, what sort of genre is it exactly, not rap, definetly NOT CHORAL!! Not pop, not opera...hmmmm how about like animalistic? ANIMALSS!!!
Hahaha but it was quite hilarious but it was very very very off...
Nvm, kudos to her still ahahahaha. I have only one word for that man. NICE!
DCT : U guys are still so young, emo what emo, 17 18 only
Huey Hian: I prefer just to be happy
MaChenZhong: I scared people say what immature
Me: Well it is kinda true we are kinda young for this sort of relationship lar, but why should we care what people think? Of course we cant be stubborn donkeys, but if u feel that special something, go ahead and pursue it. Just dont fall in love with the idea of being in love. Whtever man u know, its ur life. In all situations, just be mature abt it. I believe.
By the way, cute means, UgLy but adorable. Crap i ve been called that tons in my life, i better go for some extreme make over man. LOL LOL.
Cute just cute.
Haha nearly fainted during rehearsal today, was trying to sound more bass, but the pressing down and fighting to keep on pitch proved too much for me. Well partially cause i didnt eat much lar also. But it does feel gd to know u ve done what u could in a rehearsal, of couse, u cant say its ur best, cause we all dont know when we re giving everything we ve got.
Why is it i always blog abt my cca?
4 months or something like that left.
Every cca day is precious, every second is like water in the desert.
I believe, hope, trust and pray... Lord make us instruments of thy peace.
Let ur voice come out through our mouths, whenever and where ever we sing.
Where did I go wrong,
I lost a friend
Somewhere along in the bitterness
And I would have stayed up with you all night
Had I known how to save a life
Saturday, February 24, 2007
This short year*
Apparently time seems to fly faster now a days.
My J2 year will be coming to an end pretty soon, worse of all my cca time too.
Ah well, the show must go on.
Its really quite stupid to say one thing and do another, I ve made so many countless mistakes during the courseof this year already. Maybe thats because i havent yet ganed the friendshipof people yet, i dont want no title, just to be able to lead people to the right thing. Grey area though...
Haha i think im really suffering from the lack of sleep,
So give me all your poison
And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts
And make me ill
You're running after something
That you'll never kill
If this is what you want
Then fire at will
Rawr.
My J2 year will be coming to an end pretty soon, worse of all my cca time too.
Ah well, the show must go on.
Its really quite stupid to say one thing and do another, I ve made so many countless mistakes during the courseof this year already. Maybe thats because i havent yet ganed the friendshipof people yet, i dont want no title, just to be able to lead people to the right thing. Grey area though...
Haha i think im really suffering from the lack of sleep,
So give me all your poison
And give me all your pills
And give me all your hopeless hearts
And make me ill
You're running after something
That you'll never kill
If this is what you want
Then fire at will
Rawr.
Sunday, February 11, 2007
A blessing in disguise indeed*
Ironically, interesting news reached my ears.
The damsel in distress found two golden knights.
Leaving me the orge going omg.
When I first saw you
The damsel in distress found two golden knights.
Leaving me the orge going omg.
When I first saw you
You smiled at meand stopped my heart as I stared.
Gave me endless daydreams
girl I miss you so
You don’t know how much,I like you.
Even though you said no
I will grow through this pain.
Girl for you I will change
Girl for you I will change
To be a better man
Now we don’t talk much
girl its not your fault
Time really did
Drift us part
Drift us part
So now on this special day
I just want to say
Girl you are so so beautiful
As time carries on
I will grow through this pain
Girl for you I will change To be a better man
Once you’ve found that girl
You’re homeward bound
Love is all around
Love is all around
I know guys have fallen
On stony ground
But love is all around
Girl your like an angel
You stretch your wings
Keep me safe from harm
In pouring rain
Give me endless comfort
Girl I fear the cold
please complete my soul
with your smile
Even though you said no
I will wait for that day
Girl I still like you and I swear I ll change
To be a better man
This is for you. If u ever read my blog then, yup these verses are forever urs. Better man by Robbie Williams. Im sorry i cant find the strength to sing for u on v day, i respect ur decisions, just that i wished u had told me.
Oh Lord im doing all i can, to be a better man*
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