I don't really know why but i ve been feeling rather frustrated these few days.
Maybe its the lack of my maturity or its the people i ve been hanging around with since i was young.
The boy in me never ceases to die.
I just have a VERY hard time with certain Toms, Dicks and Harrys.
If this was a basketball game i ll be like hurling curses to express my anger and frustration. No mercy no hesitant.
However this is a different ball game altogether.
Thats it thats it thats it.
On a lighter note kudos to Leheng for doing a gd job with the auditions, sorting out those gazillion stacks of forms and calling people till late at night. =) Really hands up to you!! The rest of the com too who sacrificed precious sleep to call those J1s and chase them to come down for choir auditions, and also all the choir members who helped out on duty!!! Gd job people =)
Choir men and women indeed*
Saturday, January 20, 2007
Tuesday, January 16, 2007
School
So once again its back to the tucking in of looose and baggy shirts, the rushing of buying milo bottes and waffles before going into lectures, the usual drugs and other sweets to keep us awake..
School yes yes...
Guess like today was quite fun haha. Sang choir songs early in the morning with kerryn heath bong, rayston and merryiln. Ah think i spelled her name wongly..nvm haha.
Seems that Ian and I increased our gymming sessions to practically everyday and after today, it was going to be more intense.
Ok ok to all those who know nuts abt gymming let me intro u guys haha. People basically gym wither to look gd or keep fit, most of the time its for reason number one. So lets take me for example me, i weigh at 69 kg so i should be able to bench press around my own weight, hence this is what we call the weight strength proportion. So a guy who weighs at say 63 Kg but he benches 90 kg, so according to the rule, he is much stronger than i am.
That is what made Ian and I feel like rubbish today, we went to gym, and saw this rugger guy who was lean an skinny but he benched like 90 kg for his last rep, it was literally unbelievable man seriously. Really made me feel as though i was gymming for the very first time, Ian too felt lke pang sai. Hence we mutually decided to gym practically everyday haha...Bye bye to the long breaks and HELLO gymming, swimming and suntanning haha.
Actually being in a co-ed school is quite stressful, last time in acsi it was like today's v day?? Are u serious?? Ok lor i think we should go taupok cum strip someone. Onzz!! I mean i practically wrote xmas cards for choir folks last year that is really virgin experience for me. I mean how did i know that the season was going to be so mushyy?? I just wanted to go and sing haha.
So like this year v day must quickly go and plan and showthat im not some miser that just taks and takes but gives too....mah fan!!! But a little voice says in my head could be fun* hahaa..
Zzzzzzzzzzzz What fools these mortals be!!! Then again its more like Monkey see monkey do ahahahaha =)
Of course being a fanatic of my CCA i must make some comment every blog post right?
Ands so for todays comment of the blog Ultimately when i leave this CCA for army or etc etc, what i want to take away is not the singing part, but rather all the values thatit has taught me through living examples. Not saying that the singing part is not important lar, but the values i ve learnt to be more gentlemanly, passion, integrity, etc, will last me for a lifetime. Thats the reason why people come back to serve in this ministry of God i feel. I hope for all choir members to live, breathe and be true examples of such values haha.
ZZZZ talk so much dont even know whether i can just do all of what i ve said haha. Ahhhhhspeaking of which i think ive become niao* ok heath calls it anal. Like sometimes when we just randomly gather and sing any songs, i get rathered ticked off when people dont sing properly and anyhow sing, or even break line or dont observe dynamic changes. LOL seriously a bad thing haha. Niao man seriously niaoo..
Oh yes KUDOSS to Reuben for getting his nice brown adidas shoes being stolen from outside his house haha. He suspects its some banglah worker hahaha. I say lar Gentlemen N1!!!!
Zzzzz...its getting pretty late..LETS GO OUT =)
Jk
School yes yes...
Guess like today was quite fun haha. Sang choir songs early in the morning with kerryn heath bong, rayston and merryiln. Ah think i spelled her name wongly..nvm haha.
Seems that Ian and I increased our gymming sessions to practically everyday and after today, it was going to be more intense.
Ok ok to all those who know nuts abt gymming let me intro u guys haha. People basically gym wither to look gd or keep fit, most of the time its for reason number one. So lets take me for example me, i weigh at 69 kg so i should be able to bench press around my own weight, hence this is what we call the weight strength proportion. So a guy who weighs at say 63 Kg but he benches 90 kg, so according to the rule, he is much stronger than i am.
That is what made Ian and I feel like rubbish today, we went to gym, and saw this rugger guy who was lean an skinny but he benched like 90 kg for his last rep, it was literally unbelievable man seriously. Really made me feel as though i was gymming for the very first time, Ian too felt lke pang sai. Hence we mutually decided to gym practically everyday haha...Bye bye to the long breaks and HELLO gymming, swimming and suntanning haha.
Actually being in a co-ed school is quite stressful, last time in acsi it was like today's v day?? Are u serious?? Ok lor i think we should go taupok cum strip someone. Onzz!! I mean i practically wrote xmas cards for choir folks last year that is really virgin experience for me. I mean how did i know that the season was going to be so mushyy?? I just wanted to go and sing haha.
So like this year v day must quickly go and plan and showthat im not some miser that just taks and takes but gives too....mah fan!!! But a little voice says in my head could be fun* hahaa..
Zzzzzzzzzzzz What fools these mortals be!!! Then again its more like Monkey see monkey do ahahahaha =)
Of course being a fanatic of my CCA i must make some comment every blog post right?
Ands so for todays comment of the blog Ultimately when i leave this CCA for army or etc etc, what i want to take away is not the singing part, but rather all the values thatit has taught me through living examples. Not saying that the singing part is not important lar, but the values i ve learnt to be more gentlemanly, passion, integrity, etc, will last me for a lifetime. Thats the reason why people come back to serve in this ministry of God i feel. I hope for all choir members to live, breathe and be true examples of such values haha.
ZZZZ talk so much dont even know whether i can just do all of what i ve said haha. Ahhhhhspeaking of which i think ive become niao* ok heath calls it anal. Like sometimes when we just randomly gather and sing any songs, i get rathered ticked off when people dont sing properly and anyhow sing, or even break line or dont observe dynamic changes. LOL seriously a bad thing haha. Niao man seriously niaoo..
Oh yes KUDOSS to Reuben for getting his nice brown adidas shoes being stolen from outside his house haha. He suspects its some banglah worker hahaha. I say lar Gentlemen N1!!!!
Zzzzz...its getting pretty late..LETS GO OUT =)
Jk
Sunday, January 14, 2007
Emo newbie
Been feeling really frustrated over the past rehearsals.
I dont know why but..i think it was God's plan..i had a chat with the teachers on saturday..
All my worries and troubles came out..
Maybe its because im always trying to do things myself and not share the load..
The tears just came..
Its sad to see mistakes being repeated so many times. Its sad to hear certain remarks, its sad to feel like im the only one..
Its really pains my heart when i myself dont live up to certain standards as a choral singer..
Even more so to see my friends...
Comingconsistentlylateformorningensemble,notfollowingthe1015minutesrule,
notfollowingtheconductor'sinstructions,notcominginontime,talkingwhilerehearsal,
notgivinglinetoaoldpieceifmusic,wastingteacherstime,etc.
I know out here some one else feels 110% or more of what i feel..
Im sorry for being emo but i really really really like my cca...
I just want to sit on my rooftop and cry my heart out...
These 4 months are going to be the most memorable time of my life..
I dont know why but..i think it was God's plan..i had a chat with the teachers on saturday..
All my worries and troubles came out..
Maybe its because im always trying to do things myself and not share the load..
The tears just came..
Its sad to see mistakes being repeated so many times. Its sad to hear certain remarks, its sad to feel like im the only one..
Its really pains my heart when i myself dont live up to certain standards as a choral singer..
Even more so to see my friends...
Comingconsistentlylateformorningensemble,notfollowingthe1015minutesrule,
notfollowingtheconductor'sinstructions,notcominginontime,talkingwhilerehearsal,
notgivinglinetoaoldpieceifmusic,wastingteacherstime,etc.
I know out here some one else feels 110% or more of what i feel..
Im sorry for being emo but i really really really like my cca...
I just want to sit on my rooftop and cry my heart out...
These 4 months are going to be the most memorable time of my life..
Monday, January 08, 2007
Monday blues*
Seems like my monday was going from bad to gd to worse to worst. Karma man serious.
It all started with a 1 30 am sleep and a pathetic 4 hrs 30 mins o sleep.
And so 6 10 came. I woke up and swallowed, the feeling was as though i was eating glass for breakfast. Dressing up for school and travelling there i only realized that i was suffering form major flam and thorat problems. Liddat how to sing i ask u?
Nvm i endured and on the way up to stage sir came to asked me if anything was alright with me on the previous saturday. I was quite shocked and yet touched that sir was probably one of the few who could tell whether i was troubled or not, also by the fact that he does care, for each and everyone of us. Once again a million tributes to the teachers who keep giving* So anyway i talked with him and yes its true that i hadcertain problems with a certain fellow.
Only my Lord knows how sad i actually feel when i hear the phrase " ur must be great friends" God only knows.
So took over a late ivan, half the mind to give a gd scolding for coming constantly late. Singing personally was horrid for me, but the ensemble was gd. Great job ensemble B =)
After having lessons with friendly teachers, i went for tanning with aa4 guys and played an excellent game of water rugby. Haha Xiang An was dominating with his humongous pectorals =)
Ended school and went for Sihan the prince of pon bds. Lost my phone on the way to Carls juniors which i heard is very very unhealthy haha. As we ate there a bunch of SA J1s came over and we had half the mind to cheer WHO U WANNA BE A AC WARRIOR!! Lucky our brains prevailed and we decided mutually to start playing digimon again haha. Excellent =)
From there on i received numerous scoldings from me mom becaue she was pissed off with the service and i became her punching bag. Seriously, i was being scolded like mad, from one destination to the other and it really took a lot of strength from me just seal my lips.
Oh well in the end i got a new phone and its not bad apparently haha.
Seems that in Jc a lot of people tend to emo emo...If u ask me for my opinion? Only emo when neccessary and the rest of the time suck it up. Huey Hian asked me abt her, well i ve just decided to make her v day special. Sing song, give flowers,etc,etc. The main point of this is not to pop the question, rather to show you that i have the mentality that even if i do get rejected. I have succeeded in driving my point across. Even though u have many guy friends and make my efforts seem feeble at time, especially when it gets so so so frustrating, i still do like you.
I believe in the end its ladies choice and should not be the guys.
I think my english is getting better haha.
Results of being thick skinned*
Anyone up for tanning?
It all started with a 1 30 am sleep and a pathetic 4 hrs 30 mins o sleep.
And so 6 10 came. I woke up and swallowed, the feeling was as though i was eating glass for breakfast. Dressing up for school and travelling there i only realized that i was suffering form major flam and thorat problems. Liddat how to sing i ask u?
Nvm i endured and on the way up to stage sir came to asked me if anything was alright with me on the previous saturday. I was quite shocked and yet touched that sir was probably one of the few who could tell whether i was troubled or not, also by the fact that he does care, for each and everyone of us. Once again a million tributes to the teachers who keep giving* So anyway i talked with him and yes its true that i hadcertain problems with a certain fellow.
Only my Lord knows how sad i actually feel when i hear the phrase " ur must be great friends" God only knows.
So took over a late ivan, half the mind to give a gd scolding for coming constantly late. Singing personally was horrid for me, but the ensemble was gd. Great job ensemble B =)
After having lessons with friendly teachers, i went for tanning with aa4 guys and played an excellent game of water rugby. Haha Xiang An was dominating with his humongous pectorals =)
Ended school and went for Sihan the prince of pon bds. Lost my phone on the way to Carls juniors which i heard is very very unhealthy haha. As we ate there a bunch of SA J1s came over and we had half the mind to cheer WHO U WANNA BE A AC WARRIOR!! Lucky our brains prevailed and we decided mutually to start playing digimon again haha. Excellent =)
From there on i received numerous scoldings from me mom becaue she was pissed off with the service and i became her punching bag. Seriously, i was being scolded like mad, from one destination to the other and it really took a lot of strength from me just seal my lips.
Oh well in the end i got a new phone and its not bad apparently haha.
Seems that in Jc a lot of people tend to emo emo...If u ask me for my opinion? Only emo when neccessary and the rest of the time suck it up. Huey Hian asked me abt her, well i ve just decided to make her v day special. Sing song, give flowers,etc,etc. The main point of this is not to pop the question, rather to show you that i have the mentality that even if i do get rejected. I have succeeded in driving my point across. Even though u have many guy friends and make my efforts seem feeble at time, especially when it gets so so so frustrating, i still do like you.
I believe in the end its ladies choice and should not be the guys.
I think my english is getting better haha.
Results of being thick skinned*
Anyone up for tanning?
Tuesday, January 02, 2007
Memories*
All men/women who have achieved great things
have been dreamers.
Open your ams to change, but please don't lose yourself
You are what makes who you are in sickness and in health
A friendly atmosphere has made you to be
Your character is in charge and will control your destiny.
You'll go somewhere you've never gone, you'll make your mark again,
You'll reset your standards, and sure will make new friends
As soon as today is yesterday your heart will always give
I hope you won't regret today, cause your future longs to live.
If our paths don't cross again, I won't forget this day
Cause I'm afraid of change, I'm scared to shift my ways
My eyes will see things they've never seen, but I've always be here
This time that counts as your moments gone will teach me not to fear.
You'll look upon your life and see familar grounds
You'll hear the call of memories and recognize the sound
All the lives you change will make stars disappear
And as you're settled down, you'll realize you've never left here.
2006 My seniors I thank you all*
Shanghai*
Oh man school is in like 12 hrs away and i still have loads of homework left to do arghhhhhh. Seriously dont know how im going abt to finish it damn.
So spent 2006 in shanghai and really the food there was uber gd and best of all cheap haha. Apparently the china folks are really reall clever at imitating stuff, lke if Gucci asked them toproduce one million shirts they would produce like one million 500 hundred ad sell them at cheap prices.
Shopping there was wicked man haha, me and my bro made suits and it only costed us like 50 sing dollars man cheap!!! Although i would have rather prefered to spend the new year in Singapore with my friends aiya nvm lar family time. Im just gg through this period in life where friends mean more than family sadly. Well at least i admit it right?
Oh man another year. Seems that my cca saps up like 60% of my total strength, 20% to studies and 20% to fun and games. Ok ok maybe 10% to studies basket. Hmmm i need to do something abt it. Landed in Sg last night and immediately choir work. Hahaha cant wait for our juniors really, the passing on of the passion is really not easy, frustrating at times but yet at the end very satisfying.
2007 here we come!!!! LoL hope i dont die man seriously...
Ok ok here some uber pics from the land of the china men, LEARN UR CHINESE MAN CHINA IS THE COUNTRY TO BE IN THE FUTURE!!
damn photobucket is takng quite long zzzzzzzz...ok really really long...Oh yes forgot to complain, basket!!!! Went for hair cut today and it was totally horrible!!!!!!! The aunty cut my sides till my skull can like be seen arghh, oh man what a way to start the new school day man aargh dammit..Sigh forget it lar at least wont get caught for hair for quite a while. Basket.
At some ancient chinese place cant remember the name haha, hmm? basket all nvr smile due to the sun i think haha.
Simply supermodel posture by my bro man hahahaha.
Acting english men like and being snotty haha. Apparently we didnt think much of the nice structure behind us.
Sipping away for the new year haha 2007!!! This meal here costed us 1000 Sg dollars btw. hOly molly!!!
And finally a family portrait....Zzzzzzz why mom and dad nvr smile one? Sigh oh wells at least me and my bro were giving fantastic facial expressions hahaa..
2007 lol im gettin nervous abt it haha.
So spent 2006 in shanghai and really the food there was uber gd and best of all cheap haha. Apparently the china folks are really reall clever at imitating stuff, lke if Gucci asked them toproduce one million shirts they would produce like one million 500 hundred ad sell them at cheap prices.
Shopping there was wicked man haha, me and my bro made suits and it only costed us like 50 sing dollars man cheap!!! Although i would have rather prefered to spend the new year in Singapore with my friends aiya nvm lar family time. Im just gg through this period in life where friends mean more than family sadly. Well at least i admit it right?
Oh man another year. Seems that my cca saps up like 60% of my total strength, 20% to studies and 20% to fun and games. Ok ok maybe 10% to studies basket. Hmmm i need to do something abt it. Landed in Sg last night and immediately choir work. Hahaha cant wait for our juniors really, the passing on of the passion is really not easy, frustrating at times but yet at the end very satisfying.
2007 here we come!!!! LoL hope i dont die man seriously...
Ok ok here some uber pics from the land of the china men, LEARN UR CHINESE MAN CHINA IS THE COUNTRY TO BE IN THE FUTURE!!
damn photobucket is takng quite long zzzzzzzz...ok really really long...Oh yes forgot to complain, basket!!!! Went for hair cut today and it was totally horrible!!!!!!! The aunty cut my sides till my skull can like be seen arghh, oh man what a way to start the new school day man aargh dammit..Sigh forget it lar at least wont get caught for hair for quite a while. Basket.
At some ancient chinese place cant remember the name haha, hmm? basket all nvr smile due to the sun i think haha.
Simply supermodel posture by my bro man hahahaha.
Acting english men like and being snotty haha. Apparently we didnt think much of the nice structure behind us.
Sipping away for the new year haha 2007!!! This meal here costed us 1000 Sg dollars btw. hOly molly!!!
And finally a family portrait....Zzzzzzz why mom and dad nvr smile one? Sigh oh wells at least me and my bro were giving fantastic facial expressions hahaa..
2007 lol im gettin nervous abt it haha.
Sunday, December 24, 2006
The carrolling season*
The hrs of training, the amount of taxi money spent on gg to school and cmoing home, the amount of money spent with choir friends. Time waits for no man and just like that believe it or not, the carrolling season is over. Really every moment spent was so so so worth it seriously.
Its really late so i should just wrap it up. Happy birthday to Reuben!!! And Merry Christmas to one and all!!!!!
Like i said to some people lar, really "Someday soon we all will be together, If the Lord allows" We will nvr again sing as a full complete batch for that song next year and so to every singer teacher in the choir---Thank you all so much for all that u have done in contributing to the choir in any way possible. Basses tenors sops altos, passion integrity and love.
With the tears rolling down my cheeks how can i ever give back for such a wonderful experience?
Thank u all for making my Xmas very special*
And now here comes some humour...apparently some people wrote abt me in their blogs, courtesy of Marcus who found them i dont know how haha.
http://huiling-.blogspot.com/2006/12/morning-xueyang-came-to-scare-hell.html
Whoever blog this is i quote*
acjc choir was good. and cheryl is infatuated with the bass soloist who happens to be the president of the choir according to dextre. well, elena declares that he has some eyebrow problem though, anyhow fang dian.. hahas. i guess only cheryl and her bei dian dao.
Apparently they took a pic of me and the caption was*
yes.. this is the soloist who fang dian and dian dao cheryl.. he's cute looking but cheryl, you dont have to go gaga..
Yes i must admit i have a certain eye brow problem heres another blog i also dont know how Marcus found it out haha.
wendy asked us who wasthe soloist for the winter wonderland song,and nx said it was tht guy who kept smilingand twitching his eye brow. The onewho stood at the end of first row.lolz, nx said he looked as if he was seducing ppl.
Ok ok i really was not intending on Seducing anyone (hello brenden n melissa? =) and sorry lar if it happens its all part of the performance and enjoyment factor let me assure u haha.
Thank u all so much =)
Chiao*
Its really late so i should just wrap it up. Happy birthday to Reuben!!! And Merry Christmas to one and all!!!!!
Like i said to some people lar, really "Someday soon we all will be together, If the Lord allows" We will nvr again sing as a full complete batch for that song next year and so to every singer teacher in the choir---Thank you all so much for all that u have done in contributing to the choir in any way possible. Basses tenors sops altos, passion integrity and love.
With the tears rolling down my cheeks how can i ever give back for such a wonderful experience?
Thank u all for making my Xmas very special*
And now here comes some humour...apparently some people wrote abt me in their blogs, courtesy of Marcus who found them i dont know how haha.
http://huiling-.blogspot.com/2006/12/morning-xueyang-came-to-scare-hell.html
Whoever blog this is i quote*
acjc choir was good. and cheryl is infatuated with the bass soloist who happens to be the president of the choir according to dextre. well, elena declares that he has some eyebrow problem though, anyhow fang dian.. hahas. i guess only cheryl and her bei dian dao.
Apparently they took a pic of me and the caption was*
yes.. this is the soloist who fang dian and dian dao cheryl.. he's cute looking but cheryl, you dont have to go gaga..
Yes i must admit i have a certain eye brow problem heres another blog i also dont know how Marcus found it out haha.
wendy asked us who wasthe soloist for the winter wonderland song,and nx said it was tht guy who kept smilingand twitching his eye brow. The onewho stood at the end of first row.lolz, nx said he looked as if he was seducing ppl.
Ok ok i really was not intending on Seducing anyone (hello brenden n melissa? =) and sorry lar if it happens its all part of the performance and enjoyment factor let me assure u haha.
Thank u all so much =)
Chiao*
Monday, December 11, 2006
Finally get to play*
Today was fun..
Went out with Xiang Pui, Samuel the dog and Boron the guy who knows all girls damn.
Played badminton haha was uber fun, considering i havent played it for a year and a half, ok lar still got some skill there haha.
Whew lucky wasnt wearing school colours, actually was wearing the P.E shirt with the acs crest missin. Argh was cursing like mad very loud everytime i missed a shot.
After that all the 4 of us could convers abt was nuthin more than sexual hints sexual hints and more sexual hints.
Woahhh ur badminton racket very big isit? Mine bigger and more powerful.
Seeing a cat in the rain. Woahh a wet p****
Drinking bubble tea. Woahhh eating all those balls eh?
Crap my legs are damn tired after badminton. Woahhh which leg 3rd leg isit? LoL damn weak ah.
Eating at ikea. My meat balls are bigger than urs. No lar pls mine are soo much bigger.
Anyone wants to do grace b4 we eat? Do has many meanings btw. Pls have a clean mind.
When the word shoot comes into topic. Woahhh dont anyhow shoot ah must aim..
Protein shake*
I guess guys will be guys. A strange tendency, JC girls tend to like older and mature guys. Maybe they have something against childness?
Anyway played loads of shoot shag marry. The number of names that came up was just so horrible. Seriously....anyway i dont think any guys are mean like girls like to say we are. I prefer to say realistic. Cant handle the truth? Do something abt it.
Example im fat in some areas? I go do gym to solve the problem.
Knowing the problem and not doing something abt it, thats just weak.
argh im being damn mean................damn insensitive..but my eyes are precious to me..oh myyyy here i go again...Apologies apologies.
Guess this is what i get from spending a day with 3 guys who have special thinking* from normal folks and who have bastard taste too.
Being realistic, hmmmmmmmmm, maybe thats what i have become. Its like black and white right? Just like jessica alba is hot and brad pitt is handsome.
Was kinda shocked today some girls whom i thought were pretty were not when i asked my friends. Guess we all have different taste.
Suddenly feel the unbearable urge to sing RAWR!
Sometimes i feel my role has made me a lonely person....but thats cause i try so hard to do the right thing not the popular thing.
RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
The battle between childishness and maturity continues*
Went out with Xiang Pui, Samuel the dog and Boron the guy who knows all girls damn.
Played badminton haha was uber fun, considering i havent played it for a year and a half, ok lar still got some skill there haha.
Whew lucky wasnt wearing school colours, actually was wearing the P.E shirt with the acs crest missin. Argh was cursing like mad very loud everytime i missed a shot.
After that all the 4 of us could convers abt was nuthin more than sexual hints sexual hints and more sexual hints.
Woahhh ur badminton racket very big isit? Mine bigger and more powerful.
Seeing a cat in the rain. Woahh a wet p****
Drinking bubble tea. Woahhh eating all those balls eh?
Crap my legs are damn tired after badminton. Woahhh which leg 3rd leg isit? LoL damn weak ah.
Eating at ikea. My meat balls are bigger than urs. No lar pls mine are soo much bigger.
Anyone wants to do grace b4 we eat? Do has many meanings btw. Pls have a clean mind.
When the word shoot comes into topic. Woahhh dont anyhow shoot ah must aim..
Protein shake*
I guess guys will be guys. A strange tendency, JC girls tend to like older and mature guys. Maybe they have something against childness?
Anyway played loads of shoot shag marry. The number of names that came up was just so horrible. Seriously....anyway i dont think any guys are mean like girls like to say we are. I prefer to say realistic. Cant handle the truth? Do something abt it.
Example im fat in some areas? I go do gym to solve the problem.
Knowing the problem and not doing something abt it, thats just weak.
argh im being damn mean................damn insensitive..but my eyes are precious to me..oh myyyy here i go again...Apologies apologies.
Guess this is what i get from spending a day with 3 guys who have special thinking* from normal folks and who have bastard taste too.
Being realistic, hmmmmmmmmm, maybe thats what i have become. Its like black and white right? Just like jessica alba is hot and brad pitt is handsome.
Was kinda shocked today some girls whom i thought were pretty were not when i asked my friends. Guess we all have different taste.
Suddenly feel the unbearable urge to sing RAWR!
Sometimes i feel my role has made me a lonely person....but thats cause i try so hard to do the right thing not the popular thing.
RAWRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
The battle between childishness and maturity continues*
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
Time is cruel*
Bwahahahha....
Sorry didnt know how to start off my blog entry so that was it. LOL. Ok managed to get some photos of like non other than me and other people haha. Ok that sounded quite egoistic haha, from ccaab camp again haha and the evening when we watched the 3 choirs. =)
So without furthur ado....
Boys will always be boys =) Damn Hussein is strong haha. Not that im not lar haha oops..
PATTON MY GROUP!!!! RAWR!!! WE ROCK PLS!!
Hot buns anybody? The girls didnt want to get their lips burned =)
More fun =) Apparently Xiang An injured his **** LOL
The hockey captain Francine showing the guys the stuff shes made off. Damnnnn 1 girl 5 guys haha shes gd pls!!! Pimpstress*
OH HO eXXXclusive shot pls! Haha thks for ur advice Francine i ll promise to try to keep my head on all the time =)
Moving onto the choir performance night haha..
Ok Bong said this shirt was a fashion disaster..Chen Zhong said it was damn Kathy..Lol Honest opinions anyone?? Haha was taken inside the concert hall..TSK MARCUS!!!! haha.
Me and Kerryn ^^
Simply me and the Cherie haha..BASKET
Me and Chen Zhong singing a duet. Piece entittled "Who can sing lower?" Hahaha this is what B2s look like when we try to blast our low notes hahaa. Except for Mark of course too proozz. Haha join the club albert u T1 hahaha. =)
Went out shopping with Candice yesterday. Was uber tiring pls haha walking her walking there haha. Shopping was fun lar i guess haha. Saw some nice Zara, U2, Topman n other clothes haha.
Im starting to think i have some sort of an ipod chip implanted into my brain seriously. When like i see some eye candy in town its like "Mcfly WOAH SHES OUTTA UR LEAGUE UR WASTING UR TIME CAUSE SHE LL NVR BE URS" Basket man seriously. Sometimes when i see some like some people "love nvr knew what i was missing but i knew .......i found u" Damn out of point lar pls..Other times when im just stoning "Dont u ever for a second get into thinking ur irreplacable" What the...Worse of all sometimes at the most inappropriate situations "My milkshake gets all the boys in yard damn right its better than urs"
Seriously no comments.
Sorry didnt know how to start off my blog entry so that was it. LOL. Ok managed to get some photos of like non other than me and other people haha. Ok that sounded quite egoistic haha, from ccaab camp again haha and the evening when we watched the 3 choirs. =)
So without furthur ado....
Boys will always be boys =) Damn Hussein is strong haha. Not that im not lar haha oops..
PATTON MY GROUP!!!! RAWR!!! WE ROCK PLS!!
Hot buns anybody? The girls didnt want to get their lips burned =)
More fun =) Apparently Xiang An injured his **** LOL
The hockey captain Francine showing the guys the stuff shes made off. Damnnnn 1 girl 5 guys haha shes gd pls!!! Pimpstress*
OH HO eXXXclusive shot pls! Haha thks for ur advice Francine i ll promise to try to keep my head on all the time =)
Moving onto the choir performance night haha..
Ok Bong said this shirt was a fashion disaster..Chen Zhong said it was damn Kathy..Lol Honest opinions anyone?? Haha was taken inside the concert hall..TSK MARCUS!!!! haha.
Me and Kerryn ^^
Simply me and the Cherie haha..BASKET
Me and Chen Zhong singing a duet. Piece entittled "Who can sing lower?" Hahaha this is what B2s look like when we try to blast our low notes hahaa. Except for Mark of course too proozz. Haha join the club albert u T1 hahaha. =)
Went out shopping with Candice yesterday. Was uber tiring pls haha walking her walking there haha. Shopping was fun lar i guess haha. Saw some nice Zara, U2, Topman n other clothes haha.
Im starting to think i have some sort of an ipod chip implanted into my brain seriously. When like i see some eye candy in town its like "Mcfly WOAH SHES OUTTA UR LEAGUE UR WASTING UR TIME CAUSE SHE LL NVR BE URS" Basket man seriously. Sometimes when i see some like some people "love nvr knew what i was missing but i knew .......i found u" Damn out of point lar pls..Other times when im just stoning "Dont u ever for a second get into thinking ur irreplacable" What the...Worse of all sometimes at the most inappropriate situations "My milkshake gets all the boys in yard damn right its better than urs"
Seriously no comments.
Apparently this was the farewell for Gina's year. Watching it really made me felt so emoo, like what sort of video will my batch be producing? Its really true, what the video says
YOU KNOW WHEN U FOUND IT,
CAUSE ITS SOMETHING U LEARNED,
CAUSE YOU FEEL IT WHEN THEY TAKE IT AWAY
CAUSE YOU FEEL IT WHEN THEY TAKE IT AWAY
ACJC CHOIR 2004-2005
THANK YOU FOR THE MEMORIES
Passion, integrity, Love
Let the singing do the talking =)
Sunday, December 03, 2006
What a day*
Sunday was sooo borringggg. Thank the papasans and mamasans for the Tv. Whew.
After church where i had communion, pretty cool stuff btw, went to eat famous beef noodles with family and friends. Wanted to pang seh them for pool but stupid chen zhong said "Sunday is family day i think u should too". BASKET!!!! K LAR K LAR family family lar. Basket. Boy was he correct.
Went home to watch tv after and watched MTV yeah.
It was showing Tata young's perfromance, and i just realized that she is actually quite hot. Damnnn.
Its like watching her grow, as in, ok that sounded wrong but nvm, watching her grow from alike one song to the next, one album to the other. Its like her style is damn show a lot of skin, acting sexy and making guys drool. I used to think she was a dumb girl. But like guess shes not, all Tata fans give me a high five!!!! Ok lar guess she could really improve on her stage presence more haha, like move a bit more be a bit more natural on stage, cause she had only two dancers. Somemore her songs were like 'U got my emperature rising"," U can look but dont touch", u know so like these kind of songs guess u have to act more more more sexy? Aiya shes gd at that i think, her first debut succesful song was none othre than sexy naughty bitchy anywayss.
When all guys hit 13 and the twin engines down there start churning out testosterone, guss we all see girls in a different light. When we hit 15,16,17,18, its full power down there and all of a sudden girls seem like totally different creatures. Thats when all guys are vulnerable to a thing called Love. AWWWWWW as it sounds, the fact remains that the deeper u go, the harder u ll fall. Do love in movies really come true? i hardly think so...
Some phrases i have picked up this year-
"Eh think ill wait lar"
" Its really they dont see the little things that we do to try to make them happy"
" If they dont know what to do then just wait, but not too long"
" Arghhh we ll damn sad I ALSO SAY!"
Personally, i ve rejected people.....in basketball that is. The feeling is just so wonderful, slamming ur hand down on the ball when a person trys to shoot it, watching as time slows down, the shock of horror at on ur opponents face as u grin. And after the rejection i ll scream at the person as everyone else goes-------- OHHHHHHH OHHHH!!!
However taking the word rejection in other contacts. "The feeling is just the ground opens up as u fall, or ur heart feels a crushing blow, or the world spins around u." Its a lot worse than in bball.
I say just be mature abt it and face it there are other things better in life than bgr. I ALSO SAY.
But the truth abt it is YEAHHHHH RIGHTTTTTTT....
Damn these insensitive girls*
Guess our only consolidation is that we can say to them "HUH! ur not the only fish in the sea pls" So mean*
Unless they are really the ones u want lar...in that case. Damn these insensitive girls*
After church where i had communion, pretty cool stuff btw, went to eat famous beef noodles with family and friends. Wanted to pang seh them for pool but stupid chen zhong said "Sunday is family day i think u should too". BASKET!!!! K LAR K LAR family family lar. Basket. Boy was he correct.
Went home to watch tv after and watched MTV yeah.
It was showing Tata young's perfromance, and i just realized that she is actually quite hot. Damnnn.
Its like watching her grow, as in, ok that sounded wrong but nvm, watching her grow from alike one song to the next, one album to the other. Its like her style is damn show a lot of skin, acting sexy and making guys drool. I used to think she was a dumb girl. But like guess shes not, all Tata fans give me a high five!!!! Ok lar guess she could really improve on her stage presence more haha, like move a bit more be a bit more natural on stage, cause she had only two dancers. Somemore her songs were like 'U got my emperature rising"," U can look but dont touch", u know so like these kind of songs guess u have to act more more more sexy? Aiya shes gd at that i think, her first debut succesful song was none othre than sexy naughty bitchy anywayss.
When all guys hit 13 and the twin engines down there start churning out testosterone, guss we all see girls in a different light. When we hit 15,16,17,18, its full power down there and all of a sudden girls seem like totally different creatures. Thats when all guys are vulnerable to a thing called Love. AWWWWWW as it sounds, the fact remains that the deeper u go, the harder u ll fall. Do love in movies really come true? i hardly think so...
Some phrases i have picked up this year-
"Eh think ill wait lar"
" Its really they dont see the little things that we do to try to make them happy"
" If they dont know what to do then just wait, but not too long"
" Arghhh we ll damn sad I ALSO SAY!"
Personally, i ve rejected people.....in basketball that is. The feeling is just so wonderful, slamming ur hand down on the ball when a person trys to shoot it, watching as time slows down, the shock of horror at on ur opponents face as u grin. And after the rejection i ll scream at the person as everyone else goes-------- OHHHHHHH OHHHH!!!
However taking the word rejection in other contacts. "The feeling is just the ground opens up as u fall, or ur heart feels a crushing blow, or the world spins around u." Its a lot worse than in bball.
I say just be mature abt it and face it there are other things better in life than bgr. I ALSO SAY.
But the truth abt it is YEAHHHHH RIGHTTTTTTT....
Damn these insensitive girls*
Guess our only consolidation is that we can say to them "HUH! ur not the only fish in the sea pls" So mean*
Unless they are really the ones u want lar...in that case. Damn these insensitive girls*
Thursday, November 30, 2006
Christmas*
After todays lousy performance i really really felt like killing myself. My clapping beat was totally off and like i had to literally force myself to smile n grind my teeth together just to pretend as though nuthin happened.
After the Mdms talked, i still felt quite shitty. Could i have done something to prevent the lousy performance? Maybe scold them? Tell them what we are lacking is really focus? Guess like i trusted us all to concentrate and just give in the performance.
I should just judge myself?
But i cant neglect the rest of my batch mates.
The feeling of it felt really horrible. If our juniors ever heard us perform like that we would all just die. I would die.
A MAN MUST BE BIG ENOUGH TO ADMIT HIS MISTAKES, SMART ENOUGH TO PROFIT FROM THEM, AND STRONG ENOUGH TO CORRECT THEM.
I need that strength desperately.
It finally boils down to personal discipline, passion, the willingness to give.
Cant believe the last post i talked abt passion n giving, and yet i delievered such a performance. Really hypocritical dammit.
But the show must go on, i will move on, together with my friends =)
Christmas party was v gd i must say haha, although they were like a lot of hiccups here and there haha too much money blown away lol.
Joseph really owned me with his singing, hahaha, sad to say hes a lot better than me. But i ll still work hard to have my own style of singing haha. Aiya it felt quite bad when i was singing my solo line and saw like some people using body language that was like saying that i was CMI in that song. I really need everyone to help me on that song, as in the other sections too, so like pls, if anyone has any tips for me to use pls say so. Dont like show facial expressions of discomfort and unhappiness, it really feels quite shitty, and i dont want to represent the choir as a shitty singer. Work harder work harder i say.
Gave Jess her gift and sang L-O-V-E but in different lyrics haha. Not bad lar i thought though i should have memorized it!! bASKET! Oh well, at least my high notes werent so strangled haha. Anyone wants to hear eh just ask me haha.
Seriously thinking of becoming a choir teacher haha. But then, easier said than done lar haha.
Its late, i should be sleeping haha.
Everyone looked great tonight haha.
PERFORM PERFORM!!! Sing like its ur very last chance to sing!!
Someday soon we all will be together* Really time is cruel and short. Treasure each day and each other, especially our time in choir.
Peace out ZZZZZZZZ
After the Mdms talked, i still felt quite shitty. Could i have done something to prevent the lousy performance? Maybe scold them? Tell them what we are lacking is really focus? Guess like i trusted us all to concentrate and just give in the performance.
I should just judge myself?
But i cant neglect the rest of my batch mates.
The feeling of it felt really horrible. If our juniors ever heard us perform like that we would all just die. I would die.
A MAN MUST BE BIG ENOUGH TO ADMIT HIS MISTAKES, SMART ENOUGH TO PROFIT FROM THEM, AND STRONG ENOUGH TO CORRECT THEM.
I need that strength desperately.
It finally boils down to personal discipline, passion, the willingness to give.
Cant believe the last post i talked abt passion n giving, and yet i delievered such a performance. Really hypocritical dammit.
But the show must go on, i will move on, together with my friends =)
Christmas party was v gd i must say haha, although they were like a lot of hiccups here and there haha too much money blown away lol.
Joseph really owned me with his singing, hahaha, sad to say hes a lot better than me. But i ll still work hard to have my own style of singing haha. Aiya it felt quite bad when i was singing my solo line and saw like some people using body language that was like saying that i was CMI in that song. I really need everyone to help me on that song, as in the other sections too, so like pls, if anyone has any tips for me to use pls say so. Dont like show facial expressions of discomfort and unhappiness, it really feels quite shitty, and i dont want to represent the choir as a shitty singer. Work harder work harder i say.
Gave Jess her gift and sang L-O-V-E but in different lyrics haha. Not bad lar i thought though i should have memorized it!! bASKET! Oh well, at least my high notes werent so strangled haha. Anyone wants to hear eh just ask me haha.
Seriously thinking of becoming a choir teacher haha. But then, easier said than done lar haha.
Its late, i should be sleeping haha.
Everyone looked great tonight haha.
PERFORM PERFORM!!! Sing like its ur very last chance to sing!!
Someday soon we all will be together* Really time is cruel and short. Treasure each day and each other, especially our time in choir.
Peace out ZZZZZZZZ
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
Why?
People complain.
After 10 months do we wanna improve?
HOW MUCH DO WE WANNA GROW?? RAWRR!!!!!
IF THIS WAS A SPORTS CCA I LL FIGHT TILL I DROP DEAD TO TRAIN MY BUTTOCKS OFF!!
After seeing what others have done for me.
After seeing the sacrifices people have made for me.
After seeing people give all they have to gain nothing and have so much to lose.
After seeing myself grow (NOT SIDEWAYS!), maturing, learning valuable lessons.
I have come to a conclusion.
I love my CCA too much to afford to slack off or not give back.
Although i know i ll never be able to repay them back for my nuturing and my lessons learnt.
I ll still try, because i was given first, without even asking for it.
The 10 months came graciously and free of charge. What have i done to deserve it?
I ll give till my lungs collapse on me!!
After 10 months do we wanna improve?
HOW MUCH DO WE WANNA GROW?? RAWRR!!!!!
IF THIS WAS A SPORTS CCA I LL FIGHT TILL I DROP DEAD TO TRAIN MY BUTTOCKS OFF!!
After seeing what others have done for me.
After seeing the sacrifices people have made for me.
After seeing people give all they have to gain nothing and have so much to lose.
After seeing myself grow (NOT SIDEWAYS!), maturing, learning valuable lessons.
I have come to a conclusion.
I love my CCA too much to afford to slack off or not give back.
Although i know i ll never be able to repay them back for my nuturing and my lessons learnt.
I ll still try, because i was given first, without even asking for it.
The 10 months came graciously and free of charge. What have i done to deserve it?
I ll give till my lungs collapse on me!!
Monday, November 20, 2006
GRAD NIGHT PICTURES
Oh man grad night was a blast haha.
The feeling i had when i touched the badge Choir president was so so, ok it felt super duper gd. Haha, congrats to Jess to haha and the rest of the CCA leaders of ACJC. Of course the teachers are the ones who deserve the most credit for nuturing us haha.
A million thks to the months of training n valuable lessons learnt in the acjc choir. Last but not least thks to my batch mates for supporting me n believing in me haha. Together next year we will light the fire n go inspire. Regardless of any obstacles, A levels, etc, we will push on together n leave behind a wonderful legacy.
I finally know what passion really means to me now. Im sure the rest of us also know haha =).
Ok ok some pictures from grad night =)
Btw PATTON ROCKS!!!!
My group doing our item which was a song hahha. You do that thing u do!!
The fire of ACJC!! LoL super nice. It was super duper hot too haha. Like me =) OH!
ACS BOYS CLOWNING AROUND WITH PE TEACHER =)
Our hearts our hopes our minds!!!! What a great instructor =) hahahahaah
More action =) Btw we managed to taupok Mr Lau hahah SUPRISINGLY!! Hes super strong lar haha.
Me n Jess haha. I wore my badge but think she tot she would look unglam wearing it haha.
Cappy poo i do look unglam!!!!! Arghh..nvm.
What can i say? 1AA5 RULZZZ!!! Damn we look gd haha =)
Finally thks to Jackson n Maggie for speaking on my behalf when they nominated me to be the performing arts head on the CCA advisory board haha. Thks for believing in me dudes! Fret not i wont let ur down i hope haha. LoL feeling very passionate now!!
Really must thank the teachers for nuturing us. Lokking back at the 10 months now, how much have we all grown??
I will never ever be able to give back to the school as much as it has done for me.
Hence its never enough =)
THE BEST IS YET TO BE!!
The feeling i had when i touched the badge Choir president was so so, ok it felt super duper gd. Haha, congrats to Jess to haha and the rest of the CCA leaders of ACJC. Of course the teachers are the ones who deserve the most credit for nuturing us haha.
A million thks to the months of training n valuable lessons learnt in the acjc choir. Last but not least thks to my batch mates for supporting me n believing in me haha. Together next year we will light the fire n go inspire. Regardless of any obstacles, A levels, etc, we will push on together n leave behind a wonderful legacy.
I finally know what passion really means to me now. Im sure the rest of us also know haha =).
Ok ok some pictures from grad night =)
Btw PATTON ROCKS!!!!
My group doing our item which was a song hahha. You do that thing u do!!
The fire of ACJC!! LoL super nice. It was super duper hot too haha. Like me =) OH!
ACS BOYS CLOWNING AROUND WITH PE TEACHER =)
Our hearts our hopes our minds!!!! What a great instructor =) hahahahaah
More action =) Btw we managed to taupok Mr Lau hahah SUPRISINGLY!! Hes super strong lar haha.
Me n Jess haha. I wore my badge but think she tot she would look unglam wearing it haha.
Cappy poo i do look unglam!!!!! Arghh..nvm.
What can i say? 1AA5 RULZZZ!!! Damn we look gd haha =)
Finally thks to Jackson n Maggie for speaking on my behalf when they nominated me to be the performing arts head on the CCA advisory board haha. Thks for believing in me dudes! Fret not i wont let ur down i hope haha. LoL feeling very passionate now!!
Really must thank the teachers for nuturing us. Lokking back at the 10 months now, how much have we all grown??
I will never ever be able to give back to the school as much as it has done for me.
Hence its never enough =)
THE BEST IS YET TO BE!!
Sunday, November 19, 2006
Back n alive from CCAB camp YEAH!
haha camp was fun. Eh too tired now to talk abt it haha instead lets all travel back to the past n look at master Enoch.
This pictures were superbly taken and please all concentrate on enoch's face haha.
Tenors are so so so so Cool =)
LoL damn funny hahaha look at his facial expressions man haha
This pictures were superbly taken and please all concentrate on enoch's face haha.
Tenors are so so so so Cool =)
LoL damn funny hahaha look at his facial expressions man haha
Sunday, November 12, 2006
1st 3 months =)
Lol went for lst 3 months class stay over thingy.
The night was wicked =)
7-10 BBQ nice food haha.
10-12 Dancing oh man SO COOL!! Hahaha.
12-1 Talking hhaa
1-2 Playground haha some Acjc people said hi to me i didnt even know who they were LOL
2-3 30 Ultimate frisbee! Lol my body felt like dying lar Wicked*
3 30-4 Bathe back at the house
4-7 30 Movie haha
7 30- Dunno wat time woke up haha
OH man didnt sleep much at all LOL
Feeling pretty uber now though.
Oh well the dancing was gd haha super funny =)
The night was wicked =)
7-10 BBQ nice food haha.
10-12 Dancing oh man SO COOL!! Hahaha.
12-1 Talking hhaa
1-2 Playground haha some Acjc people said hi to me i didnt even know who they were LOL
2-3 30 Ultimate frisbee! Lol my body felt like dying lar Wicked*
3 30-4 Bathe back at the house
4-7 30 Movie haha
7 30- Dunno wat time woke up haha
OH man didnt sleep much at all LOL
Feeling pretty uber now though.
Oh well the dancing was gd haha super funny =)
Monday, November 06, 2006
Yeah*
Simply the jessica colleen reuben's blog got the poem story thingys, so simply i say to myself hey i take lit right hmm why not give it a go haha. This is gonna end up soo bad!!!
Simply it began with crush at first sight,
I said ohh mama and u said huh?
Trying to act cool n be natural,
I told myself to relax,
resulting in Major Jakk!
HIII MY NAME IS!
the words couldnt come out
U looked at with a weird expression,
as i ran off.
Crappy poo
Diggly dang
Woopy doo!!
As time cruelly pasted by,
I found myself being captivated,
HUH? U mean ur not an angel fallen to earth?
Or something special that was given birth?
U dodged cupid's arrow like the matrix,
I on the other hand was ridden with them.
Trying to impress u with strips n taupoks,
seemed to fail miserably.
Every smile u gave was like,
OHHHHHHHHHH OWNAGE!
Ignoring my every actions,
hidding sweets in ur bag,
buying stuffed animals for u,
short of saying i love u,
i really didnt know what else to do.
My ears ached day in n day out,
just to hear the words "yes i do."
At the end of the day wat could i do?
Except to say the words,
Girl i really do love u.
Not bad right? I ALSO SAY!
Sunday, November 05, 2006
Class party
Woahhhh
Wicked sick yall.
Hahaha came dressed like er v nice black n red clothes haha.
KATHY!! DAMN UN COORDINATING LAR UR OUTFIT BASKET!!!
Danced for like an hour straight hahaha super fun!!! Wah lao yanni n tin wai are damn gd lar haha. Lol Joel Ian were so manly hahaha. Gd attempts at grinding though haha!! Lol damn off lar. Ronnie started hugging people and kawai was damn funny as usual.
Danced with like everyone i guess haha. I couldnt see at rose at all lar, too dark liao haha! Yanni was wicked lol tin wai was damn hiong. Didnt really get the chance to dance with manda n shuwei, heng ah!! hahah jk jk. Kathy was er er er er er er enriching experience haha, nice dancing girl!! Ian was damn funny lar haha, gaying arnd with Joel haha.
Argh too bad jackson wasnt there lar, if not ah GG man dudes. Dunno whether the guys safe or not haha.
My love so dont give away my love. My love, my love. (I LOVE THIS SONG LAR HAHA can dance all night!)
Crappy poo i lost to Ivan N hUey hian in pool. Argh horrendous punishments!!!!!
GG PLS!
Cant wait for wednesday*
Dammit getting fatter everyday!! No!!
Wicked sick yall.
Hahaha came dressed like er v nice black n red clothes haha.
KATHY!! DAMN UN COORDINATING LAR UR OUTFIT BASKET!!!
Danced for like an hour straight hahaha super fun!!! Wah lao yanni n tin wai are damn gd lar haha. Lol Joel Ian were so manly hahaha. Gd attempts at grinding though haha!! Lol damn off lar. Ronnie started hugging people and kawai was damn funny as usual.
Danced with like everyone i guess haha. I couldnt see at rose at all lar, too dark liao haha! Yanni was wicked lol tin wai was damn hiong. Didnt really get the chance to dance with manda n shuwei, heng ah!! hahah jk jk. Kathy was er er er er er er enriching experience haha, nice dancing girl!! Ian was damn funny lar haha, gaying arnd with Joel haha.
Argh too bad jackson wasnt there lar, if not ah GG man dudes. Dunno whether the guys safe or not haha.
My love so dont give away my love. My love, my love. (I LOVE THIS SONG LAR HAHA can dance all night!)
Crappy poo i lost to Ivan N hUey hian in pool. Argh horrendous punishments!!!!!
GG PLS!
Cant wait for wednesday*
Dammit getting fatter everyday!! No!!
Friday, November 03, 2006
One bad day*
Was damn watever today.
Sigh.
I dont know. Guess im quite disheartened.
Im a seventeen year old guy. Yeah.
I better start acting like one.
Talk is really cheap.
I really feel like yanking my hair out.
Dammit.
Who can i really confide in?
Sigh.
I dont know. Guess im quite disheartened.
Im a seventeen year old guy. Yeah.
I better start acting like one.
Talk is really cheap.
I really feel like yanking my hair out.
Dammit.
Who can i really confide in?
Thursday, November 02, 2006
One stoning day
I did it again, crap!
I stoned for 3 hrs infront of my com.
Tmr is chinese As arghhhhhhhhh!!!!! I deserve to die!!!! Seriously.
Not bad played 15 bucks of pool yesterday haha. Really fun haha.
10-7 in ur face Ian wahaha.
10-10 haha one more reuben one more!!!
Lost to ivan in our epic dual match. Where the punishment is literally unbearable. Seriously.
Eating at Gelare was quite an Experience. Seriously. Im sure my brather would agree wouldnt u bong? Btw that prick owes me 5 bucks hahaah!!
Rawr! OP N CHINESE!!
this post is so random haha
Cant wait for this saturday's class party!! Rawr! Hahaha dancing is gonna be awesome one cfm haha!! Gonna go in my black n red outfit haha. Kathy need ur eyeliner pls!!
Oh yes and those people have issues with me not drinking during that party. Let me kindly Explain my reasons.
1) Not because mommy n daddy are Secretly watching me at that party. But because im underage and its against the law.
2) Being a woosie n losing out in the party? I dont think so, u dont need alchohol to get high pls. Take tin wai for example. Yes. The way im planning on dancing that night, i dont think i wont get high pls.
3) Who do we represent when we are not in school? What do our morals n integrity stand for? Many people talk the talk, and get so inspired after scoldings and speeches " yeah i wont do this that i wont do that, yeah its wrong i shouldnt do un-christian stuff", regardless whether u are one lar of course. I know who i represent even outside the college hence im not drinking till im legal.
4) But no one will see u u can drink wat no one will no. Pls I would no, i would'nt want to tell people that drinking is wrong and drink myself, its so ironical. I would feel stupid and how would that person/grp feel if they saw me breaking my own set of morals?
5) You can walk the talk if u dare. U can try to doing the right thing instead of the popular thing.
Come on lar seriously "Eh should u drink if your underage?" The answer is so obvious of course not lar. So why wait? Dont just talk n believe DO IT!
6) Small thing wat a bit only..have a bit lar..once in a while can lar. What do u believe in. For me its "God Be in Head". Whats urs?
Ok lar not that i never drink b4 lar, but i've stopped.
Do u just talk n talk n talk n talk? Or do the right thing?
Im not gonna stop anyone as someone asked me. Im not their parents. Up to them.
Pls dont give me remarks such as Watever lar or Ok lar or Okkkk or etc. I cant stand that.
Crap i sound like im so perfect, no im not pls. I sinned many many. Yeah im hypocritical. I try thats all i try to do the right thing.
Finally talked to that noobster Enoch who is in Canada right now haha. We talked abt random stuff again----GIRLS!---.LoL theh he accidentally turned on his web cam and i saw his face again wahahahaahahah hilarious. So handsome lar--pukes--wahaha. I wanna be alumni too!!! Hhahaa!
CHOW CHOW! Back to reality =)
J2S AND J1S GLHF FOR OP PROMOS N A LEVELS!! WORK HARD!!
i cant wait for christmas!! =) Have urself a merry little christmas =)
I stoned for 3 hrs infront of my com.
Tmr is chinese As arghhhhhhhhh!!!!! I deserve to die!!!! Seriously.
Not bad played 15 bucks of pool yesterday haha. Really fun haha.
10-7 in ur face Ian wahaha.
10-10 haha one more reuben one more!!!
Lost to ivan in our epic dual match. Where the punishment is literally unbearable. Seriously.
Eating at Gelare was quite an Experience. Seriously. Im sure my brather would agree wouldnt u bong? Btw that prick owes me 5 bucks hahaah!!
Rawr! OP N CHINESE!!
this post is so random haha
Cant wait for this saturday's class party!! Rawr! Hahaha dancing is gonna be awesome one cfm haha!! Gonna go in my black n red outfit haha. Kathy need ur eyeliner pls!!
Oh yes and those people have issues with me not drinking during that party. Let me kindly Explain my reasons.
1) Not because mommy n daddy are Secretly watching me at that party. But because im underage and its against the law.
2) Being a woosie n losing out in the party? I dont think so, u dont need alchohol to get high pls. Take tin wai for example. Yes. The way im planning on dancing that night, i dont think i wont get high pls.
3) Who do we represent when we are not in school? What do our morals n integrity stand for? Many people talk the talk, and get so inspired after scoldings and speeches " yeah i wont do this that i wont do that, yeah its wrong i shouldnt do un-christian stuff", regardless whether u are one lar of course. I know who i represent even outside the college hence im not drinking till im legal.
4) But no one will see u u can drink wat no one will no. Pls I would no, i would'nt want to tell people that drinking is wrong and drink myself, its so ironical. I would feel stupid and how would that person/grp feel if they saw me breaking my own set of morals?
5) You can walk the talk if u dare. U can try to doing the right thing instead of the popular thing.
Come on lar seriously "Eh should u drink if your underage?" The answer is so obvious of course not lar. So why wait? Dont just talk n believe DO IT!
6) Small thing wat a bit only..have a bit lar..once in a while can lar. What do u believe in. For me its "God Be in Head". Whats urs?
Ok lar not that i never drink b4 lar, but i've stopped.
Do u just talk n talk n talk n talk? Or do the right thing?
Im not gonna stop anyone as someone asked me. Im not their parents. Up to them.
Pls dont give me remarks such as Watever lar or Ok lar or Okkkk or etc. I cant stand that.
Crap i sound like im so perfect, no im not pls. I sinned many many. Yeah im hypocritical. I try thats all i try to do the right thing.
Finally talked to that noobster Enoch who is in Canada right now haha. We talked abt random stuff again----GIRLS!---.LoL theh he accidentally turned on his web cam and i saw his face again wahahahaahahah hilarious. So handsome lar--pukes--wahaha. I wanna be alumni too!!! Hhahaa!
CHOW CHOW! Back to reality =)
J2S AND J1S GLHF FOR OP PROMOS N A LEVELS!! WORK HARD!!
i cant wait for christmas!! =) Have urself a merry little christmas =)
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