I have not blogged in eons i'll admit, even typing a post now feels weird, so many thing have happened since the last post. However one significant thing has, and if you do not know it lol, it means u do not have a facebook account.
Finishing my AVIVA Half Ironman Triathlon, starting my driving lessons, teaching at ACS Barker where everyday is a drama day because the boys are freaking naughty and falling in love with Charissa day after day because thats what its all about.
I guess, its hard for me to train and make time for other people in my life now, considerably so that i am attached to someone special. Even spending time with my parents can be a bit tricky too. Going off to Seattle in September and starting a long distance relationship is going to be tough too.
Lol, life is not easy, its gonna be tough, confirm, its all a huge training ground to me, if not so, why would a heaven even exist? What is earth for then?
Sometimes i think of my passion to compete, to do triathlons, i mean at the end of the day, crossing the finishing line, all i have done is a journey of faith which is good and earthly bragging rights. What do i need them for when i know my father in heaven is so powerful and loves us more than anything else in the world?
Reflecting back on the past is unhealthy at times, i dont know why im kind of doing it now. Bah this post is really random.
We are human, we are temporary, we end our existence in time to come, everyday we live is a blessing to us.
I know that even though im heading for overseas, my life is going to change, but one thing remains for sure, I love God and i certainly do love Charissa.
So teach me Lord to be humbling, to be more disciplined with you, to take control of my anger more, to be more Christ-like, to be a loving person towards all my friends, to be patient and kind, generous yet smart.
In all that you do, do it for the glory of God, oui?
Good night =)
Wednesday, April 07, 2010
Tuesday, November 17, 2009
Faith*
Its no use punching tables or shouting randomly along the roadsides.
Its no use to keep hearing other people comment and advice.
Its no use that i ve gotten a k for my trip, money cant buy me that kind of happiness.
Just take me please, Lord.
"Three times i pleaded with the Lord to take it away from me. But he said to me " My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in your weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest in me. That is why for Christ's sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when i am weak then i am strong."
2 Corinthians 12:8-10
(On a side note, found this off Cherie's blog, so thanks to her)
Its no use to keep hearing other people comment and advice.
Its no use that i ve gotten a k for my trip, money cant buy me that kind of happiness.
Just take me please, Lord.
"Three times i pleaded with the Lord to take it away from me. But he said to me " My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in your weaknesses, so that Christ's power may rest in me. That is why for Christ's sake, I delight in weaknesses, in insults, in hardships, in persecutions, in difficulties. For when i am weak then i am strong."
2 Corinthians 12:8-10
(On a side note, found this off Cherie's blog, so thanks to her)
Sunday, November 15, 2009
In more ways than one*
3.8km swim, 180km bike, 42 km run
"Nothing good in life comes without sacrifice, and that will only make the end result so much sweeter"
"Nothing good in life comes without sacrifice, and that will only make the end result so much sweeter"
Thursday, November 05, 2009
Where have you been (man)?*
I ve been spamming Christian books like crazy lately and yeah, things have definitely changed. For the better, yes, but im still not used to it yet.
Its been getting better i think, and there's 3 ways of how i have been feeling lately.
But God is good and he provides =), so what have i to fear? Just need to put in that extra effort, keep doing what i have been doing and accept the result with an open heart.
Christmas is just around the corner and there are many things to look forward to.
Jon coming back with Jiyeon woohoo haha
Kaiyi coming back
Possible bringing of underage cousinS to go clubbing hahahhaaha, nice..
Closer to O R D date, yes yes
Watching of Acjc choir singing, if i can, would love to
My bros' 21th BD, HARDOOOOO GAYDOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO LIVES AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahah, i ll see how.
Xmas party/parties?!!!
Tin Y the white animal's bd woohoo!!
So yeap, even though i might have these events, i seriously need to get off my lazy ass and finish the last essay for the application asap!!
Rounding off, I wear my badges of perseverance and hard work proudly on my face, where u might ask?
Under my right and left eye*
Roarrrrrrrrr i said it once and i ll say it again!!
Nothing worth having comes easy in life, so with the Lord's help, Come on Come on and Come on!!
Its been getting better i think, and there's 3 ways of how i have been feeling lately.
But God is good and he provides =), so what have i to fear? Just need to put in that extra effort, keep doing what i have been doing and accept the result with an open heart.
Christmas is just around the corner and there are many things to look forward to.
Jon coming back with Jiyeon woohoo haha
Kaiyi coming back
Possible bringing of underage cousinS to go clubbing hahahhaaha, nice..
Closer to O R D date, yes yes
Watching of Acjc choir singing, if i can, would love to
My bros' 21th BD, HARDOOOOO GAYDOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO LIVES AGAIN!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahah, i ll see how.
Xmas party/parties?!!!
Tin Y the white animal's bd woohoo!!
So yeap, even though i might have these events, i seriously need to get off my lazy ass and finish the last essay for the application asap!!
Rounding off, I wear my badges of perseverance and hard work proudly on my face, where u might ask?
Under my right and left eye*
Roarrrrrrrrr i said it once and i ll say it again!!
Nothing worth having comes easy in life, so with the Lord's help, Come on Come on and Come on!!
Saturday, October 24, 2009
WWJD*
Today will be a double portion of Cheers!!
In the order of importance of course, spiritual and worldly.
ahem ahem*
As precious metals are refined by fire, so your life, which is precious to God., is refined and purified in the fire of adversity. Its is only through refining that the impurities are removed. When the liquid metal is completely purified, the refiner's image appears on its surface.
Likewise through suffering, God's image will appear more and more clearly in you.
I will bring the group through the fire and make them pure, just as gold and silver are refined and purified by fire. They will call on my name , and i will answer them. I will say, "these are my people," and they will say, "The Lord is our God."
Zechariah 13:9
I know the Lord is always with me....No wonder my hear tis filled with joy.
Psalm 16:8-9
So take heart and cheer up =).
Hello world.
Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?
Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night, Love will find you.
What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?
The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.
What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love had never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?
Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far, Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life, I am yours.
In the order of importance of course, spiritual and worldly.
ahem ahem*
As precious metals are refined by fire, so your life, which is precious to God., is refined and purified in the fire of adversity. Its is only through refining that the impurities are removed. When the liquid metal is completely purified, the refiner's image appears on its surface.
Likewise through suffering, God's image will appear more and more clearly in you.
I will bring the group through the fire and make them pure, just as gold and silver are refined and purified by fire. They will call on my name , and i will answer them. I will say, "these are my people," and they will say, "The Lord is our God."
Zechariah 13:9
I know the Lord is always with me....No wonder my hear tis filled with joy.
Psalm 16:8-9
So take heart and cheer up =).
Hello world.
Shadows fill an empty heart
As love is fading,
From all the things that we are
But are not saying.
Can we see beyond the scars
And make it to the dawn?
Change the colors of the sky.
And open up to
The ways you made me feel alive,
The ways I loved you.
For all the things that never died,
To make it through the night, Love will find you.
What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?
The sun is breaking in your eyes
To start a new day.
This broken heart can still survive
With a touch of your grace.
Shadows fade into the light.
I am by your side,
Where love will find you.
What about now?
What about today?
What if you're making me all that I was meant to be?
What if our love had never went away?
What if it's lost behind words we could never find?
Baby, before it's too late,
What about now?
Now that we're here,
Now that we've come this far, Just hold on.
There is nothing to fear,
For I am right beside you.
For all my life, I am yours.
Wounds heal, scars fade. Love will come for you one day.
Tuesday, October 20, 2009
Monday, October 19, 2009
If music be the food of love, play on!
Chick-magnet hahaha, alright alright.
This is sheer talent. =)
Thursday, October 15, 2009
Footprints in the sand*
Hitch is really good, he knows how to smooth talk the ladies. He knows what they re thinking, he knows what they want and where they want, and how they want things to be done.
Yet, when he finally meet the girl of his dreams, he falls into a trap of his own, clumsy and awkward, unable to do what he so professes himself to be good at. Theory and practical wise he is the master, until he meets someone of his heart's desire and starts carrying out amatuer mistakes that he scolds his clients of doing so everyday.
The irony of the situation.
Its easy to do something when you re not in the situation yourself, once you get yourself entangled in it, welcome to a whole new level. Its easy to advice and all, but when the emotions and insecurities start piling up and into your mind, things just loose control.
Was i insensitive? Did i wait too long or too short? Is this what she truely wants? Play it cool boy, dont call her tonight wait for another day...
Even books in the world hold information of such techniques where the art of seduction is a skill obtained even in geeks*. "40 year old virgins", maybe? Neil Stratus? Rings a bell guys? Go youtube it, Pick up artists exist. they are truely a reality and shit* like this does happen arond the world.
For me i do confess of knowing basic theory, practical wise maybe not really there, i mean i ve been successful in certain occasions, but the follow up just lacks heart. It sucks knowing that you could have done something to alter the outcome of the situation and prevent uneccessay conflict and tension.
Never have i played stupid mind games, nor had false intentions about this. But its no point to cry over split milk, i know that i am truely helpless and have no real clue how to make everything back to normal again.
No one can help me except for God.
Even in such moments when i just feel like tearing my hair out and screaming into the dark lonely night, I know God is with me and he will never leave me. He knows my true intentions and has a plan for me. I feel like im one the beach and im seeing a pair of footprints in the sand right now, "so where are you Lord?"
Hes carrying me throughout this whole time. Have more faith boy. Why do i need worldly techniques and methods to solve my situation? I'd rather pray about it and find strength in the bible.
I feel weak and helpless truely in this situation now, and now i don't even know if im making a moutain out of a mole hill.
I will continue to perserve and pray, for tis worth it, i said it before and i ll say it again.
In regards to this whole matter, i ll take it all on, seriously, bring on the pain and the hurt, compensate me with a lil happiness. Just bring it all on. Whatever it takes, i know im never alone.
And tis truely worth it.
God bless ya ll.
Ciao.
Yet, when he finally meet the girl of his dreams, he falls into a trap of his own, clumsy and awkward, unable to do what he so professes himself to be good at. Theory and practical wise he is the master, until he meets someone of his heart's desire and starts carrying out amatuer mistakes that he scolds his clients of doing so everyday.
The irony of the situation.
Its easy to do something when you re not in the situation yourself, once you get yourself entangled in it, welcome to a whole new level. Its easy to advice and all, but when the emotions and insecurities start piling up and into your mind, things just loose control.
Was i insensitive? Did i wait too long or too short? Is this what she truely wants? Play it cool boy, dont call her tonight wait for another day...
Even books in the world hold information of such techniques where the art of seduction is a skill obtained even in geeks*. "40 year old virgins", maybe? Neil Stratus? Rings a bell guys? Go youtube it, Pick up artists exist. they are truely a reality and shit* like this does happen arond the world.
For me i do confess of knowing basic theory, practical wise maybe not really there, i mean i ve been successful in certain occasions, but the follow up just lacks heart. It sucks knowing that you could have done something to alter the outcome of the situation and prevent uneccessay conflict and tension.
Never have i played stupid mind games, nor had false intentions about this. But its no point to cry over split milk, i know that i am truely helpless and have no real clue how to make everything back to normal again.
No one can help me except for God.
Even in such moments when i just feel like tearing my hair out and screaming into the dark lonely night, I know God is with me and he will never leave me. He knows my true intentions and has a plan for me. I feel like im one the beach and im seeing a pair of footprints in the sand right now, "so where are you Lord?"
Hes carrying me throughout this whole time. Have more faith boy. Why do i need worldly techniques and methods to solve my situation? I'd rather pray about it and find strength in the bible.
I feel weak and helpless truely in this situation now, and now i don't even know if im making a moutain out of a mole hill.
I will continue to perserve and pray, for tis worth it, i said it before and i ll say it again.
In regards to this whole matter, i ll take it all on, seriously, bring on the pain and the hurt, compensate me with a lil happiness. Just bring it all on. Whatever it takes, i know im never alone.
And tis truely worth it.
God bless ya ll.
Ciao.
Sunday, October 04, 2009
A toast to the future*
Time flies hasn't it?
Now and again I look back and see,
what brilliant friends u all have been.
Not to be nostalgic but truthful in my words,
U all are the best that one could ever hope to have.
Going through the thick and thin,
all the pains in life that make it ever so sweet,
and the joys that we have experienced together.
Even though we might part ways and grow away from each other,
by God's grace lets remember that friendship is forever.
By his blessing,
hurt has turned into humour,
our mistakes and traits of being human,
have been accepted by each other.
A brother and a sister to one another,
I am assured with each passing day,
that the journey has barely begun.
So not just because its Sunday,
or that i am feeling sad,
many thanks to my friends once again,
for being there for me.
Thanks be to the Lord and bless you all!
Tis so true true true,
when hungry and starving,
you go slurp slurp slurp.
It hasn't been a long time i ll admit,
but it sure as hell feels like it.
I ll be realistic to say,
that the future is uncertain in many ways.
I don't feel dis(EN)couraged though,
I don't feel emotional too.
Why reflect on the past and stop right there?
The future will bring us a whole different level of happiness too.
Most important is the way the Lord will provide,
trust and obey.
There's no need to touch wood but say,
we know that things will turn out his way.
Be it, le matin, le soir, la nuit,
for all that the times we've spend together,
J'aime beaucoup!
With you around,
c'est un beau jour!
I'm never too afraid to say,
Tu m'as tellement manque!
Yes yes, go ahead and laugh,
mon francais est mauvais!!!
But still,
Viens avec moi!
October 3rd was just another stepping stone.
Hold merci beaucoup to me,
we re not done yet.
God will provide for us,
believe with me =).
And thus with Omar's free champange,
to the eye feast that is 10 dollars,
the triple jumps that stole our breaths,
the 3.5inch golden items that nearly out defeated my mampride*,
the stupidity of not being practical,
the combined size of our eyebags,
and to Golden moments of silence where even my ingenius small talk failed.
RAWR!
Here's a toast to the future. =)
1 Corinthians Chapter 13 verse 3b.
"No matter what i say, what i believe, and what i do, I'm bankrupt without love"
Now and again I look back and see,
what brilliant friends u all have been.
Not to be nostalgic but truthful in my words,
U all are the best that one could ever hope to have.
Going through the thick and thin,
all the pains in life that make it ever so sweet,
and the joys that we have experienced together.
Even though we might part ways and grow away from each other,
by God's grace lets remember that friendship is forever.
By his blessing,
hurt has turned into humour,
our mistakes and traits of being human,
have been accepted by each other.
A brother and a sister to one another,
I am assured with each passing day,
that the journey has barely begun.
So not just because its Sunday,
or that i am feeling sad,
many thanks to my friends once again,
for being there for me.
Thanks be to the Lord and bless you all!
Tis so true true true,
when hungry and starving,
you go slurp slurp slurp.
It hasn't been a long time i ll admit,
but it sure as hell feels like it.
I ll be realistic to say,
that the future is uncertain in many ways.
I don't feel dis(EN)couraged though,
I don't feel emotional too.
Why reflect on the past and stop right there?
The future will bring us a whole different level of happiness too.
Most important is the way the Lord will provide,
trust and obey.
There's no need to touch wood but say,
we know that things will turn out his way.
Be it, le matin, le soir, la nuit,
for all that the times we've spend together,
J'aime beaucoup!
With you around,
c'est un beau jour!
I'm never too afraid to say,
Tu m'as tellement manque!
Yes yes, go ahead and laugh,
mon francais est mauvais!!!
But still,
Viens avec moi!
October 3rd was just another stepping stone.
Hold merci beaucoup to me,
we re not done yet.
God will provide for us,
believe with me =).
And thus with Omar's free champange,
to the eye feast that is 10 dollars,
the triple jumps that stole our breaths,
the 3.5inch golden items that nearly out defeated my mampride*,
the stupidity of not being practical,
the combined size of our eyebags,
and to Golden moments of silence where even my ingenius small talk failed.
RAWR!
Here's a toast to the future. =)
1 Corinthians Chapter 13 verse 3b.
"No matter what i say, what i believe, and what i do, I'm bankrupt without love"
Sunday, September 27, 2009
This feeling really really really sucks*
I sang this for worship today.
You're all I want,
you're all I ever needed
you're all i want
Help me know you are here.
The past few days has been both confusing and painful to me. I don't know if what i am doing is right or wrong anymore. People have been giving me all sorts of different advices, worldy and spiritually.
I am 20, and im trying my best to catch up on all the times that i ponned church to lan, pool and etc. Some people say its not time yet, others go wtf. At the end of the day it is still my personal choice.
It hurts lar dammit.
After church and everything, feeling angsty for a whole bunch of reasons, i came to a conclusion that yes, nothing in life worth having, comes easy.
Hence i shall adopt Samuel's signature line "I ll fight till i die like Samurai warrior". Easier said than done of course. I am stubborn, i am implusive, i am childish at times, i get angsty at times too, i am more of a jock than an intellect, but i am human and i sin. Thats no excuse though.
Lord please help me to do whats right and now so more than ever, help me know you are here.
I truely dislike feeling this way. Maybe its neccessary trials and tribulations for me, but i do not enjoy it one bit.
Anyway i signed up for the AVIVA Ironman, 1.9 km swim, 90 km bike, 21 km
run. Hopefully that ll cheer me up a bit, even so i bet going through that motion isn't going to feel as bad as now.
Hope ya'll are having a better day than me.
God bless and cheers!
Saturday, September 26, 2009
Singapore Seattle and ..............................*
I am so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so, Xiang Un please dont run into a road block, Samuel See please get home safely.
Hahahahahhahahahahahhahahahha safely*
For the best...
Hahahahahhahahahahahhahahahha safely*
For the best...
Wednesday, September 16, 2009
Triathlon win!!!
So it was over, Another 1.5km of swim, 40km bike and 10km run..
haha and out of marcus, jon, joel the animal and xingay...
Yours truely came in first place!!!!! Rawrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!
Thanks be to God for controlling my cramping thigh and giving me strength to finish it, with style too i must add =)
Rawr, uni applications, damn troublesome.
Everything is going fine for now, somehow going overseas seems harder as each day passes by. Well, God helps those who help themselves. Thus i shall keep doing what i think and feel is neccessary, in addition i shall keep praying.
2010 AVIVA IRONMAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Seems like everytime i talk about that topic it seems sombre and uncertain, but aren't such things happy and beautiful??
Off for bible study now, alll righttttttttttttttttttttttttt!!
Ciao!
haha and out of marcus, jon, joel the animal and xingay...
Yours truely came in first place!!!!! Rawrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!!
Thanks be to God for controlling my cramping thigh and giving me strength to finish it, with style too i must add =)
Rawr, uni applications, damn troublesome.
Everything is going fine for now, somehow going overseas seems harder as each day passes by. Well, God helps those who help themselves. Thus i shall keep doing what i think and feel is neccessary, in addition i shall keep praying.
2010 AVIVA IRONMAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Seems like everytime i talk about that topic it seems sombre and uncertain, but aren't such things happy and beautiful??
Off for bible study now, alll righttttttttttttttttttttttttt!!
Ciao!
Tuesday, August 25, 2009
Monday, August 24, 2009
Here's to the future*
Ohhh, if there's one thing I hang onto,
That gets me through the night.
I ain't gonna do what I don't want to,
I'm gonna live my life.
Shining like a diamond, rolling with the dice,
Standing on the ledge, I show the wind how to fly.
When the world gets in my face, I say, Have A Nice Day.
Have A Nice Day.
Im gonna make it work out, or die trying in the process.
Saturday, August 22, 2009
Money is King*
I haven't really blogged since i went to Seattle and a lot of things have happened.
Anyway i just came off duty and my dad surprised me by offering me 8-9 k to buy a brand new bike.
Purposes
1) When i go to Seattle, i can use my old bike for travelling to school and my new baby for my triathlons there
2) He can use my old bike to exercise as and when he wants to and my bro can use my old bike to take part in the upcoming September triathlon
3) My new ride will consperm be literally, SEX on Wheels. Female Cyclists will drool at it when i ride it rings around em', they'll probably wanna cycle with me in the future as well.......sounds good no? hahaha..
Problems
1) Old and new bike in the course of merely 2009, fucking 15 k already.
2) My current/old bike is also deemed as a very good deal. Full carbon etc etc Ultegra group set...carbon wheels...yeah its kinda sex-ed up too for 4100 dollars.
Sigh, thinking about it all, money is indeed king, i do not believe that money is the root of all evil, not to a full extent that is. U know, the old history "i believe to a limited extent", GP kind of thing.
Whats worse, was that i was shocked that i spent my bd 1k away in a span of weeks, yes sir not months. Fucking cant control my out-flow of cash these days. It was initially shocking for moi, but when i fully reflected on where MAJORITY of the bulk went to. Yeah, i can say with smile on my face, tis was worth it.
To the morons out there, u know who u are, you're welcome for the sponsership for the loads of shit that we did at those early hours of the day hahahhaa. I guess, my mentality is that, if i think you're really worth it, i won't spare anything at all to just bring that smile to your face. Maybe thats why everytime i go clubbing, i always pay the lion's share of the bill and etc etc.
Aiya, money is seriously just bah, ok wait i take that bad....sigh, i still feel kinda guilty of my expenses over the past few months. But seriously speaking u know what? Fuck it, i know the true value of my "family coffers, individual funds, bank accounts", and i am fucking ass sure of how i spend it and more importantly to who.
cause' u guys are worth it.
Anyway, back to the new bike, if i seriously get it, come this September triathlon, i guarantee that i won't be the fastest but i ll sure as hell look the best during the bike phase. hahaha, sex on wheels baby!!
urgh, other things i kinda need to spew out. Im doing something crazy in the upcoming months, even for my standards and although it scares me, i know im going to enjoy every single moment of it. Randomly, i do miss choir as well, i ll try to go back and sing during christmas carrolling and for God more importantly. Worse case scenario i ll watch the esplande performance, if there is one...
Thinking bout "of these things that i have done" in 2009, its more meaningful as compared to 2008 and all the nonsense that i have been doing with the dudes. Mainly Xiang an and samuel the dog, all the chickling, dancing, trash talking, plotting of naughty deeds, future plans of Thai thai thailand, triple vices, chicks with dicks, "we make these good girls go bad ", laughing at perverse jokes that make u momentarily stunned..
I don't know, its all the build up towards the bachelor's party, the epitome of manhood and "ladies u guys just roll ur eyes at us". We do know however, that ten years down the road, we ll look back at our pictures and really have a good laugh...... and that sounded pretty damn old indeed....
Its a phase in life (lar) and like samuel said "i wanna settle down with a nice christian gal in the future''. SO, I am going to enjoy every last bit of my youth and the transition into my adulthood.
Its time to wait my bro up soon and do our mini triathlon together, but before i leave. LOL, i cant help it but exclaim For all ye nooblets out that, learn from my blog that Stars do twinkle........ but u can see it only in outer space ^^.
Anyway i just came off duty and my dad surprised me by offering me 8-9 k to buy a brand new bike.
Purposes
1) When i go to Seattle, i can use my old bike for travelling to school and my new baby for my triathlons there
2) He can use my old bike to exercise as and when he wants to and my bro can use my old bike to take part in the upcoming September triathlon
3) My new ride will consperm be literally, SEX on Wheels. Female Cyclists will drool at it when i ride it rings around em', they'll probably wanna cycle with me in the future as well.......sounds good no? hahaha..
Problems
1) Old and new bike in the course of merely 2009, fucking 15 k already.
2) My current/old bike is also deemed as a very good deal. Full carbon etc etc Ultegra group set...carbon wheels...yeah its kinda sex-ed up too for 4100 dollars.
Sigh, thinking about it all, money is indeed king, i do not believe that money is the root of all evil, not to a full extent that is. U know, the old history "i believe to a limited extent", GP kind of thing.
Whats worse, was that i was shocked that i spent my bd 1k away in a span of weeks, yes sir not months. Fucking cant control my out-flow of cash these days. It was initially shocking for moi, but when i fully reflected on where MAJORITY of the bulk went to. Yeah, i can say with smile on my face, tis was worth it.
To the morons out there, u know who u are, you're welcome for the sponsership for the loads of shit that we did at those early hours of the day hahahhaa. I guess, my mentality is that, if i think you're really worth it, i won't spare anything at all to just bring that smile to your face. Maybe thats why everytime i go clubbing, i always pay the lion's share of the bill and etc etc.
Aiya, money is seriously just bah, ok wait i take that bad....sigh, i still feel kinda guilty of my expenses over the past few months. But seriously speaking u know what? Fuck it, i know the true value of my "family coffers, individual funds, bank accounts", and i am fucking ass sure of how i spend it and more importantly to who.
cause' u guys are worth it.
Anyway, back to the new bike, if i seriously get it, come this September triathlon, i guarantee that i won't be the fastest but i ll sure as hell look the best during the bike phase. hahaha, sex on wheels baby!!
urgh, other things i kinda need to spew out. Im doing something crazy in the upcoming months, even for my standards and although it scares me, i know im going to enjoy every single moment of it. Randomly, i do miss choir as well, i ll try to go back and sing during christmas carrolling and for God more importantly. Worse case scenario i ll watch the esplande performance, if there is one...
Thinking bout "of these things that i have done" in 2009, its more meaningful as compared to 2008 and all the nonsense that i have been doing with the dudes. Mainly Xiang an and samuel the dog, all the chickling, dancing, trash talking, plotting of naughty deeds, future plans of Thai thai thailand, triple vices, chicks with dicks, "we make these good girls go bad ", laughing at perverse jokes that make u momentarily stunned..
I don't know, its all the build up towards the bachelor's party, the epitome of manhood and "ladies u guys just roll ur eyes at us". We do know however, that ten years down the road, we ll look back at our pictures and really have a good laugh...... and that sounded pretty damn old indeed....
Its a phase in life (lar) and like samuel said "i wanna settle down with a nice christian gal in the future''. SO, I am going to enjoy every last bit of my youth and the transition into my adulthood.
Its time to wait my bro up soon and do our mini triathlon together, but before i leave. LOL, i cant help it but exclaim For all ye nooblets out that, learn from my blog that Stars do twinkle........ but u can see it only in outer space ^^.
Monday, June 08, 2009
garghhhhhhh why is bible study so chim???
I heard older people talk.
I ve heard stories of such things.
I ve met them for myself.*
So i wont speculate that the people who come here think and assume im some clubbing hobo. Although i do think so, but i wont speculate, because people are nice, and that they wont just anyhow blog hop in search of evil humour.
Maybe in the past i would go fuck u.
But, its better to at least make someone happy, doesnt matter who, a smile on a face for whatever reason is STILL a smile on your face. That is undeniably a good thing! =)
Anyway. I feel that we should focus our energies to do more meaningful stuff. Culture shock no? People in singapore do not have proper families, ever ate at macs before, ate proper western meals before. Even watching a movie is deemed as Extraordinary for them.
Enough with the self centeredness of how i can make my life more this more that for me....enough with the im jaded and nonsense..
Anyway yes, i shall endeavour to do community service this year.
Meaningful ones o course, not clear up rubbish and etc, i mean thats great too, but with more involvement in people's lives. Community centres and stuff..
I think that using my life to do some good stuff, yeah thats just more meaningful and justifiable. How precious life is indeed..
and life is never asexual too, that make things bittersweet.
Congrats Xingay, im happy for ya haha =). I promise i wont go all batista and shit on her when i finally meet her...
Jon, i hope your ready man, im comingggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so i ll end this post off with.
Bittersweet, bittersweet indeed.
I ve heard stories of such things.
I ve met them for myself.*
So i wont speculate that the people who come here think and assume im some clubbing hobo. Although i do think so, but i wont speculate, because people are nice, and that they wont just anyhow blog hop in search of evil humour.
Maybe in the past i would go fuck u.
But, its better to at least make someone happy, doesnt matter who, a smile on a face for whatever reason is STILL a smile on your face. That is undeniably a good thing! =)
Anyway. I feel that we should focus our energies to do more meaningful stuff. Culture shock no? People in singapore do not have proper families, ever ate at macs before, ate proper western meals before. Even watching a movie is deemed as Extraordinary for them.
Enough with the self centeredness of how i can make my life more this more that for me....enough with the im jaded and nonsense..
Anyway yes, i shall endeavour to do community service this year.
Meaningful ones o course, not clear up rubbish and etc, i mean thats great too, but with more involvement in people's lives. Community centres and stuff..
I think that using my life to do some good stuff, yeah thats just more meaningful and justifiable. How precious life is indeed..
and life is never asexual too, that make things bittersweet.
Congrats Xingay, im happy for ya haha =). I promise i wont go all batista and shit on her when i finally meet her...
Jon, i hope your ready man, im comingggg!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
so i ll end this post off with.
Bittersweet, bittersweet indeed.
Wednesday, June 03, 2009
Give and not ask for anything in return*
So it was Samuel's bd and we were in a taxi..
My friend wanted a chance to create an exciting opppotunity.
I picked up the phone and called my aunt for help at butter factory.
Boom. 2 tables under my name, VIP.
Im not sure if I have to open bottles or not or pay entry for my friends or etc etc..Or the financial power too..
fuck man..
Mannnn...............
I hope all goes well seriously. Im not even excited at the prospect of going there even though i ve never been there b4. Its an opportunity for you!!! FUCKER!!!!!!!
Aiya im just contended when my friends are happy and entertained lar.
damn jaded though. Hope i learn some cool shit on the seattle trip. But i have to burn 2.5 additional leave, on top of my 9 days leave, to self quarantine myself. Fucked up indeed, so for the rest of the year i have only 2.5 days of leave left.
(But) its for family, so although its heart pain, i feel that its worth it (lar).
damn sian, thats just the way i am i suppose, its like, people dont talk to me for a long time, but somehow i always get this weird thought in my head, "dont be an idiot lar jerome, go say hi and shit to em", following which "fuck lar just whack".
"Yo, whats up?"
somehow i know that gd karma will come my way but.....ah, we ll see what the future brings.
It ll be nice if i met me in a female hot version, wait, ok thats just fucked up.....
i can so feel someone reading this post and go "oh for pete's sake, stop emoing and Grow up"
sigh
ahem*
I hope that everyone will stay happy and contented with their lives, my parents to stay in gd health, myself to havoc with my brother again. My maid to forgive my bad temper, my dear friends to continue to grow in out friendship and fellowship with one another. Lastly, i hope to become a better christian and keep making my friends smile...
Gd night all and please sms me ur requests from U.S, im heading there from 9th to 21th =)
My friend wanted a chance to create an exciting opppotunity.
I picked up the phone and called my aunt for help at butter factory.
Boom. 2 tables under my name, VIP.
Im not sure if I have to open bottles or not or pay entry for my friends or etc etc..Or the financial power too..
fuck man..
Mannnn...............
I hope all goes well seriously. Im not even excited at the prospect of going there even though i ve never been there b4. Its an opportunity for you!!! FUCKER!!!!!!!
Aiya im just contended when my friends are happy and entertained lar.
damn jaded though. Hope i learn some cool shit on the seattle trip. But i have to burn 2.5 additional leave, on top of my 9 days leave, to self quarantine myself. Fucked up indeed, so for the rest of the year i have only 2.5 days of leave left.
(But) its for family, so although its heart pain, i feel that its worth it (lar).
damn sian, thats just the way i am i suppose, its like, people dont talk to me for a long time, but somehow i always get this weird thought in my head, "dont be an idiot lar jerome, go say hi and shit to em", following which "fuck lar just whack".
"Yo, whats up?"
somehow i know that gd karma will come my way but.....ah, we ll see what the future brings.
It ll be nice if i met me in a female hot version, wait, ok thats just fucked up.....
i can so feel someone reading this post and go "oh for pete's sake, stop emoing and Grow up"
sigh
ahem*
I hope that everyone will stay happy and contented with their lives, my parents to stay in gd health, myself to havoc with my brother again. My maid to forgive my bad temper, my dear friends to continue to grow in out friendship and fellowship with one another. Lastly, i hope to become a better christian and keep making my friends smile...
Gd night all and please sms me ur requests from U.S, im heading there from 9th to 21th =)
Thursday, May 28, 2009
Ran, gymmed, cycled 60-70km*
Brute strength.
Mental toughness.
Army.
Bros.
Gals.
Partying.
Late nights.
Perv jokes.
Laughter.
Overall, God is more important.
I shall try to change for the future =)
We ll all be matured and handsome/gorgeous in time to come, say 5 years?
Emo monster go away.
Happy 20th birthday Samuel.
Bon Jovi's living on a prayer will bring out our inner dancing skills.
Thanks to the Lord for meeting u in sec 3.
Thursday, May 14, 2009
Patch Adams for the win*
To treat people with laughter was what he believed, true or not, as depicted by the movie..i sure hope to become one of his patients hahaha..
Man, the past week has made me pretty jaded indeed, with seven duties this month, its been tiresome..
I hate politics, i so do... cant even hang out with people that i enjoy hanging around without them disliking each other for Lord knows whatever reason.
Seems that im a person that lives on events and things to look forward to, cant have the everyday normal life. I guess when u strip homework, CCAs, exams and many more deadlines, u get too much freedom, hmmm..
Jaded!!!
I cannot wait to go Seattle, i repeat!! I cannot wait to go Seattle..
Anyway reflecting on what has happened, Miss Andrea's gonna migrate to New Zealand, man..........Shucks. I do admit im gonna miss seeing her around sg, for choir bs and other stuff. Yup but lets all keep her and toshi in our prayers. Can lar i believe.
And can someone please explain to me how the f can Adam Lambert sing so high? Its damn insane haha, too bad hes gay man, i would have used that talent to reel in the babes.. hahah
jk jk....
Aunt's wedding coming up soon, hope to get that over with!! Once and for all, its been quite draggy honestly, ah well, its still good to sing again haha, meeting old and new friends too so pretty interesting experience lol. Haha, i was thinking about bringing Bong to crash the bachelor party as well, haha, im sure Malcom wouldn't mind.... nice haha.
Well, hope that the uni kids are having fun now, and the army guys to hang in there, stop drinking so much and keep our minds clean...Just got off the phone with samuel for his bd celebrations, f man, we might just end up at geylang doing more than Frog porridge, he and the fat bastard..bloody uncontrollable beasts!!
Seriously, duties are freaking warping me out, im on duty on Sunday again, my gwad, bloody 3 extras. Sigh.
I gotta learn how to curb my spending habits too, taxis and when i got caught in the rain the other day, i went into Club Marx to buy another t shirt...
Homofesting on fri night, lookin forward to that, WOLVERINE! RAWR!!!
yes PITY me, i havent caught, Slumdog millionaire, Bejamin Burtons, Wolverine and many other nice movies that have come out already.
Btw the other day Bong and I were discussing about how fun it was to chill at someone's place over Beer supper food, soccer or movies..freak man....freakin getting OLD. I mean i don't even feel inclined to do like crazy stuff anymore.
Maybe i ll revert back to normal after Seattle heh heh heh..
Man, the past week has made me pretty jaded indeed, with seven duties this month, its been tiresome..
I hate politics, i so do... cant even hang out with people that i enjoy hanging around without them disliking each other for Lord knows whatever reason.
Seems that im a person that lives on events and things to look forward to, cant have the everyday normal life. I guess when u strip homework, CCAs, exams and many more deadlines, u get too much freedom, hmmm..
Jaded!!!
I cannot wait to go Seattle, i repeat!! I cannot wait to go Seattle..
Anyway reflecting on what has happened, Miss Andrea's gonna migrate to New Zealand, man..........Shucks. I do admit im gonna miss seeing her around sg, for choir bs and other stuff. Yup but lets all keep her and toshi in our prayers. Can lar i believe.
And can someone please explain to me how the f can Adam Lambert sing so high? Its damn insane haha, too bad hes gay man, i would have used that talent to reel in the babes.. hahah
jk jk....
Aunt's wedding coming up soon, hope to get that over with!! Once and for all, its been quite draggy honestly, ah well, its still good to sing again haha, meeting old and new friends too so pretty interesting experience lol. Haha, i was thinking about bringing Bong to crash the bachelor party as well, haha, im sure Malcom wouldn't mind.... nice haha.
Well, hope that the uni kids are having fun now, and the army guys to hang in there, stop drinking so much and keep our minds clean...Just got off the phone with samuel for his bd celebrations, f man, we might just end up at geylang doing more than Frog porridge, he and the fat bastard..bloody uncontrollable beasts!!
Seriously, duties are freaking warping me out, im on duty on Sunday again, my gwad, bloody 3 extras. Sigh.
I gotta learn how to curb my spending habits too, taxis and when i got caught in the rain the other day, i went into Club Marx to buy another t shirt...
Homofesting on fri night, lookin forward to that, WOLVERINE! RAWR!!!
yes PITY me, i havent caught, Slumdog millionaire, Bejamin Burtons, Wolverine and many other nice movies that have come out already.
Btw the other day Bong and I were discussing about how fun it was to chill at someone's place over Beer supper food, soccer or movies..freak man....freakin getting OLD. I mean i don't even feel inclined to do like crazy stuff anymore.
Maybe i ll revert back to normal after Seattle heh heh heh..
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